『Your dream come true』

I can buy myself flowers, but I rather buy flowers for him.

#visual

@yuma-realsoft That's it!

What have I just seen?! I don't know if I can sleep tonight... ww

The cuts are so quick, are you topless in this video?! I saw your tattoos!

SORRY BRO!!! Don't wanna give ya sleepless nights!!

Ah, nah, actually not, I'm wearin' a dress, but it's been ripped, ahaha!

That's been the outfit! Buuut I'm barefoot, ahhah!

Yaaaa no for sure, but I mean the short band scenes! It looked like you wore something only around your neck?

…..dress bein' ripped into pieces by big mean man!!

... are you listening to meee?! ww

Ooooah ya mean THIS outfit! Yeeah!

👁👄👁

If... one can still call this an outfit! ww

The black hair suits you so well!

And this look is good for the tatts! ヽ(´▽｀)/

Oah, bro! Thanx, hahaha!

But I hope I'm not gonna have to do rescue breathin'?

Breathe bro, even tho I'm lookin' good as fuck!

Would you rescue me if I needed it? ww

Maybe I was dead for a second when I saw the pic!

The aesthetic is killing (⑉ඉ⸝⸝⸝ඉ⑉)

#rena

Kansai surprise

It would have been close to 6 days of not seeing each other, but after 4 days Yuma had decided it was enough. He couldn't stand that feeling of missing Kou anymore. Today was the final rehearsal for their live in Hiroshima, before everyone would make their way to Chūgoku. But Yuma had other plans. Surely he attended the practice, but he asked whether he could make a quick stop in Osaka on the way, promising that he would be in Hiroshima on time for every check they had to do before the live. He was more than happy to get the evening off and so he found himself on the 2.5 hours shinkansen ride from Tokyo to Osaka, texting Sakura if he could secretly sneak him into Shinsaibashi Clapper. Yuma knew that days with lives were always stressfull time wise, so he was more than happy to receive a timely answer from the bassist.

Soon after his arrival in Osaka he made his way to the venue, one he had never been to before. So to make sure he stayed unseen he walked in as very last to enjoy the show from the back. By now he had almost gotten used to the huge difference of both of their worlds and he even came to enjoy it. After the band came back on stage for the encore Yuma was safe to sneak backstage for at least 2 or 3 more songs. On his way backstage he stopped at the merchandise table to buy the current tour shirt. Not quite his usual style, but he wanted to show his support, if he wasn't buying a ticket already. With the brightes smile he made his way into the changing room to sit on the make up table and wait, wearing the black shirt with the white print of a split womans head on it, above the band name in red letters. Maybe he looked a little lost in that only available xl size, but it would perfect his surprise. Knowing that he could see Kou again in only a few minutes and thinking about his surprised expression made his stomach tickle in excitement. To let time pass he was checking his phone, his legs swinging nervously from the table.

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Sakura had been giving Kou amused looks ever since they got to Shinsaibashi Clapper. The guitarist was tempted to ask what this was about but he knew he wouldn't get an answer. At least not the real answer so he just kept his question to himself. Sakura had always been like this, ever since he had known the bassist. The man loved to yap and spill tea more than anyone he knew, but when it came to secrets and surprises he actually managed to keep his mouth shut when it mattered. Or at least when it mattered to Sakura. More than once did the bassist spill something he wasn't supposed to and it was more than likely that he would do it again.

To change things up Kou wore a different outfit from the last few concerts. Not the vest with the gold details and the shorts with the very revealing lacing, instead he wore a variation of the outfit he wore for the Stain music video. Including the veil. Kou was completely oblivious to Yuma being there in the crowd. The stage lights made it hard to see the very back of the crowd and Yuma also did his best not to be seen. The encore came before Kou even realized it. The concert had been so much fun. Sakura was yapping during the MC, as was usual by now. He admired the bassist for how much better he had gotten at talking to the crowd, even if he still rambled a bit. That was just the kind of person he was. More importantly he was happy that he got the setlist done for today and that he was able to basically build Set Me Fire from scratch with only Masaya's part. It was stressful but he worked best under pressure. While he did get everything done, it meant he had less time to text Yuma the last few days. He planned on giving his boyfriend a call today, maybe even a video call. Kou never expected to be the person to cling to his partners like that but maybe he just didn't meet the right person until now, until he met Yuma. The idol brought out a softer side in him, one that he didn't even have to this extend.

