[logwire]

[uncasts]

[yourshotofvodka]

stuck

It's something I realized too late and somewhere I'm at right now. The problem is not that I'm stuck, it's if I have it in me to move.

To step forward.

I don't know.

[jariten]

ホワッツ マイケル？(What’s Michael?), Makoto Kobayashi

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, from “The Great Gatsby.”

[yourshotofvodka]

it feels so different now still happy still with love but with trauma

was it worth it? do you regret it? did I deserve it?

why?

why did it happen?

why did you do it?

why? 

all these questions in my head floating and lingering  its ending, unknown

[yourshotofvodka]

You said you don’t have to be that person to me

The person I share all my demons to

I know, but I want you to be

Is that wrong? 

You’re that person for someone else

I’m glad she doesn’t feel the way I do

She knows you’re her person 

You know you’re her person

What about me?

I got lost 

And I had to find my way back on my own

Because you weren’t here

But you

You were there for her

When she needed that extra pull from reality

You were there

[oxyhaemoglobin]

[witheredsonnet]

[witheredsonnet]

[imposer]

[honorized]

[witheredsonnet]

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[cuteys]

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