Yats Version 2.0

[yoyoyats]

Satur-yay or nay? 🙊

August 12,2017 it is! Hahahaha. Here I go again, blogging randomly in the middle of the night when I can't sleep. Laging ganito e, i dunno triggered ako! 😂 Tumblring used to be my sleeping pill. Back in hs or college, instead of studying or counting sheeps to sleep I'd scroll through random stuffs, like and reblog the treasures that Tumblr has to offer me until I eventually pass out. Seems like yesterday though, really, I don't think it'll ever sink in to me that one, I'm not a happy go lucky college student anymore; two, I'm turning twenty five in 3 months and three, I still don't have a clue what to do with my life! 😭😂 So basically this blog is another OTOKE? (Korean word for what do I do) with my life post. 🙃🙃🙃

[yoyoyats]

💁🏻💁🏻💁🏻

Oh wow! Another year passed. Wait what? When was my last post again? Lol. Totally forgot I have a Tumblr account already. 😂😁

Well, Happy 2017 I guess! It’s been a while, like literally a while. I’ve been thinking of Tumblr-ing again for old times sake but this time I’m gonna be blogging with all the stuffs I like to talk about because why not?! Haha 😝😁

Anyways, I’m gonna be posting reviews on stuffs that I’m into this year, and what I meant by “stuffs” are basically anything I’ve purchased or anything that is gifted to me that I’m loving or anything that I’m obsessed about!

That’s all! Haha. Laters! 😘👻

[kushandwizdom]

[yoyoyats]

Exactly

[trapcard]

she really put how I think into actual words like wow.

[yoyoyats]

I guess old habits really die hard. Nagfefeeling teenager na naman kami, like old times, feeling college student na young, wild & free. Lech. Inuman sesh w/ TFM, ansaya at ansakit na ng ulo ko sa hangover! Hahaha. And I'm wide awake since yesterday. Tssssss. So yeah. Sobrang abuso na sa katawan to. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! I just wanna sleep and forget the world for a while. Good morning and goodnight! 😐😐😐

[yoyoyats]

I'm so good at shutting people out. Woah. Kbye! 😄

[yoyoyats]

If only we act more and talk less. This world would be a better place. Right, eh?! 😏😉

[yoyoyats]

🙀🙀🙀

I feel like I need an escape from this shitty town.

[yoyoyats]

🎂🎂🎂

Frankly, one of the sweetest birthday I had! Not the grandest, but yeah, the sweet-ust! Lol. Frankly, I don’t deserve all these sweetness! You guise are the bomb. Whew. So, yeah, I just turned Twenty three. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 😄😄😄😄

Am I that old?! Lol. Sabi nga nila, don’t count your age count your blessings instead. I feel so blessed today kahit na I’m kinda sick because of my never ending menstrual cramps (saktong sakto on my birthday!) I feel weak pero all the warm greetings just cheered me up, and I’m feeling sorry for the calls I didn’t take, sorry guys, I really don’t feel well pero nagawa ko padin mag-Tumblr e noh?! Hahaha! But seriously, I love you all for those who remembered me on my special day! Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu! 😘😘😘

[yoyoyats]

Whew. My birthday's in a few weeks! Hahaha. And now that I'm getting old I apprecreate little things. These are the things I am really thankful for, honestly. I think I've grown up to the point that I appreciate being at home nowadays (not that I'm taong gala back then. Lol), I also appreciate having actual "family meals" Yeah, u know those meals where you can eat everything, share stories and crack jokes with your fambam, and just those simple joys that I hadn't experience for quite a while because I was working in MNL back then, and also when I get to watch my fave series and episodes with my cousins or just by myself(which I honestly don't mind) or have a drinking session over my friends, lunch or dinner out over the weekend. Last last year kasi, I felt so lost after grad because of 'things' (HAHAHA), I always go out before sa Manila even I'm all by myself because I'd rather stay out than chill at our apartment because it felt so empty back there, and I felt so empty back then. Then unti unti I fell at ease, made friends and let myself loosen up a bit, which led me to smoking amd regular drinking, and thank goodness I stopped those vices! Promise! Haha. I also went through stress shopping. I shopped when I really didn't need anything, and ate when I was really bored. I guess you'll never run out of things to do when you're in big cities. But hey, I stopped okay, coz number one - I'm not rich and I can't do this one day millionare thing and two - they don't do me any good. Get me? get me? Lol. To sum it up, I was sooooooo fucked up back then siguro that's why I appreciate little good things now. And part of me cannot believe I'm turning twenty three in two weeks, so yeah. I think someone should throw fertilizers on me so I can grow the hell up! Hahaha. Well... laters baby! 👌😄😁

[redhairedsucker]

