Just a Stranger

this is a vent account btw, I just happen to like tma so Stranger theme let's go!!!

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One of my dogs is getting pur down on Monday I know shes in pain and this is whats best for her but it still fucking hurts I just git told and im crying and it really fucking hurts

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jesus christ trump is a fucking loon, you cant buy a whole ass country I wouldn't want to be american if i was them

if wwiii starts with america being essentially nazi germany (random attacks out of greed, ICE) i wouldnt be surprised just extremely depressed

i want to fucking cry man

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my parents are arguing

i dont want them to get divorced or anything... i really wanna cry

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My dad ragged on my dnd character since I decided to play bard as thats "not very useful"

And he said my monster can collection belongs in the trash

What did i do? Why is he like this? Im crying and I dont know WHAT it was I did...

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Just scratched the top layer of skin off of some spots on the back of my hand, Nikola would be so disappointed

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I NEED A BUTCH LESBIAN TO BREAK ME LIKE A FUCKING TWIG!!!

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I THINK ONE OF MY ENGLISH MIDDLE SCHOOL TEACHERS LITERALLY TRAUMATIZED ME??? like i'm terrified to doze off even if its allowed, also get hyper paranoid about how my writing looks without a whole council of people overseeing it to make sure everything looks fine

i miss the social studies teacher i had in sixth grade, she was so nice and as long as you didn't make it a habit she'd let you doze off as "everybody needs a nap sometimes :)" she let up listen to music during assignments and everything, great teacher overall

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Some times I forget how old I am, I don't know which mental illness causes that

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I accidentally scratched the inside of my ear, im gonna kms this shit hurts

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a good thing about being depressed, i forgot where i put my razor blades

not uber depressed right now, i just thought this was funny

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skin should be easily removable (:

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turns out drawing sad clowns with the air brush on ibis paint x is really therapeutic and distracting enough that i got through that slump without any more blood on my clothes

sad clowns in question

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i fucking hate when my parents talk to me like im a dog

like im sorry that i take a bit to listen i really am just making those noises that you make at dogs and telling me to turn on the lights, grab the plate, grab a water, take out the trash

im sorry i almost hit you with the door i was just really upset and im sorry i smirked and almost giggled even if you didnt see that, im really sorry

i just want to peel my skin off i hate everything i hate it