The last notes subsided and they stepped off the stage. Still blissfully happy and full of adrenaline. Kou heard Sakura and Masaya talk about something but he wasn't really listening. Quite frankly he just wanted to change outfits, take off his make up and call Yuma. Just when the thought crossed his mind he saw a familiar figure sit on the vanity. His eyes went wide and it took him a moment too long to realize it was Yuma sitting there. "He came all the way here and you're not even going to say hello to him? Rude." He heard Sakura laugh and that was all Kou needed to walk over to his boyfriend and pull him into a tight hug, giving him a kiss after. Not caring that everyone could see them, they were used to it by now. "I was going to call you soon. When did you get here?" Suddenly it all made sense why Sakura was grinning at him all day. The bassist probably knew about the surprise. "Fuck, I missed you so much." Kou said much more quietly, only for Yuma to hear, before he gave him another kiss. But he was smiling from ear to ear, unable and unwilling to hide his happiness.

Even though both of them worked in the brought field of music industry, Kou had a lot more knowledge about what that meant hands on. Surely they spoke about music every now and then, Yuma had watched Kou in his process of making music the one or the other time, but still he didn't understand every detail. Though he understood very well when Kou got busy with the last minute preparation of lives and he was willingly giving him time and space to do that in the most perfect way he could reach. Yuma admired how much love Kou put into his music. And the reward for his hard work shouldn't only be a simple phone call. Good that Osaka was on the way to Hiroshima.

Hearing those familiar voices made Yuma put his phone aside. His stomach tickled in excitement and the smile was glued onto his lips. He would enjoy Kou's puzzled look to the fullest. It was only a few seconds later that his boyfriend entered the room, obviously confused to the point that he stopped moving and not a single word left his lips. Mission accomplished. Once he finally started moving again Yuma sat straight to open his arms so he could embrace Kou into a tight hug. The feeling of their lips meeting felt relieving, as if he was scared he had forgotten what it felt like. "I missed you too!" Obviously, otherwise he wouldn't have made this stop. This backstage environment indeed felt pretty safe. The band was smaller, the staff was fewer, people here weren't really chatty about the member's private lives. Surely Kou had come backstage to Lovesick lives as well, but they had always behaved differently there. The fact that they could be this close now felt extra precious. "I was allowed to leave after the final practice. Everyone is going to Hiroshima today and I just stopped here to watch the show and say hi, with Sakura's help." He explained the story short and with the same smile on his lips again. "I had to promise to be extra on time for hair, makeup and soundcheck tomorrow though." Yuma had the thought that he should also stay in the hotel in Hiroshima with everyone, but then again... how could he resist to spend a night with Kou?

An unexpected bar night

It was unusual for Yuma to be out late, drinking, especially shortly before a live, but one of his friends suggested to check out a bar in Shinjuku that usually played visual kei and Yuma was looking forward to tell Kousuke all proud about the fact that he was spending time with studying the things his boyfriend liked so much. The had already planned that Yuma would stay at his place for the live-free time and he would definitely use that time to tell him about his excursion.

The bar opened at 9 and both of them had planned to go, have a few drinks, then leave latest with the last train. A couple of beers would not hold him back to still be able for the final rehearsal on the next day. The elevator brought them to the 4th floor and Yuma's friend went ahead. Last thing he saw was the red doormat with the bar name on it, before he stepped past the door that was opened to the dark bar that was kept all in black. Before he could even see he heard an 'ohayo' in a voice that was too familiar. The door closed behind him, in front was the bar with only a couple of seats, only two were occupied. Yuma did not keep moving as he couldn't wrap his head around this situation. Behind the counter was Kou, working? As their eyes met their lips moved as if synchronized. "What are you doing here?"

While his friend had sat down Yuma felt overchallenged, what was happening here? Just now he saw the third girl that was standing, holding some silver electronic hand fan, explaining something about it to Kou? A present? His boyfriend removed several present bags from the counter to make space and while Yuma finally managed to sit down next to his friend, two of the three girls left the bar. And with them Yuma's plan to only drink beer. "I need a shot...", he didn't check the menue. He didn't care what was on it, if they even handed out shots besides the tiny Feigling bottles, which he saw on a small screen. "Or a highball...", he added with a frown as he still didn't understand the situation. There were so many questions on his mind, but he didn't want Kou to end up in an unpleasant situation, so he held himself back, even more when another guy and two more girls joined. This was going to be a completely different night than he had expected...

