My Own Thoughts

Expressing myself in a way that I can't reveal to others!

[yoursweetd]

ctrl or control

i’ve let someone control me for a long time i use to think well i did this so i owe them that or i love them so what they say should go but i’ve realized that i’m in control of my own life i have the control now and always have. yes i have made plenty of mistakes because i thought that was how “love” was supposed to be or maybe i just let the love overcome everything no matter the bad i let that control me. but now its time for a change, its time for something new and for ME to take control of my life. no more letting love overcome everything because the reality is if they love you they wouldn’t want to change a thing about you. the reality is they’ll accept you and trust and even when things get bad they won’t EVER take the power they may think they have and use it against you to CONTROL you. from this day forward ill always know that i have the control, if there is something i dont like i have the power to change it, why? because i control my life. its time for me to take that into consideration... not even its time for to put it to work and not forget

[yoursweetd]

you were something so unexpected, when i met you i didn’t think you’d mean so much to me 

you were so unexpected, watching the way you smile at the littlest things

you were so unexpected, hearing your laugh and the way it makes my heart melt

you were so unexpected, just watching you do the things you love that make you so happy

you were so unexpected, catching you looking at me and then you do that little grin 

you were so unexpected, that it left a toll on me in the long run

8/10/17

[quotethat]

You will not recognize me. This time, I put my pieces back differently.

Malia Makana, Like Differently Love (via quotethat)

[yoursweetd]

too scared to love

We both have insecurities, we both are so scared to give our all. 

but the difference is i’m willing to give you mall and focus on us.

So many trials and tribulations over the course of 7 months but we’re still here, trying to love like we’ve never been hurt 

the reality is those thing that happened in the past are hard to overcome. 

You say appreciate my effort and you’re just so scared to get hurt..truth is i don’t wanna hurt you 

I want to love, care and nurture you. Love you in a way that you haven’t been loved before. Maybe at this point in time it’s a little too much because we’re young 

but time and growth is something that is worth it. 

and honestly...i’m not giving up on you just yet 

[yoursweetd]

too much power

you forever had this power over me, i could never express how or why i let you keep something that strong over me 

i use to think oh its because i still love you and you still love me but in reality that wasn’t the case. You kept me around for one thing!

I never should’ve let you do that, the “love” or should i say the lust should’ve never been the reason. 

[yoursweetd]

Love is something you feel, time knows no love. It’s like i just discovered you but i love you deeply and unconditionally. It’s the simplest thing but yet mean so much.