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Rey | 24 | young widow | grief advocate | what nobody tells you about loosing your boyfriend young

[selfcarereminder]

the version of you from five years ago would be genuinely amazed by what you’ve handled since then. sit with that for a second

[medievaljournalist]

i just learned my destiny

[medievaljournalist]

does anyone want to trade with me

[aidashakur]

[youngwidowersclub]

There's this book I want to read.

It's been on my shelf for almost 5 years.

And I CAN'T

because I was reading that book when you died

I had to get this book from your room

when I said goodbye - because you were never going to be there again

And now I'm so scared:

What if it was my fault you died?

What if I jinxed you with that book?

And what if, it would happen again?

What if my love was taken from me for a second time??

I'm so scared I'm so scared I'm so scared maybe even writing this could make it real

Please watch over him please watch over me please don't ever ever let it happen again...

[youngwidowersclub]

I miss you today; I miss your music, I miss the sound of your voice, the way we joked... I miss us 5 years ago; carefree and childish I can never go back, I can NEVER go back I CAN NEVER GO BACK

[kosmogrl]

[cataclysmictide]

in my head you're alive and we sit down for dinner and talk it all out

[sophsicle]

the thing that i love about the iliad. besides. all of it. is that it shows so beautifully that death is not the curse of mortality. grief is. mortals lose so much that they can never get back. you spend your whole life mourning people and places and feelings. mourning time. the gods will have other cities. but you and i will only ever have troy.

[ryebreadgf]

How do you process grief?

by running from it until it finds me in the middle of a sunny street on a beautiful day

[grongleboy]

prev had extremely beautiful and profound thoughts i had to share

[jenjen4280]

Yeah, that’s it.

Grief always is a sucker punch to your heart.

[youngwidowersclub]

I miss you today like I miss the sun in the winter

I miss your warmth, your smile, the feeling of your embrace...

I hope the sun feels closer now that you're in heaven, love

[oditorie]

[rothroughthelookinglass]

How long will this pain last?

[machinot]

when u look at 2017 and think “oh that’s only like 3 years ago” and it’s actually 12,000 years ago and everything is gone and everyone you know has been reduced to ash and the world is completely different

[remanence-of-love]

[louisegluckpdf]

got my lab results back turns out i’m full of rage because i am full of grief

[soul-from-another-era]

[wordx]

[notgreatbob]

''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments