Summary : I'm a non-sharing Caleb (from LADS), Verity (from the "Something is.." series - a Minecraft ARG) and Carlos Oliveria (from RE3 remake) yumeshipper. The ship name between Caleb & I is called "XiaVis" (âïžđŸ) , Carlos and my OC Jakob is "SyHeart" (đ€đ) and Verity & I is called "VerVis" (đđ€) .
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I'm Ovis! I'm a trans (ftm), genderfluid adult whose really into guys.
I usually draw and only recently made this blog to share more of my ships.
This blog will be featuring my yumes (art, memes, ...) and content I find relatable to my yumes (x reader fics, fanart,...) . I'll be using the #xiavis , #vervis and #syringeheart tag in each post for both archive reasons and for people to easily filter through.
Massive warning
I will (most likely) reblog NSFW content so minors do not follow . I will parodically check my following and block any minors following this blog.
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A list of all my fictional others (famila & romantic) as well as my boundaries with them (sharing/selective/...)
Romantic
Caleb (Xia Yizhou)ăâ±ăLove and DeepspaceăđŒ ÍÍ
non-sharing. #xiavis
Carlos Oliveriaăâ±ăResident Evil 3: RemakeăđŒ ÍÍ
non-sharing. #syringeheart
Verityâąïžăâ±ă"Something is" series Minecraft ARGăđŒ ÍÍ
non-sharing. #vervis
Last updated: July 20th, 2026.
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This changes as time goes on, but for the most part these are my hard "I will not talk to you" stances.
Doubles of f/os, doubles of mutuals, antis (anti-censorship, anti-ship,....), sh/ed blogs
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Uhm... Please ask anything and everything about my ships....or just yumeshipping in general.... I love yapping.
I might make a tag list for my own posts so, if anyone is interested let me know.
"What if Caleb went through and actually gave Ovis a collar with a bell like he said...."
Ovis ong wouldn't bat an eye... He's lazy... He loves to be pampered... He's honestly chalk this up to being a new fashion trend his gege was showing him...
"How did Caleb find Ovis so fast when Viper was attacking him...?"
Obviously he has a tracking device installed either on Ovis' phone or his clothes (the chip under his skin comes later) and was obviously notified when a weirdo [read: literally anybody] approaches his didi....
"What did Caleb do when he came back from patrol after drugging Ovis to sleep?"
I feel like he crawled into bed and spent either the whole night or most of it just staring at his pipsqueak... admiring him... taking in the fact that this is all real and HIS didi is sleeping soundlessly next to him.
Dividers are from this lovely post so check it out!!
A popular vlogger uploads an episode of their near-death encounter with a wanderer, and the hunter that rescues them. AKA: the comments start thirsting over you and caleb finds out
thank you to everyone who has supported <3
rafayels ver | xaviers ver | zaynes ver | sylus ver | valkos ver |
Synopsis: Caleb sees you holding a baby and suddenly realizes how much he NEEDS to see a mini-you.
Warnings: Breeding, Baby Fever, Mentions of Pregnancy, Public Smex, Use of âGegeâ, Size Difference, Sort of Dub-con for half a second.
Caleb always knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you. That was a given. But the thought of kids didnât really fancy him that much, after all, he was so selfish.
Wanting you all to himself at all times.
But today, something had snapped. It was all because of the Farspace Fleet Annual Dinner. He had brought you in like a pretty thing on his arm. Families young and old from his subordinates had gathered in the ballroom.
He had went to fetch you drinks and when he returned, you had a gurgling little boy in your arms. All wide-eyed and chubby fingers grasping at strands of your hair.
He had been uncharacteristically quiet the rest of the evening. âCaleb, are you alright?â You whisper to him as you find your seat at the table.
He clears his throat and tries to force a reassuring smile. âYeah Pips, of course.â
He was absolutely NOT fine.
You had just meant to grab your jackets from the coat closet before leaving. But somehow that resulted in it being locked behind you with Caleb so fucking deep in your guts you couldnât breathe.
He hadnât even bothered to pull the pants of his uniform down all the way. He tucked the band of his boxers right under his tight balls, slipped your panties to the side and fucked you in the extremely small closet.
âC-Cal-mmhh! F-fuck!â You gasped into his ear. The little prep work he had done made the stretch burn so much more deliciously. His Colonel Cap slipped down to shadow his eyes as he growled against your pulse point.
âOh no Pipsqueak. You knew exactlyyyy what you were doinâ. Holding that baby, beinâ all fuckinâ-ngh-motherly.â
Your breath caught in your throat, you werenât sure if it was from the way he was pulverizing your guts or from his words. âI just-b-baby was cute. AhâŠ~â
Your words cut off by his thumb rubbing tight circles around your sticky little clit. He chuckled in your ear, palm pressed firmly against your tummy where he was so deeeep inside of you.
âUh huh, sure. Doesnât matter,â his teeth are nipping at your throat as his shoulders knock dozens of coats into the floor. â-our baby is gonna be 10 times cuter.â
Your hands scramble to find any purchase on his shoulders. His breath is hot and heavy against the crook of your shoulder. âSâ-too much Caleb! I-I canât-not on the pill!â You try and muffle your moan against his uniform.
Caleb just chuckles at that, his swollen cock-head leaving wet kisses against your cervix. âSâ like you wanted me to leave a baby in here Pips. All swollen, achinâ for me huh?â
His thrust grow erratic, your cries building to a crescendo in the Ballroom coat closet. âCaleb Iâm gonna-âŠout! Ngh, pull out!â Itâs a half-hearted request really. You KNEW Caleb would be a good dad, would take care of you and a little one with no problem. Caleb clicked his tongue disapprovingly and simply pressed your face against the wall, before wrapping his arms around your waist.
Even though he couldâve easily lifted you with his Evol, it was strong, battle worn arms that held you up so your cute kitten heels were dangling helplessly. He used you like that dumbass pocket-pussy he bought back in his academy days.
Your cunt kinda sounded like it too. All gooey nâ wet nâ all fucked out.
âYeah, yeah tell me again you donât want my kid in your belly. Go on Pips. Tell me to stop, and I will.â Heâs slamming you up and down his cock to the point you canât even see straight.
âI-I want it!â You finally admit, walls clenching around his length like it was trying to milk him dry. âWant your babies, w-want you to fill me up-ahhh!â
The little bit of restraint Caleb had, shattered. Heâs murmuring absolute filth into your ear as he feels you cum around his throbbing cock.
âYeahhh, thatâs it Pips. Gonna carry Gegeâs baby? Gonna have ya all round nâ full of me. Gonna feel soooo nice and tight around me after I pump ya full of my kid. F-fuck I love ya-ngh!â He buries his face into your neck with sloppy kisses as his swollen balls tense up and pump load after load into your quivering pussy.
You donât trust yourself to walk, and neither does Caleb when your feet touch the ground again. Heâs giving you smooch after smooch as he pulls back up your panties, but not before giving your sloppy pussy a few pats for a job well-done over soaked panties.
But damn, poor Gideon only wanted his suit jacket and got free trauma for life!
summary: in which you ask about the lads boys condom size.
ft. xavier, zayne, rafayel, sylus & caleb
notes: suggestive content so NSFW / MDNI, xavierâs a little vulgar, zayne is lovely, rafayel wants to kill himself again (!!!), sylus is lovely again, caleb is strange. no explicit mentions of gender (!!!), only a few comments/compliments but nothing explicitly stated. thatâs it (i think)
p.s. this is based on a req SO i hope you like it (even if just a little bit) ^^
a/n: yesâŠthat is a cocoaxia original photoâŠno i donât want to talk about the implications of me going about my normal human business and stopping to take a photo of the condom aisle to subsequently use for A LADS SMAUâŠi do it all for the realismâŠdonât ever say i'm not committed to you ladsnationâŠty for reading (- -)(_ _)
doggy with caleb but his hips are so damn powerful and mean you canât keep yourself up. no matter how many times you prop yourself on your hands and knees, it pitifully ends up being a prone bone situation. heâs laughing as he knocks you back on your stomach, âaww pipsqueak am I being too wough?â while pinning your head down so you donât bother trying to get up again. he likes you like that: with no choice but to take his cock. completely under his mercy.
rating: explicit/nsfw
category: f/m, caleb/reader, reader-insert
tags: childhood friends to lovers, pseudocest, mutual pining, domesticity, playfight, sexual tension, homecoming, suppressed!caleb, yearning!caleb, submissive top!caleb, insecure!caleb, forced proximity, forbidden/risky, âbe quiet, granny will hear usâ, making out, dryhumping, p in v, mirror sex, backshots, leg hooking, aftercare, i think that's it?
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PREVIEW : âwait, what the hell?!â you gasped, your hands flying up in a knee-jerk reaction to push him back, but caleb's hands immediately shot forward to pin you back down against the couch. âsee?â caleb murmured, leaning down closer, his hot breath fanning across your cheeks, smelling faintly of the mint gum he'd been chewing. âyou couldn't even move before i did this. you can't even defend yourself, you silly girl. that means you still need me to protect you.â
SYNOPSIS : what was supposed to be a casual homecoming quickly devolves into a suffocating game of unspoken jealousy and long-awaited confessions where every shared glance and tight space threatens to collapse the boundaries of your childhood friendship. trapped between the ticking clock of his limited sixty-day leave and the terrifyingly possessive reality of how much heâs missed you, will the tension eventually snap?
caleb is coming back this summer.Â
the heat of early june in the province always carried a specific kind of weight, heavy with the scent of sun-baked asphalt, dry grass, and the faint rot of fallen mangoes in the backyard. it was summer, finally! the kind of summer that felt less like a break and more like a threshold. you had just wrapped up your sophomore year at the state university down the road, a year spent navigating crowded lecture halls, cheap iced coffees, and a revolving door of new faces that you tried very hard to care about.
for the first time in your life ever since, you and caleb hadn't shared a daily routine.Â
after eighteen years of being so aggressively attached at the hip that your shadows practically bled together, the last four years had seen you both drifted into your own separate worlds. it was a strange, quiet realization: you both had lives of your own now.Â
caleb had packed his bags for that prestigious aerospace academy up north, his childhood fascination with the sky hardening into a fierce passion for flying. you, on the other hand, had stayed behind anchored to the familiar soil of your hometown just to float between random orgs, shifting friend groups, and the vague pursuit of figuring out who you were when you weren't âcaleb and his girl.â
and today, he was coming home....
the question had been humming under your skin all morning, rhythmic and annoying like a cicadaâs buzz. did caleb change? would he look different? act different?Â
the last time you saw him in the flesh, right before his departure, he had already begun to outgrow the lanky, boyish frame you could map with your eyes closed. his shoulders had broadened, his jawline cutting a sharper silhouette against the terminal lights. he had looked less like the boy who used to help you steal guavas from the neighbor's tree and more like a stranger you'd cross the street to look twice at.
âmake sure you tell him to eat properly while he's here,â granny had mumbled earlier this morning, her voice thick with sleep as she shuffled around the kitchen, adjusting the mesh food cover over a plate of fried rice. âthat boy always forgets to look after himself when he's excited.â
you had laughed, buzzing with a restless, frantic energy, nodding quickly as you practically flew out the screen door. you didn't even bother putting on real shoesâjust slipped your feet into a pair of worn-out rubber slippers, the soles thin enough that you could feel the morning grit of the driveway beneath your arches.
gideonâs car was already idling by the gate, the exhaust coughing a pale plume of smoke into the crisp morning air. gideon, caleb's friend and the closest thing you both had to another brother, had come back from the city a few days earlier because of some vague corporate endeavor he refused to elaborate on. his early return was a stroke of luck; it meant you didn't have to brave the crowded public transportation to get to the drop-off terminal.
