exodus

Yoon Sado. 23. Bookkeeper. Area Leader. I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone I long for that feeling to not feel at all The higher I get, the lower I'll sink I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

[kyungso]

[vahsaw]

[poems-and-word]

[f-x]

*heart eyes*

[mydemisee]

[13neighbors]

Why do you weep? Did you think I was immortal?

Louis XIV’s last words (via postwarera)

[kyungso]

handsome

[prkchaeyoung]

[yoonsado]

iMessage → Open

Hwajung: Don't be so dramatic. Its not a big deal.

Hwajung: OBVIOUSLY I DIDN'T GO TO THE DOCTOR OR I WOULDN'T HAVE TEXTED YOU ASKING YOU TO COME TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL.

Hwajung: It's okay that you're not as badass as me.

Hwajung: Yes, i'm currently sitting on the sidewalk. Trying to breathe. So Can you please come quickly?

Sado: ok im on my e wyerdgg

Sado: shit sorry i tripped over liau's dog

Sado: ffs my screens all cracked

Sado: alright I'm coming, don't move

[yoonsado]

iMessage → Open

Hwajung: Yeah, but a ladder broke my fall on the way. I think that's probably what fucked up my ribs.

Hwajung: I feel like people have probably told me, yeah, but I block it out.

Hwajung: Um, is that a good thing or a bad thing?

Hwajung: Awww, you'd fight an asshole for me?

Hwajung: Hey man, it's cool, if they beat you down I'd fight them. I can probably take two of them with a few broken ribs and a fucked up wrist.

Sado: ffs Hwajung

Sado: Did you go to the doctor yet?

Sado: That's exactly what I don't want to happen

Sado: I already look weak I don't need to be shown up by a girl to prove how lame I am..

Sado: Are you still there? Do I need to call a medbus?

[yoonsado]

iMessage → Open

Hwajung: Only a few floors...

Hwajung: Well, not seriously enough that I'm dying, fortunately. Or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it.

Hwajung: No I was drinking with some people at a party. Not really sure who they were though.

Hwajung: Idk saying I was pushed sounds p badass..

Sado: FLOORS???

Sado: has anyone ever told you that you're a certified mess?

Sado: Aish you remind me of my sister...

Sado: if you were pushed it would mean I'd have to fight the asshole

Sado: and losing to a bunch of tall drunk jerks doesn't sound badass to me

[btsgotsvt-blog]

Cute bean 😌

[iyeolie]

❝ my dearest little brother, doo young. don’t be discouraged. don’t be afraid. keep your head up! understand? i, your brother… have to say some things to you. you are absolutely not alone. your father, mom and me will always be by your side, don’t forget that. on behalf of our family, enjoy yourself and then come over. okay? have fun, you bastard. if your life is meaningless, i will be very sad. and last of all, we will certainly see you again some day. ❞

[yoonsado]

iMessage → Open

Hwajung: You say 'Yes, Hwajungie I would love to come get you and take you to the hospital'

Hwajung: I dunno, other than falling out of a damn window i suppose?

Hwajung: I was drinking and i got a little clumsy. Nothing to be concerned with. Though it's probably more badass if i say someone pushed me...

Sado: How far up were you?

Sado: Are you seriously hurt?

Sado: Were you drinking alone? You shouldn't drink by yourself its dangerous

Sado: I think I prefer you falling than being pushed..

[yoonsado]

iMessage → Open

Hwajung: Let's say, hypothetically, I fell out of a window on 44th ave...

Hwajung: Would anyone be nearby to come take me to the hospital or no?

Sado: I'm not really sure I want to answer that

Sado: Is everything okay?

Sado: Did something happen?

[yoonsado]

gphyemi:

Hyemi shook her head in disbelief. “But there’s so many different kinds, there has to be something you’ll like,” she replied. When she had learnt that Sado wasn’t a tea drinker, she had sworn to herself that she would convert him no matter what. “It really is. That’s why you should keep drinking it. Doctor’s orders.” Hyemi spoke with an air of authority, but her words were softened by the smile that had managed to etch its way back onto her face. At his words she nodded and clapped her hands together in excitement. “Yes, of course! I’m so happy I could cry. Hansol oppa and I actually went to school together when we were younger; I can’t believe he’s already getting married.” She almost started to cry right there and then at the thought of the wedding. Of course Hyemi thought her childhood friend was rather young to be getting married, but the most important thing was his happiness. If this was what he truly wanted then she would support him. Calming herself down a bit, she let Sado continue, “What about it?”

⚜ –“I’ll take that into consideration, Doc.” He smiled nervously. If he had it his way, Sado could probably do the rest of his life without tea. Coffee was just as bad to him, but he viewed it as a necessary evil when it came to late nights and long hours. At the mention of Hansol, his smile faltered slightly. Was it selfish to think about himself? The mention of childhood friends sent his mind back to his teenage years and to the seclusion and loneliness he faced. He cursed himself for being so self-centered. This was his leaders’ wedding and all he could think about was himself.

⚜ –“Well, actually,” He began, sitting up straight and clearing his throat. The last thing he wanted was to messed up his invitation by a voice crack or anything of the sort. “I was wondering if you had a date to accompany you? If not, I was thinking.. Maybe I.. could? Y’know, like, take you as my date. If you wanted.”

[yoonsado]

gphyemi:

Hyemi let out an airy laugh in response. “Didn’t you once say you weren’t a tea person? Have you finally been enlightened?” she asked jokingly before taking a seat next to him. It wasn’t often that Hyemi invited company over, since this was Outlaw Blood territory after all, but it seemed like Sado had something rather important to ask her; she just couldn’t say no. Hopefully Jihoon wouldn’t mind, but she was prepared to take responsibility if he did. Noting his nerves, she spoke in the most encouraging and kind tone she could, “So what was it that you wanted to ask me, oppa? I’m all ears.”

⚜ –“I’m not.” He admitted with a laugh, running a hand through this hair. “I never said I enjoyed it. But I’m trying to get used to it. I hear its good for your health and better than energy drinks.” Sado shifted his weight and sat up straight. He wasn’t really sure why he was so nervous. It wasn’t as though they were the ones getting married, but this was a big step for him. “Have you heard about the big even coming up?” His tone was becoming somewhat diplomatic and Sado had to remind himself that this wasn’t business. He was asking her because he wanted to. Clearing his throat and softening his voice, he started again. “The, uh, whole marriage thing?”