Story of my 30 years old
In the 3rd year of my collage year there was one subject where my lecturer at that time asked us to write down what things we want to achieve in the next 10 years, a kind of map of life. It was happened when I am at 19 years old. There was one point I still clearly remember that one goal is getting married at my 21 if not push to my 25 if not push to my 27. Oddly all my goal I achieve in that certain time except “marriage thing hehhehehehe.
I take a back and think what probably went wrong? And I figure It out the scenario might occur in that period of time. Let say if Allah had determined that the right time for me to meet my soul mate would be at the age of 30
1. If I married at 21, my mental age still in baby stage has no idea what really marriage is, probably I’ll get divorce not long from that
2. The consequence of early marriage probably won’t make me grow up strong mentally
3. The mental damage of being divorce or fail in marriage in early 20 will affect how I socialize to other people
4. If I married at 25 , probably I will in stage of “SANDWICH GENERATION” where I have to work while being housewife to pay such and such for my family and that probably will drain a lot of my energy and make me more depressed
5. If I married at 27 , probably I won’t immediately get offspring , it would be strong and sensitive issue in marriage life that probably I can’t handle its mental damage.
Things that I learn for my 30 years of life is everything was in place will happen with Allah permission , IF ALLAH NOT GIVIVING ME WHAT I WANT IT MEANS IT IS ALLAH PROTECTION