âlook who finally crawled out of bed,â gideon teased as you yanked the backdoor open and threw yourself into the backseat. the leather was cool against the backs of your thighs, a sharp contrast to the mounting humidity outside.
âi've been up since five, actually,â you shot back, leaning forward so your chin was practically resting on the gap between the two front seats. âgo, go, go. we're going to be late, gideon!â
âwe have forty minutes, calm down,â gideon chuckled, throwing the car into reverse with practiced ease. his hand spun the steering wheel effortlessly as he backed out onto the main road.
the moment the car straightened out, you immediately started. you couldn't help it. the questions poured out of you in a breathless stream, all of them centered around the one person who hadn't been here. because gideon and caleb were in the same university for college, gideon was your only real window into calebâs new life.
âis he still doing those crazy flight simulator hours? did he actually pass his survival training or did he cry? does he still sleep with three pillows? is he... does he look different, gideon? like, really different?â
gideon navigated the familiar potholes of the provincial highway, answering each query with a patient nod of his head. he was used to this. he had been the buffer between you and caleb ever since.
âhe's fine. still a nerd about planes,â gideon said, glancing at you through the rearview mirror with a knowing smirk. âhe passed the survival drills with top marks, obviously. you know how he is. he doesn't cry over dirt. and yeah, he's bigger. the academy makes them do a lot of physical training. he looks like a proper pilot now.â
you listened to every word, your head tilting slightly, your eyes fixed on the back of gideon's head. you were listening so attentively it almost hurt, your ears straining for something specific. a name, maybe. a habit. a detail that sounded wrong, or a hint of a girl, or a sign that he had completely outgrown the small-town girl who used to share his umbrella. you were waiting for a phrase that would confirm your deepest, unvoiced fear: that he had left you behind in the dust of the province.
but that piece of information didn't arrive. gideon just kept talking about credit hours, physical exams, and flight logistics.
âanyway,â gideon clears his throat, switching gears as he turned onto the long stretch of road leading to the junction. âenough about the golden boy. how's state uni treating you? your granny said you joined some theater production crew last month. you making friends?â
the spark in your chest caught a sudden, damp chill. your posture slumped just a fraction, the manic energy leaving your shoulders as quickly as it had arrived. the topic was no longer caleb.
âoh. yeah. it's fine,â you murmured, your voice dropping an octave. âthe theater stuff was just for a midterm project. it's over now. and friends... yeah, they're okay. we go to the diner near the campus sometimes.â it sounded dull. it sounded incredibly small compared to aerospace academies and survival training and flying through clouds.
sensing your sudden shift in mood but choosing not to press it, gideon just hummed, turning up the radio slightly.
you leaned back against the seat, suddenly feeling the distance between your body and the front of the car. with a slow movement, you pressed the button on the door panel, letting the window roll down all the way.Â
you were going to see him in less than fifteen minutes. and for the first time in your life, you were terrified of what his smile might look like now.
with a restless groan, you shifted your weight, sliding down the leather until you were lying flat across the length of the backseat. you lifted your legs, balancing your heels against the rim of the lowered window frame, letting the rushing wind blow right over your bare toes. the bright summer sunlight hit your face in a sudden wash, forcing you to squeeze your eyes shut as the shadows of roadside acacia trees flickered across your eyelids like a film strip.
gideon glanced back through the rearview mirror, his eyes crinkling at the corners as a quiet chuckle rumbled in his chest. âwhat exactly is the strategy here? are we airing out your feet, or are you trying to slide out of the car entirely?â
âshh,â you muttered, not opening your eyes, just waving a hand dismissively in his general direction. âdon't ruin the vibe, gideon. i'm getting into character. when we get there, i'm going to pretend to be asleep.â
âand why, pray tell, are we faking a coma?â
âbecause,â you mumbled, your voice dropping into a stubborn drone. âhe's been gone for four years acting all professional and pilot-like. i'm not giving him the satisfaction of seeing me standing at the curb like an eager puppy. if i'm asleep, he has to wait for me to wake up.â
gideon let out an amused snort but didn't argue further, slowing the vehicle down as he navigated the chaotic entrance of the terminal. the air became a noisy symphony of sputtering engines, the loud barking of barkers calling out destinations, and the heavy hiss of bus brakes.
then, the car came to a full stop. the engine remained idling, its low vibration humming right through your spine as you lay flat on the seat.
you heard the tinny ring of gideonâs phone bridging the gap over the dashboard, followed by the click of the answer button. gideon didn't even put it to his ear; he just left it on speaker, the sound cutting through the air-conditioned cabin.
âyeah? where are you? i'm near the main exit, by the yellow bakery,âÂ
âoop, i see the car,â a voice replied.
that was caleb!
your breath hitched, catching sharply in your throat. it was him. it was caleb. even through the cheap, compressed audio of a phone speaker, there was no mistaking that specific cadenceâthat easy, slightly raspy, slow-rolling tone that always sounded like he was hiding a joke behind his teeth. it was exactly the same.Â
âalright, hurry up. the traffic enforcer is already looking at me sideways,â gideon said, hanging up.
panic, sudden and entirely irrational, flared up under your ribs. you scrambled to pull your legs down from the window, tucking your knees slightly toward your chest, and threw your right arm over your eyes, effectively blocking out the blinding glare of the sun and the view of the front seats. you squeezed your eyelids shut until you saw spots, forcing your breathing to slow down.Â
just act natural. you're asleep. you've been sleeping the whole ride.
the crunch of boots on gravel outside the car door was your only warning. and then, the front passenger door clicked and swung open. âhey!â
your heart nearly leaped right out of your chest. the sheer force of it hammered against your ribs so violently you were terrified he would actually hear it over the sound of everything else. you closed your eyes even tighter, your arm pressing down hard against your brow line.Â
âman, you look like you survived a war,â gideonâs voice boomed, followed by the rustle of clothing as the two of them exchanged a brief half-hug across the console.
âmore like two years of institutionalized sleep deprivation,â caleb replied, his voice much louder now, much closer, vibrating from the seat right in front of your head. the car door slammed shut with a heavy thud, sealing the three of you inside the quiet space.
there was a brief rustle of a duffel bag being shoved into the footwell, and then a sudden pause. you could feel the exact moment his attention shifted.
âis... she dead?â caleb asked, his tone dropping into that familiar, amused lilt.
âpassed out about ten minutes ago,â gideon lied without a single hitch in his voice. god, you owed him a premium coffee for this. âshe was buzzing around the house since five in the morning, then collapsed the second we hit the highway.â
a loaded silence descended upon the car as gideon shifted into drive and pulled away from the curb. you lay frozen, every muscle in your body stiff with the effort of remaining limp. you could feel calebâs weight shifting in the front seat, the leather creaking slightly as he turned his upper body around to look back at you.Â
even with your arm covering your face, you could feel the weight of his stare burning through the fabric of your sleeve.
then, a low huff of a laugh escaped him.
âsilly girl,â caleb murmured, the word dripping with an irritatingly affectionate playfulness. âstill a sleepyhead. some things really don't change, do they?â
gideon steered the car back onto the main road, the smooth roll of the tires replacing the chaotic noise of the terminal. âi don't know about that. sheâs grown up quite a bit while you were gone, caleb. sheâs not the little girl who used to cry when you stole her slippers anymore. she's at state uni now. got her own thing going on.â
there was another pause, a tiny stretch of time where the only sound was the hum of the engine.
âyeah,â caleb said, his voice shifting into a tone that was harder to read, more contemplative. âi can see that. she looks different.â
âdon't let the height fool you, though,â gideon chuckled, glancing at the rearview mirror. âsheâs still a menace. but yeah, you probably can't carry her around with one arm like you used to.â
âplease, i can absolutely still carry her with one arm.â a fleshy slap echoed through the front seatâthe sound of caleb smacking his own bicep or forearm or whatever to prove a point. âthese muscles aren't just for show, gid. i could lift her and her bags without breaking a sweat.â
god, the urge to open your eyes was so overwhelming it was almost a physical ache in your chest. you wanted to throw your arm off your face, look at him, and tell him to shut his stupid mouth just like old times. you wanted to see exactly how broad his shoulders had gotten, wanted to see if his hair was still cut short and neat, wanted to see if that annoying, arrogant little smirk was plastered across his face. but the weight of your own realizationâthe sudden consciousness of him not just as caleb, but as a man who could effortlessly lift youâkept you completely pinned to the leather.
âwhatever you say, pilot boy.â gideon laughed, shaking his head as he accelerated down the open road.
the comfortable rhythm of their conversation was broken by the sharp click of gideonâs turn signal. the car slowed down, veering off the main highway and pulling up.
âalright, cay, this is me,â gideon unbuckles his seatbelt with a crisp click. âi need to drop by this studio for that project archive i told you about. you take the wheel from here. just park the car back at granny's house when you guys get back.â
âyeah, sure. no problem,âÂ
wait, what?
gideon was leaving?Â
panic flared up again as you stayed perfectly still, listening intently to the rustle of clothes, the sound of gideon opening the passenger door, and the heavy thud of his boots hitting the gravel outside. there was a brief exchange of instructionsâgideon reminding caleb about a loose wire near the stereo dashboardâand then the driverâs side door opened. the car dipped slightly under a new weight as caleb slid effortlessly into the driver's seat.
the door slammed shut. the heavy, reassuring presence of gideon was gone, replaced entirely by calebâs proximity.
he adjusted the seat, sliding it back a few inches to accommodate his longer legs. then, the car smoothly pulled back onto the road. and god, the silence that followed was deafening. without gideonâs easygoing banter filling the cabin, the only sound was the low hum of the engine and the rush of the wind through your open window.
should you open your eyes now? if you wake up now, it'll look natural. just a casual yawn, andâ
a subtle tug pulled at the crown of your head.
it wasn't painful. it was incredibly light. you felt a hand reaching over the center console, two fingers winding carefully around a single stray strand of your hair, giving it a teasing little pull.
your eyes flew open.
through the gap between the front seats, you finally saw himâcaleb driving effortlessly with his right hand on the steering wheel, his left hand extended backward over the armrest with his thumb and index finger still lightly holding the end of your hair. he didn't even look back at you; his eyes remained fixed on the road ahead.
but his eyes flicked upward, locking onto yours through the rearview mirror.
the corners of his eyes crinkled instantly, breaking into that utterly familiar expression. that lazy, arrogant, beautiful smile spread across his lips.
âgot a good sleep, pips? your gege's back now.â
the nicknameâthe one he used to demand you call him when you were kids just to annoy youâshould have earned him an immediate eye-roll or a sharp kick to the back of his seat. but you couldn't even bring yourself to reply. your tongue felt thick, glued to the roof of your mouth.
you just stared, agape, taking him in for the first time in four whole years.
he looked like a man.
caleb's eyes flicked up to the mirror again, catching the exact moment your gaze drifted from his face down to his shoulders, and then back up. your wide-eyed, breathless silence was loud. too loud.
for a split second, the easy smirk on calebâs face faltered. his prominent adam's apple bobbed as he swallowed hard, a sudden patch of color rising along his neck. he cleared his throat, a slightly tense sound, and quickly looked back at the road, his fingers letting go of your hair as he pulled his hand back to the steering wheel.
