Year of the Zombie

[yotzman]

Smoke

As I inhaled this smoke from my cigarette

I thought of you

What are you doing right now,

Are you thinking of me too?

As I get lightheaded from every breath

I thought of you

Am I alone in your head?

And as the ashes scattered on the ground

I thought of you

I’ll get over you, too.

[yotzman]

I still listen to the songs that you made me listen to.

[yotzman]

Why do we do things that we know will eventually hurt us?

Is it human nature to be in denial, deflect pain, and dwell in the past?

Does a glimmer of hope mask the imminent pain?

[yotzman]

Someday, I’ll eventually forget you

But today is not that day,

For I can still feel you inside my bones

[yotzman]

What hurts the most is that even we still talk to each other, 

I know that it’s not the same anymore 

And we’re slowly drifting apart 

This distance, it grows 

My misery, it shows 

And soon, you’ll just be a memory

[yotzman]

Do we set up our walls so high just to see who’s brave enough to climb them?

[yotzman]

Like a rip current, I was helplessly drawn into you

I’m drowning, smothered by these sea of emotions

How long can my breath last under these depths

[yotzman]

I suffer from vertigo, and you’re a roller coaster ride.

[yotzman]

If you ever find yourself in need of a home, then I’ll be your shelter.

[yotzman]

Circle

I want to run away 

Run away from all these feelings 

Because I don’t want to be hurt again 

Because the more I get to know you 

The more I sink deeper in this ocean 

And I’m drowning in these thoughts of you 

I want to run away 

Run away and leave all these behind 

But I keep on running back to you

[yotzman]

Amidst the blurry lines and blank spaces,

with heavy heart and weary faces, 

You managed to remember me. 

I'd trade my tomorrow just to feel again your warm embrace

But nine years has been way too long 

And I should have come home sooner

[yotzman]

My mind wanders where it shouldn’t,

My heart grieves when it shouldn’t

[poemswords]

[poemswords]

[poemswords]

[love-diaries]

I just want you to be happy and find the love that you deserve.

(via love-diaries)

[love-diaries]

You can never “just be friends” with someone you fell in love with.

(via love-diaries)