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Sweater Weather (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Word Count: 1619

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

AN: There won’t be a part two to this guys just letting you know :)) Also slight Gilmore Girls spoilers but like not really idk you should have educated yourself and watched it anyway. 

You couldn't stop the shiver that went down your spine as the cool night air nipped at your skin. Suffering through this cold any longer was pointless, all your attempts to warm yourself were only failing. It seemed no matter how many blankets you wrapped yourself in or how much tea you made you couldn't warm up. Not to mention your nose currently felt like an icicle. So you called the one person you knew you could always count on, you're best friend Bucky Barnes.

"Hey Buck." The sound of your teeth chattering together could be heard through the phone, the sound causing Bucky to furrow his brows in concern. "Hey doll, what's up?" A sigh left your mouth as you looked over at the clock realising how late it was, suddenly feeling guilty for calling him, he probably had more important things to do than look after you. "I'm sorry to bother you this late but my heater broke and I tried to suffer through it but i'm freezing my ass off over here and-"

Before you could even finish Bucky cut you off, his protectiveness over you showing as the tone in his voice turned serious. "Get your butt over here right now Y/N, I will not have my best friend freezing to death when I have a perfectly warm apartment all to myself." You cracked a small smile at how much he cared about you, your heart swelling inside at the thought. That boy had such an effect on you without even trying. "Thanks Buck, see you in ten."

You didn't think twice about embracing your best friend when he opened the door, nuzzling your nose into his chest as he threw his arms around you in return. For about a year now you couldn't stop your mind from drifting to thoughts of Bucky, romantic thoughts, that you'd never had before. You'd find yourself craving the feeling of his hand in your own or daydreaming about his lips on yours. You didn't even know where this had all come from or if these feelings had always been there. All you knew was that you definitely weren't going to act on them, feelings can disappear overnight right? But now hugging him felt like so much more than just embracing your best friend and that terrified you, you couldn't lose your Bucky. Realising how long you'd been standing there hugging him snapped you out of your thoughts, pulling away quickly feeling a bit embarrassed. You were sure your cheeks were tinted a shade of red.

"Thanks again for this Buck, I really appreciate it." Finally stepping into the apartment he closed the door behind you, taking your jacket and scarf off of your body and hanging it on the coat rack causing your heart to flutter at the sweet action. That was until he opened his stupid mouth and ruffled your hair like a child, completely ruining the moment for you. "Anything for my best pal."

The friendly reminder that you two were just friends made your heart fall to the pit of your stomach. Why do you always get your hopes up about him actually feeling the same way about you when it was never gonna happen? Your voice came out quieter than you intended, only making you feel more embarrassed about the situation. "Yea...um I brought hot chocolate mix and marshmallows since I know you never have it. I'll go make them now, extra marshmallows right?"

"Always. I'll go set up netflix then. Wow what a dynamic duo we are tonight."

"Yea...duo. A pairing of two people."

Bucky looked at you strangely but before he could think too much into anything you almost ran into the kitchen, hot chocolate mix in hand. When you finished you walked out into the living room, setting the drinks onto the coffee table before sitting down on the couch next to Bucky. He had his arms open to cuddle, a warm fuzzy blanket draped over his arms. "Are you really gonna leave me to cuddle myself doll?"

"Yea, my boyfriend wouldn't like it." You joked but he obviously believed it as his smile disappeared. "I'm kidding Buck, you know i'd tell you if I was seeing someone. You're the first to know." You scooted closer until you were leaning your head on his shoulder, his arm wrapping the blanket around the both of you before leaving his arm to rest on your shoulder. The proximity made your heart beat faster, but you tried your best to remove any romantic thoughts about Bucky from your mind. You were here as his friend, nothing more and you weren't going to ruin that. "So what are we watching?"

"Gilmore Girls, duh?" Bucky pretend to sass as he ironically flipped his hair. Laughter filled the room at his action and as you looked back at him, his eyes crinkling at the sides as he laughed, you knew you couldn't ever lose him.

"Oh fuck off Dean! How can anyone actually like that asshole anyway?"

"Ugh I know! And he used to be so sweet too."

"You know doll, you remind me of Lorelai in a way." 

"How so?"

"Well, you consume endless amounts of junk food and coffee and it doesn't seem to have any affect on you at all which is totally not fair by the way. You have really great taste in music and well...don't take this the wrong way but you don't really date guys for very long."

His last point caught your attention, sitting up straighter and turning your full attention to Bucky. "What do you mean?" Your face wore confusion as you practically stared him down, waiting for his explanation. "Well you seem to meet someone and you really really like them. Then just before things get serious you bail."

"I do not!"

"Doll you so do."

You huffed in response, slowly sinking into the couch at the realisation that maybe Bucky had a point. "Well, maybe it's their fault."

"Or maybe you're just scared of commitment?" 

"Or maybe I like somebody else!"

