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Intro Post!!

hi! my name is gray and i’m a new creator here! i’ve been lurking here for a couple years off and on, but i decided i wanted to create content on here as well.

i don’t have any mutuals but would LOVE to get to talk to you guys! (please be my friend please be my friend please be my friend please be my-)

so, here’s a bit about me!

i’m a 16+ blog and go by she/her pronouns. i am a follower of Christ, but please do not let that deter you! i literally do not care what you do/believe (as long as you’re a good human being) because i believe in accepting everyone as they are, just as Jesus did! my faith is an important part of my identity, and if that’s not your cup of tea, i understand. i hope you have a great day! (btw, im major anti maga🤫)

if you’re sticking around, just know that i already love you! i literally love anyone that is nice to me (is that an issue? idk.) I’M NICE I PROMISE!! PLEASE!! DON’T LEAVE ME HERE BY MYSELF. PLEASE-

so what can we relate on? well, my favorite color is blue. i hate tea and can barely tolerate coffee. my favorite drink is water (boo, boring, loser). southern. still trying to find myself! lover of the men, hater of the man. i love to write. i love pop culture, so much so that im the family go-to on anything related. i love to draw! i’m good at sketching, but not painting :(

so, what fandoms am i in?

well…

Marvel!!!! (i’m a real one guys i swear.) i love the X-Men, Guardians, Thunderbolts*, Defenders, and every other underrated group (and the OG 6, of course). my favorite characters are Deadpool, Yelena, and Star-Lord!! (btw, Ultron is the best villain)

RED DEAD REDEMPTION!!! my favorite game to date, no other games come close. don’t worry, i played rdr1 before rdr2, im no cheater. i love Rip Van Winkle so much.

Star-Wars! am i a faker for not watching every single show they’ve produced? maybe, i don’t know. but i do know that i have seen every movie, most live action shows, and would DIE for Han, Obi-Wan, and my beloved Jyn.

Hunger Games! books > movies 1000000%! tbh, i haven’t watched all the movies 🤫 but ive sure read all the books!!! and yes, i do have Sunrise on the Reaping and could not WAIT to get my hands on it.

Favorite Music Artists/Bands!!!

1. BILLIE EILISH PIRATE BAIRD O’CONNEL.

2. Paris Paloma

3. Teddy Swims

4. Josiah Queen

5. Sabrina Carpenter

so yeah! i hope that maybe this interests you and we can become friends! as always, i love love love you!

have a great day, night, week, month, life!! :)

[slaughtersafe]

Unholy Trinity

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✦summary: everyone loves golden boy Steve Rogers. Everyone but you. It's alright, though, because he hates you back. But love and hate are closer than you both think.✦

✦warnings/tags: steve rogers x female!reader, avengers era, no use of y/n, enemies to lovers, pining but they don't know they're pining, idiots in love, no description of reader (pictures for aesthetic only), fluff, angst, love confessions, some plot to get to feral porn, super soldier level smut, (kind of office sex, teasing, dirty talk, dry humping, super soldier stamina, dry orgasms but he's a trooper he keeps going, begging, rough sex, praise and degradation kink, mean!steve, nipple play, manhandling, hyperspermia, big dick steve, squriting, p in v sex, creampie, overstimulation, dacryphilia, dumbification, soft!dom steve), soft!steveoutside of smut✦

✦wc: 9.6k✦

✦Author's Note: i love enemies to lovers with sweet men it's so important to me. thank you!✦

There aren’t a lot of rules to being on the Avengers, and the ones that exist are easy to follow. Don’t feed Tony after midnight, he’s like a gremlin. Don’t laugh at Sam’s jokes when they’re not funny, it encourages him. Always listen to Fury, unless you like being stranded in Utah. Don’t touch Natasha’s food. Don’t piss off Banner.

Easy. You’re not a fool, and if you were, you wouldn’t deserve to be here.

A lot of people still don’t think you deserve to be here, but Nat always reminds you that they just don’t know what kind of enemy you’d make. She’d rather have you on their side. Everyone warmed up to Wanda eventually, too. The team already likes you, and none of you have a clean letter.

Almost none of you.

Steve’s is cleaner than a freshly waxed and plucked floor. Steve’s letter is perfect. He’s perfect. He’s the Golden Boy, designed in a bottle to be likable and confident and collected. Camera’s flash and his smile is whiter than the moon, and more blinding than the sun. He claps Tony on the back after a slightly mocking joke, clearly unfazed. He places his hand on Nat’s lower back in the most gentlemanly way possible, and everyone swoons like he’s some movie star.

He sits next to you on one of these panels you’re not allowed to skip—you tried to, and Clint dragged you to the helicopter like some misbehaving child—and ignores you all together. A tiny nod and smile for the cameras. Stiff shoulders that square away from you, like if he blocks you out, you’ll just vanish in the hazy lights.

He’d like it, if that happened. He’d probably throw a fucking party.

Because you don’t know why. You don’t know what you did. But Steve Rogers hates you, and no one even thought he was capable of that emotion.

It started the first time Nat dragged you in, spitting and weary like a feral cat. She’d given Steve and Tony the brief on your powers. Said that you had a good heart—although she hadn’t done an x-ray, so you have no idea how she was so sure—and asked to keep you.

Asked.

Natasha didn’t ask for anything. She said it like a question, and fixed Steve and Tony with the most terrifying glare in the world. Tony had shrugged, and Steve had tried to protest. Nat had crossed her arms and flicked her brows up in a silent challenge. Steve had swallowed, looked at you with a strange gleam in his eyes, and given up. He’d left the room with a grumble, not sparing you another glance. Tony would tell you later—after you annoyed it out of him—that he’d spent a month trying to talk Nat out of you. Like a toy he didn’t want her to be playing with.

You hadn’t said a single word. Natasha hadn’t told him anything about your past. And he still hadn’t wanted you there.

“Rogers,” you murmur, smiling at the flashing lights that—supposedly—have people behind them.

You’ve come to think of them more as vultures. They’d like to pick you apart and eat out whatever kind of black, charred thing you’re made of. You never give them the satisfaction.

Steve says your name, low and flat. His attention flits over, scanning you from the corner of his eye. You catch his gaze, and he looks away just as fast.

You roll your eyes and huff, slumping back in your seat. You drum your fingers on the smooth, deep blue cloth of the table. They gave you a water bottle. Maybe if you drink it fast enough, you can just go pee and skip this whole thing-

“Sit up.”

Steve speaks so low you almost don’t hear him. You frown at his profile—stupid clean jawline and strong features—and slump further in your seat. Just to test him. Just to make him twitch.

There aren’t a lot of things you find pride in. Being able to get under Steve’s skin is one of them.

He notices immediately, and shoots you a glare. You snort, and his eyes narrow.

“I told you to sit up-“

“I heard you.”

“And you didn’t listen?” Someone shouts his name. He turns to flash them that look at me, aren’t I perfect? Smile, and you try not to gag.

“You’re not my boss.” You hiss through your teeth, smiling at the people shouting your name.

Steve makes a low, rough sound in his throat. “I am your boss.”

“No. I work under Nat.”

“Who works for me-“

“Does she?”

Steve shoots you another look, and this time you giggle. He’s still smiling, through every single glare. It looks psychotic.

He doesn’t even try to reprimand you this time. He just sighs dramatically and looks back to the crowd. You sit up, but not because he told you to. You’re not another one of his dogs.

Because there’s one more rule about being an Avenger. About being an American.

No one hates Steve Rogers.

He’s an angel. A blessing. His pretty boy face and classy words and pure heart. He never falters, never gives up, never does anything selfish, never gets off his fucking high horse. He’s so handsome it hurts to look at, and he’s so innocent about it, like blushing virgin schoolgirl who can’t stand seeing a fucking ankle without getting red faced and sputtering. He’s all kind words to everyone, he carries twenties on him to give to homeless people, he donates most of his Avengers salary to charities, he handles every press question with tact and charm, and he looks at you like you’re sulfur coated gum, stuck to the bottom of his shoe.

No one tells you what to do when Steve Rogers hates you. He’s not supposed to hate anyone.

So you must be the fucking problem.

You try not to look at him, for most of the panel. It’s easy when he gets seated on the other end of the table, but whatever fucker was in charge of seating today must hate you. You can’t turn your head without seeing his lazy, kind smile, and you can’t turn out his deep laugh, and god, what if you just punched him in the face on live TV-

Someone says your name, and your head snaps over.

“Yeah?”

Steve tenses. You’re supposed to just nod, or say yes, not yeah. That’s not professional. Shame for him the media trainers gave up on you years ago. You don’t know why Steve still bothers. Everyone still loves you anyway.

And the person who said your name doesn’t deserve professionalism anyway. It’s a slimy man at the front of the question line, with slicked back hair and an expensive watch and teeth that look too big for his mouth. You know what kind of question this is going to be, before he even opens his mouth.

“Hi,” the man smirks at you, and you smile back. It’s the cold, bored smile that you wear like a shield. If the man feels the chill from it, he doesn’t even flinch.

“Hey.”

Steve’s jaw ticks. If he breaks a tooth, maybe you won’t have to deal with this question.

“Hey.” The man echoes back, his gaze dropping back to your tits. “I have to ask, what does it take to get you out of the Avengers compound and out on a date?”

You laugh, spinning your mic and leaning back in your chair. The audience laughs with you. They always do.

Steve doesn’t, and it stabs near your ribs for some useless reason. Sometimes you wonder if your powers just don’t work on him, which would make him even more annoying than he already is. 

“More than that,” you say, and the man stands a little taller.

“You wanna give me a step-by-step?” He winks. “I’m a good rule follower.”