âwhat's with the face?â he asked, trying hard to force that casual lilt back into his tone. âyou look like you've seen a ghost.â
you quickly sat up, pulling your legs inward and smoothing down your shirt, desperately trying to find your footing. âyou look different, that's all. the academy must be starving you if you've gone all that just to survive.â
âstarving? please. they feed us like racehorses,â caleb scoffed, though the response felt a little rehearsed, a little too quick as he kept his eyes glued strictly on the asphalt ahead. âbut thanks for noticing. glad to know my hard work isn't lost on a provincial girl like you.â
you leaned your cheek against your hand, looking out the side window to hide the heat rushing into your own face.Â
somehow, the conversation didn't go the way you had scripted it in your head over the last four years. you hadn't greeted each other like two people who had spent their entire lives attached at the hip, starved for each other's presence. there were no desperate questions, no breathy laughter, no clumsy, overwhelming hugs that left you smelling like his cologne.
instead, you were simply staring out the side window, watching the green expanse of the provincial rice fields blur into a smear of dusty emerald, and then he was simply driving.Â
âso, state u,â caleb started, âgran says you're keeping busy. how's the actual college life treating you?â
âit's fine,â you replied, your voice matching his even tone. you kept your eyes fixed on a passing billboard outside. âit's a lot of reading, but my blockmates are nice. i usually hang out with maya and javi after our afternoon lectures. we found this cheap diner near the campus that serves really good sizzling meat.â
âmaya and javi,â caleb repeated, testing the names on his tongue as if trying to fit them into the map of your life. he nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving the road. âthat's good. it's good that you found your crowd.â
âmm. javi's in the theater crew too, so we usually walk home together when rehearsals run late.â you added, offering the detail up like a shield.
why did it end up like this? why did the air between you feel so thick, so cautious, as if a single wrong word would shatter a boundary neither of you had openly acknowledged yet?
âwhat about you?â you asked, trying to sound completely nonchalant, keeping your gaze trained on the side mirror. âmust be nice up at the academy. you probably have a whole new circle of pilot friends.â
âyeah. the guys in my barracks are solid. we complain about the flight instructors together. it keeps us sane.â
and then, that's where it happened.
âany... girls?â the word slipped out of your mouth a little too smoothly, a little too practiced. âi mean, the uniform probably does half the work for you up there.â
the car went starkly silent.Â
caleb didn't answer right away. he shifted his grip on the steering wheel, his knuckles whitening just a fraction before he relaxed them. it took a long drawn-out pause for him to reply.
finally, a gentle smile spread across his faceâbut it wasn't his usual mischievous smirk.Â
âyeah,â caleb said quietly, his eyes softening as he looked out at the highway ahead. âactually, there is. i've got a pretty massive crush on someone from the nursing college nearby. i'm planning on courting her this coming semester.â
oh. okay.
you didn't say anything for a moment, letting the sound of his confession hang in the air between you like heavy smoke.
âthat's nice. good luck with that.â
wanting nothing more than to disappear into the upholstery, you leaned further back against the leather of the seat. and you lifted your legs again, resting your ankles on the open window frame just like you had earlier. you stared straight into the blinding, white-hot summer sunlight, letting the glare sting your eyes until they watered, using the heat as an excuse for the burning sensation behind your eyelids.
college really is horrible. it really does change everything and everyone, doesn't it? it takes the boy who used to swear he'd never care about anyone more than you, sends him away for four years, and brings back a stranger who belongs to someone else.
you watched the provincial scenery go into a blurring motion as caleb pressed down on the accelerator, speed being his only response to the quiet.
suddenly, caleb cleared his throat, a nervous cough breaking the quiet. âwhat about you, pips? you mentioned that javi guy. do you... have a boyfriend now?â
you blinked, your eyes still stinging from the sunlight. you didn't even have to think about it. âno.â
within minutes, caleb steered the car smoothly up the gravel driveway of granny's home, pulling up right under the shade of the large mango tree. the engine died with a final, shuddering purr, leaving only the loud clicking of the cicadas in the backyard to fill the space.
you kept your ankles resting on the window frame, your eyes closed against the light.
then, you heard the rustle of caleb's heavy duffel bag being pulled from the footwell, and the solid thud of his boots hitting the gravel. but instead of walking straight to the house, the sound of his footsteps looped around to your side of the car.
a shadow suddenly fell over your face, blocking out the harsh heat of the sun.
you opened your eyes a fraction, only to see that caleb was leaning his arms against the window frame, his broad shoulders completely framing the opening. he looked down at you, a golden-boy smile playing on his lips.
âwe're here, sleepyhead,â his voice still carried that warmth that used to make you feel so safe, but now it just felt like salt on an open wound. âaren't you coming out? grannyâs probably already waiting at the door.â
you quickly averted your gaze, looking past his shoulder at the porch of the house, avoiding his eyes entirely.
âyou go ahead.â
â
the heavy heat of mid-afternoon had dissolved by the time your eyes fluttered open, replaced by the long-shadowed stillness of late gold.Â
you groaned, a sharp ache radiating through your lower back and neck from the impossibly cramped angle youâd been knotted into across the backseat. four hours. you had actually managed to pass out for four hours in the belly of a dead car.
you pushed the heavy car door open, your thin slippers slapping against the gravel as you stepped out into the humid yard. stretching your arms over your head until your joints popped, you shook out your numb legs, half-hopping, half-limping your way up the porch steps and pulling the screen door open with a lazy rattle.
the house was strangely quiet.
âgranny?â you called out, your voice still thick and raspy from sleep. no answer. you tilted your head, wandering past the dark living room where the old wooden rocking chair sat still, and followed a faint metallic clinking toward the kitchen.
when you stepped over the threshold, the words caught squarely in your throat.
caleb, completely shirtless, bent over the kitchen sink with his back turned to you. a chaotic battlefield of rusty wrenches, tattered rags, and rolls of teflon tape were scattered all over the tiled countertop beside him. he was clearly deep-cleaning the drain and trying to muscle a stubborn leaking pipe back into place, his skin slick with a thin sheen of sweat that caught the amber sunset filtering through the small window.
from this angle, the reality of how much he had changed hit you like a physical blow. but it was when he leaned further down into the cabinet under the sink that your eyes inevitably landed on the silver chain hanging from his neck, the metal dogtag swinging loosely against his collarbone.
you swallowed hard, forcing your gaze upward, and cleared your throat loudly to break the spell. âwhere's granny?â
the sudden interruption made caleb flinch violently, his entire torso jerking upward in surprise as the back of his head collided with the edge of the upper cabinet.
âouch!âÂ
âclumsy idiot.â you muttered.
caleb slowly turned around, still wincing, and looked up at you from his crouched position. you caught the distinct, deliberate way his gaze traveled down your frameâtaking in your post-nap hair, your dumb shirt, and your bare legsâbefore flicking back up to settle on your face. the intensity of it lasted only a fraction of a second before his easy golden-boy mask slid right back into place.
âgranny went down the road,â he casually leaned his hip against the counter, completely unbothered by his lack of a shirt. âvisited mrs. alvarez or someone. said sheâd be back before dinner.â
trying to appear completely casual, you walked past him, keeping a careful radius of distance between your shoulder and his bare chest, and opened the refrigerator door. the cool air hit your face as you grabbed the heavy glass pitcher of water.
âlook who finally decided to join the land of the living,â caleb watched you pull a glass from the cupboard. âfour hours, pipsqueak? i was about to check if you still had a pulse. you sleep like a log.â
you poured the water, keeping your back to him as you scoffed. âi had to make up for the four years of peace and quiet i'm about to lose now that you're back to annoy me.â
behind you, caleb let out a bright, boyish laughâthe kind of chesty sound that filled the entire room and made him look exactly like the sixteen-year-old boy you grew up with.Â
âyeah, yeah, keep talking...â chuckling, he wipes his sweaty brow with the back of his forearm. he leaned closer to the table, his eyes shining with a sudden eager spark. âhey, are you free tomorrow? they opened that new amusement park by the bypass road while i was gone. i was thinking we could go. just the two of us, like old times.â
you raised the glass to your lips, using the movement to buy yourself time as his words settled heavily in your stomach. like old times. but it wouldn't be like old times. not with him looking like this, and certainly not with a nursing student waiting for him up north.
you set the glass down on the counter with a soft click, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand before looking at him. âcan't tomorrow. i already have somewhere to go with a friend.â
âa friend?â his brow furrowed, a deep line cutting between his eyes as he stared at you. âsince when did you choose a friend over me?â
the confusion on his face was almost comical, because it was a look you knew intimatelyâthe look caleb gave whenever the universe didn't bend to his precise specifications. it was intensely ironic, a hypocritical double standard that made you want to scream. he could go off to the city, rebuild his entire life, and find a nursing student to court, but the second you had a life outside of this gravel driveway, the rules suddenly changed?
âjust a friend from state u.â you said airily, turning on your heel and walking out of the kitchen. âyou're not the only one who got a change of scenery, caleb. iâm all grown up now. i actually have a life and people outside of this house.â
you hear the heavy, silent thud of his bare feet following you, the sheer mass of him trailing you into the small living room like a shadow you couldn't shake. you threw yourself onto the worn-out fabric of the sofa, grabbing the dusty remote control to click the television on.
instead of sitting down on the opposite armchair, caleb came to a halt right at the edge of the sofa, looming over you. he crossed his arms over his bare chest, his shadow completely blocking out the remaining amber light of the sunlight.
âi'm serious,â he muttered, carrying that infuriatingly paternal tone he used whenever he wanted to control a situation. âdon't go hanging out with people alone just that easily. you're too trusting. the city might be a mess, but the town isn't exactly a sanctuary either. shit is unpredictable, and people have motives.â
you let out an incredulous laugh, snapping your head up to look at him.Â
âyou should know that if youâre a grown up as you claim to be.â caleb added.
you raised a single eyebrow, your lips curling into a mocking smile. âwhat are you implying, then? that you still need to protect me? that i can't handle a simple afternoon coffee without my big, strong gege holding my hand?â
calebâs eyes narrowed, a dark glint flickering in his irises. âshould i not? just because we were apart for a couple of years doesn't mean you get to be careless. you've always been too stubborn for your own good.â
âyeah, well, you should not.â you scoffed, rolling your eyes as you turned your attention back to the television screen, where a loud game show was playing to an empty audience. âi'm [age] years old, caleb. i am quite literally not a kid anymore. so stop acting like a hypocrite when you're the one whoââ
âletâs test that theory.â
before the breath could even leave your lungs, the cushion beside you sank violently. caleb lunged forward with a terrifying fluidity that you had never seen from him before. your brain didn't even have time to process the movement before the heavy, solid weight of his knees dug brutally into the foam of the sofa, effectively pinning the fabric down on either side of your hips.
in a fraction of a second, you were completely trapped. he had closed the distance so aggressively that you were locked between his thighs, his massive shirtless chest looming inches from your face.
âwaitâwhat the hell!â you gasped, your hands flying up in a knee-jerk reaction to push him back, but caleb's hands shot forward, his fingers wrapping around your wrists with an unyielding grip. he didn't squeeze enough to hurt, but the absolute finality of his hold made it clear you weren't going anywhere. a slow incredibly wicked smirk spread across his lips then.
âsee?â caleb murmured, leaning down just an inch closer, his hot breath fanning across your cheeks, smelling faintly of the mint gum he'd been chewing. âyou couldn't even move before i did this. you can't even defend yourself, you silly girl. that means you still need me to protect you.â
up close, the heat radiating off his bare skin was intoxicating, a musky warmth that seemed to fill your entire throat. you could see the tiny pulse point fluttering at the base of his neck, right above where his silver dogtags hung, dangling loosely and brushing against your collarbone.