Realising what you’d just admitted you froze, but it was too late now. 

"What?" 

"Uh nothing, forget I said anything." You went to stand up and escape the situation, but before you could Bucky grabbed your hand and pulled you back down next to him, his touch making your stomach flutter. "No you're not getting away that easy doll. Now tell me, who is it?." Your brain was scrambling for an answer and your palms were clammy, becoming incredibly anxious about this situation. "No on you know."

"All the more reason to tell me."

"Ugh you're insufferable."

"Well that's a bit dramatic." His teasing wasn't making the situation any easier, why couldn’t he just forget you said anything. Because you were sure if he sent another teasing smirk your way you’d pass out. "No it's just the truth Barnes."

But now he was becoming agitated by your secrecy, because unbeknownst to you Bucky Barnes liked you, and not just as a friend. "Come on doll why can't you just tell me?"

"Because..." You couldn’t even look at him anymore, afraid that he’d figure it out just from your expressions. "Because why? I thought I was your best friend Y/N?" You could hear the agitation in his voice and his constant questions were becoming too much for you. It was like any moment now you were gonna break and well...you did. "Because it's you! You big idiot! I like you!"

The damage had been done, only the sounds of your shaky breaths were filling the silence of the room. Tears began to run down your cheeks, you couldn’t even look at him, too afraid of his reaction. Surely you’d just ruined everything between you two, you’d never be the same again. 

"W-what?" His voice was quiet, shock evident in his tone. "I'm sorry...I shouldn't have said that. I'm just gonna leave." You didn’t even look at him as you got up and grabbed your bag from the coffee table, practically running out of the apartment. But before you could make it to the door the sound of his voice stopped you.

"No doll wait!" Turning around he was practically inches away from your face. Trying to wipe away any evidence of your tears, you let out a few sniffles in the process, trying to choke down sobs. "You don't have to explain anything Bucky I know you don't feel the same-"

Then it happened, the thing you’d been dreaming of for ages, Bucky Barnes kissed you. At first you were in shock, but soon you found your lips moving effortlessly with his own. Eventually you both finally pulled apart, your hands tangled in his hair and his on your waist. "Woah, was not expecting that." 

"I've wanted to do that for so long." Bucky smirked as he pulled your body closer to his own causing you to giggle at his playfulness. "You're kidding me? I could have done that a year ago?"

That night as you lay in bed next to a sleeping Bucky, you couldn't help the smile that stretched out across your face. You've both waited for this for so long and now you finally had each other. Your legs were intertwined under the blankets, Bucky's metal arm lazily wrapped around your waist. You watched out the window as the moon was full in the sky, the sound of crickets quietly chirping being the only sound filling the air apart from Bucks light snores. His body radiated warmth and you snuggled in closer to it, never wanting to leave this moment. And never would you think you'd be so grateful for your heater breaking down.

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Once Upon a Dream Part Two (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Word Count: 1377

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

AN: To help clear any confusion in this fic bucky has had all his brainwashing wiped from shuri already and remembers his past. Also the reader only know he was experimented on by hydra, not that he was the winter soldier. Also if you want to be tagged just comment guys :))

Part One

“Please! Stop this please! I don't want to hurt anyone! Why are you doing this to me?" His screams echoed around the metal walls of the hidden underground Hydra facility. The place felt cold and empty, cries from other prisoners could be heard throughout the entire facility. This place was haunting. You moved closer to the screams, you knew it was him. You opened the rusted metal door in front of you, instantly wishing you hadn't. There he was, James Barnes, strapped down to a chair with needles sticking into his head as some strange man read a set of words from a little red book that would ultimately trigger the brainwashing they had ingrained into his mind seventy years ago. "Stop it! The man on the bridge, I know him! I know him!" Bucky thrashed around in his seat desperately but it was no use. When the final word was spoken his head fell down limp, his breathing heavy for a few moments before he regained eye contact with the man. It was as if he was a completely different person and that's because in that moment he was. "Welcome back Winter Soldier, mission report...".

You woke up with a gasp, the tears flowing heavily down your cheeks caused by the horrific vision. “You alright doll?” The sound of his deep voice startling you, he was the last person you’d expect to wake up to. Your eyebrows furrowed as you took in the scene around you. It looked like you were in a bedroom, yet not one that was previously occupied as there was no sign of any personal belongings. You figured you were in a spare room somewhere in the Avengers Facility, but you were finding it difficult to understand why James Barnes was sitting here next to you and how it was even possible.

“How are you here right now? You died in World War Two?” You questioned in disbelief hoping to god that you wouldn’t blackout again at the shock of seeing him. Leaning back in his seat and crossing his arms, he held eye contact with you as he smirked in response.“Well I feel very much alive right now doll so that can’t be true.”