“Hm.” You smirk. “I’m sure you are.”

A chorus of teasing jeers comes from the back of the crowd, where all the men always get shoved. They’re less insistent than the fangirls who want to see Steve and Thor’s muscles. The man at the front of the line looks back with a proud grin—he got you to talk, what a miracle—then returns his gaze to you.

“What about if I promise to be a gentleman?”

“Then I’d ask you to cross your fingers,” you say, smiling with so much honey you’re worried your face is going to get glued like this.

The oooooos are louder this time, and you laugh. The man at the front looks like he’s about to fall to his knees. He grabs at the mic stand like a lifeline, staring at you with wide, devout eyes, and you don’t even flinch when Steve rips your mic from your hands.

“She’ll be backstage after, buddy.” His tone is light, but firm. The man blinks at him, like he forgot he was there. “Remember, she’s got a whole panel to get through. Don’t want to distract her too early.”

He laughs. Everyone laughs with him, except for you.

You smile at him with enough venom to burn the super solider serum right out of his big, muscled body. Steve smiles back, with that strange gleam back in his eyes.

It’s only there for you. It’s been two years, and you never learned to read it. The questions move on, and your mic gets turned of while Bruce talks about his favorite kinds of tea. You lean to the side, hissing from the corner of your mouth.

“What the fuck is your problem.”

Steve doesn’t blink. He keeps his winning smile on his face, and you’re sure that to anyone looking on from the crowd, it seems like you’re exchanging friendly jokes.

“This isn’t a dating app.”

“I know that-“

“Didn’t seem like it.”

You scoff. Your smile is starting to hurt your face. “What was I supposed to do, tell him to piss off?”

Steve’s lips twitch down, ever so slightly. “You flirted back.”

“So? I was never going to go out with him, he looked like a fucking sewer rat.”

“That’s rude-“

“Oh, suck my dick.”

You look back to the crowd. Steve mutters your name, and you ignore him. He says it again, firmer this time, and you shoot him a shut the fuck up look.

His nostrils flare. His eyes are so blue, you think you could get lost in them if he wasn’t always trying to forcefully burn you out.

“You-“ He lets out a heavy breath through his nose, shakes his head, and look back out to the crowd. “You’re going to find yourself with a stalker one day. It happened to Nat.”

You almost snort. You’ve heard that story. Nat curb stomped him. “I’m sure I’d handle it.”

Steve’s lip curls. “You have no combat training,” he grunts, and you huff.

Not this again.

“If someone got the jump on you-“

“No one gets the jump on me.”

“Yet,” he gives you a pointed look, and you hold it, unimpressed and bored. “But one day-“

“One day what? I’m just going to lose all my powers? And need Captain America to protect me?” You laugh crudely, and Steve scowls.

 “I didn’t say that-“

“Then what were you going to say-“’

“That you need to be careful-“

“And why do you care-“

“I don’t-“

“Really?” You roll your eyes. “Could’ve fooled me.”

“You- You fucking-“

“Steve.” Sam leans over Steve’s shoulder, glaring between you. “People. Watching. Calm down.”

You and Steve both freeze, and glance out to the crowd. Sure enough, almost all the eyes are on you. Shining vultures. For one, at least, picking Steve apart with you.

You smile and wave. Steve sits so tall you think he might be trying to fly away.

“What were you talking about?” The next person asks, and Steve laughs.

Controlled. Always so fucking controlled.

“Nothing important-“

“It looked important.”

Steve shrugs. “We take everything we do here seriously. A conversation about dinner can look like a war meeting sometimes, with how much passion we have for- Everything.”

He waves at the air, and the crowd murmurs. You smirk, because Steve sees the light in that ripple. Only the rising relief. Not the dents it’s leaving in the water.

But you see them. You see them better than anyone. And you know why the people drop it. Tony’s glaring down the table, and Nat is rubbing her face, and you know they heard it too.

You love it when he fucks up. You’re beaming for the rest of the panel, because you know what the headline is going to be in the morning.

Passion, he said.

Idiot.

It happens so fast, and Steve’s the only one surprised by it.

“You two.” Tony points between you in the morning. “My office. Now.”

You smile, shoving your bagel in your mouth and following after him. Steve looks confused. You’re sure he’s never been called to an office before. You’re thrilled to have that first experience with him.

“Tony, what’s going on-“

“No.” Tony points at him with a scowl, and the door locks behind you. “Not a word from you, Cap. This is your fault.”

“My fault?” Steve almost recoils. “How is it my fault, I haven’t even done anything. It’s probably her fault-“

You snort, taking the bagel out of your mouth. “My fault? You don’t even know what we did yet!”

“Well, I know it’s your fault-“

“Because everything is my fault-“

“For stuff like this, yeah. It is.”

“Stuff like this- Like what, you getting in trouble-“

“I’m not in trouble-“

“Oh, you just got called to Daddy’s office because of your good behavior-“

“Can you both shut up?” Tony raises his voice, glaring between you with his nose pinched. “I swear, you’re going to give me a migraine that kills me. And you,” he shoots you a glower. “Never call me Daddy again.”

You smirk. “Why, does it turn you on too much?”

Steve looks at you like he wants to kill you. Tony just looks bored.

“Yeah, it does. Which is annoying.”

“Aw,” you beam at Steve. “He thinks I’m annoying.”

A vein is pushing out of Steve’s brow. If anyone is going to die right now, it’s going to be him, from bursting a vessel. You giggle, dropping in the seat in front of Tony’s desk. Steve just stands behind you, a soldier at attention against his greatest enemy. You tip your head backwards, looking at him under fluttering lashes.

“You should sit down, buddy.”

Something flickers over Steve’s face. “Don’t call me buddy.”

“Don’t stand there like a creep.”

His lip curls. You give him a challenging smile, and he lets out one of those heavy sighs that’s only reserved for you. He stomps over to the chair next to it, and drops down with a scowl at Tony.

“You want to tell us why we’re here, Tony?”

Tony frowns, and glances at you. “Does he not know?”

You shrug. “He’s a little stupid. You know that.”

Tony’s lips twitch despite himself. Steve scowls.

“I don’t know what you two are talking about, or- Planning-“

He cuts himself off, as Tony tosses the printed out article down on the desk. You hadn’t actually seen it yet, but you knew it was coming.  

From the look on Steve’s face, though, he really hadn’t realized at all.

“What.” It’s all he says. One clipped, dumbfounded word as he stares at the paper. You sort of want to laugh, but you bite it down. Tony’s looking at you like this is serious. Like he can’t make it go away with a wave of his hand.

Stever grabs the article. You lean over his shoulder, just to piss him off a little more. He doesn’t even bother to glare at you, his fingers digging so deep into the paper it tears. The headline gets crumpled, like he’s crushing it with just his gaze.

Secret Love In the Avengers.

It’s not very snappy. You think they could’ve tried harder, but at least the picture is good. You and Steve both look nice, and you’re staring at each other so intently you can’t even blame them for the minimum effort. With Sam looking bored on Steve’s other side, and you and Steve leaning so close together, there’s no mistaking in that photo who might be seconds from making out.

“Tony,” Steve mutters. “What’s this.”

Tony snorts. “What do you think this is, Cap? A news article about trades with China? No, because less people would be reading that than they’re reading this.”

“We’re hotter than trades with China,” you offer, and you think Tony would laugh if he wasn’t so pissed.

“Why is there a picture of us.” Steve mutters, and Tony rolls his eyes.

“Well, when two people look at each other like they want to fuck, everyone tends to notice.”

Steve’s jaw locks. You sigh, crossing your arms over your chest.

“So what, do you need us to do another release-“

“No.” Tony glares at you. “This is the third time something like this has happened with you two-“

“What?” You snort. “No, it isn’t-“

“Ah.” Tony raises a hand. “Don’t play stupid with me. I’m trying to be generous with third, and I’m not in the mood to hold your hands through feelings right now.”

“Feelings?” Steve spits, fumbling with the paper. “There are no- I don’t know what you think you’re talking about, Stark-“

“Steven.” Tony says flatly. “You. Shut up.”

Steve shakes his head. “You don’t know what you’re talking about-“

“Yes. I do. And you do too.”

You raise your hand, frowning between them. “Can I ask what the first and second time were, because I’d remember if this happened before-“

“No, you wouldn’t,” Tony snaps. “Because I have spent millions bribing people out of running these stories, and you never look online to see what people are saying.”

“What people are saying?” You look at Steve. “What are people saying?”

Steve coughs, ears turning red. “Nothing-“

“They think you’re fucking.” Tony says flatly, and your mouth falls open.

“They- What?!”

“You have chemistry, kid.” Tony shrugs. “Every second you’re next to each other, you’re eye fucking so much we all feel like we’re supposed to leave the room.”

You sputter, shaking your head. You can feel you flush, burning up your face. When you look at Steve, he won’t meet your eyes.

He never does.

“Did you know about this?” You hiss.

He sighs, running a hand over his face with a half-shrug. “Maybe.”

“Maybe?! What the fuck does that mean-“

“Means he knew.” Tony says flatly. “Everyone knew.”

“Everyone knew what?! That the whole country thinks I want to fuck Steve?!”

Tony snorts. “You do want to fuck Steve.”

Your face burns. Steve looks up with warning pinch in his brow. “Tony.”

“Don’t Tony me, pretty boy-“

“Just- Not now-“

“Yes, now.” Tony glares between you. “This has gotten out of hand. We get it. You’re both hot. You’d have hot sex. But if you don’t either fuck or cut bait and start acting like adults, you’re grounded.”

Steve scowls. “You can’t ground me, Stark, I’m your boss-“

“Well, I cut the checks.” Tony crosses his arms. “So I think I can do whatever I want.”

