monsteronthehill

"there ain't a reason on this earth I'd go back to my hometown" (c) Halsey

[yourifashley]

"Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now"

(tove lo - imaginary friend)

[yourifashley]

on this road I'm crawlin'

save me cause I'm fallin'

now I can't seem to breathe right

cause I keep runnin

Adam Lambert - Runnin

[yourifashley]

An eye for an eye and the world goes blind

[yourifashley]

Maybe I'm done? Fade away like a memory Maybe I'm done? Lose yourself, feel the energy

Meg Myers - Done

[yourifashley]

there is a lighthouse in thе middle of the deep and I'm still stranded on thе shoreline there and nobody hears me scream

Halsey - The Lighthouse

[poissonmarguerite]

вот бы сейчас в италии греться на солнышке, пить персиковый сок, смотреть на чистое небо и гулять по сицилийским улочкам,

а не покрываться инеем по дороге домой и стрессовать из-за приближающихся экзаменов

[yourifashley]

господи дай этому случиться это будет так вайбово 🙏

[yourifashley]

⠀I really was born at 9:29 am on 9.29 ⠀You think I'm lying, but I'm, I'm being dead serious

halsey – 929

[nymphrod]

IM SOBBING

This whole time, I thought "orphan_account" was some bomb ass bitch who wrote amazing fics on just about everything I liked.

No. No. They are literally ORPHANED ACCOUNTS.

[yourifashley]

⠀I had a vision I could turn you right ⠀A stupid mission and a lethal fight ⠀I should have seen it when my hope was new ⠀My heart is black and my body is blue

The Cardigans - My Favourite Game

[yourifashley]

and you can't see that's it's like a disease killing me now, it's so hard to breathe

Feeder - Piece By Piece

[yourifashley]

Why do you need love so badly?

[yourifashley]

she's got the cutest laugh I ever heard and we can be on the phone for three hours ⠀

Gym Class Heroes - Cupid's Chokehold / Breakfast in America

[yourifashley]

i know my savior's love is real, your love is real

florence and the machine - you`ve got the love

[yourifashley]

...

i know it's been a while but I'm glad you came and I've been thinking 'bout how you say my name

britney spears - break the ice 

[cxrrently]

the new "gasoline" music video by @tiredandlonelymuse is exactly what i've been trying to say. because yes. yes i am still leaning on the same vices of ten years ago. yes i am obsessively trying to constellate the stars of my past with the help of hindsight. yes i do wish i could revisit the people i have hurt and used and loved and lost so i could try to explain myself one more time. yes i am reaching out across the grime-streaked table to scream through the decade at a chained and desolate version of myself. yes i have the key now. yes i am going to do something. so it only makes sense that i have to keep running.

[yourifashley]

true

[yourifashley]

do you want to return to the badlands?

[soreoptimism]

pre-show rituals on the 'for my last trick' tour 🕯️