A blush crept up on your cheeks at his words, mentally scolding yourself for being so easily affected by this man. “Where’s Cindy? And Steve? She normally would be freaking out right now so it’s unlike her to leave me alone when I’m like this.”

“You’ve been out for a couple hours doll. Steve only just dragged Cindy out a few minutes before you woke up to get her some coffee. I think they like each other already by the way, shamelessly flirting with each other in front of me. Heck I think I even saw old Steve Rogers blush for the first time since the 40′s.” A chuckled left your mouth at the thought of your best friend making Captain America blush but you don’t blame him, Cindy seemed to attract guys and girls all the time but she’s never been in a serious relationship, something about finding “the one”. 

“She explained your powers to me so I’d understand your blackouts but when I asked her why this had anything to do with me she wouldn’t answer. She said that it was better coming from you?” You felt a little guilty dragging the poor guy into this mess, but you didn’t know what else to do. Using practically all the strength you had left after that episode you managed to sit yourself up, leaning against the headboard and letting out a sigh as you found the right words to explain this to him. 

“Sometimes with my powers I blackout, have visions of peoples present or past. It’s like I’m placed into the moment, I can walk around and observe everything that’s happening but that’s as far as it goes communication wise. But for the last month they been reoccurring, almost every day. It uses a lot of my energy when it happens and I can’t control it, and since it’s been so frequent it’s harshly effecting my body. I had to try something to stop it, that’s why I’m here...” 

James looked at you sympathetically, it was clear to anyone that these episodes were a real problem for you. Your eyes were visibly tired, lips dry and skin an unnatural paler shade. However he was still confused as to what this had to do with him. “I’m sorry this is happening to you, I just don’t understand what I can do to help you.”

Visibly gulping you stared down at your hands, you were dreading telling him you’d been basically dreaming about him because it was incredibly awkward. Your voice was quiet as you shyly explained yourself. “I’ve kind of already met you before this.”

He seemed taken aback by your response, confusion etched onto his face. “I don’t understand.” You moved your attention to a spot on the wall beside you, too nervous to see his reaction to any of this. “I uh...you’re the person I’ve been having visions of.”

However you weren’t expecting a chuckle to sound from him at your revelation, confusion causing you to snap your head around to see him wearing the biggest smirk. “You’ve been dreaming of me?”

Your eyes widened at his accusation, cheeks for the second time today tinged pink from his words.“Wha- no it’s not like that-”

“I’m only teasing doll. What do you see?”

“Sometimes it’s visions of your present, simple things like you waking up in the morning or interacting with Steve or Sam. Other times it’s your past. One time I watched you out dancing with a girl before the war but leaving her side when you saw a much smaller Steve sitting by himself. You cracked a few jokes and made him feel better, and your hair was all gelled back.” A giggle escaped your mouth remembering how different he looked in that vision, all dressed up in clothes from that era. 

“I remember that day, we went and brought pop rocks from the milk bar on the way home.” He smiled at the memory and didn’t seem to be freaked out about your visions of his life which you were thankful for. “What did you see when you blacked out today? You were crying when you woke up?”

You frowned at the memory, the sound of his screams still present in the back of your mind. “I saw you being tortured by some man from Hydra, it was horrific. But I'm confused about something, he called you The Winter Soldier?”

James avoided your gaze as he looked down at the floor, the name clearly having an affect on him. “It began during the war, fell off a train and lost my arm from the fall. Hydra captured me, experimented on me, got a metal arm and eventually gave me the super soldier serum. They brainwashed me as well, tortured me until I didn’t question anything and obeyed their every order. They turned me into the ultimate weapon who would kill any target they asked me to, Hydra called me The Winter Soldier. They found a way to preserve my body, keep me alive for years so they could pull me out whenever they needed The Winter Soldier. That’s how I’m still alive now. I was sent to target Nick Fury a few years back and Steve saw that it was me behind the mask. Long story short he rescued me from Hydra, got my mind back into my control and now I live here.”

You didn’t realise it until a tear hit your arm that you were crying again, quickly reaching up to wipe away the tears. “I’m so sorry that happened to you James, no one deserves that.”

He sent you a sad smile and you felt a strange feeling in your stomach at the sight but shrugged it off. “Don’t cry doll I’m fine now. But now we just have to figure out how to help you.” He leaned closer to you making your heart race, a shiver ran through your body at the feeling of his thumb wiping away your tears. God what was this boy doing to you?