Steve and Tony keep glaring at each other. You stare off in the middle distance between them. Your hands don’t feel like they’re your hands. Your feet are planted on the carpet, but not on solid ground. Your head feels like it’s pressing into itself, yet also expanding to something bigger than you can hold onto.

You don’t want to fuck Steve. Sure, he’s all muscles and rugged yet soft features, but there are countless men like that.

There are very few men like that. Well, you could find one. You have one in front of you. But you don’t want to fuck him. He’s annoying. Impossibly annoying and bossy and always up your ass about something, and not in the fun way like you’d prefer-

No. You wouldn’t prefer. You don’t want to fuck Steve. You can have anyone else, you’d rather have anyone else. Steve’s just always there and always making you embarrassed and angry, and maybe you’re into that but it’s none of his business. It’s not like he’d be like that in bed, either way.

You think. Not that you’ve thought about it. He’s too perfect. Too boring. He’s not boring when he’s arguing with you. He just hates you that much. That you make him break. Or you let him show that side of himself. You don’t poke and prod at anyone like you poke and prod at Steve. He’s just fun to get a rise out of. He gets cute when he’s pissy. He sneers your name and it goes right between your legs, but that doesn’t mean you want to fuck him.

You don’t. You don’t. You don’t?  

He has big hands, but you don’t want them groping and squeezing all over your body. He’s got a strong nose, but you’ve never thought about it pushing against your clit, just like you’ve never thought about his huge biceps wrapping around your neck while he fingers you stupid. And you’d smile at him, dazed and long fucked out of protesting. And he’d feed those fingers to you while sitting you on his cock, and all that perfection would melt away into something raw. Something real, that’s open and refuses to be stitched close. Something that both of you want to drown in.

Something’s that’s just for you, and Steve, and no one else.

Oh, no.

You want to fuck him.

Tony says your name, and your gaze snaps back over. Your palms are sweating, your face burning, your skin suddenly itchy and your feet restless. You want to fuck Steve. You want to fuck Steve.

He looks at you weird, and you shift in your seat. He can’t know. Ever. This is going to get cleaned up, and Steve will never know that you might, kind of, really want him to just toss you over his shoulder and fuck you stupid. You glance at him from the corner of you eye, and his gaze sears into you. You have to look away.

There’s no way he can know. You’ve barely even known for a minute.  Tony only says he knows because he’s an ass. This will pass. It has to pass.

“Figure it out.” Tony tells you, before walking out of the office.

And you will. By never being in the same room as Steve again.

You shoot to your feet, and almost sprint out of the room. Steve calls your name, but you don’t look back. He’s faster, but he’s also respectful. He won’t manhandle you and force you to listen, like you want him to.

God, you really want him to. You’re going to kill Tony for making you realize that, then kill yourself, and no one will ever have to know that—for all your cool, bored smiles and teasing and flirting, for all your powers and siren-like smile—you just want to be fucked stupid by the most righteous, innocent sex-symbol in America.

But then Steve shouts your name again. He’s following you. Why is he following you.

“Fuck off, Steve!” You shout over your shoulder, and he scoffs.

“No, you heard Tony, we need to talk-“

“We really don’t-“

“Yes, we do- Will you slow down-“

You pick up the pace, just to piss him off. Steve groans, and you hear boots hitting the ground behind you. He’s giving chase, and you can barely outwalk him.

Steve grabs your arm before you can even break into a sprint. You thrash, but it’s useless. He’s too strong, and that’s so hot, and you’re going to throw yourself off a bridge about this.

“Let go-“

“No.” Steve drags you down the hall, into an empty conference room. “Not until we talk.”

“There’s nothing for us to talk about-“

“Will you just stop being such a fucking brat and listen?”

Steve raises his voice, stern and commanding. It’s deep, so deep it echoes through you, and your knees wobble. He sees it. His jaw ticks, his grip slackens, and you rip your hand away.

“Brat.” You mock. “What would America think, if they saw their Golden sun talking to a girl like that?”

Steve’s lips twitch. “You are not a girl.”

“Aw. I’m a woman-“

“You’re a problem.” He leans over you, voice dropping to a hiss.

And this is how he always looks at you, but magnified. With a sharper gleam in his eyes, his lips thin and white, like he’s trying to swallow every word. A vein in his brow ticks, and you smile.

“I’m a problem?”

Steve’s throat bobs. “Yes.”

“Hurtful,” you whisper, and he rolls his eyes.

“You’ll live.”

For a long moment, you just stare at each other. He wants to talk, he can talk. You’re not entertaining this. Not just for him to unravel you then keep being a fucking dick.

“You…” He shakes his head, a tiny motion as his tongue flicks over his lips. “You are impossible.”

“You’re impossible-“

“Because you make me impossible,” he sneers, and you lean back slightly.

“I- You-“ You try to scoff. It’s a weak sound. He’s too close, and he smells like pine trees and something spicy, and it’s not fair. “I don’t even do anything-“

“Yes. You do.”

“What, is my skirt too short? Are my shoulders distracting you-“

“You’re distracting me.” Steve presses forward, until your faces are only inches apart. “You always distract me, you fuckin’-“ He closes his eyes, shoulders heaving.

“Steve…” You breathe, and he chuckles.

“Don’t say my name like that,” he rasps. “You don’t fuckin’ mean it.”

You blink, trying to think over the desire, burning in your body. Of course you meant it. You didn’t even want to say it, but he’s so close. It’s intoxicating. You’d think he was drugging you, if that was possible.

Steve’s pressed you against the conference table. His arms are caging you in, giving you no escape from the electricity, almost crackling in the air. You open your mouth, then close it, lost for what to say. You’re worried you’ll just whisper his name again. He drags his eyes open after what feels like a million years, his voice dropping down to something hot and dangerous.

“You never push anyone,” he says. “Like you push me, doll. It’s not… It drives me crazy.”

You swallow, your voice smaller than you want. “You- You push me-“

“Because I can’t help it.” He presses closer. Your noses are almost bumping. “You are beautiful, and insolent, and infuriating-“

“Steve-“

“And you’re so sweet to everyone.” He grabs your jaw, and your hand flies to his wrist. “Everyone loves you, so they think I’m crazy when I say you’re tryin’ to kill me.”

“Everyone loves me because of my powers.” You try to remind him, because if he does this, you won’t be able to stop him. “You- You know that-“

“I do. Trust me,” he murmurs your name, gaze flicking to your lips. “I know. Spent so long blaming them too. All those daydreams had to be because you’re Nat’s honeypot. Thought it was the wrong thing to do, that I was some kind of monster to thinking about you like that, when everyone else already does. But no,” he looks back to you. “It’s just you, doll. I plugged my nose, avoided your pheromones, let Bruce experiment on me to make me immune, did fuckin’ everything, and I still wanted you.”

You take a deep, ragged breath. You have to lick your lips, to stop the spit, and Steve tracks the motion like a predator.

No one wants you. Everyone loves you, but no one wants you. You’re pretty but untouchable. No one can hurt you. If you ask someone for something, they’ll always do it, whether they really want to or not.

But Steve…

He says he wants you. And you really want to believe him.

“How long.” You breathe, and he sighs, bowing his head.

“Since the second I saw you.”

“You…” You scan over his face, looking for any hint that it’s not really him. That he doesn’t really, fully mean it. “You want to fuck me?”

His ears turn red. “I mean- Not just that-“

“But you do,” you breathe, and he sighs.

Stares for a second longer, then nods.

“Okay.” You whisper. Steve looks to your lips, then back to you again.

“Okay?”

 You nod. Steve’s grip on your jaw tightens, and your breath hitches. He leans down slowly. So torturously slowly.

Your lips meet, soft and chapped and nervous. You lean up, and he presses down. Your noses bump, and his tongue flicks over your lower lip. Your nails dig into his bicep, and he grunts, and-

Steve snaps.

His other hand flies to your face, and he presses over you, hot and demanding. Your breath hitches, you mouth falls open, and he shoves his tongue down your throat with a groan. You grab the collar of his shirt, yanking him so hard you both stumble back. Your knees hit the back of the table, but Steve’s fast. He ducks down without breaking the kiss, and scoops you up into his arms.

You squeal, but the sound is quickly muffled by Steve’s tongue down your throat. Your laugh is breathless and giddy. He chuckles, pushing further forward, and you pull at the collar of his shirt. He jerks forward, angling his head to deepen the kiss.

“Needy.” He mutters against your lips, and you shove his shoulder with weak hands.

“Shut up, I could still stop this-“

“But you won’t.” He taunts. “You like it, don’t you. Like gettin’ on my nerves, making me lose control.”

Steve pulls away, grabs your knees, shoving them apart with rough, firm hands. You gasp, grabbing at his neck. “Steve-“

“You’re wet under there.” He growls, running a big hand up your inner thigh. “I can smell it. Smell how much you want me, every damn time you’d mouth off.”

Your swallow, pressing your brows tight together. You watch him rub your legs, breathing through your nose like some wanton whore. Steve’s thumb grazes the place where you’re leg meets your core, and your whole body shivers.

He smirks, looking at you under pretty lashes. You try to glare, but you’re panting. His gaze just makes the fire in your core burn brighter, and your tongue flicks over your lips.

“You never said anything,” you whisper, and Steve gives you an amused look.

“You would’ve killed me.”

And you can laugh breathlessly. Ten minutes ago, you would’ve. But now he’s all over you, and you can’t even bring yourself to mock him.

“No,” you brush your lips over his. “I wouldn’t have.”

Steve works his jaw, that raw, strange look flashing over his face. The look that’s yours. That’s only ever been for you.