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Woah there. Today was probably one of the most stressful days in my life everrrrrrrr! Oo everrrr. Imagine, I went to ship docs, pay my rent, deposit on a bank and withdraw from another, updated passbook on the 3rd bank. Yes, I went to three freaking banks in just a day. Spell Haggard? And when I got back at the office an outraged client pops up and BAAAAAM, I became cococrunch! Hahahaha. Lol. I was obviously annoyed with presence but I kept my temper and just smiled at him while he keeps on complaining on his past due account. Like, he had the balls to be mad pa ha. Edi wow! 😄😄 I tried to be chill and thank God, I DID! I explained to him why he had to pay that much and he was really not convinced. And at the back of my mind I was like, why r u even here?! Loljk. It took almost half an hour arguing — err, i mean explaining and eventually he gave in and paid everything. Success! Hahaha! Slow clap for meh. 👏👏👏 And I thought my day was over, but then yeah things just got complicated when I checked the balance of the company’s passbook ans discovered that our servicing bank has credited a wrong amount on our Loan proceeds and my head literally exploded. Lol. Wow September 17,2015 could you get any worse?? And so I talked to the bank manager, I sent incident reports to our Head Office and what happened next was a wave of never ending phonecalls. 😒😒😒😒 The bank manager, then collection head called and then the Audit Head then back to the Collection Head back to the bank manager and then finally the COO. And I honestly didn’t want to answer but when you’re a professional you just have to take it! Huhuhu. Hahahahaaaaa! Naloka ako, seriously. But then I explained to her, and I guess she knew that the problem really is for them to decide. So yeah, bye. Thanks for calling ma'am! I had this ‘Oh-you-know-what-it’s-five-oclock-and-I’m-outta-here’ look! Byeeeeeeee office. You took every energy I had today. I’m so exhausted! I can’t imagine I did all that in 480 minutes! Woooooooooooooooo! 🙌🙆🙅 I want to break free! 🎶🎶🎶

[yoyoyats]

09162015

September naaaaa! Actually, halfway na pala ng September. Lol. Wow, just wow in just a matter of months Christmas na naman. Yey! Who doesn't love Christmas?! It's THAT time of the year, where we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ! Grabeeeeeee Lord, so much have changed. Sana po patuloy mo akong i-bless, kahit hindi na financially, but emotionally & spritually! I remember last year, nung nasa Manila pa ako, I always look forward to Sunday Services with You Lord. Natutuwa ako, sobrang new kasi talaga nung encounter sakin and I really really love Your church; and I really needed it. Nakakatuwa, nakaoverwhelm magworship & praise, and everything, and of course, yung WORD mo Jesus! Sobrang lumambot talaga yung puso simula noon; yung tipong walang bitter na muscle and bone sa buong katawan ko. Hahaha. In short, pusong mamon nako. Looooooool. Hahaha! Tuloy tuloy na po ito Lord God, there's no turning back nga e diba. Antagal ko na din pala hindi nagoopen up sayo Lord, parang may wall na nagbuild up na naman simula nung umuwi ako province. I'm trying to break that wall! Note to self: NO to temptations, oo plural, madami kasi e.; no need to elaborate kasi andami ko po talaga naging bisyo NOON, and I can proudly say na I've thrown them all away! Orayt. Well, not 100%, but on the process. Hahaha! #Feelinglikeareallygoodsamarithan 😊🙏

[24ozsteak]

me: i need to save money

me: (gets paycheck)

me:

[yoyoyats]

Thoughts 09112015

I am in shock. Really. Of people, of how things turn out to be. Alam mo yung feeling na you thought you know a person too well and then they just completely shock you on who they really are. I can't even explain what I'm honestly feeling right now. And no, I'm not talking about my love life it is far deeper than that. Tonight was really an OMG night! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh! I'm really really affected sa mga nalaman ko today. Whew. Things will get better, I hope and pray! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[quotes-shape-us]

The beautiful part of writing is that you don’t have to get it right the first time, unlike, say, a brain surgeon.

Robert Cormier (via psych-facts)

[yoyoyats]

00:00 Thoughts 05-14-2015

In a few weeks time, I'll be back on my hometown. Whew. I have literally mixed feelings about going home. Everything seems pretty nostalgic to me in a bad way. Haha. How could I forget crazy memories back then. I feel crazily lost from myself right now typing this. My heart's really pumping fast. It's palpitating for some reasons I can't explain. Haha. I personally love to have my work home based but.. there's a but. Haha. I don't know if I'm ready to be back! Lol. Not quite sure if "this decision" is best for me, but hey, why not coconut?! I'll try. It's actually beneficial on my part coz I get to work and just be an hour away from home, like an easy access to my comfort zone. I get to be paid well considering provincial rates are freakin unacceptable. I get to live with my bro & cousins which is nice. And I get to see friends, old friends... & new! Hahaha. And that's what is freaking me out! Seeing faces I'd rather not see. Hahaha. You see, being away from home for almost a year & a half, I've made insane realizations about me, about life, about people, about everything. Although I'm still my silly self (nothing can change that. lol) I've become really selective of people whom I associate with. I learned to choose who I want to stay in my life and as much as possible not give a damn about people who are stressin me out. I've also gave myself space from anyone and anything and at some point I think I totally shut myself off away from people - such as my friends & loved ones. Hoho. which is a good thing, right? Or maybe wrong! Hahaha. Have I gone too far from not caring to totally closing walls on people?! That's what I am really afraid of. This is the reason is why I'm having second thoughts of getting a home-based job. It's like stressing myself out all over again but on a whole new level. Hahaha. I feel I'll be allergic to people soon Get it?! I know you don't. Kbye. 😂😜

[psych-facts]

“I have no regrets, because at the time its exactly what I wanted”

-Anonymous (via psych-facts)