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You’ve been on my mind since October. I wish this was getting easier but you’ve even been showing up in my dreams and I just want you to stop because I’m hurting so bad over it.

#mh #baffled

wxitingforlove

I just want to know, do you still think about me and the way we used to talk?

Why is it a year and a half ago my heart still gets nervous and fluttered every time I’m relatively close to your house. Lol I hate myself 😂

#mh #gottagigglethroughit #movefoward #always

Incase you thought I forgot. I hope today was a damn good to you, happy birthday bug.

#mh #happy birthday

You can’t hurt me like you use too

#untouchable

If there’s anything we’re ever good at is timing. Damn. Wtf.

Just left Brooke house and I GPSed my way home off the turnpike. The exit I typically take costs .50 and then I get on the highway off Perrysburg. Decided I wanted to avoid getting pulled over it dealing with the cops that night. So I GPSd your house Vosper Cr because I can take back roads/street roads from there. As soon as I hit directions. AS FUCKING SOON and I hit directions. You texted me. You damn well mother fucking texted me. My first instinct was to actually cry. I what happens in 2 seconds felt like a whole minute. I couldn’t do anything but to just call Jana. I didn’t even read your text. All I did was call Jana because I was just blown out of the water...FUCK DUDE. Why do you always show up in the more inconvenient yet relative times. I’m literally baffled. I don’t even have words to explain what just happened but WHAT. THE. FUCK. 🥴?¿?¿ the apple never falls far from the tree.

#mh

I still think about you and it’s been well over months now...That’s how I know it was real.

#cv

I’m drunk and I wanna talk to someone, particularly you.

whitepeopletwitter

Putting a smile on someone’s face makes a good day but putting a smile on someone special makes a GREAT day.

I know it was something little and small. But you looked so drained and unhappy.

You got back from the restroom and noticed what I had set on your table for you.

I waited for you to look at me and that look... that LOOK is a look I would die for any given day. I felt like I was in a movie scene when the cute girl gives that smirky smile to the boy across the room while so much is happening around them. It was a moment...honestly THE moment and reaction I was hoping for. The way you look at me makes my whole world stop. As cheesy and cliché as that sounds but it does. After that happened I was happily in my head thinking about that for at least the next hour straight. I just kept replaying your smile and that glacé down the row just looking at me with those warm brown eyes of yours. It’s something I honestly can’t even describe but the chemistry we have is so driven. It’s so natural. It’s like we have some sort of mind game we like to play with every time we lock eyes. I know it..and I know you know it too. But it’s secret... it’s its a secret game that only we play.

But I could die for that look any given day...and that smile. I’ve said that once and I would say it again and again. I wouldn’t mind at all seeing that smile everyday for the rest of my life. Especially if I’m the one behind it. Maybe someday you’ll see. That I’m here..and I’ve been here loving you from afar...and by chance you never see or understand this.. I pray to God that I find someone like you in this lifetime to love and care for.

#cv

I hope you’re doing okay

I hate that you called me....a text message would of been better but now my mind is all fuzzy and my emotions are all mixed. 🥴

Some nights I really miss you.. tonight is one of those nights.

Sometimes I touch myself and sometimes I think about you when I’m doing it

remanence-of-love

oxfords---notbrogues

lovelornnn

i hope you blocked my number. don’t let me make the mistake of pulling you back into my life.

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