here be where the darkness lies

all what's got me feelin fire and anger might get shoved on in this motherfuckin place.

[torturedcomedian]

what are you moving around? why are you doing that

don't.

it's too much. don't leave me

[torturedcomedian]

been purposefully not getting online. social media is a fucked up mess i'm tired. been trying to really divide my motherfuckin time with all my babies and mates i'm sure i'm neglecting something

[torturedcomedian]

i buried them

i mourned them

i buried the rest of them. they now have annual flowers and a tree growing over their skull.

i grieved.

i moved the fuck on and let my pump heal.

now ...they're back?

[torturedcomedian]

I will be back. -D

[torturedcomedian]

Wait for me. I'll be back.

what're you talking about?

[torturedcomedian]

staring at my screen waiting for words to come outta my fingertips like they used to

i'm stuck i think

nah. i been stuck and i'm falling back into that line.

[torturedcomedian]

what more could i possibly want?

[whumpypepsigal]

Whumptober 2023 | No. 7

Radio Silence | “Can you hear me?”

Supernatural s09e23: “Hey, wake up, buddy.”

@whumptober @whumptober-archive

[aceofwhump]

Torchwood 4x07 "Immortal Sins"

[booktravels]

I don't miss you. I miss the thought of what we were.

"It's all futile, it's all pointless" by Lovejoy

[torturedcomedian]

don't let it win

[torturedcomedian]

look at you seeing my eyes and getting so angry like a scared little pup. going to keep yelling about what you COULD do to make yourself feel better?

[torturedcomedian]

and youre writing your own, correctly?

correctly. that's the difference my spooky motherfuckin dooky

[torturedcomedian]

i used to wanna get beat the fuck up i used to up and say "come fuck me up" but that's boring. i'm gonna fight back. i like sparring and going overboard when i can

but i can't much. cuz i care too much bout most of these motherfuckers and got a fear i'm gonna do serious damage

[torturedcomedian]

you look at me often with your cameras. you take take one fuckin moment of me lookin at you.

learn to write ya sentence right motherfucker.

[torturedcomedian]

don't look at me don't LOOK AT ME

[screenshotsofdespair]