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Once Upon a Dream (Bucky Barnes x Reader) Part One

Word Count: 1563

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

An: Hi i’m back but for how long is the question. I’m an adult now so like that’s weird and it made me question even writing these anymore but then I was like fuck it between black panther and infinity war I needed to write something so I did. Anyway in this story the reader has telepathy powers and keeps having reoccurring dreams of bucky. And yes this was inspired by the Disney classic once upon a dream but actually the darkness to lana del reys cover was more of an inspiration to this fic. Should I come back to doing these though? I need opinions because I was on a roll for a bit there last year and writing does make me happy. But I suffered with exams and work, graduating last year and now work and uni but i’m trying to balance everything guys. Anyways you’re always free to message me and everything I always appreciate and respond to feedback :))

Part Two

The ringing of his alarm clock woke him from his sleep, something he appeared to be getting little of by the dark circles that were prominent under his tired eyes. The stranger pulled the sheets away from his body, exposing his bare chest that was covered in scars. He clearly has struggled, no one just get’s scars like those going through a normal life. The man groggily got out of bed, bare feet moving over to a shirt that was lazily thrown on the ground the previous night before throwing it on over his head. Just from watching his few movements alone you could tell that this man was lonely and you couldn’t help how your heart tugged at the sight of his lonesome. Making his way to the bathroom he leaned over the sink with his metal arm before running the water and splashing it on his face with the other, and that’s when you saw his face properly for the first time. Before it was only a blur or slight outline of his features but now you could see everything. From his sharp jawline and scruffy chin to his chapped lips that remained expressionless. But when you looked into his ocean blue eyes for the first time it was like you could feel this mans pain. All the traumatic memories he held in his mind, you could feel them all. The pain quickly became to much to handle, and that’s when you awoke.

“Y/N?! Oh no it’s happening again.”

The panicked voice of your best friend and roommate Cindy was the first thing you heard when you came to. Your vision quickly adjusted to the light in the room and you couldn’t help but crack a smile at the sight of your friend nervously pacing in circles before you. “How long was I out for this time Dee?”

The sound of your voice startled Cindy, but a smile was quick to appear on her face as she practically attacked you in hugs. “I was really worried this time Y/N. I mean this has been going on for weeks but you’ve never been under this long before.”

You took her hand in your own reassuringly, you knew how concerned Cindy has been about your recent episodes. And she had a right to be, you’d gone years without your blackouts but for the last month they’ve been reoccurring almost every day and it was beginning to take a toll on your body. Sure you could excersise your abilities all the time; reading peoples minds, communicating to others through thoughts and interpreting others emotions. Yet whenever you’d black out like this you’d wake up feeling more physically drained then ever. You were unwillingly telepathicly connecting with some stranger and your body can’t handle that much use of your power, you weren’t strong enough yet. 

“It was different this time Dee.” You tried sitting up in bed but you couldn’t even find the energy for that, you were beginning to feel helpless in the situation and didn’t know how much more of this you could take. Cindy noticed your struggle and put her arm around your back, slowly aiding you in sitting upright. “How? What happened?”

You gulped as you thought back to what you’d seen. “I saw him...I saw his face.” The lonely stranger finally had a face, now maybe finding him would be the key to ending all of this. “I think...I think I have to find him. Maybe someone or something wants me to contact him. Either way maybe finding him will stop all of this and we can go back to our normal lives where I don’t pass out every second day.”

Cindy let out a snort at your later words. “It’s not really hard to explain why my friend keeps passing out, but the glowing green eyes are a bit of a problem.” Laughter escaped your lips and you lunged into your friends arms, engulfing her in a way too tight hug but you didn’t care. She was your best friend and you loved her and you don’t know how you’d cope without her by your side. 

“Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes. Born March the 10th 1917! Y/N this can’t be him, he’d be like a hundred years old by now.” Yet you couldn’t tear your eyes away the Cindy’s laptop screen. There he was, the guy from your dreams. He looked exactly like him, the only difference being that he had long shoulder length hair, yet in this photo he was rocking a much shorter style. But it couldn’t be the same guy, this was taken in World War Two not even mentioning the fact that this site says James Barnes died whilst fighting alongside Captain America during the war. None of this made sense but you weren’t going to just give up so easily. 

“Maybe he has family, maybe the guy in your dreams is Sergeant Barnes great great grandson?” 

“I just can’t get over how much it looks like him.” You let out a sigh as you fell back onto your bed, still feeling tired from your episode earlier. Your short moment of rest was interrupted by a sudden squeal from your best friend. “Wait! I have an idea. According to the website James Barnes fought alongside Captain America during the war. So maybe if we find the Cap we can find your guy.”

“That’s a great idea apart from one problem.” 

“What?”

“How in the heck are we going to talk to Captain America? It’s not like we can just walk into the Avengers Facility and request to speak to him.”

Cindy seemed to agree with your words for a moment, only for a moment. You knew she was up to something when a devious grin appeared on her face and she suddenly slammed her laptop closed. “Oh no I know what that look means-”

“Y/N, pack your bags because we’re going to New York.”

“I can’t believe we’re doing this.” You muttered out nervously as you stood outside the gates of the Avengers Facility. You haven’t been able calm your nerves ever since you got on the plane to New York this morning and now you were actually here it was so much worse. However Cindy didn’t seem at all phased about any of this, in fact she was probably estatic about breathing the same air as Earths mightiest heroes. 