He leans in, and this kiss is softer than before. Steve massages your hips, settling himself between your legs. You spread them wide to accommodate him, and feel it poking against your thigh. His cock, thick and hard, somehow bigger than you imagined, and you hadn’t  been thinking small.

“You feel that.” He pulls your upper lip between his teeth, smiling slightly. “’S what you always do to me. Every day, I’d be walkin’ around so hard I was worried you’d see it. But no.” His kisses one corner of your mouth, then the other. “You’re oblivious, aren’t you honey.”

You hum, tipping your head back. Steve groans, dragging his lips over a pulse point, letting his tongue flick against sensitive skin. One hand slips under your shirt, careful fingers tracing up the line of your spine.

“Steve…” You whisper. “Don’t tease.”

“Oh, but you like it too much when I do.” He rasps. “You love it, love being a sweet little toy for me.”

You whimper, and he reaches around, grabbing a handful of your ass.

“So bossy ‘till I’m touchin’ you,” he sucks on your neck, grinding his bugle into your core. You gasp as the rough friction, and Steve chuckles.

“You- You’re such an ass-“

“You like that too.” He grunts, breath hot in your ear. “You like bein’ the one person that gets me going, that makes me lose it. No one else, doll.” He pushes your ass forward, so your clit is pushed against the thick hardness of him.

A long moan escapes your lips, and you drop your face into his shoulder. Steve grunts, rutting forward, and it’s so fucking hot you can’t think past it. The drawl of his voice in your ear, the strength of him around you, it’s intoxicating. The clothing adding extra friction, his fingers digging into your skin. His hand slips into your pants, deft fingers dragging down your ass to tease right against the drip of your pussy.

“Just you,” he thrusts forward, squeezing your ass. “Only you. So fuckin’ pretty and sassy, drivin’ me insane-“

You whimper, and Steve makes a low sound, taking a deep breath against your hair. The table creaks, with the force of his every thrust.

“So rude of you, sweetheart, to make me try and keep it together when you’re running around, beggin’ to be fucked- God-“

Steve moans, jerking his hips back suddenly. You stare at each other, panting and flushed. He swallows, and there’s a stain blooming on his pants. Your mouth falls open, and normally you’d make fun of him, but fuck. There’s so much of it. You can see white, leaking out of the cuffs of his pants and onto the floor. He came just from that. Just from holding and kissing you.

And he’s still so hard.

You lick your lips, and look back up. Steve’s throat bobs. You smile, fumbling with your pants, and he blinks.

“You’re- Uh-“

“In me.” You point at his dick, about to burst the seam of his slacks, then your core. “You- Do that in me.”

Steve’s hands curl into fists. You’ve never seen his face so red. It’s almost adorable. “Uh- Are you sure-“

“Do you want to fuck me stupid or not?”

He leans back, startled. You hold his gaze, pull down your pants, hike your legs up on the table, and spread them wide.

You could swear you see it twitch, as he takes you in. Head thrown back, your fingers rubbing between the swollen, dripping lips of your cunt. You breathe out his name, dipping one finger into your heat and pumping slowly. Steve takes a rough step forward, grabbing your knees like handles.

“Stop,” he grunts, and you obey.

Steve runs his fingers down your bare thigh, slowly guiding your hand away from your pussy. You grab his shoulder, holding his gaze as he rubs his thumb around your clit. You let out a slow, relaxed breath, and Steve smirks.

“You like that, doll?”

“As much as you did,” you breathe out, and Steve chuckles.

“Ah. Too late for that.” He presses a mocking kiss to your open lips. “You showed me what you want. How bad you want it.”

Steve flicks your clit, and your back arches. He presses back down on the little button, and a long moan rips from your lips.

“I came in my fuckin’ pants,” he whispers in your ear. “And you’re still beggin’ me to fuck you.”

“Wasn’t- Wasn’t begging-“

“But you would,” he coos. “If I asked you to. You’d say please, Stevie and cry for me to stuff this pretty little pussy.” He pushes down on your clit, and you whimper. “Like the good little slut you are.”

God, the hold he has on you should be crime. You choke out his name pathetically, and Steve starts to rub you in thick, unrelenting circles. His free arm wraps around your lower back, holding you in place when his fingers dip down, and start to explore the folds of you pussy.

“So wet,” he mutters, pushing one finger deep into your cunt. You clench around him, and a squelching sound fills the room as he pumps slowly. “Wet and tight.” Steve looks up at you with a smirk. “You think you’re gonna be able to take my cock, doll? Christ, you’re barely taking my finger.”

He pushes in a second one, just to prove his point, and your mouth falls open. He’s right. The burn of his two fingers, it feels like he’s stretching you open with a fist. He slides them in deeper and deeper, his thumb working your clit, and your nails sink into his neck.

“St- Steve,” you gape between your bodies, watching him disappear inside of you. “Steve-“

“Hm?” He gets up to the knuckle, and looks up at you with a smirk.

You try to take a second to catch your breath, and he scissors his fingers, twisting his wrist so it hits a gummy spot inside of you. You cry out, and he silences you with a deep, messy kiss.

“Feel it,” he mutters against your lips, pulling his fingers almost all the way out. “No talkin’ for once, doll. All you gotta do is feel it.”

He slams his fingers back in. You whimper, but nod. Steve hums in approval, and the sound shoots straight between your legs. You squeeze and gush around him, and he groans. You barely get a second to compose yourself before he starts to thrust his fingers, deep and hard, and you start to unravel.

Steve’s strong. This is him holding back, and he’s still so strong. You scramble to get a real, firm hold on something, because he’s pummeling your pussy into a drenched, slack oblivion. The pace is brutal, knuckles dragging right over your g-spot over and over, splitting you open in a way that makes you drool.

He makes his mouth busy, trailing kisses back down your throat, then over your shoulders. You moan, leaning your head against his, and he smiles against your skin. Steve draws back to meet your gaze, and through the daze of the pleasure he’s dragging out of you, you smile back.

Your body is rocking, from the brutality of how he’s touching you. Steve’s eyes flick down, but not to where his fingers are being swallowed by your pussy.

He’s looking at your tits.

He licks his lips, watching them bounce under his force. You think he might be hypnotized. Before you can say anything, he reaches up and rips your shirt clean off.

“Steve- Ooh-“

“Shhh.” He gives you a stern look, twisting his fingers in your cunt. “I’ve got you, doll. Just- Lemme-“

Steve looks back to your tits, and his eyes are almost black with desire. You’ve never seen anything hotter, than how he looks at you as he lowers himself down.

He mouths at the curve of your tits, sucking a tiny, dark bruise. You moan, starching at his bicep, but he just drags you closer. Forcing your back to arch, your tits to push into his face.

“Look at you,” he mutters, voice dripping with something close to reverence. “My girl.”

And you blink. Because that wasn’t discussed, but your pussy clenches all the same. His girl.

You don’t get more time to think about it before Steve’s lips wrap around your nipple, and you lose control.

He mouths at you like a starved man. Kissing and licking and sucking, sending tingling, electric sensations straight from your tits to your pussy. He moans every time you squeeze down on his fingers, which just feels like a vibrator right against your sensitive nipples, and makes you lose it all the more.

You’re grinding up into him, thrashing a little like an animal and whimpering in his ear. Steve bites down softly, his thumb staring to make quick, relentless swipes at your clit.

“Oh- Oh fuck-“ You moan, tugging at his short, soft hair. “St- Steve- Too much- I’m gonna- Fuuuck-“

You don’t know why you thought he was going to slow down. Steve switches nipples, biting down before sucking hard, right as his blunt fingertips hit that spot inside of you. You cry out as you cum, your body writhing against his stronger one. He keeps you in place, his hand working you through the orgasm. Pulling every last spasm of your cunt, and a few more after. He kisses your nipples and over your breasts before he draws up.

When it’s done, your eyes are lidded. Steve stares at you, slowly pulling his hand out. He smears your juices over your pussy, thumbing at your clit for a few more, light seconds. You squeak, and he smiles.

“You look pretty when you cum,” he mutters, and you flush.

You’ve been told that before, but this feels different.

This feels real.

You can’t think of anything to say. Steve doesn’t push you to try. He leans forward, cupping your cheek and giving you a smaller, softer look before he kisses you. You melt into him, too dazed from what might be strongest orgasm of your life to protest.

“’m gonna fuck you ‘till you can’t walk.” Steve mutters. “But- Not here.”

You hum in agreement. “Clean up later?”

“Later.” Steve grunts in agreement. “If I don’t get inside of you, think I’m gonna die.”

You giggle. It’s so stupid, but you giggle. Steve huffs out a low laugh, and drags your forward. You’re being carried like a koala in his arms. He kisses your cheek before drawing up to his whole height, and glancing at the door.

“I, uh-“ He gives you a sheepish expression. “I’m gonna have to run.”

You nod—you’re naked, you expected as much—and he clears his throat.

“You gotta hold on.”

“I am holding on.” You pat his neck, and he sighs.

“Doll, I’m gonna be running really fast-“

“I’m holding on tight.”

“Hold on tighter.”

You roll your eyes, and wrap him in the best chokehold you can manage. The asshole doesn’t even pretend to grunt.

“Your boobs are in my face.” He mumbles, and you snort.

“You were eating them like, five seconds ago-“

“Yeah, but- That was just us. What if someone sees-“

“That you’re carrying me naked? Probably that we’re fucking.”

He twists his neck to glare up at you. You smile innocently back, and he sighs.

His breath is warm, over your breasts. It makes you squirm a little, and Steve’s grip on your body tightens.

“You are such a brat,” he mutters, almost in awe. “I stop fucking you for ten seconds, and you’re already talking back again.”

“Oops.” You beam. “You should fix that.”