âyou're a cheater,â you hissed. âthis is a cheap shot!â
âit's a reality check,â his grip on your wrists tightened just a fraction, a wordless challenge. âtell you what. if you manage to dislodge meâif you can actually get out from under me right nowâthen i'll let myself believe that you aren't a kid anymore. i'll let you go on your little date tomorrow without a single word.â
âit's not a date!â you yelled, the denial tearing out of you with a sudden heat. alright, if a game of strength was what he wanted to play to prove his stupid, masculine dominance, you were going to give it to him. you knew caleb. you knew how he moved, or at least, you thought you did.
âand fine. if that's what you want, you're going to get it.â
with a swift movement, you bucked your hips upward, twisting your wrists sharply against the grain of his thumbsâa self-defense trick he had ironically taught you himself when you were fifteen. the sudden, biting leverage worked; caleb's grip slipped, his hands sliding off your skin with a faint gasp of surprise.
âha!â you celebrated, a triumphant grin breaking across your face as you immediately reached up, your palms slamming against his broad bare shoulders to shove him off the couch.
but you had vastly underestimated your gege.
before your arms could fully extend to deliver the push, caleb utilized your own momentum against you. leaning his entire weight forward, his chest slammed into yours, knocking the wind right out of your lungs as he drove your back deep into the cushions. in the same breath, his hands caught your forearms mid-air, pinning them flat against the back of the sofa.
a loud, frustrated groan escaped your throat as your knuckles hit the fabric.
âyou're cheating!â you wheezed, your legs twisting beneath his thighs, trying to find some purchase, some leverage to kick him off, but his lower body was like an anchor. âcaleb, let go! in a game like this, you obviously have the advantage, you giant idiot!â
âi told you,â caleb chuckled, his chest vibrating directly against yours. the sensation of his hard pectoral muscles pressing into your softness was a sudden jolt that made your entire body go completely rigid. âthose flight drills aren't just for show. you're slow, pips. you're losing your touch.â
âi am not slow!â you argued as you thrashed beneath him. you tried to wrench your left arm free, but caleb simply slid his fingers down to lace tightly through yours, pinning your hand flat against the sofa pillow.
every time you writhed to escape him, your bodies rubbed together in a way that made your skin feel like it was on fire. the friction of his denim jeans against your bare legs, the heavy slide of his chest against yours, the tight, hot grip of his fingers tangled in yoursâit was completely overwhelming. caleb had stopped laughing. his breath was coming in shorter, heavier gasps now, his chest rising and falling in a ragged rhythm that mirrored your own frantic respiration.
âlet... me... go,â you panted, but he stayed hovering over you, his broad shoulders completely blocking out the rest of the living room, effectively reducing your entire universe to just him. his gaze dragged slowly down from your eyes, lingering on your parted lips, before rising back up to look into your pupils with a hunger that had absolutely nothing to do with a childhood bond.Â
âmake me.â
his hips shifted just a fraction, a subtle pressure against yours that made your heart completely halt in your chest. âtell me you don't need me anymore. say it like you mean it, and maybe i'll think about letting you up.â
if you couldn't get him off of you with pure physical force, then you might as well use your words. you needed a distraction, something so inherently mundane and unsexy.
you swallowed hard.
âcaleb,â you muttered, your voice hesitant. âi... i need to pee.â
caleb blinked.Â
for a second, he just stared at you, his chest still rising and falling raggedly against yours. then, slowly, he began to relax the iron grip on your wrists, gently pushing his torso back to give you some breathing room.
is it working? a tiny sigh of relief bubbled in your chest. that worked, didn't it?
âhold it in.â
your eyes widened instantly. the sigh of relief died in your throat. what the fuck?!
you gasped inaudibly, your body going completely rigid all over again. instead of getting off the couch like a normal person, caleb simply shifted his weight above you. he let go of your hands entirely, but he just slid his knees slightly to the side, repositioning himself so he was hovering over you at a slight angle.
âdo you remember when we were younger? whenever you felt like peeing, what did i make you do?â
your face burned a furious, hot crimson. you knew exactly what he was talking about. back when you were a pre-teen, you had a lot of difficulty with thatâa stubborn, painful urinary retention issue that made you miserable during long car rides or summer afternoons. caleb, being the overprotective problem-solving idiot he was, had researched it in some random medical forum and forced a habit on you: he made you press firmly on your lower abdomen, right above the bladder, hold it tightly for ten seconds to stimulate the muscles, and then rush to the bathroom to let it out. it always worked.
but that was when you were kids.Â
doing that right now, with a shirtless muscular caleb hovering right between your thighs, felt entirely indecent. the innocent childhood routine had suddenly been warped into something thick with a strange intimacy...
âwhat the fuck?â you cussed under your breath, your voice shaking as you glared at him. âlet me up, caleb. i'm serious.â
caleb didn't react to the swearing. his expression remained entirely unbothered, his jaw ticking slightly as he stared down at your flushed face. he was completely serious.
âhold it in,â he repeated. âthen press on it with your hand for ten seconds.â he paused, his eyes narrowing as he scanned your face. âunless... you don't have difficulty with it anymore? you can just do it without the routine now?â
to be honest, you still had that exact same problem. the childhood difficulty hadn't magically disappeared, and the trick caleb had drilled into you was a literal physical habit you had been doing ever since. it was a secret piece of your daily life that still belonged to him, even after four years apart.
but you couldn't bring yourself to speak. you remained completely speechless, your lips parted.Â
caleb studied your silence for a beat longer, the corner of his mouth twitching with a shadow of that knowing smirk.
ânevermind.âÂ
he suddenly slid his legs off the sofa and stood back up to his full height. the sudden rush of cool air where his body had just been made you feel instantly cold, exposed. caleb reached down, casually ruffling your messy hair with a quick hand, before turning on his heel.
âi should go back to fixing the sink back there before granny gets home,â he walked beyond the living room threshold, his bare feet padding softly against the wood. âgo pee, pips,â he called out over his shoulder before his voice faded into the kitchen.
now you were left lying there on the cushions, entirely silent.
â
the next morning brought no relief from the heat; if anything, the humidity had thickened overnight, settling over the house like a damp woolen blanket by eight oâclock. you woke up with your skin already tacky, your hair plastered to the nape of your neck, and your mind instantly pivoting to the afternoon ahead. today was the day you were supposed to meet your friend from state u at the town plaza, and the mere thought of sitting in a crowded bus while looking unwashed was enough to make you drag your feet out of bed with a sense of urgency.
grabbing your clean clothes and a towel, you padded barefoot into the indoor bathroom, ready to submerge yourself in the shock of cold water. you twisted the plastic knob of the shower faucet.
nothing.
not even a rusty trickle.Â
you frowned, turning it all the way until the plastic creaked, but the pipes only answered with a mocking hiss.
ugh, caleb.
he had been elbow-deep in the plumbing just yesterday evening, claiming he was deep-cleaning and repairing the lines, and now the entire bathroom was bone-dry. he had probably shut off the main valve or misaligned the pressure tubes with his supposed logistical training.
with a frustrated huff, you realized your choices were entirely limited. you couldn't wait for granny to get back from the market to fix it, and you certainly weren't going to knock on calebâs bedroom door to ask him for a favor after the suffocating display on the living room sofa.
there was only one alternative.
you shed your clothes and reached for a thin cotton sarong with a batik pattern that had grown incredibly soft from years of granny running it through the wash. you wrapped the fabric tight around your chest, tucking the edge securely over your breasts, and gathered your shampoo, soap, and a plastic basin.Â
if the modern plumbing was compromised, youâd have to do it the old-fashioned way.
the backyard was a secluded narrow strip of land shielded from the neighbors by a dense, unruly wall of trees and overgrown leaves. tucked into the furthest corner, sitting on a moss-slick concrete slab, was the old manual pump-well. the heavy iron looked ancient, its dark blue paint peeling away to reveal patches of orange rust, a relic from your childhood that hadn't been fully utilized since granny got the indoor electric pump installed years ago.
you set your basin down on the concrete and approached the pump, wrapping your fingers around the long iron handle.
you pushed down, and the lever didn't even budge.
âhnggggh!â you tried again, putting your entire weight into it, your slippers sliding slightly on the mossy concrete as you forced the iron arm upward to prime the cylinder. a screeching groan echoed from the metal throat of the pump, a sound so loud it felt like it was tearing through the quiet morning. your breath caught, your chest heaving against the tight tuck of the sarong as you pumped frantically, trying to coax the groundwater up through the dry valves. a bead of sweat rolled down from your temple, tracing a hot line down your neck as you struggled, your face flushing with a mix of physical exertion and mounting frustration.
âyou're going to break your back doing it like that.â
your hands froze on the lever as you whipped your head around, your heart doing a sudden flip against your ribs that had absolutely nothing to do with the heavy lifting.
woah.
caleb looked like he had just walked straight out of a sports commercialâwearing a gray athletic tank top that clung to the damp contours of his chest and black gym shorts that showed off the lean, powerful definition of his thighs. his skin was flushed a warm pink, covered in a fine glistening sheen of sweat with a white towel slung carelessly around his neck.
he took a slow step into your space, his eyes tracking the frantic rise and fall of your chest beneath the thin cotton fabric of the sarong. his gaze flicked from your flushed cheeks, down to your strained shoulders, and finally settled on the rusted handle of the pump-well.
âjust got back from a five-kilometer loop around the bypass road,â he tilted his head, a small smirk beginning to tug at the corner of his lips as he took in your disheveled state. âand i come back to find my pipsqueak fighting a piece of old iron. let me guessâthe bathroom pipes aren't cooperating?â
âyeah, because of you.âÂ
you pointed an accusing finger at his chest. âyou were the one messing with the plumbing yesterday, caleb. i don't know what kind of aerospace engineering logic you applied to grannyâs bathroom, but it's completely dry. so yes, the pipes aren't cooperating because you broke them.â
caleb didn't even have the decency to look guilty.Â
he just stood there, the corner of his mouth twitching upward into an intensely sarcastic smile that made you want to kick his shins. he listened to your scolding with an amused quiet indulgence, like he was watching a small kitten hiss at him through a window.
how annoying.Â
he didn't even offer an excuse. instead, he took a sudden step forward into your space. âcalm down, let me help you.â
instinctively, your heels slid back against the mossy concrete, your arms crossing tightly over the knot of your sarong to keep it secure against your chest. but caleb wasn't looking at youânot yet. his eyes were on the rusted blue lever. he brushed past you, his sun-warmed shoulder cutting through your personal bubble, and wrapped his large hand around the iron handle right where yours had been just seconds ago.
and within two pumps, a thick gushing stream of crystal-clear groundwater burst from the spout, splashing loudly into the plastic basin below.
it was going alright now, thankfully.Â
you stood a step back, your tongue tucked behind your teeth as you tried to look anywhere but at him. but you couldn't help it. your eyes inevitably traced the flexion of his bicep every time he pulled the lever.
and thenâsplat!
caleb pushed the lever down too fast, and a full burst of water caught the edge of the basin, ricocheting straight up and hitting you square in the face.
âhey!â the freezing groundwater immediately drenched your forehead, eyelashes, and cheeks, running down the front of your neck and soaking the top line of your cotton sarong.
caleb froze instantly. the sarcastic smirk vanished from his face, replaced by a sudden wide-eyed look of genuine panic. âohâoops, i'm sorry,â he frantically dropped the iron handle and reached out with both hands, his white gym towel already bunching in his fingers. âi didn't mean to torque it that hard. are you okay? did it get in your nose?â
as a payback, you didn't even give him the chance to wipe your face. before he could step closer with the towel, you lunged downward, scooping a palmful of the freezing water straight out of the filled basin and throwing it upward with a vindictive flick of your wrist.
splat!
the water slapped caleb right across the jaw and eyes, head snapping back in surprise before he shook it aggressively from side to sideâexactly like a wet golden retriever trying to shake off a bathâsending a spray of droplets flying from the wet strands of his hair.
he wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, a boyish grin breaking through his wet features.