“You better believe it. We’re finding your guy Y/N and we’re gonna make you better, okay?” You nodded in agreement because as scary as this situation was it was your only shot at fixing your problem. 

Cindy pressed the buzzer waiting for someone to pick up, you were sure they were aware of your presence already, you could only imagine the amount of security they had on this place. “Hey uh Avengers? Mr Stark? Anyone? We’re here on urgent matters so if you could let us in that would be great. See my friend here is a telepath-”

“Dee! You can’t just tell people that!” You jabbed her side in frustration, surely you were never getting inside the compound now. “Look anyways my ungrateful friend here keeps having these, uh, episodes and she’s blacking out, eyes glowing, says she has visions of some guy and wakes up with no energy left. Long story short we need to speak to Captain Rogers, like now.”

You scoffed at your friend, shaking your head in disbelief. “Dee we might as well leave now after that speech.” You began to walk away before you heard the gates opening behind you. Your eyes widened in shock but your friend just looked as smug as ever at her accomplishment. “I can’t believe that actually worked.” You murmured in disbelief. 

As you both made your way towards the building your nerves returned, what were you even supposed to say? “Hi Captain Rogers, I think I'm seeing your dead best friend from World War Two in my dreams and these dreams are possibly slowly killing me.”

“Excuse me?”

The unknown voice startled you out of your thoughts making you jump in surprise. There standing in front of you looking confused as ever was Steve Rogers himself and somehow he heard you. “How did you do that? I heard that in my head?” His eyes furrowed in confusion at you, but he didn’t appear angry in any way, his entire aurora gave off a feeling of kindness and warmth. “Oh sorry that was an accident. I’m a telepath, I didn’t mean to invade your mind like that though and that’s not how I wanted to tell you about my visions of James Barnes.”

His eyes suddenly widened at the name that left your lips. “Wait Bucky-”

But before he could finish he was interrupted by a males voice that felt familiar to you for some reason. “Hey Steve why did you leave training so quick?” That’s when your heart stopped for a moment, your breath hitching in your throat at the sight in front of you. There he was, the man in your dreams, James Barnes, supposedly dead for over seventy years, yet standing in front of you looking very much alive. He stared back at you but there was no recognition on his face, only confusion to your strange reaction. Before you blacked out all you could remember was those goddamn ocean blue eyes. 

There will be way more Bucky in the next part this is just setting up the story so don’t worry guys I got you

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I See You Part Two (Kylo Ren x Reader)

Word Count: 750

Pairing: Kylo Ren X Reader

Warning: a bit of making out but it still pg up in here.

AN: Hey so i'm so sorry about this dissapearing but as some of you may know it got taken down for copyright but didn't tell me what for. It was all very stressfull but hopefully everything works out okay now. In future if you want me not to use your gifs or something (idk what it was so i'm just taking a wild guess here guys) please just message my account i will happily take it down.

Also I thought i'd fill you guys in on why i've been so unorganised and long when it comes to posting stories. For a while there i was just in writers block, for about 4 months honestly. I wasn't in a good place mentally but i've got help now so that's all good. Last month I saw Thor Ragnarok and it gave me so much inspiration and i was so excited to write it all down and I did, but only for a little while and left it unfinished. Three weeks ago I graduated highschool and only got my OP (our overall score for year 11 and 12 which determines if we even have a chance of getting into our uni course or not. I'm from brisbane, australia it all so very different and confusing) two days ago so i've been very stressed out from that one. I was out partying for a week and since i've been doing nothing but staying home watching gilmore girls and going to work. I saw the last jedi the other night and I don't know what it was but i was heavily inspired to write and i've missed it so much. So for now i'm back and i'm glad that I am. I also assume 99% of people didn't read this and that's okay I don't read them either we all cbf 💛

You were sitting alone around a lowly lit fire along the edge of the island. The night air was peaceful, only the quiet sounds of the native wildlife filled the air, leaving you to ponder on your thoughts as you gazed up into the starry night sky. Before you were dragged into this new world you’d lay down outside every night and stare up at the stars, imagining a better life, one where your parents would return to you. But now as you stared up at the night sky all you could think about was Ben Solo and how he turned into the man he is today. What happened to him? Who or what pushed him so far that he turned to the dark side? What turned him into somebody so cruel that they would murder their own father?

Then you felt it, the boys presence. And you were right as he sat across from you, the light from the flames flickering against his sorrowful face.

“Hi.” Your voice came out quieter than expected, showing your true emotions to Kylo.

“Y/N.” The way he looked at you, with such an intense longing to be closer to you. His intense gaze, it stirred something inside you.

“I…how are you?”

“Why?”

“Because believe it or not I care.”

Silence. Neither of you knew what to say. Something had clearly changed since the last time you connected.