Steve chuckles. His tongue flicks over his lips. “Yeah,” his voice is dark. A promise. “Trust me. I’m gonna.”

And he runs. He runs so fast you squeal, because you forgot how fast he can be when he’s really trying. You press your face back into his neck to block the wind, and when he stops, you still don’t look up.

The smell hits you first. It’s deep and rich and-

Steve.

You poke your head up, and you’re in Steve’s room.

It’s not what you expected, a military cell where he sleeps and plans way to torture you. It’s… Cozy. There are books on a shelf that slightly poorly put together, and the bed is made but the sheets look thick and soft. There’s a mirror on the dresser, facing the bed, and so much paper you almost don’t know where to look. Drawings of flowers, and rivers, and sunsets. One of a bird, and a few of the landscape of the compound, and so, so many of-

“Is that me?”

Steve grunts, tossing you down onto his bed and starting to strip. You move to your knees, ready to scramble off the bed and get a better look at the drawings, but he gives you a stern look.

“Stay.”

You roll your eyes. “Shut up, I wanna see- Steve-“

He grabs you like you weigh nothing, and throws you right back onto the bed before you’re even on two feet. Your thighs press together, thrilled with the blatant manhandling. Steve notices it, and laughs.

“You like that, huh?”

“Shut up-“

“No, you liked that-“

“Maybe I did.” You stick your tongue out, and he smirks.

“You love bein’ a ragdoll, don’t you. Needy girl, you’re gonna let me do whatever I want to you-“

“You have drawings of me!” You blurt, because you really don’t need him to make you more horny.

Steve shrugs. “I do. So?”

“So?” You fumble, pulling at the sheets. “You- You like me-“

“That’s a shock to you?” Steve gives you an amused look. “I just fingered you in borderline public.”

“Well- You- You-“ You’re sputtering again. Only Steve does this to you. It drives you fucking insane. “You could’ve just wanted to fuck me-“

“Nope.” He shrugs. “I’ve been in love with you for a while. You just get on my last line sometimes, doll.”

And all your protests slip out of your head.

I love you.

He- He said-

“What?” You squeak, and Steve sighs.

“I love you.”

He said it again. “Wh- Why?”

“Why?” He gives you a tired, almost annoyed look. “Why wouldn’t I love you?”

“Because I’m annoying.” You answer immediately. “And mean, and bossy, and- I’m annoying-“

“You said that one already.” Steve starts to walk towards you, and you lean into his gravity, even as your heart beats in your ears.

“How do you know you love me.” You whisper. “It- It could just be my powers-“

“It’s not.”

“But-“

Steve takes your face between his hands, his thumb dragging over your lower lip. You fall silent, and you know you’re staring up at him like he’s the sun, but you’ve never been so warm. You’re afraid to move. To lose it.

“Steve…” You breathe, and he hums. “You- You can’t mean that-“

“I do.” He presses his thumb forward, and your lips wrap around it on instinct. You suck, and his eyes flash with more approval.

It’s embarrassing, how pliable that makes you. How he’d just need to give you one bit of praise after so much mocking, and you might just cum right here. Sucking on Steve’s thumb, naked on his bed, sheets bunched between your thighs.

“I love you because you’re smart,” he says, and useless, embarrassing tears prick at your eyes. “And funny, and kind. You never abuse what you can do to people. You work hard, you drive me crazy, you’re always ready to do anything for anyone else.”

You try to shy away. You’d been wrong. You’re not cumming, you’re getting so hot it feels like a fever, because having him degrade you is less embarrassing than this. Steve’s grip on you face tightens. He’s not letting you get away that easy.

“You’re gorgeous,” he murmurs. “And it’s got nothin’ to do with any powers. So I love you, doll. And you’re gonna feel it.”

There’s nothing you can say to that. Tears are pricking at your eyes, hopeless and confused and desperate. You need to see what that feels like. Steve’s love, painted all over you.

“You want that?” He mutters, and you nod. “Words-“

“Please,” you breathe out, the words muffled around his thumb. “Show me.”

Steve smiles. He pulls his thumb away with a pop, and taps your check gently.

“See?” He smirks. “Begging.”

Your eyes narrow, but Steve doesn’t let you spit out a response. He crashes down into a harsh, long kiss that makes your toes curl and thighs rub together. Steve gropes all over your body, pushing you down into the mattress before rolling over and forcing you to straddle his chest.

He’s naked. You don’t know how you missed it—probably the love confession—but the thick, hard curve of his cock slaps against your ass, and his bare chest flexes when you drag your nails over his pecs.

“You’re gonna ride my cock, doll,” he rubs your ass, smiling up at you. “Don’t need you to say anything back. Just show me,” he squeezes your ass. “How fuckin’ bad you need it.”

You look back at it, and your breath hitches. It’s huge. Bigger than any you’ve ever taken, bigger than any you’ve ever seen, even in porn.

“Did you take fucking drugs for that thing?” You breathe, and Steve snorts.

“Yes?”

You glare at him, and he raises his brows.

“You getting on, or not?” 

For a second, you think about being petulant. You cross your arms and pout, trying to test how far you can push him. But Steve just snorts, rolls his eyes, and picks you up. You don’t even get to wiggle before he’s forcing you down on his dick, and the air is knocked from your lungs.

Steve sits so deep in your, it might be pushing all the thoughts out of your brain. You gape down at him, making weak noises as your pussy pulses and stretches around him. His fingers dig into your hips, but it’s the only sign that he’s struggling to hold himself back.

“Much as I love you bein’ a brat,” he mutters, massaging your ass. “I’d rather see this.”

He reaches up slowly, tucking air behind your ear. You smile weakly, and he chuckles, settling fully into the pillows.

“Ride it, doll,” he orders, and god help you, you try.

You catch your breath after a long moment that feels like eternity, and start to roll your hips. Steve groans, eyelids fluttering, but doesn’t help you. His hands stay firm on your body, forcing you to use everything you have to grind down onto his dick.

He pushes against that gooey spot inside of you, and you falter with a long moan. You shift, forcing him right against it, and he lets out a sharp breath, but still doesn’t move.

“Feels good, doesn’t it,” he coos, cock throbbing inside of it. “Nice and big, fillin’ up your pussy so good.”

You moan, hips bucking. Steve grunts, thrusting up slightly, and you tip your head back. The friction is good. So good. For a second, back arched and thighs aching, you find a rhythm. It starts slow, rolling and pushing Steve’s cock right where you want it. You look down at him, sweaty and adoring beneath you. His hands wander, his breathing ragged and lips parted.

“That’s a good girl,” he mutters. “C’mon, baby, there you go.”

You keen, and move faster. Your knees are weak, but the need is stronger. You bounce on Steve dick, grabbing at his chest and gasping for air as he splits you open over and over again.

But it’s not enough. You don’t have extra stamina or strength, and he’s so big, and you’re so turned on your body is starting to forget how to move. Every wet, obscene sound makes you glance at where he’s disappearing inside of you, the way your slick is coating his cock when you pull up and his balls are heavy, pushed against your ass when you drop back down. You get hornier, and you want to just let go and allow your eyes to cross and toes to curl, but you can’t. You can’t find the pace.

You can’t cum. You can’t, and pathetic, fat tears stream down your cheeks because of it.

Steve reaches up, brushing them away with a tiny smirk. “Aw, babydoll. Don’t cry.”

You sob, shaking above him as your legs finally get to weak. You’re just squirming above him now, blinking under wet lashes at his teasing, lazy smile.

“Can’t get there all alone, can you,” he pushes you down, slamming his hips up, and you make a choked sound like his name. “Yeah, that’s right. Sweet girl, just a fuckin’ mess on my cock.”

“Ple- Please-“ You blubber, collapsing over Steve’s chest. “God, Steve- Please-“

“Aw. Begging so pretty.” He kisses your brow. “How could I ever tell you no?”

Steve grabs you off his cock, twisting you onto your stomach as he sits up. You’re shoved down into the mattress, your cheek pressed into the cushions by one of Steve’s hands on the back of your neck. The other stays on your hips, dragging your ass high up in the air to present to him.

“Such a mess.” Steve runs the head of his cock between the lips of you pussy, letting it press against your clit before he lines it up at your entrance. “You really needed this, didn’t you?”

He slides in slowly, and your eyes rolls back in your head. He’s impossibly deeper at this angle. You try to press your face into the mattress, to muffle your pathetic sounds, but Steve folds his body over yours, fisting a hand in your hair and yanking it back as he bottoms out.

“Look.” He bites your ear, dragging back before slamming forward, drilling his cock back into your abused, over sensitive pussy. “Look at us, babydoll. Fit so fuckin’ perfect.”

Your eyes dart up, and oh. Oh god.

It’s the most pornographic thing you’ve ever seen. Steve wrapped around you, his jaw tight and one hand resting on your hip. You can’t see where he’s fucking you, but you can see how his muscles flex with each thrust. You’re trapped under him, your gaze locked onto his black, fervorish one. There’s no blue left in his eyes, as he hits a pace like an animal. Only hunger and adoration.

“St- Steve-“

“That’s it,” he rasps. “That’s right, say my fuckin’ name- Scream it-“

“Steve!” You cry out, the tears streaming down your face as it becomes far too much. “Oh- Ooooh-“

 Steve lets go of your hair, wrapping his massive bicep around your neck. It keeps your head up, keeps your eyes on his. He kisses the side of your head, and you can feel arousal sliding down your thighs as he rolls his hips.

“So pretty,” he whispers. “Look at yourself. Look how fuckin’ perfect you are.”