âserves you right.â
âalright, fair enough,â he chuckled, his voice dropping back into that rumbling cadence as he looked down at you.
then, his eyes flicked past your shoulder, landing on the small plastic tray sitting on the concrete slabâthe bottle of shampoo, the bar of soap, and the clean towel you had neatly laid out.Â
âso,â caleb leaned one hand against the cool iron body of the pump, his gaze tracking a slow line from the soap back up to your wet face. âare you getting all washed up and pretty for that day out with your friend?â
you lifted your chin, âyup, i am.â
calebâs grin hardened, freezing into a rigid imitation of a smile that didn't reach his eyes.
the silence of the backyard rushed back in, thick and suffocating, punctuated only by the rhythmic drip... drip... drip of the water from the spout into the overflowing basin.
âright,â his eyes tracked a slow path down to the wet fabric of your sarong. the thin cotton had absorbed the splash, turning translucent where it clung tightly to the curve of your chest and the dip of your waist. âthe friend from state u. the one you walk home with?â
âjavi,â you reached up, squeezing the excess water out of your hair strands, letting the drops splash onto the concrete between your feet. âwe're going to the plaza. he wants to check out this old second-hand bookstore, and then we're getting dinner.â
âdinner?â caleb repeated, the word sounding flat, heavy, like a stone dropped into mud. âsounds like a lot of effort for a casual classmate.â
âhe's not just a classmate, caleb. he's my best friend at university,â you stepped forward, intending to pick up your shampoo bottle, but caleb didn't move an inch. his broad shoulder remained firmly in your line of sight. ânow, if you're done breaking things and splashing me, can you continue pumping the water so i can actually wash my hair? i'm going to be late.â
caleb looked at you for a long unreadable beat. then, a familiar smirk began to pull at the corner of his lipsâbut it was different this time. it was the calculating version of his smile, the one he wore right before he flipped a chessboard.
âsure, anything for my pipsqueak.â
he reached down, wrapping his fingers around the iron handle again, and began to pump. but he didn't do it quickly. he did it with a slow, agonizingly steady rhythm.
âyou know, it's just a bit funny. four years away, and the first thing you do when i get back is run off to the city with some guy iâve never met. makes a guy feel a little replaced.â
âyou weren't replaced,â you muttered, leaning over the basin to scoop up some water to wet your hair, the movement causing your sarong to stretch tight across your back. âyou left. there's a difference. you went to the academy, you got your own life, your own barracks... your own nursing student.â
the words slipped out before you could stop them, bitter and sharp.
âwhat did you say?âÂ
âi said you have your own life,â you repeated stubbornly, forcing yourself to straighten up and look him in the eye. âso don't act like i'm the one breaking rules here. go save your overprotective routine for the girl from the nursing college. she's... the one you're planning to court, right?â
the iron handle came to a sudden dead stop.
the water ceased its gushing, reducing to a trickling stream that dripped lazily into the basin.Â
instead of shooting back with a witty remark, caleb simply averted his gaze. his long eyelashes fluttered as he blinked rapidly, his eyes tracking a random crack on the wet concrete slab. for the first time since he stepped out of that terminal, he looked... guilty.Â
almost... shameful?
âwhat, lost your tongue?â you straightened up from the basin, squeezing the wet fabric of your sarong tighter over your chest.Â
âyou stand here lecturing me about hanging out with a friend, acting like youâre still my overprotectiveâugh, i don't even know, when youâre literally planning to bring a new girl home next semester.â you purse your lips together, but it's too late to stop now. âyou're such a hypocrite, caleb. go save your little 'hold it in' routines and your grand muscle displays for your precious nursing student. see if she actually tolerates your stupid, suffocating mind games, because frankly, i am so sick of hearing about how much you're moving on while i'm just supposed to sit here andââ
you cut yourself off, the words freezing in your throat. your heart did a violent terrifying drop into your stomach.Â
fuck.
you had just said entirely too much. the stinging venom in your voice hadn't sounded like a childhood best friend being annoyed; it had sounded like a deeply bitter jealous girl who was bleeding all over the concrete.
caleb's head snapped back up. the guilt in his eyes vanished, replaced by a sudden wide-eyed look of absolute shock. he swallowed hard, his adam's apple bobbing sharply as he stared at your face.
âthere... is no nursing student,âÂ
you paused. âhuh?â
âi-i made her up,â caleb admitted.
âi invented her the exact second i got into the car yesterday. because you were looking at me like i was just a distant cousin.â he takes a deep breath, eyes wandering away while he furrowed his eyebrows. âyou were so casual, so polite, talking about your university and your blockmates like my four years away didn't even matter to you. i got... i got terrified. i thought you completely outgrew me.â
and then, his eyes went back to yours. âi've never even had the thought to get a girlfriend. i haven't looked at another girl that way since the day i left this hometown.â
you stood frozen in utter surprise, your mind completely blanking out. what the hell? your hands numbed against the cotton of your sarong, your mouth opening slightly but no sound coming out. how were you even supposed to react to that? the chess piece you thought he was playing to move on from you was nothing but a sick desperate lie to get a reaction out of you...
caleb let out a ragged sigh, a bitter self-deprecating chuckle rumbled deep in his bare chest. he looked down at his own wet gym shoes, shaking his head. âi'm such an idiot. i spent four actual years up at that academy staring at flight panels, thinking about nothing else other than coming back home to this house, to you... and just holding you in my arms all over again. but gideon's right. college really did a number on us. you have your own world now.â
he looked you straight in the eye then, his irises dark, intense, and swimming with a vulnerability that completely stripped him bare. âand i just... i missedââ
he stopped himself mid-sentence.Â
his jaw tensed, eyelids blinking rapidly as a sudden crimson blush bloomed furiously across his cheeks and spread down to his neck. he bit his lower lip, tearing his gaze away from your face and looking out toward the dense wall of trees.
your heart was now hammering so violently against your ribs you were certain he could see it lifting the thin fabric of your sarong.
âi was scared too,â you whispered, breaking the quiet before you could lose your nerve.
calebâs head snapped back toward you, his eyes wide.
and you clenched your own fists against your thighs, keeping your eyes trained firmly on the concrete between your feet, too shy to meet his gaze. âthe only reason i was acting like that in the car... was because i thought you came back as a stranger. you got so big, and you looked so different, and then you started talking about that girl... and i just thought you didn't need me anymore.â you swallowed the lump in your throat.Â
âall this time, caleb... i missed you. so much.â
there it was, laid out in the open.
calebâs eyes widened in absolute awe, his breath catching so loudly in his throat it sounded like a gasp. he could do nothing else but to stare down at you, his chest heaving silently beneath his gray tank top.
but thenâshreek!
the metal screech of the front gates swinging open suddenly cut through the heavy quiet, the sharp sound making the both of you flinch and snap your heads toward the driveway at the exact same time.
that must be granny.
just like that, your confession was left hanging in the damp morning air, completely cut off as you both went inside the house with granny's slow footsteps shuffling into view. she was carrying two heavy plastic bags filled with mangoes and avocadoes from the early market, her small frame leaning slightly to the side from the weight.
âoh, you're both awake,â granny mumbled, her voice carrying its usual sleepy cadence.
without a word, caleb fell back into his dutiful grandson role, though his face was still flushed a light pink.Â
he stepped away from you, his large frame moving quickly to take the heavy bags from her hands. you swallowed the lump in your throat and followed him into the kitchen, desperately trying to smooth down the edges of your cotton sarong so you didn't look as completely disheveled as you felt.
the two of you stood by the kitchen counter, casually helping her arrange the fruits into the wicker basket. every time your fingers accidentally brushed against his while reaching for a mango, an awkward jolt went straight up your arm.Â
granny paused, placing a hand on her hip as she looked at you funnily. âwhy do you have a sarong on this early? and your hair is wet.â
âthe bathroom pipes aren't working, granny,â you explained quickly, your voice a little too high. âi was trying to use the pump-well outside.â
âah, that old thing,â granny sighed, shaking her head and failing to notice the suffocating tension between you and caleb. âcaleb, i told you to fix that last night. look what you did to your sister.â
caleb didn't say anything, just let out a small hum, his throat bobbing as he placed the last avocado in the basket.
âwell, i'm quite tired from the walk,â granny rubs her lower back as she turned toward the stairs. âi'm going to take a short nap. caleb, come upstairs for a bit and help me find my maintenance meds in the cabinet. my eyes are too blurry today.â
âyes, gran. i'll be right up,â caleb replied without a single second of hesitation.
he finally turned his head to look at you as granny started her slow climb up the wooden steps. his eyes were still heavy with everything you both had just admitted out by the well, but he couldn't stay. he gave you one unreadable look before turning on his heel, his broad back disappearing up the staircase behind her.
and then, you were just standing there alone in the quiet kitchen.
in a wet sarong. without a proper bath.
fuck's sake.
you let out a long breath, your shoulders slumping as the reality of the situation hit you. your skin felt sticky from the groundwater, your hair was damp and tangled, and you were supposed to meet javi at the plaza later. with the bathroom completely dry and caleb occupied upstairs, a real shower was out of the question now.
muttering a curse under your breath, you walked back to your room, peeling the damp translucent cotton off your skin. you were forced to just wipe yourself down with a dry towel and change back into your casual home clothes.
knock. knock.
âyou in there?â
calebâs voice bled through the thin wood of the door, the sudden wrap of knuckles against your bedroom  making you jump half a foot in the air. you quickly smoothed down the front of your fresh t-shirt, took a shaky breath to steady the frantic drumming in your chest, and pulled the door open.
caleb had finally put on a new shirtâa slightly faded black tee that somehow made his broad shoulders look even more intimidating in the cramped hallwayâbut he was standing there completely awkwardly. his hands were shoved deep into his gym shorts pockets, his elbows jutting out slightly, and he was deliberately looking at a framed vintage cross-stitch on the wall instead of looking at you. a faint, lingering trace of that dark crimson blush was still dusting the tips of his ears.
âuh, yeah?âÂ
caleb cleared his throat, his adam's apple bobbing before he finally shifted his gaze down to meet your eyes.
âgranny... uh, gran told me to get the bathroom pipes sorted before she wakes up from her nap,â caleb muttered as he rubbed the back of his neck with one hand. âshe said since i was the one who messed them up, i have to fix them right now. but i... i need an extra pair of hands to hold the wrench from the other side of the basin valve.â
he paused, his eyes searching yours with a quiet hesitant look.
âcome help me, please?â
â
the bathroom felt smaller than it ever had before.Â
you stood right over him, bare feet pressed against the cool porcelain of the floorboards, holding a heavy roll of teflon tape and a pair of rusted pliers in your hands. caleb was sitting flat on the floor, his long legs bent awkwardly in the tight space between the toilet bowl and the lower basin cabinetry.
neither of you spoke.
every rustle of his clothing, every heavy breath he exhaled, and every metallic click of his wrench against the pipe joint sounded like a damn gunshot in the cramped room.
your thumb kept sliding over the screen of your phone, lighting up the lock screen to check the digital clock. it was getting closer to the afternoon.Â
caleb noticed. even though his head was tucked beneath the porcelain basin, his shoulders went completely rigid the third time your phone screen illuminated the dim corner of the room.
then, the scraping sound of the wrench died out. caleb remained perfectly still for a long beat, his forehead resting lightly against the cold underside of the sink as if he were gathering a desperate amount of courage. slowly, he pulled himself back, his broad shoulders clearing the cabinet door as he looked up at you.