“Kylo if…if the First Order, The Resistance, the Jedi and the Sith, this whole war. If none of that existed…would you…could we have been- how do I word this.”

“Y/N please don’t make this harder than it already is.”

“But it doesn’t have to be. You could hold me, love me, be with me if you just- why can’t you stay with me?”

“I can’t. I’m only darkness, why can’t you see that! If you’d just join me-”

“I will never turn to the dark side. I’m so sorry, but I can’t be with you like that.”

“Then this is never going to work.”

“I wish it didn’t have to be this way. I wish i could see you in person, I wish I could touch you and-” You couldn’t finish your sentence before you choked on your sobs, sending tears streaming down your face. “The closer i get to you, the more it hurts. I’m in agony Kylo. Knowing that we can never be together, that I will never wake up to find you sleeping there next to me-”

“I can’t be with you Y/N. if you just join me-”

“I cannot follow you down that path. Kylo…you’re breaking my heart.”

He watched as more tears dripped down your cheeks, not being able to take seeing you like this anymore. He slowly reached his hand out towards you and you gladly placed your palm onto his. His touch ignited something inside of you, a spark more intense than the first time your skin touched one another’s . Something had changed within him, you could sense it. The way he was looking at you, with want, need and desperation.

“To hell with it all.“ At those words he closed the distance between you both, his palms grabbing either side of your face and smashing his lips against your own. You were surely startled but quickly melted into the kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck. A heavy blush coated your cheeks as the kiss became more intense, Kylo picking you up easily and situating your body onto his lap, your legs wrapping around his body like the position was second nature to you. His lips left your own for a moment as he trailed kisses down your neck making butterflies swarm in your tummy at the feeling.

"Kylo…we should stop this…we’re only hurting ourselves more by doing this.” His mouth left your own to answer you. “You’re right, i’m sorry.”

There was silence as you both stared into each others eyes, knowing you should detach from each other but wanting the exact opposite. You let out a sigh as you leant forward to rest your forehead against Kylos as his arms snaked around your waist. “I never want to let go.”

“Then don’t. Stay with me, please.”

“I’m sorry.” Another tear slipped down your cheek as you said those words and the boy once again faded away. Seeing the hurt expression he wore killed you, but you could never give him what he wanted. You would never turn, not even for him. Not even for love.

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“That’s how we win. Not by fighting what we hate. But by saving what we love.”

-Rose Tico, both declaring her love for Finn and foreshadowing Ben’s redemption

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December 16, 2017

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I See You (Kylo Ren x Reader)

Word Count: 1101

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

AN: MAJOR SPOILERS WARNINGS FOR THE LAST JEDI PEOPLE DON’T SAY I DIDN’T WARN YOU !!

Also…i’m back bitches and thinking of doing a 7 days of Christmas sort of thing so let me know if you’re interested.  

Summary: You’re force sensitive and able to connect with Kylo like Rey does in TLJ. Basically you’re Rey but a different character with a different personality as she does not exist in this story :))

Part Two

“W-what is this?” Your eyes widened in pure fear as the figure of Kylo Ren appeared before you. How you ended up on the First Orders ship, you had no clue. Even so you didn’t hesitate to grab your lightsaber and ignite it as you stared into the monsters surprised eyes. 

“You can see me?” He appeared to be shocked by this, however you knew not to trust someone so easily. Especially when that someone was the enemy. Striding towards the boy you pointed your saber at him accusingly. "How is this possible?“

Yet he ignored your threat completely as he took in his surroundings. No longer was he on his ship, now he stood on an island, a place he’d only heard about in stories when training to become a Jedi. Anger filled his body at the memory of his old master, the one who betrayed him and gave him the final push into the darkness. His fist clenched in rage as he stared at the girl in front of him, putting the pieces together. "You’re with him aren’t you. You’re with Skywalker. You found him.”

However you took little notice to his words as you began to freak out, pacing back in forth as Kylo still glared at your figure. “I-i’m going insane! This can’t be real! It can’t be, I must be dreaming! no! It’s a nightmare!”

“Why can I see you, this doesn’t make sense!” His voice was loud, echoing in your mind causing you to stop your pacing. Unfortunately, nothing could ever bring your sarcastic nature to a stop. "Way to point out the obvious. God I can’t even look at you after what you did.“

At the mention of that incident Kylo visibly tensed. "He wasn’t your father.”

“But he was the closest I ever had to one. And you just took that away. You took away my best friend, because of you he’s in a coma. You murdered so many innocent people. All you do is take and take until there is nothing left!”

It was like everything you spoke went over his head or maybe he just didn’t care. Either way you were quickly becoming fed up with his behaviour. “You are so unaware of the power you have, you’re holding back your potential. Become who you were meant to be. Join me, I can teach you.”

“Over my dead body.”

Your response evidently angered Kylo as he punched the wall next to him in rage leaving a hole in the wall and disappearing from your sight. You could only hope you’d never see him again. 