Your eyes dart over, and an unbearable warmth prickles over your skin. You look more beautiful than you’ve ever felt in your life. Thoroughly wrecked, worshipped, fucked into a drooling mess with swollen lips and glazed eyes. Steve noses at you, smirking against your skin.

“Good, good girl.” His words are thick, his thrusts becoming erratic. “Feels nice, doesn’t it?”

You whimper an agreement, and Steve chuckles.

“You gonna cum for me? C’mon, show me how nice it feels, cum on my fucking cock-“ 

It’s like he has more control over your body than you do. The orgasm rips through you at his command, and you sob out his name as you fall apart in his arms. Steve grunts, pulling fully out for half a second to roll you on your back. You barely even feel the loss before he’s burying himself right to the hilt, and you can’t remember what being empty feels like.

There’s more than there looked to be. Steve pulls almost all the way out, to try and make more space, but it does next to nothing. Thick ropes of cum fill you up until you can almost taste it. There are wet, messy sounds as it starts to leak out, over your ass and thighs. You can see it in the mirror, dripping down onto the mattress. You’re stuffed up so well, you try to say Steve’s name, but it just comes out a pathetic moan.

He collapses over you with a grunt, and all the edge vanishes. He pulls fully out, cradling you in his arms and kissing over your neck.

“I made a mess.” He mutters, running light fingers over your inner thigh.

You giggle, kicking him away, and he smiles against your skin.

“You gonna talk to me?”

You shake your head, licking your lips. Your voice is gone, from screaming, and you can see him wince when he realizes it.

“I didn’t hurt you-“

You shake your head quickly, and his shoulders relax.

“Okay. Good. I- I’m gonna-“

He tries to get up. You grab him, and yank him back down. He grunts, giving you an incredulous look.

“Honey, it’s everywhere.”

You glare at him. He’s warm. He’s not getting away from you that easy. And you expect him to argue, like he always had before, but he just… gives in.

“Okay. Five minutes.”

He leans back over you, and you lay there. Cuddling.

Like a real couple.

You could be. Steve said he loves you, and he meant it, and that opens a door you’ve never thought about before. A door you never even let yourself think about.

A door you might want to see the other side of, more than you’ve ever let yourself admit.

But now-

You want it. You wanted this, and you want that, and you’re not going to spend another second pretending you don’t.

“About what I said,” Steve mutters, like he’s reading your mind. “Before we- Or- I guess during-“

 You roll over and grab his face. He blinks adorably, and you smile.

Steve murmurs your name, and you smile.

“I love you,” you croak out.

His jaw goes slack, and your smile widens. It’s the only thing you can think to say. The only thing you want to say.

And when Steve kisses you, it’s slow. Romantic and loving and deep. He really loves you. Everyone in the world, and the perfect man loves you. He holds you like you’re the only thing in his world. You feel like you’re the only thing in his world.

And he might really be the only thing in yours.

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[yonduatemydad]

i’m not kidding when i say this is the PERFECT steve rogers fic omfg i’m gonna lose my mind

[quillism]

ENEMIES-TO-LOVERS ARC? ft. peter quill.

sum. ✶ peter almost gets everyone killed; what better way to work it out... than to fuck it out? friends-with-benefits!au. smut. rough/angry sex, banter (just him rage-baiting), no use of protection.

friend-with-benefits!peter quill, expect you're not friends. not even close. heavy on the love-hate relationship.

"fuck you," you hiss, teeth gritted. "you almost got us all killed. don't fly the ship if you're just going to crash it into everything."

he snickers, leaning in close. "first of all, i'm going to keep flying it. second, that was clearly rocket. third," he says, pressing a wet, hungry kiss to your lips, "shut up."

his hands are already moving, one a tight grip on your waist, the other fumbling with the zipper of his pants. "oh my god. it was you, too, asshole. get your testosterone in check."

a lazy, smug smile spreads across his face. "you love my testosterone." all you can manage is a slightly disgusted face, but you can't be blamed for being a little distracted right now.

quill's messy, he always has been. it's been like this for as long as you can remember. for as long as this tangled thing between you has been going on. he stumbles across the room with you, knocking over everything in his path—knick-knacks off the dresser, a fresh pile of laundry on the beat-up couch. he drops you onto the bed, shoving your panties aside with a single, rough movement.

he leaves marks everywhere, hickeys and soft red bruises blooming on your skin. it's a possessive kind of claim, like he knows you'll have no way of hiding them in the morning. he loves seeing them the next day, a shit-eating grin on his face every time he catches a glimpse.

he curses, a deep groan from his chest, as he pushes into you. the stretch is immediate, and a whine escapes your throat. "p—peter," you moan, your nails digging into his back, leaving crescent-shaped indents. he gives you no time to adjust, pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in.

"shit, princess. always forget how tight you are." his brows are furrowed in concentration as he angles your thighs higher, hitting that perfect spot. "you're almost tolerable when you're all fucked out like this."

"f—fuck you," you repeat, but all he does is laugh.

"what do you think i'm doing?"

yeah, you really hate quill. you might love him a little, too.

[voidpies]

they gave john walker that broken and rugged look in thunderbolts and he got 10x hotter.

he’s got that im-at-rock-bottom vibe and it makes me wanna fuck him so bad.

i love my men a little sad and pathetic.

[veralapulgaviajera]

Keeping up w the thunderbolts when????

Someone, trust me, this is how Doomsday starts

[hawkeyevalentine]

you know how pigeons were trained (particularly in combat situations) and admired/kept as pets, only to be abandoned by those who trained them

[an-abysma1-0bserver]

In A Tidal Wave of Pleasure

Pairing: John Walker/U.S. Agent x F!Reader

Summary: If you’d known staring at baby things would garner this kind of reaction…you would’ve done it a lot sooner.

Warnings: 18+ (MDNI)!! This story contains mature content, such as: Unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it). Multiple orgasms. Bodily fluids. Breeding kink?? Size kink?? Fingering. Established relationship. Language. Whatever else I failed to mention.

Author’s Note: I don’t own the MCU or Marvel Comics in any capacity. The franchise and its characters belong to their rightful owners. Similarly, I don’t own any of the gifs or pictures I use for my fics. All I own are the fic ideas.

I’ll also work on a Bob Reynolds smut fic solely because I want to.

Word Count: 2,947

Poll || Masterlist

It started with a look. A glance, really.

You were out shopping with John. Nothing unusual. But as you walked past the baby section, your steps faltered. A brief pause, your eyes catching on the racks of impossibly tiny clothes, the soft colors, the neatly stacked cribs. Barely a heartbeat, then you moved on.

To you, it was nothing. To John, it was everything.

You and him had talked about the future before—broad sketches of what might come. And children had always been there, woven into the picture. For John, it wasn’t some casual “maybe”—it was the center. He already had a son with his ex-wife, so he knew what fatherhood looked like. But this felt different. With you, the thought of children wasn’t just possible—it was magnetic. He could see you. See the way you’d look with his child growing inside you.

And God, did that thought do things to him.

The moment you lingered by those shelves, his body betrayed him. Heat surged low in his stomach, crawling downward, thick and insistent. He pictured you, belly rounded, your hands resting instinctively over the life you carried. He imagined the glow in your cheeks, the softness in your curves, carrying the weight of his child, the quiet intimacy of knowing you were his—completely his—down to the future you’d carry together. The image hit him so fast it nearly made his knees buckle.

He shifted his stance, pulse quickening, hoping you didn’t notice the way his jaw clenched or the sudden hunger in his eyes. Because to you, it was a passing glance. But to John, that glimpse had sparked something raw, primal, and hard to ignore.

You moved on as if nothing happened, but John couldn’t. He stepped in closer behind you, his hand sliding to the small of your back, the warm press of his palm firm, almost possessive.

“You know,” his voice dropped low, rough and heavy with want, “you’d look incredible with my baby in you.”

You blinked, startled, cheeks warming, but the gleam in his eyes left no doubt he was serious. There was hunger there, yes—but also something deeper, something tender, protective, undeniable.

He leaned closer, lips brushing your ear. “One day,” he whispered, and the promise in his tone made your pulse stumble.

By the time the two of you finished shopping, the tension hadn’t eased—it had only thickened. His words still rang in your head, echoing with every step: the way his voice had dropped, rough and deliberate, the way his hand had lingered at your back as if he couldn’t quite let you go.

Even now, he kept finding ways to touch you. A guiding hand at the small of your back, his shoulder brushing yours as you walked side by side, and later, the steady weight of his palm on your thigh during the drive home. Each touch was casual on the surface, but charged underneath, like a spark waiting to catch.

Your pulse quickened, cheeks warm with a heat you couldn’t quite shake.

You turned your head, studying him as he drove. His profile was calm, steady—the picture of control—but you knew better. The faint curl at the corner of his mouth, the hard line of his jaw. His grip on the wheel just a fraction firmer, and when the headlights caught his eyes, you saw that glint again. Hunger. Possession. Want.

“You’re awfully quiet,” he murmured, sliding his thumb in slow circles against your leg. The motion was innocent, but your body betrayed you, a shiver darting up your spine.

You swallowed, forcing your gaze away from him, chewing at the inside of your cheek. But the heat didn’t fade. If anything, it grew, the silence between you humming with something thick and unspoken.

* * *

At home, it finally broke.

The second the front door shut behind you, John was on you. One arm caging you against the wall, his mouth brushing your ear. “Couldn’t stop thinking about it,” he whispered, voice rough. His other hand slid instinctively to your waist, lower, until his palm pressed flat against your stomach. The gesture was deliberate, reverent. “You, carrying my baby.”

Your breath hitched, your hands curling into his shirt.

He leaned back just enough to meet your eyes, that smoldering hunger laid bare now. “Tell me you thought about it too.”