âare you...â caleb's voice cracked slightly before he cleared his throat, forcing the gravelly pitch down. âare you still going to the city with your friend?â he reached for the valve handle, his long fingers wrapping around the plastic knob with a hesitation that was entirely uncharacteristic of him.
the question was asked way too softly, way too hesitantly. he sounded small.
you froze, the roll of teflon tape slipping a fraction of an inch between your fingers. the truth was, the second those words had left your mouth by the backyard wellâthe second you had admitted that you spent four years missing him in the quiet of your bedroomâyou had already resolved to cancel the day out. you didn't want to go to the plaza. you didn't want to browse second-hand books or eat dinner across from javi while your skin was still burning from caleb's touch.
but as you looked down at calebâs upturned face, at the raw vulnerable waiting in his eyes...
âyes, i'm still going.â
why did you say it? you didn't even know. maybe it was a reflex, a desperate attempt to rebuild the walls he had so easily torn down out by the well. maybe you were terrified of what would happen if you stayed here alone with him while granny slept outside.
caleb didn't flare up. he didn't snap or offer a sarcastic remark. he just let out a low quiet hum, nodding his head twice as his eyes dropped back down to the plastic valve.
his reaction wasn't what you expected, and it made the hollow ache in your chest widen into something unbearable. what was supposed to happen now? were you both really going to sit here in the bathroom and pretend like you hadn't just shattered the childhood boundary? were you going to act like you hadn't confessed to missing him until it hurt?
âpips,â caleb said, his tone entirely too polite while he reached his hand upward without looking. âhand me the pliers. and... crawl down here for a second. i need you to hold the main pipe line steady while i tighten this last bolt, or the pressure's going to crack the plastic again.â
âokay,â you murmured instantly, doing exactly as you were told. you dropped the teflon tape onto the lid of the toilet and crouched down beside him.
the space was incredibly cramped.Â
caleb's position lied flat on his back on the bathroom floor. his head and shoulders are pushed completely inside the dark open cabinet space beneath the sink basin so he can reach the pipes. and because his legs are so long, the lower half of his body is sticking out.
âalright, look,â caleb muttered, his voice echoing hollowly against the underside of the sink. he pointed a long finger at the heavy gray intake pipe. âwhen i start turning the wrench on this coupling bolt, the whole pipe is gonna want to twist with it. if it twists too much, itâll snap the plastic threads inside the wall. i need you to take the pliers, clamp them onto the upper collar, and hold it perfectly still. think you can do that?â
and because you have to help him by holding a pipe that is also inside that dark cabinet, you'd have to lean your entire upper body over his chest while you crouched beside his hips and thighs.Â
âi'm not completely useless, caleb.â you whispered back.
ânever said you were,â he murmured, his eyes flickering up to meet yours beneath the sink. for a second, his gaze lingered on your lips, before he blinked and forced his attention back to the metal wrench in his hand. âalright. on three. one... two... three.â
you clamped the pliers onto the collar and squeezed with all your might. you could hear caleb grunting below you, biceps bunching as he threw his strength into turning the stubborn rusted bolt. but the second the wrench caught, your hand slipped on the grease-slicked metal. the pliers clattered loudly against the tiles, and the gray pipe twisted with a nasty screech.
âwait, wait! stop!â you gasped, your fingers scrambling to grab the tool again.
âyou're letting it turn!â caleb yelled, though it was more of a breathless panicked laugh than an actual scold. he had to throw his arm over your shoulder, his large hand coming down over yours to help you steady the pliers. âthere, hold it tight like that and squeeze!â
âi am squeezing! your hands are too big, you're blocking my grip!âÂ
âokay, okay, teamwork, remember?â caleb chuckled, his breath fanning across your neck. âlet me reposition. you hold the handle with both hands, and iâll just use raw force on the wrench. ready? go."
this time, you locked your fingers around the pliers, planting your heels firmly against the tiled floor and leaning your entire body weight into the tool to keep the line steady. caleb grunted again, a low sound deep in his throat, and with one shove of his arm, the rusted coupling bolt finally gave way, sliding smoothly into place with a satisfying click!
âis that it?â you panted, your knuckles white from gripping the pliers.
âuh, turn the valve. let's see.â
still hovering over him, you reached out and twisted the small plastic knob all the way to the left. for a second, there was a breathless silenceâand then, the hollow hiss in the walls was replaced by the rushing water. you both waited, eyes wide, staring at the joint.Â
not a single drop leaked out. it was perfectly, completely dry.
a breathless laugh then tore out of your chest before you could stop it. âwe actually did it!â
âgood job, pips.â caleb smiled, his hands coming up to clap against his thighs as he slid himself out from under the sink. âthis is exactly like that summer when we tried to build that stupid treehouse behind the old chapel. remember? you dropped the entire box of nails into the mud and blamed it on a stray dog.â a nostalgic smile broke across his face as he sat back on his heels.Â
you wiped the stray pools of water from the floor with an old rag, while caleb casually tossed the teflon tape and pliers back into his plastic toolbox. âbecause it was a stray dog! it barked at me and i got scared, and need i remind you who tried to use a literal rock because he forgot to bring a hammer?â
âhey, the rock worked for at least three planks,â caleb defended himself, catching the rag you threw at him with a grin, his eyes crinkling at the corners in that specific, beautiful way they always did when he was genuinely happy. âbesides, i was twelve. cut me some slack. at least i didn't cry when the roof fell through.â
âi did not cry because the roof fell, caleb, i cried because a caterpillar fell on my shoulder!â
âsame thing, baby. you were a total baby.â
âsays the guy who still can't sleep without a fan on because he thinks the darkness makes the room smaller,â you shot back, leaning your shoulder against the bathroom wall.
caleb paused, his grin softening into something incredibly tender, leaving behind the golden-boy warmth you had starved for over the last four years.
âi missed this.â he casually reached out, his long fingers gently tugging at a loose strand of your hair that had dried in a messy curl against your cheek. âi missed you making fun of me. the guys at the academy are too polite. itâs boring.â
âyeah?â your heart did that erratic skip against your ribs again as his thumb lightly brushed against the edge of your jawline. âwell... someone has to keep your ego in check.â
âexactly, can't have me flying planes with an oversized head, right?â
you finally stood up, your knees cracking slightly as you broke the spell of the small space.Â
âi'm gonna... i should probably check the kitchen. granny bought some fish earlier, so i'll start cooking lunch before she wakes up.â you murmured, keeping your voice light as you took a step toward the exit, your hand already reaching for the brass doorknob.
you didn't even get to wrap your fingers around the metal whenâ
thud.
a large palm slammed flat against the wood of the door right in front of your face, the sudden vibration rattling through the frame. you jumped in surprise, your breath catching sharply in your throat as you instinctively whirled around.
âdon't.â
caleb was looming directly over you, but it was the look on his face that made your heart stop. the boyish smile from seconds ago was entirely gone. instead, his features were twisted into a deeply troubled, desperate grimace.
âdon't go.â
you frowned. âwhat do you mean? i'm just going to the kitchenââÂ
âdon't go to the city today,â he interrupted, his tone shifting into something bolder as he stepped even closer, effectively trapping your smaller frame beneath his. âi only have two months here. that's it. sixty days before they drag me back to the barracks and put me back in a cockpit. so...âÂ
caleb hesitates, but he takes a deep breath.
âcan you just stay here? can you... spend every single day with me before i have to leave again?"
you stared up at him, your mouth parting slightly. fuck, you were blushing now. it must be so visible.Â
calebâs handâthe one planted firmly beside your headâslowly curled into a tight fist against the wood of the door. âit feels like i missed you a hell of a lot more than you missed me.â his voice dropped an octave, turning into a vulnerable murmur. âyou have no idea how many nights i spent staring at the ceiling of that concrete bunk, just waiting to see your face this close again.â
speechless, you could only look up at him, your mind completely short-circuiting under his honesty.Â
desperate to find some sort of anchor, desperate to make sense of the dizzying reality that calebâyour childhood friend that you should see as a brotherâwas practically begging for your attention, you swallowed hard and blurted out the first defensive defense your brain could manufacture.
âwhy didn't you get a girlfriend there?â you try, blinking rapidly as you struggled to maintain his gaze. âi mean it, caleb. you're... you're handsome, and you're well-built. itâs completely impossible that you didn't at least have girls trying to talk to you or court you up there.â
âwhy didn't i get one?â a slow smile broke through his troubled expression, his eyes glittering with a sudden amusement. he tilted his head down, his gaze dropping briefly to your small hands, before snapping back up to lock directly into your eyes.
âbecause... i prayed every single day. i closed my eyes at night and prayed that you wouldn't have a boyfriend by the time i got back.â you press your head further against the wood of the door, just when caleb nears his face close enough. âthe thought of another man touching what belongs to this house... what belongs to me... would really, deeply upset me."
he leaned down a fraction of an inch further, but then he suddenly breaks the proximity by pulling back.Â
âand... did you just say i'm handsome?â caleb smiled wider, his thumb trailing down the doorframe to lightly graze the very edge of your wet shoulder. âso... is that an admission? am i attractive to you?â
am i attractive to you?
your lips parted, but no sound came out.Â
the sheer audacity of himâshifting from a desperate aching boy to this dangerously confident creature in the span of a single breathâwas enough to make your throat go dry. you wanted to push him away, wanted to snap at him for using that rumbling tone on you, but you couldn't.
âyou're an idiot, caleb.âÂ
âthat's not an answer, pips.âÂ
he moved his hand from the doorframe, his fingers sliding slowly down the side of your neck. his palm was warm, a stark contrast to the chilled skin of your collarbone where the groundwater had soaked you earlier. his thumb found the frantic pulse point fluttering at the base of your throat, pressing just firmly enough to let you know he could feel exactly how much power he held over you in this room.
just outside, through the wooden slats of these walls, granny was sleeping. the knowledge that she was just at the other side of the roomâthat a single loud noise, a dropped tool, or a sharp gasp would shatter the quiet of the house...
âcaleb, stop,â you breathed, the protest losing all its teeth as your fingers instinctively curled into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him slightly closer instead of pushing him back. âgranny will...â
âi'm being quiet,â he whispered back, tilting his head until his lips were brushing the sensitive shell of your ear. âbut you're driving me crazy.â
a soft whimper caught in your throat, and caleb immediately swallowed it.
âhmghâ!â
you felt his hand sliding from your neck up to your jaw, tilting your face up as his lips came down to meet yours.
it wasn't the sweet, tentative kiss of childhood friends.Â
it was rather heavy, desperate, and laced with an aching hunger that had been rotting inside his chest for several months.Â
his lips pressed firm and unyielding against yours, demanding a response you had been starving to give. you let out a muffled gasp against his mouth, and caleb took total advantage of itâhis tongue slid past your teeth with a stroke that made your knees buckle.
you would have almost slid straight down the door if calebâs other arm hadn't instantly locked around your waist.
he hoisted you up, fingers digging into the flesh of your hips through your thin shorts, dragging your lower body flush against his. the solid weight of him was overwhelming; you could feel the hard contours of his thighs and the frantic rising and falling of his chest.
you wrapped your arms tightly around his neck, your fingers tangling into the short, damp strands of his hair, pulling him down further. you kissed him back with the same bitterness youâd been hoarding since he leftâpunishing him for the distance, for the nursing student lie, for the suffocating way he made you feel like you belonged to him even when he was hundreds of miles away.
your hands, tangled in the soft fabric of his black t-shirt, moved themselves to his shoulders, pushing against the stubborn muscle until he was forced to take a blind step backward. his heel caught against the base of the toilet, and with a muffled grunt, caleb sank down.Â
the plastic lid was securely closed, providing a seat that placed him directly beneath you, his knees spread wide to accommodate the sudden change in height.
you froze for a second, your breath hitching as you stood between his thighs. the sudden drop in his posture left you looking down at him, your hands still resting on his broad shoulders while he looked up at you through his eyelashes. you hesitated, your lower lip stinging from the friction of his mouth, and despite of it all, your mind kept on screaming that you were crossing a line you could never uncross.
but caleb didn't give you the chance to overthink it.
his hands reached up, palms slick with a light sheen of sweat as they wrapped firmly around the sides of your waist. with one heavy pull, he guided your hips forward. and then, your knees slid effortlessly over his thick, denim-clad thighs until you were completely straddling his lap.
