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savona porcelain

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#ass

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[yourdollxo]

hi tumblr

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thinking about this rn at 4:36 am

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[yourdollxo]

devourme.com

[yourdollxo]

what my heart feels like

[yourdollxo]

a dead plant hangs in my room

a sweet thing longing for water, something so necessary

raw and untouched

what have i killed

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[yourdollxo]

love finds me

i pray and i persevere. i believe when i find the thing that hurts me the most, i must overcome it and examine it thoroughly. i am intentional, but i am no god.

desire climbs the ladder of my spine, she combs my hair and tugs at the knots. she reminds me of my grandmother. my heart turns to liquid and it seeps through every brittle crack my skin wishes to share. i am wearing bloody fur, rendered soft and red to the touch. i am a dying animal, i am the sickness i seek. i am a product of love, i am the womb, i am vitality. depth and texture lacerate my vocal cords, i bite my tongue too hard. engorged.

desire stagnates into inertia. she knits a leaden shroud for the words i can not utter. a metallic cloak of quiet lingers behind my teeth. she is a visceral pulse demanding to be remembered.

her pressure lifts, the salt dissolves, and she is nothing but a soft static in the bone. a sickening sensation.

a fever that has finally broken.

[yourdollxo]

[yourdollxo]

i’m so sorry you lost something

it was never there

[yourdollxo]

i’m a piece of shit

[yourdollxo]

[yourdollxo]

bruised from a shotgun

[yourdollxo]

sexy september flick

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