Your whimper was answer enough.

John kissed you again, harder this time—heated, messy, all teeth and tongue. His hand slid down, gripping firmly at your thighs. In one swift motion, he lifted you, hoisting you against him. You gasped, legs instinctively wrapping around his waist, arms locking around his shoulders as he held you close.

The kiss broke for only a second, just long enough for him to breathe, to mutter something low against your skin. Then his mouth was on you again, dragging hot, desperate kisses along your jaw.

He barely watched his steps as he carried you down the hall, stumbling once, steadying himself only by tightening his hold on you. The urgency in him was palpable, every movement rough with need, like he couldn’t get you close enough, fast enough.

By the time he shouldered into your shared room, his mouth hadn’t left you, leaving a seemingly endless trail of kisses that made your pulse trip and your body ache for more.

When he finally pulled his mouth from yours, the sound that escaped you was embarrassingly soft, almost a whine. The sudden absence of his lips left you aching, chasing after him without thinking.

But then he set you down on the bed—not with the same frantic urgency he’d carried you with, but carefully, almost reverently. His hands, rough from years of work and calloused strength, were unexpectedly gentle as he guided you onto the mattress.

Your heart stuttered. The shift was subtle but undeniable—the way his eyes lingered, the way he handled you like you were something precious even in the heat of his hunger.

And that contrast, the fact that he could be both—wild with desire yet impossibly tender—made your chest tighten and your pulse race all the more.

You watched as John’s gaze raked over you, dark and consuming. His pupils were blown wide, burning with a desire so sharp it made your thighs clench.

Lying back, you spread your legs slightly, an unspoken invitation. One hand skimmed down your body, lingering briefly over the swell of your breast before tracing lower, stopping at the hem of your shirt. With deliberate slowness, you tugged it over your head, leaving yourself in nothing but your bra and jeans. The moment your bra hit the floor, your nipples hardened in the cool air.

Your hand came up to knead one breast, while the other slipped lower—past your waistband, dipping into your panties. The first brush of your fingers over your soaked mound had a breathy sigh escaping your lips. You never looked away from John, holding his gaze as your fingers pressed deeper, teasing before slipping inside.

His reaction was instant. You caught the way his chest rose faster, each breath shallow but heavy, the way he shifted against his jeans where he was clearly straining, his arousal radiating off him in waves.

When you pushed a finger in, your mouth parted with a sharp gasp. Adding another, you arched into your own touch, your other hand tugging and kneading at your breast.

A soft, desperate moan slipped free as slick coated your fingers, your rhythm building. You curled them deep, thumb circling your clit with tight, practiced motions that made your back arch.

Across from you, John’s restraint began to crack. He stripped off his shirt, every flex of muscle making your stomach flutter. When he shoved his pants down, you caught your lip between your teeth. And when his boxers followed, you nearly sobbed at the sight of him—thick, heavy, his length flushed and veined, a bead of pre-cum glistening at the tip.

Your pace faltered, then quickened, the sight of him unraveling you.

“You’re so big,” you whimpered, breath shuddering. “Fuck, John—I need it—I need you—”

Your walls tightened around your fingers, pleasure coiling hot and sharp.

John gripped himself roughly, his jaw tight as he fisted the length of his cock. The sight alone made you tremble.

“You’ll get it,” he growled, stroking himself with urgency. His gaze burned into you, heavy and demanding. “But first—fuck—I wanna watch you fall apart. I wanna see you cum on those pretty fingers.” His pace matched yours, his chest heaving. “You gonna do that for me?”

Your hips lifted against your hand, desperate, as the coil in your belly tightened. Each curl of your fingers, each drag of your thumb over your clit, sent sparks ripping through you.

John’s voice was low, wrecked. “That’s it, baby. Just like that. Look at you—so fucking wet for me.”

You moaned, the sound spilling out helplessly as your walls fluttered around your fingers. Your thighs trembled, muscles tensing, your back arching hard against the mattress. His words were gasoline on fire, pushing you closer, until you were right there—teetering.

“Cum for me,” he demanded, stroking himself rougher now, his cock leaking with need. His eyes never left you. “Show me how good you can make yourself fall apart. Show me what’s mine.”

Your cry broke the air as release hit you, sharp and shattering. Your body clenched tight, fingers pumping as slick coated your hand. Wave after wave crashed through you, your hips jerking uncontrollably, your moans spilling raw and unrestrained.

John’s jaw locked, his breathing ragged as he watched you unravel. He looked wrecked, strung so tight he could barely stand it.

By the time your body sagged back against the sheets, trembling, he was already moving. His hand left his cock as he crawled over you, the weight of him pressing you down, his mouth crushing yours in a kiss that tasted like hunger and victory.

“You’re perfect,” he muttered against your lips, his voice thick. “But now…” His length pressed heavy and hot against your thigh, making your breath catch all over again. “…now I’m going to fuck you the way I’ve been dying to all night.”

John’s mouth crashed against yours again, messy and heated, his weight pressing you deeper into the mattress. His hands were everywhere—gripping, tugging—until they settled at your waistband.

“Off,” he growled against your lips, already working at the button of your jeans. He yanked them down with rough impatience, peeling them past your hips and tossing them aside. Your panties followed, torn from you in one swift motion.

Now bare beneath him, you shivered under the weight of his stare. His chest heaved, pupils blown wide as his gaze devoured you.

“God, look at you,” he muttered, almost to himself, but the reverence in his tone made your pulse flutter. “So fucking perfect.”

He lined himself up, his cock thick and heavy against your slick folds. The heat of him made you gasp, your hips twitching with need.

Then—he pushed in.

The stretch was sudden, sharp, dragging a cry from your throat as he sank deep, inch by inch. His breath hitched, curses spilling from his lips as your walls clenched around him.

“Fuck—” he groaned, his head dropping to your shoulder. “So tight. So good. Like you were made for me.”

Your back arched, nails raking down his shoulders as he bottomed out, filling you to the hilt. The overwhelming fullness had your body trembling, your breath catching in broken gasps.

John pulled back, just enough to slam into you again—hard, desperate. The sound of your bodies meeting echoed through the room, each thrust rougher than the last, his need spilling out in every movement.

“I couldn’t wait,” he ground out, his pace relentless. “Needed to be inside you. Needed to feel you.”

And when your moan broke into a near-cry, his hand found your thigh, hitching it higher around his waist as he drove into you harder, deeper, chasing both your pleasure and his own.

“Need to get you fucking pregnant.”

The words ripped out of John like a vow, rough and certain. A promise. His hips snapped harder against you, driving the meaning home with every thrust. He wasn’t stopping—not until he’d spilled himself deep, not until he knew you were carrying him. And God, you wanted it. Every filthy, desperate part of it.

His pace was brutal, unrelenting. Each thrust sent your breasts bouncing, the sound of skin against skin filling the room. Your moans tangled with his name, spilling from you in a broken, pleading chorus that only seemed to fuel him more.

Then suddenly, his body pressed down over yours, caging you in. His weight sank into you, surrounding you, smothering you in heat and strength. You could feel him everywhere—his chest crushing against your breasts, his mouth stealing at your neck, his cock spearing deep with each merciless drive.

The sheer totality of him—his strength, his hunger, his claim—had you reeling. Wrapped beneath him, taken apart by him, you loved it. Every second of it.

“Need to get you pregnant,” John growled again, his voice wrecked, guttural, like the words themselves were dragging out of his chest. Each thrust punctuated the promise, his hips slamming into yours hard enough to make the headboard rattle.

Your moans came out broken, his name spilling from your lips like you couldn’t hold it back even if you tried. Every time you said it, his pace hitched—like hearing his name in your mouth made him lose the thin thread of control he had left.

“Say it,” he demanded through gritted teeth, his mouth hot against your ear as his thrusts drove deeper, rougher. “Say you want it. Say you want me to fill you up.”

“I want it!” The words tore from your throat, desperate, shameless. “John, I—fuck—I want your baby.”

A feral sound ripped out of him, half-groan, half-snarl, his rhythm faltering only to pound into you harder. Your thighs shook around his waist, the pressure inside you spiraling fast, unbearable.

His hand slid down, thumb finding your clit, circling it in tight, merciless motions that had your back arching off the bed.

“Yeah, that’s it,” he rasped, breath hot against your neck. “Cum for me, sweetheart. Milk my cock. Show me you’re ready to take it.”

The words, the touch, the relentless drive of his hips—it was too much. The coil inside you wound tighter and tighter, threatening to snap at any second.

The pressure coiled tighter, your body straining against his as his thumb worked your clit in brutal circles. His thrusts never faltered—hard, deep, unrelenting—driving you closer and closer until you were right at the edge, trembling under the weight of him.

“John—” your voice broke on a moan, nails clawing down his back. “I—God, I’m gonna—”

“Do it,” he cut in, his voice rough, desperate. His pace grew erratic, the slap of his hips against yours louder, messier. “Cum for me. Cum on my cock—let me feel you take it.”

That was all it took. The coil inside you snapped, pleasure tearing through your body in a shattering wave. You screamed his name, walls clenching down around him, pulsing and squeezing tight as your climax ripped through you.

John’s response was immediate. A guttural groan tore from his chest, his thrusts growing wild as your orgasm dragged him under. His hips slammed hard into yours, burying himself to the hilt. His cock throbbed deep inside you as hot spurts of cum spilled into your fluttering walls, his release pouring out in thick, desperate waves.

He collapsed against you, mouth open against your throat as he groaned through it, grinding his hips to push himself deeper, to make sure not a drop spilled. “Fuck…fuck—take it. Take all of it.”

Your body shook with aftershocks, your cunt still clenching greedily around him, milking every last pulse of his release. His weight was heavy over you, surrounding you, claiming you in every sense of the word.