âahââ
shit, this is such an intimate position!
the impact of your lower body hitting his thighs made a gasp slip from your throat, but caleb caught it instantly again. he surged upward, his mouth slamming back over yours to smother the sound before it could echo past the wooden door.
the kiss turned frantic, fueled by the weight of your body resting completely on his. it wasn't gentle anymore. calebâs tongue pushed deep, demanding and possessive, while his teeth lightly caught the flesh of your bottom lip, biting down just enough to make you whine into his mouth. you bit him back in retaliation, an instinctive nip that made a guttural vibration rumble deep in his chest. his hands moved from your waist, one sliding up to cup the back of your head, his fingers tangling roughly into your damp hair to hold your face exactly where he wanted it, while the other pressed flat against your lower back.
and then, without warning, your mind went entirely, terrifyingly blank.
a sudden rolling pressure moved beneath the thin fabric of your shorts. caleb arched his back just to grind his hips upward in a slow tilt that pressed the hard length of his arousal directly against your center.
then, a sharp jolt of pure heat shot straight up your spine, making your eyes flutter shut as your fingers clawed into the fabric of his shirt.Â
âcalebââ you gasped against his lips, trying to pull back just an inch to breathe.
âshh,â he breathed, his mouth instantly chasing yours, his lips brushing against your cheek, your jawline, before burying his face in the crook of your neck. his breathing was completely ragged, a suffocating thing against your collarbone. he didn't stop. his hand on your lower back moved down, a heavy palm pressing firmly against the base of your spine, and he ground his hips upward again, harder this time, forcing you to feel every single inch of how aroused he's just getting.Â
âplease,â caleb whispered into your skin, his voice cracking. âdon't move away. please... just let me feel you like this. iâm so tired of imagining it.â
âgranny will...â you whimpered, your head tilting back as his teeth lightly grazed the sensitive skin right beneath your ear. your hands were shaking against his shoulders, your lower body instinctively tilting into his next roll, a shameless surrender that made him let out a broken sigh. âcaleb, if she... if she hears us...â
âshe won't,â he muttered against your skin, his thumb digging firmly into your hip bone, locking you flush against him so there wasn't a single millimeter of space left between your bodies. he took a deep breath, his chest expanding hard against yours as he forced his movements to become agonizingly slow. âiâll be quiet. just stay. please... youâre right here, youâre finally right here...â
âi'm here,â you whispered breathlessly into his ear. âi'm right here.â
your skin was beginning to sting where it pressed against his. the agonizingly slow tilts of his hips couldn't stay slow for long.
without either of you consciously deciding it, the grinding turned into a drag of weight against weightâa quiet breathless dryhumping that sent waves of heat pooling directly between your thighs.
the fabric of your loose shorts and his heavy denim rubbed together with a soft, repetitive whisperâit was the only continuous sound in the small space besides the ragged, broken cadence of your breaths. calebâs hands were no longer just holding you; they were practically anchoring you to him. his long fingers buried into the flesh of your bum, pulling your pelvis down hard against his with every upward surge of his thighs.
âcalebââ
the name was clipped neatly from your tongue as he hitched his hips higher, a muffled whimper escaping your throat. you slapped a hand over your own mouth, your eyes widening in sheer panic as you stared at the bathroom door. the reminder of granny sleeping just down the hall felt like a wire wrapped tight around your throat.
caleb caught your wrist, gently pulling your hand away from your lips only to replace it with his own shoulder. âbite me,â he choked out a whisper. âbite the shirt. don't... don't make a sound.â
you didn't hesitate. you buried your face into the soft black cotton of his shoulder, your teeth sinking into the fabric as caleb let out a shuddering gasp.
he was a complete mess.Â
nothing more than a boy who looked thoroughly undone by your weight in his lap. a dark crimson blush had crawled all the way up his neck, blooming across his sharp cheekbones and turning the tips of his ears a burning pink. his long eyelashes were damp, fluttering rapidly as he kept his eyes squeezed shut.
every time your weight humped against his hard bulge, a whine would catch in his throat, a sound he desperately swallowed by burying his face into your hair.
you began to move with him, your hips rolling in a frantic rhythm that matched his pace, chasing the tight, coil of pleasure that was tightening in your stomach. this makes his fingers dig brutally into your hip bones.
âwaitâhey, wait,â he wheezed, his hips stuttering against yours as he tried to find his bearings. he was trembling beneath you, the muscles in his thighs and arms locked so tight they were vibrating. he opened his eyes, irises completely blown out, to look up at you. âyou're... if you move like that... i won't be able to stay quiet.â
âthen don't move,â you breathed against his neck, unable to stop humping him like a starving bunny.
âi can't,â he whispered back, a tear of sheer overstimulation tracing down his flushed temple. a soft, helpless whimper broke from his chest as his hips instinctively arched upward again, completely disregarding his own warning. he ground his lower body against yours in three quick, desperate, and torturously deep strokes, his head falling back against the porcelain tank as he fought a losing battle to keep his ragged groans silent inside.
âhow about...â you panted, âhow about we do this standing up? would that... would that make less noise?â
caleb's movements immediately stopped, his breath hitching sharply in his throat at the suggestion. he didn't answer with words; his large hands just tightened around your waist, and with a low grunt of exertion, he stood up, lifting you effortlessly off his lap before setting your feet firmly back onto the cool tile floor.
before your knees could buckle from the sudden rush of cold air, caleb's heavy palms guided you forward. you found yourself bending over the bathroom sink, your upper body lowering until your forearms were pressed flat against the cool, smooth porcelain basin...
right in front of the wide mirror.
seconds later, the towering weight of calebâs chest loomed against your back. he adjusted his stance, his long legs spreading slightly to frame yours, and then he crowded back into you. the thick ridge of his arousal aligned perfectly with your ass from behind, pressing hard against your thin cotton shorts.
he started moving again, but this angle... this angle was entirely different.Â
it was so much more exposing, so much more intense, because when you look up, your blurred vision collided directly with your reflection in the mirror.
you could see everything. you could see your own flushed breathless face, your lips swollen and wet from his kisses. and right behind you, caleb was a mess. his dark hair was thoroughly mussed, cheeks and neck burning with a furious blush.
with every thrust from him, the force of his hips sent a jolt of heat straight to your throbbing thing, making your hands slick against the porcelain as you gripped the edges of the sink for dear life.
âhngh...! calebââ
âshhâyou have to keep quiet,â caleb scrambled to scold you, but he sounded completely panicked, his breathing so loud and ragged it was a miracle granny couldn't hear it from outside. âgran's room is... it's literally right beside this. if you make a sound, i'm gonnaâwe're gonna get caught.â
even while trying to play the protective guide, his eyes shifted downward in the reflection. staring at your bent-down position, watching the way your body curved beneath his and how perfectly you took every push of his thighs, was enough to send caleb entirely over the edge. he went visibly harder against you, his long fingers trembling violently where they were clamped over your hip bones.
âgod, shitââ caleb choked out, his forehead dropping heavily against your shoulder blade, his chest heaving like heâd just run a marathon. his rhythm turned a little clumsy, a little too eager, his hips grinding up against you with an uncoordinated, desperate hunger that made your mind spin. âi... i don't even know what i'm doing. i almost... i can't believe this is real. you're actually here. you're really letting me do this.â
âcaleb, you're moving too fast,â you whimpered, your fingers slipping on the wet porcelain as he gave another firm, deep roll of his pelvis that made your thighs shake.
âi'm sorry, i'm sorry,â pressing a line of apologetic kisses along your shoulder blade, he consciously tried to slow himself down, his large hands squeezing your hips to steady the rhythm, though the intense blush on his face only deepened until his ears were practically purple. âis this better? like this?â
âyeah... yeah..â
suddenly, calebâs hands moved from your hips, his long fingers sliding beneath the hem of your shorts.
âhey,â he choked out. âi can't... i'm not staying behind these clothes anymore. i need to feel you.â
with a frantic uncoordinated rush of movement that was entirely fueled by a lack of control, he pulled your shorts and underwear down to your knees, managing to free himself from his gym shorts at the exact same time.Â
the sudden sensation of his bare, burning skin pressing against your uncovered backside made you gasp. âw-wait, caleb, what are yââ
he didn't wait. caleb guided the tip of his manhood to your entrance and pushed forward. with a slow, agonizingly thick surge, he slid completely inside of you.
the size of him filled you so entirely it took your breath away. your fingers clawed at the slick porcelain of the sink, your head dropping as a high broken whimper left your lips. caleb let out a long trembling groan against your shoulder, his chest heaving violently as he buried himself to the hilt.Â
âfuck, fuck!â
âbe quiet, caleb...â
âs-sorry, fuck.â a lazy smirk tugged at his lips in the reflection, his hands tightening on your waist. âsee? i told you nobody else could fit you like this. you're shaking.â
he buries his head into your hole much, much deeper. âdid you miss me this much?â
the teasing sting of his words, even now, made a surge of stubborn retaliation flare up in your chest. you didn't want him to see how completely undone you were. pulling your hands off the sink, you tried to straighten your spine and pull yourself forward, attempting to slide off his dick to break his rhythm.
it was the wrong move.
the sudden threat of losing you made caleb snap completely. his large hands locked around your hips like iron cuffs, yanked you violently backward, and thrusted into you with a force that was so deep and heavy it made your vision go entirely white.
âdon't run from me,â caleb gave another hard, bruising thrust that almost hit your womb, pinning you ruthlessly against the porcelain. his upper body slammed against your back, his face completely flushed a dark, furious crimson as he forced your head up. âlook at yourself in the mirror. look at what you're doing to me. look at how much of me is inside you right now.â
you couldn't even form words to respond. you were completely paralyzed by how big, how thick, and how utterly unrelenting he felt stretching you open from the inside. all you could do was grip the edges of the sink for dear life, your knuckles turning white as your body struggled to take his bare thighs slapping against yours.
yet, for all his dominant holding, caleb was a complete, crying mess.
every single time he shoved his hips forward, a pathetic little moan escaped his throatâsounds he tried so desperately to bite back, burying his face in your wet hair or chewing on his own bottom lip until it bled, utterly terrified of waking granny up outside.Â
âfuck, please,â caleb whimpered against your neck, penetrating you over and over again with each stroke making you cry out into your hand. he was trembling so hard the vibration traveled straight into your body. âcan we... can we do this every day? just until i leave again? please. tell me you'll let me do this to you every single day?â
you couldn't even answer him. you were too occupied, and quite literally occupied, by the way he's pounding against your ass.Â
he was driving into you, his pelvis slamming against your backside with a wet and heavy sound. it was too much. the fullness of him stretching you open was overwhelming, and as he bottomed out completely inside you for the third time in a row, the careful restraint in your throat shattered.
