oh shit totally forgot to mention, but my old account was @honeyjamm
i didn't realize that when you deactivate then reactivate your account (that i did in a moment of artistic and existential despair and realizing my family has been lowkey ass for the better part of my two decades on this earth) it kinda shadowbans your posts?
sooo yeah, can't promise i won't be deleting this account too, but i desperately want to try and make art as much as i can. it's the one thing that really has helped kept me alive (besides my amazing bf) since i want to draw like everyday, it's a constant want, need, and desire for me. and it's about the only thing that makes sense in my life, if i'm to be honest, and to be more honest my biggest problem in life is me not believing in myself (even though it's me and that should be the most important person in my life). i want to draw, i want to be an artist, because i couldn't possibly imagine myself as anything other than an artist. sorry for the rambling, i am very passionate about art and creating anything in general.