And you loved it. Every messy, breathless, perfect second of it.

John stayed buried inside you, his hips pressed tight against yours as though he couldn’t bear to pull out. His cock still twitched within you, thick and hot, and you swore you could feel his release seeping deeper, filling you.

He shifted just enough to look down at you, his eyes still blown wide, dark with hunger that hadn’t dulled in the slightest. His chest heaved against yours, sweat slicking his skin, but the way he held you pinned made it clear—he wasn’t letting go.

“Not enough,” he rasped, voice raw, breath hot against your lips. “One load won’t do it. Gonna keep you on this cock all night if I have to. Gonna fuck you again, and again, until I know it sticks.”

You whimpered, trembling under him, your body already sensitive but clenching tight around him at his words.

His hand slid down, splaying over your stomach, pressing just enough to make you feel the weight of him deep inside. His gaze burned into yours as he murmured, low and filthy, “I’m not stopping ‘til I breed you. Until you’re carrying my baby.”

The words made your breath hitch, your body shuddering as you tightened around him again. He groaned, the sound guttural, grinding into you deeper.

“Yeah,” he muttered darkly, like he could already see it. “By the time I’m done, you won’t just want it—you’ll be full of me.”

And with that promise hanging heavy between you, John leaned down, kissing you hard, deep, claiming, while his cock stayed buried inside you—unmoving, unyielding, as if to say he meant every word.

The night was far from over.

[reigncarnated]

*taps mic* is thing on..... in tfatws walker called himself a regular guy and refused to talk about his achievements in the military which aligns with him saying that becoming captain america was the first achievement he's gotten that doesn't feel futile because it didn't come from violence... he's cocky about the title because it's the first thing he's ever had that he's actually proud of and proves that he wants to help people instead of killing them.......

[5mo-on5]

Thunderbolts*

[iamthatonefangirl]

i’m gonna need him between my legs right now.

[stephsageek]

JOHN WALKER CORE

[star-quill]

₊‧.°.⋆˚₊‧⋆. sam's masterlist post !!

peter mowing your lawn

peter mowing your lawn part 2

nsfw headcanons part 1

nsfw headcanons part 2

sfw peter headcanons

pillow talk with peter

enemies to lovers with peter

peter sneaking sex songs into another playlist

aftercare with peter

nascar racer peter

peter x nurse!reader

riding peter

domestic peter

corruption kink with peter

more corruption kink with peter

husband!peter

onlyfans!peter

age gap + jealous!peter

age gap with peter

more age gap with peter

more age gap with peter part 2

breeding kink with peter

flirting with neighbour peter

oral fixation + peter's dog tags

more oral fixation with peter

peter + sleeve tattoos

hatefucking with peter

more hatefucking with peter

hatefucking + age gap

dad's best friend!peter

peter fucking you outside a dive bar

peter's in a cover band

kids soccer coach!peter

tw drug use peter snorting cocaine off you

rockstar!peter x groupie!reader

pr relationship with rockstar!peter

rockstar!peter + brooklyn baby

making a sextape with rockstar!peter

rockstar!peter + pregnant groupie

being needy for rockstar!peter

neighbour!peter meeting your parents after fucking you

rockstar!peter + daddy

falling for rockstar!peter after starring in a mv with him

peter getting a tattoo of your name on his chest

protective rockstar!peter

being inexperienced with owen

© star-quill. do not copy, repost or translate

[swanmurdock]

“thunderbolts are more family than the avengers—” SHUT THE FUCK UPP 😭😭😭 DONT SAY THAT IT WAS REAL TO MEEEE!! i was thereee!! thor was eating dozens of pop tarts!! clint was in the vent!! i got training with nat and steve!! tony and bruce were showing me the lab!! and i was dating bucky or loki depending on the day!!

[incorrect-thunderbolts]

Bucky: I just wish you’d just admit it when you made a mistake.

Walker: [stirring his coffee] I PREFER it with salt.

[dearwalker]

Thunderbolts* deleted scene.

“I can confirm the door is unliftable.”

[yonduatemydad]

THE PAPER ON HIS FOOT IM HOLLERING THANK YOU OP

[undyingdecay]

(a request if u want it to be i just wanna ramble about a THOT i had) i KNOW john gets off on a reader who is of higher rank than him. it's that messy chain of command/ fraternization shit. and he ALSO gets off on if the reader is continuously putting him in his place out in the field

"that's an order, agent" "...yes ma'am"

and one day his frustration would make him snap. there was already tension between the two that now he HAS to pull her into a closet and fuck his hurt man-feelings out 🙄

you know john’s whole damn identity is built on being the one in charge, being top of the food chain, but the second you come along — higher rank, sharper tongue, boots heavier than his and that tone, that tone that cuts through the comms like a goddamn bullet — he’s done for. and he hates how much it gets to him.

it starts in the field.

you ordering him around in front of everyone else, barking out “fall in, agent” or “you move when i tell you to, walker.” nd his jaw clenches so tight you’d swear you could hear his teeth crack. and every time you throw a look his way, it’s like something in him short circuits. a tight, breathless little “yes, ma’am” gritted out between his teeth, because what the fuck else is he supposed to do? you outrank him, and it’s so messy, so fucking hot he can barely see straight.

he doesn't care

or at least he acts like he doesn’t, throws that cocky little grin, gets mouthy on the comms, pulls shit in the field he’s not cleared to do, and every single time you snap back with a tight “that’s an order, agent.” his stomach flips, cock hard in his tac pants before he can even pretend to stop it. and it turns him to absolute mush. it eats at him. the fact that you’ve got him like this, under your thumb, the chain of command practically dripping with tension every time you’re within ten feet of each other.

the sickest part is how he keeps pushing for it, too. like some half-feral stray dog testing its limits, getting off on every inch of authority you lord over him. especially when it happens in front of others.

snapping at him to fall in line, dressing him down in front of rookies, making him answer with “whatever you say, ma’am” through gritted teeth while everyone watches him eat shit and stand at attention. he’ll throw you this tight, pissed-off look like he’s just barely keeping it together, and you know the second you turn your back he’s imagining having your throat in his hand or your cunt on his cock.

until it snaps.

one mission too many, one too many “get your shit together, agent.” on the comms, one too many smug glances shot his way when he screws up a perimeter sweep or leaves a breach in the grid. you’re cornering him by the armory, spitting a low, sharp “you pull that again out there, walker, and you’ll be off my team so fucking fast—”

and that’s when it happens.

he snaps. frustration and heat and months of pent-up everything boiling over at once. he drags you by the wrist into the nearest storage room, the door slamming behind him, shoves you up against it so fast your head spins. he’s panting, eyes wild and bright and so fucking hurt like he doesn’t know if he wants to fight you or beg.

“you think you can just—” his voice cracks halfway through, already fraying at the edges, “fuckin’ talk to me like that out there? you wanna order me around, huh? ‘yes ma’am’, ‘no ma’am’, like a good little soldier?”

and god, the second you mutter it, low nd cruel — “is that not what you are?" — it’s over.

he’s on you, hands rough and desperate, rutting against your thigh through his tact pants like a man starved, already leaking and breathless and half-broken. there’s no finesse in it, jut months of unsaid shit coming out all at once, teeth and tongue and hands too tight on your hips.

he fucks you like he’s trying to ruin the both of you, panting “ma’am, ma’am” or “see how fuckin good i am" into your throat like a prayer, like a curse, like he hates how good it feels to give in. it’s messy and frantic, and the whole time you’re putting him in his place, nails diging into his scalp, yanking his head back when he gets too mouthy, making him promise to keep it together out there, making him thank you for it.

and he does. because he’s still a good soldier, after all.

[loversrocktvgirl2]

walker headcanons.. pls... PLS,, about the beard pls, and reader being into it..

dudeeee

sorry for the wait lol but here he isssss!!

my mini multiverse of madness…

John Walker x Reader Headcannons

word count: ~0.4k

masterlist

I’m convinced that the beard actually started because you were watching The Notebook, which has a bearded Ryan Gosling in it, too many times and John got jealous enough to start growing it out. 

There has never been a day that’s gone by that he’s regretted it since.

You’re way too into it. Like, to the point that he thinks shaving it down back to babyface is never happening again. 

You giggle whenever his beard tickles your face while he’s kissing you, and once he realizes that he’s not doing anything wrong, that this giggling is just because the beard tickles and you’re just adorably into him, he starts to really like it. 

Sometimes, if you’re cooking in the kitchen, just humming along to music and cutting up stuff, he walks over to you and puts his hands on your hips, kind of dancing with you, and he kisses your neck and you smile.

If John Walker makes you smile, you make his day.  

I love the idea of you just starting to crawl into his bed every night until it’s just unofficially your room

Like yes, we know that the Watchtower probably has a lot of bedrooms and plenty of space for plenty of people, but you’ve just slowly sort of moved into his room, and John is not complaining in the slightest. Opposite, actually. He’s not saying anything, he’s just here to let you do your thing. 

So he brushes his beard and his teeth and puts on his pajamas and just crawls into bed beside you, wraps his arms around you, and cuddles you to his chest until the two of you fall asleep together. 

And yes, you wake up in the morning when he stirs and his beard tickles you. 

It’s adorable. 

You’re happy in the mornings, where he’s more grumpy when he first wakes up, but you’ve very easily changed that for him. The second you smile at him, he can’t hold up his grumpy front any longer. You just blew up his damn walls. 

You compliment his appearance all day long. Just throughout the day, constantly. John’s not used to that kind of attention. He used to get attention for medals, then no attention at all. But you? You’re different than the media and the public. You are the love of his life.

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