“Will you stop that! I don’t want to see your face everywhere I go.” You shouted in anger as the boy appeared in front of you again the following day. 

“I’m not the one doing this and obviously neither are you. Somehow, I think we are connected.”

“Why would I be connected to someone like you.”

“Like what? A monster? I know who I am so don’t pretend like you do.”

“I…Please just go.” And with that he faded away from view, leaving you questioning the darkness that raged inside of the boy. Maybe he wasn’t so far gone as you’d thought. Maybe he could be saved?

“Y/N”

“Again? Really this isn’t great timing i was about to train and-”

Turning around you saw him standing there wearing only his pants, leaving his muscular chest on display for you to see. You couldn’t help but stare in awe at his body, somewhere deep down you were attracted to the boy, but remembering what he was and what he’s done erased those thoughts. At the thought of Hans death you snapped back into reality, eyes meeting his as they gazed at you questioningly.

“Are you alright?” His voice sounded almost sincere which took you off guard for a moment but you quickly got rid of the thought. "Y-yes, i’m fine. Why do you care?“

"What do you mean?”

“Why do you care about me?”

“I don’t.”

“That’s a lie and we both know it. When we first met, when you captured me. You should have killed me, or hurt me at least. But instead all you did was pry around in my mind.”

“You’re strong with the force. Why would I waste an opportunity to train another force wielder to fight for the first order.”

“No. No it’s more than that. At the star killer base, I shouldn’t have won that battle. I was inexperienced and you were training to be a jedi since you were a boy.”

Some unknown emotion flashed across his face for a moment, he was clearly becoming uncomfortable with the direction this conversation was going. “What are you getting at-”

“There is good in you Ben.”

At the mention of his old name he stood up abruptly, striding towards you in anger. “Don’t! Don’t call me that. Ben is dead-“

"But he’s not!" 

Growing frustrated you took steps forward until you were face to face with the boy. You startled him by the close proximity between you, reaching your hand out to rest your palm against his chest gently. You could feel his heart beat fasten at your touch and his breathe hitched as he stared down at you in bewilderment. It had been so long since the boy had felt such a caring touch.

"Ben still lives. In here, I can sense it. I can help you Ben, please, let me help you.”

A tear unwillingly escaped as you pleaded with enemy. Finally looking up into his eyes you almost lost it at the sight. His expression showed the internal battle he was having with himself as he gazed down at you. Being this close gave you the opportunity to study all the details of his face and you could tell he was doing the same. Taking in the huge scar that ran along his face that you had given him during battle, guilt filling you as you stared at it.

“I’m so sorry for giving you this.” You choked out as you lightly ran your fingers down the scar, more tears leaving you yet still no words were heard from the broken boy in front of you. Suddenly his hand shakily reached up and wiped away your tears causing you to shiver at his touch. However the moment was over too soon when the boy finally responded to your pleas.

“Ben is gone, do yourself a favour and stop searching for him because he’s never coming back.” And with that the connection between you was gone with Kylo disappearing from view.

[youre-an-alienxprincess]

Changes (Loki x Reader)

Word Count: 1390

Pairing: Loki x Reader

AN: WARNING THERE IS MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THOR RAGNAROK IN THIS SO PLEASE DON’T READ AHEAD IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT YET AND DON’T BLAME ME IF YOU DON’T READ THIS AND GET SPOILED COS I WARNED YA

It had been all but a month since you stared helplessly from the ships window watching your home be burnt to the ground. Nothing could have ever prepared you for that, seeing all you’ve ever known be wiped away in a matter of minutes. Yet as you watched your city turn to ash, a new sense of hope was given to your people. As your rightful heir took his place on a more or lesser versions of a throne, we knew that this wasn't the end of Asgard.As the great Heimdall, who was also a great friend to you, once said "Asgard is not a place, it's the people."

So that's how you ended up here, cruising the galaxy in a gigantic spaceship packed full with Asgardians. It wasn't the greatest living arrangement but you couldn't complain. It still beats the cave everyone stayed in during Hela's rule. Even after everything that's happened, all the death and destruction, you know that Thor is the greatest king your people have ever had. And unlike Oden, he didn't need to kill and abuse his power to do it. Heck even prince Loki has changed for the better, his old self would never have come back to save your people. Something had changed within both brothers and it was definitely the good kind of change.

Thoughts of your old home plagued your mind as you sat lent against the wall, palms faced upwards as you attempted to wield your magic. Yes, technically you could be a witch of sorts but not even you had figured out the extent of your power or how you came to posses it. For now the most you can do is levitate small objects for a short period of time. You hated how you couldn't do more to help your people during Ragnarok. The most you could do was help Heimdall gather the people to safety as not even your fighting skills were more than satisfactory.