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While Kou was having all those guilty thoughts all that Yuma could think about how he could get into his bad as quiet and quick as possible. The final rehearsal later that day... would be a problem for later. In his current state he wouldn't be able to find a solution anyways, so he didn't even try it. When he heard that Kou agreed to bring him into the dorm he was genuinely happy. Not because he feared that he couldn't make the last few meters on his own, but because he couldn't let go of him yet.

Yuma was a little surprised as he got picked up again, but he didn't argue about that. Instead he guided Kou into the house, through the lounge and dining room that were downstairs and up the stairs to the first floor of bedrooms, all with only gestures and no words as he was sure he couldn't control how quietly or loud he'd be speaking. He was also glad that noone was up early already, because there was no way he could come up with a good excuse for this scene. He could think of one later, if he got asked why a tall, dressed in all black man had carried him home early in the morning. Yuma had seen those funny stories of Kou and his bandmates while on tour. There were no blanket or pillow forts in the dorm and even though they were always encouraged to keep all shared places and their rooms tindy and clean, one could see that times could get busy and the group mates rather focused on their business, instead of the household.

Hearing Kou's words made him chuckle as he realised as well that this was the first time for his boyfriend to see his room in person. Instead of answering the question he fumbled his sleeping shirt out from under his blanket. As he was about to take off his clothes he felt Kou's helping hands, so he raised his arms, which felt a lot easier than doing all the work by himself and once he was changed and tucked into his blanket the feeling of the kiss to his forehead made him close his eyes. The dizzy feeling was not gone, but Kou's presence made him feel very relaxed. His hand reached out to get a hold of Kou's, just to feel his presence a little longer. He was right, probably it would have been best if he left now, but in his imagination he could just stay and leave after everyone left. "Kou? Don't beat yourself up, it's okay." The silent voice was broken by a yawn into the blanket. "You are a sexy bartender and I am happy we spent the night together." His lips shaped into a soft smile. "I love you." He repeated his words from earlier in hope Kou would feel less stressed out about how that unexpected night went.

I wish my hair was as silky and shiny as that cat's fur. w

But it does since your last treatment at the hair salon!

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@p-01-s-0-n-0-us I thought it was your head ww

@yuma-realsoft That's it!

What have I just seen?! I don't know if I can sleep tonight... ww

The cuts are so quick, are you topless in this video?! I saw your tattoos!

SORRY BRO!!! Don't wanna give ya sleepless nights!!

Ah, nah, actually not, I'm wearin' a dress, but it's been ripped, ahaha!

That's been the outfit! Buuut I'm barefoot, ahhah!

Yaaaa no for sure, but I mean the short band scenes! It looked like you wore something only around your neck?

…..dress bein' ripped into pieces by big mean man!!

... are you listening to meee?! ww

Ooooah ya mean THIS outfit! Yeeah!

#rena #why do I have so handsome friends (⑉ඉ⸝⸝⸝ඉ⑉)

👁👄👁

If... one can still call this an outfit! ww

The black hair suits you so well!

And this look is good for the tatts! ヽ(´▽｀)/

#visual #lvsk

#visual #4 years ago

#visual #lvsk

Because... apparently my boobs are a thing ww

#visual

@yuma-realsoft That's it!

What have I just seen?! I don't know if I can sleep tonight... ww

The cuts are so quick, are you topless in this video?! I saw your tattoos!

SORRY BRO!!! Don't wanna give ya sleepless nights!!

Ah, nah, actually not, I'm wearin' a dress, but it's been ripped, ahaha!

That's been the outfit! Buuut I'm barefoot, ahhah!

Yaaaa no for sure, but I mean the short band scenes! It looked like you wore something only around your neck?

…..dress bein' ripped into pieces by big mean man!!

... are you listening to meee?! ww

#rena

brokenheartedjubileee

ohhh I understand . the point of life is music

[Text Yuma ☁️💜] Please sneak out and come here.

[Text Yuma ☁️💜] I promise I'll drop you off at the dorm or wherever you have to be tomorrow for practice. I just really want to be close to you right now.

[Line: Kouzy 🐈‍⬛] I'm on my way 💜