10000 words were wasted on my punk ass preteen mind - like I understood the difference between Huxley and Orwell. It was just the syntax; I found it soothing. How many giants do I have to stalk to find a fucking foothold? How long before I can call a thesis statement truly mine? Is anyone anything more than the accumulation of the ideas of others? This is a long becoming, a painful resigning. You are not an originator, but everything is in translation anyway.
