A loud knock on your door caused you to lose focus, the red mist of your magic disappearing from your finger tips. With a sigh you stood up to answer it, hoping to the gods that it wasn't someone coming to give you kitchen duty for the day. However when you opened the door you were surprised to see Valkyrie, your newest friend who'd you’d met during your first week on the ship.

"Took you long enough Y/N." Your friend was leaning against the wall outside your door, drink in her hand and a sour expression on her face. "Wow aren't you in the best of moods today."

Her expression immediately softened at your words, sighing before taking another swig of her drink. "I'm sorry it's just, I've been so overwhelmed by everything lately."

Closing the door behind you, you sent her a sympathetic smile. "Wanna talk about it over a drink?"

"Gods you know me so well."

"So tell me, what's on your mind?" You asked, turning to face your friend whilst sipping your drink. Her mood quickly faltered as she thought, whatever was bothering her must really be getting to her. "Thor."

That was definitely not the answer you were expecting to come out of her mouth. "Our king?" You leaned in closer now, quickly interested in the situation. You’d never personally met the guy but after meeting Val you sure heard a lot about him. Your friend only slumped onto the table in front of you, groaning into her arms in clear frustration."He's a pain in the ass sometimes."

Your eyebrow quirked at this, you’d never seen Val so worked up about someone since, well never. "Oh really? In what way?"

"He won't leave me alone! He always wants my input on every situation. He says these stupid things but for some reason it makes my heart beat faster and sometimes..."

"What?"

"Sometimes when I'm around him my cheeks, the go all red. It's infuriating!"

A smirk appeared on your face. As grown up and tough as Val was, she was still so oblivious to her feelings. "Val, did it ever occur to you that you might like him?" She only rolled her eyes at your words, not understanding the context behind them. "Well of course I like him, I don't hate him."

"No no no. As in more than just a friendly way."

Her face instantly grew red at the accusation, anger evident in her voice. "Are you out of your mind? Of course i'm not in love with the king."

"Who's in love with me?"

Val’s eyes widened, her body going stiff at the sound of Thor's voice coming from behind her. Slowly turning around to greet him she feigned her normal stony expression but her blushing cheeks gave her emotions away. "Uh no one of course. Oh Y/N I don't think you and Thor have met before. Y/N this is Thor and Thor this is Y/N."

You shook your head slightly at her actions, of course she’d find a way to change to subject. You offered the king a friendly smile, he definitely wasn’t any less attractive up close. "It's nice to finally meet you."

"Ah so you're the friend Valkyrie won't shut up about.." 

"Wow Val I'm flattered."

"Oh shut up. So, what brings you here Thor?" 

"I was going to ask if you wanted to have a drink with me, but I see you've already got company." Disappoint was evident on his face, as much as he tried to hide it. You felt for the guy, you really did. Both Val and Thor clearly liked each other but your friend was also stubborn when it came to her feelings. 

"Yes me and Y/N are busy so if you don’t mind-"

You stood up abruptly, Val’s eyes wide as you began to leave her alone with her crush. "Oh would you look at the time, I've actually got this thing I've gotta get to so...bye!" 

"W-what?! Y/N!"

As you left the room you could still faintly hear the conversation between them. "So...may I join you?" The king flirted shamelessly, your friend gritting her teeth in anger. "I'm gonna kill that girl."

You were making your way back to your room, when turning a corner you walked right into a hard chest. The sounds of books hitting the ground accompanied your fall onto the hard surface. That was definitely going to bruise in the morning. You began collecting the books the stranger had dropped, not yet looking up from the floor. "I'm so sorry, I wasn't paying attention to where I was going-"

"Clearly."

The voice definitely belonged to a man, one with evidently terrible manners. Rolling your eyes at the rude remark you finished gathering the books, raising up onto your feet before harshly shoving them into the strangers chest. "You don't have to be so god damn rude about it."

It wasn’t until those words left your mouth did you finally look at the man in front of you. Your eyes widening at the Prince, your state of shock rendering you speechless. Like his brother you’d never seen Loki up close before, but gods was he unlike any man you’d ever seen. It was as if you were stuck in a trance as you became mesmerised by his eyes, taking into account all the details on his face in pure wonder. 

Loki, however, obviously grew impatient and frustrated by your stares as he harshly snapped you back into reality. "Are you just going to stand there all day and stare at me."

In a way you were thankful for his words as it reminded you of why you were mad at this boy in the first place. Prince or not, he didn't have the right to speak to you that way. "Are you always such an asshole to strangers or is it just your sour personality?"

He was clearly offended by your words as his fists clenched in rage, obviously not liking the words that were tumbling out of your mouth. "Excuse me! I am Loki, Prince of Asgard-"

"Well Asgard is gone. And that still doesn't give you the right to be so rude!” As you stormed away in anger Loki noticed something in his state of shock. A red mist sparking from your fingertips as you walked away in fury. 

 "A mage..."

[yourlilbrunette]