your emotional support cryptid

"i have both made and been several bad decisions, and that sounds like a bad one" - me

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

so it looks like another night of cold and no sleep, idk how long i can keep this up

if you can help at all

CASHAPP: $cryptiditpyrc

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

trying to convince someone to kill themself, who does not already want to kill themselves, or to further push someone on the edge of suicide further along, is murder, no argument, no doubt

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

it is a month after my birthday and it was pretty decent but i just realized what was missing, i was sorely lacking in birthday nudes received this year 😂😭😂

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

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[melancholicdesire]

Please if you could at all donate to my venmo and I will draw soemthing for you. I severely need money right now. I am struggling a lot. If you can't that's okay. But I appreciate if you can. Just anything. I'm saying venmo because it won't take a fee out if you're only giving a couple dollars or something. It's in my bio. You can also ask. I have cashapp as well.

[melancholicdesire]

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Also please check out my links.. kofi...cashapp,.. venmo...even wishlist..ect.. thank you

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

food is tight and money even tighter, the no pantries open til next week, if you can help with a few dollars for something to eat to get me through the weekend it would be appreciated $carrioncryptid

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

i can not believe i lived long enough to see a actually official Homestuck animated pilot

[melancholicdesire]

I am in an abusive situation trying to find ways to survive and get away. I'm very sick and disabled at this point because of how much abuse is going on. I feel darkness everywhere and it feels like ill never be safe. I'm scared to talk a lot about all of the situations. I'm sad and broken. I am asking if you can donate anything please donate to my kofi or my venmo I guess. I don't know. I don't know what I'm supposed to do completely. But im scared and the situation is bad.

Also just any kindness at all because the world looks dark to me and I'm not sure how to make it. I'm stuck in bed slowly deteriorating now. Abusers can potentially find my blog again so I'm scared to go into detail right now.

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

force fed prosaic poison most of my life, is it any wonder my words are sometimes laced with venom?

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

the cold makes my scar hurt

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

as some of you venture out to wait in lines in the cold today to save money on gifts, i ask that you remember the people who have no choice but to be out in weather like this, and worse, because they are homeless. people like me, for example. maybe take some of that money you are saving and give to a cause that helps people in need, or better still, give directly to someone in need, not just me, but also not NOT ?me if you are feeling generous

¢a$happ: $cryptiditpyrc

paypal.me/ditpyrc

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

i was foolishly impatient and downloaded all my apps for my new phone before i could get to somewhere with Wi-Fi, now i am out of data already which takes away from both some of the security having a phone provides, especially for me while i am homeless, as well as taking a much needed source of entertainment/distraction while i sit around, mostly alone and spend too much time thinking about how shit the state of my life is anymore.

if you want to help out, i can get some more data for as little as $5

cashapp: $cryptiditpyrc

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

still homeless, as a Midwest, lake effect snow filled winter approaches

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

is this growing old, when your memories start to become ghosts?

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

i do not believe i have gotten more than two hours sleep or consecutively or in one night since the assault, i always seem to awake with a sudden start, and the feeling that some new, terrible thing is about to happen to me

[youremotionalsupportcryptid]

so. i was sexually assaulted Friday night. long story short, i ran into a friend of the other homeless guy i sometimes travel with. he had recently gotten somewhere to stay and invited me over to clean up and get some rest off the streets. he then proceeded to invite himself into the shower with me and do a lot of things i did not consent to and ignored me asking and outright telling him to stop. it was clearly discussed that i had no sexual intention or interest in this person beforehand