âaaangh~!â
before the sound could even fade, caleb's palm snapped upward to clamp firmly over your mouth. his long fingers wrapped tightly around your jaw, crushing your lips against your teeth and effectively smothering your next desperate gasp into a muffled whimper against his skin.
âi told you to stay quiet,â but even as he scolded you, his lower body didn't slow down for a single second. if anything, your loud reaction only drove him deeper into the edge, his hips pumping into you even faster. âyou're gonna wake her up. do you want gran to walk in here and see you like this? see what a bad girl you're being f'me?â
you were completely pathetic beneath him now. you couldn't breathe properly, you couldn't scream, and you couldn't pull away. all you could do was let out small broken whines against his palms, your tears wetting his fingers as your hips shook uncontrollably under the force of his penetration. you were nothing but a trembling, weeping toy for him to use.
âshit... oh god, shit, look at you,âÂ
followed by a groan, his entire body went rigid as he reached his breaking point. needing to get even deeper, to consume every remaining inch of you before he spilled, he reached down with his other hand and hooked it beneath your thigh. with one effortless pull, he lifted your leg up to force you to balance precariously on one foot while your knee was pinned up against his waist. âfuck, i'm so close,â
the new, devastatingly wide angle opened you up completely. it only allowed him to bury his entire length into you with a series of shoving that made your head snap back.
âdon't make a sound,â caleb choked out, his voice cracking into a crying whisper while he began to hammer into you with his hand pressing harder against your mouth. âkeep it in. take all of me right now. just take it.â
the final push of his hips sent your mind spiraling into absolute oblivion, your body tightening around his thickness in a series of violent, helpless spasms that milked him completely. caleb let out a sharp gasp against the crown of your head, his entire muscular frame going stiff as iron against your back. he knew he was at the absolute point of no return. even through the blinding fog of his climax, that ingrained discipline and the terrifying reality of the consequences cut through his thoughts.
with a sudden, desperate grunt of exertion, caleb grabbed your hip bone with bruising force and violently pulled himself out of you.
the abrupt sensation of emptiness made a choked sob rise in your throat, but before you could even register the loss, calebâs release hit you. he came in heavy thick spurts across your backside and the small of your lower back.
âoh, godâoh fuck, i'm coming, i'm coming,â caleb cried out, his voice completely fracturing into a loud mess. he couldn't even keep himself quiet anymore. âfuck, i love you, i love you so much. look at what you did to your caleb.âÂ
a crying whimper escaped his lips as the final waves of his orgasm racked his large body. his hand finally slid off your face, fingers trembling as he let go of your jaw, leaving your lips swollen and burning. instead, he dropped both of his heavy palms onto the curves of your hips. âlook at this fucking mess...â
meanwhile, your upper body remained slumped over the cool porcelain of the sink. your fingers were weakly splayed against the slick basin, completely devoid of any remaining strength. your knees were wobbling so much beneath your weight that the only thing keeping you from collapsing onto the tiled floor was the unyielding grip of caleb's hands on your waist.Â
slowly, calebâs heavy breathing began to level out, turning into shallow, ragged pants against the nape of your neck. he opened his eyes, staring down at the reflection in the wide glass mirror.
he could only stare at the mess in absolute awe. the sight of you bent over the sink, your shorts pushed down to your knees, your skin flushed a beautiful crimson and glistening with his thick, white fluids, looked like something straight out of the sinful dreams he had hoarded in his concrete barracks. it didn't feel real. the fact that he had actually touched you, filled you, and marked you like this inside his grandmotherâs house made his heart thump.
with a sigh, caleb leaned his entire weight forward, completely hugging you from behind. his broad chest pressed firmly against your back while his large arms wrapped securely around your waist to support your sagging frame. he buried his face into the side of your neck, inhaling your scent deeply as if he were trying to memorize it all over again.
âpipsqueak,â he whispered, his voice incredibly rough, gravelly. âhey... look at me. are you okay? did i hurt you?â
you let out a small whimper, your head shifting weakly against his shoulder as you managed to nod. âyes... i'm okay.â
caleb let out a breathy chuckle, and he tilted his head to press a soft kiss against your burning cheek. âdo you think we woke gran up?âÂ
you swallowed the dryness in your throat as you stared blankly at the porcelain basin. âi... i don't know, caleb. you were really loud at the end.â
caleb hummed, a lazy, satisfied sound as his thumbs lightly stroked the sensitive skin of your hip bones, soothing the small red marks his fingers had left behind.Â
âwell... if she's awake, she's probably just gonna think i'm clumsy and dropped the wrench again,â he murmured into your hair, his grip tightening just a fraction, pulling you closer into his warmth. âcome on. let's get you cleaned up. i'll wash you down, and then... i'll cook you that braised pork you love right now. the one with the sweet soy sauce and the star anise. how would that sound, pips?â
âthat sounds great, gege.â
caleb gulped at the nickname. âit's been a while since you used that on me,â his face breaks into a smile, and then he leans down to look at you in the eye instead of through the mirror. âwhat if you use that while we do it again tonight?â
caleb is an undefeated champ at the âseeing if my boyfriend knows meâ challenge. he sees two chips and knows exactly which one youâd pick. he knows which spoon you would choose to eat your ice cream with, which french fry youâd eatâ heâs even got it down to which pieces of lettuce you would eat in your salad, all with accurate reasons for his choices.
âthis chip because it has a fold and you like the crunchâ
âthis spoon to eat your ice cream because itâll pick up just the right amount, but if you were having a sherbet youâd pick the other one because itâs better for scrapingâ
âthis french fry because itâs longer, crunchier and has more saltâ
heâd even go so far as having you close your eyes and choosing for you, then having you look and choose one for yourself (and shocker, caleb gets it right every time)
caleb pounding into her pussy so good that every time he thrusts, heâs grunting in rhythm with it cus he just canât help it, just feels way too good. that or heâll repeat words like âtake it, take it, take it!â or time them with each apex of his cock brushing her cervix âgood. fucking. girl.â
bonus one where all he does is chant âcum, cum, cum!â like he can just summon it out of her if he begs hard enoughâŠ
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey! This is my first post... I'm Avian, just a dumb little teen trying to have fun in their silly little life <33 maybeeee i can post an introduction later idk !! have a silly verity x gn! reader :3
TW: swearing, perhaps OOC, Verity able to shift to have a body, bunch of timeskips, descriptive gore(?), cringe lwk, arguments, spelling mistakes (not good at english anymore), obsession, potential stalking, non consensual kiss, ect. Interact at your own risk.
Mob had been spamming you and Twixxel in the small group chat on Discord that the three of you had. He sounded almost panicked, reading the tone in his DMs and all.
ThatMob
TWIXXEL
[NAME]
GET ON CALL NOW
Twixxel_Letsgooo
Mob??
Ok?? Just a second !!
[username]
hello what
OH
give me a second :P
ThatMob
THANK YOU PLEASE I NEED TO TALK TO YOU BOTH ABOUT THIS ITS SERIOUS.
You were in the middle of eating fried rice and playing Minecraft with Twixxel when Mob DMed the group chat. You fixed up your [coloured] kitty headphones, tongue stuck out in concentration. "Wonder what Mob needs to talk to us about?" you murmur, hearing Twixxel sigh in voice chat and log off Minecraft. "Not sure," Twixxel replies, hopping onto the call with Mob. You then follow him into the group call.
"GUYS. I NEED YOUR HELP ABOUT THE NEW MINECRAFT HORROR MOD I INSTALLED." Mob immediately yells when both of you get on the call, the green circle around his profile flickering at his voice crack. At first, you're confused, then snort before bursting into laughter. The issue was that you have a laughing and timing problem. "No way. YOU? Scared? BAAAAAAAAAAa-HAHAHAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAHHHHHH!" you cackle, falling off your gaming chair with a scream. Twixxel laughs softly, amused, while Mob groans loudly in annoyance.
You and Twixxel log on to the server Mob invited you both to. You look around the world, searching for Mob, until Mob calls you both over. "Twixxel... [name]... come here..." Mob waves his avatar's hand as you and Twixxel walk over to him and see Verity, the smiling yellow ball entity, looking up at you both.
"Twixxel... [name]... This is Verity. Verity, this Twixxel and [name]." Mob says uncertainly, looking at Verity warily. Verity just keeps his usual smile, looking up at you and Twixxel. "Helloooo! I'm Verity; Mob told me all about you two!" Verity chirps, positive for someone Mob deemed "dangerous" and "tried to mangle him." you gasp out loud, immediately picking Verity up and spinning.
"Oh my gosh, MOB! Verity is soooo cuteeee!!" you beam happily, holding Verity out to Mob and Twixxel. Verity's face changes, startled, but he seems surprised at first before returning to his usual grin. Twixxel raises an eyebrow, turning to Mob. "This is it? THAT'S the danger?" Twixxel asks, confused as Mob grabs him and turns him around to whisper.
"Twixxel, PLEASE, believe me. He's a fucking monster." Mob whispers, genuinely stressed, as Twixxel glances back to see you testing Verity's knowledge happily and Verity responding happily. "He seems harmless. You might be paranoid from your previous mods, Mob. Besides, he hasn't hurt [name]... He almost seems interested in them." Twixxel shrugs, and Mob sputters, eyebrows furrowed in frustration. He opens his mouth to speak, discreetly discussing with Twixxel in a low voice while the two occasionally glance back at you and Verity.
The yellow ball entity wiggles, smiling at you. "You're very kind, you know! Don't let anyone use you for that trait!" Verity chirps, blinking once. You stare down at him for a moment before beaming, hugging him close to you comfortably. "I don't see what Mob means at how you're dangerous. You're really sweet." You mumble more to yourself, pouting softly at the thought while Verity jumps out your arms and rolls around you. "Did he really say that?" Verity tilts his head, if he even could. You realize you said that out loud and gasp softly, "No, no, I meant... Uh... Nevermind, don't worry about it! Sorry, Veri!" You scratch your head, a sheepish smile as Verity perks up at the shortened version of his name.
Verity doesn't remember the last time a human gave him a nickname. He doesn't remember someone being so... Happy to meet him.
Twixxel and Mob finally come over to you both, occasionally eyeing Verity. "Alright... We should build a house for you two." Mob speaks up, clasping his hands together. Twixxel smiles, assuming Mob wanted one house for the two of you to stay in. "Uhh, you mean two, right? It'd lowkey be weird if I'm sleeping in the same house as Twix." You tilt my head, not noticing the offended look on Twixxel's face.
Mob blinks, "If that's what you prefer..." he mutters and you whoop in excitement, jumping on the spot. "I'll get some wood! You two can just do whatever!" You triumph, grinning like a dork as you turn to sprint off.
"Actually, I was wondering if I could go with you, [name]!" Verity speaks up from Mob's shoulder, earning a surprise look from Mob. He and Twixxel share a wary look. You blink a couple of times before gasping dramatically. "Seriously? Of course, Veri!" you chirp, walking over to take Verity from an uncertain Mob. Verity does his infamous "yeah-hah!" when you pick him up, the yellow ball entity bounces onto your shoulder comfortably.
"Here, my spare pickaxe. Me and Twixxel will mine for resources. You two just be careful, okay? And Verity," Mob drops his iron pickaxe for you to take, his eyes not leaving Verity for even a second. "Don't even think about hurting [name]." Mob warns. Verity just chuckles, nodding. "Pinky promise!"
The four of you part ways. Twixxel and Mob one way, you and Verity the other. Mob sighs, genuinely worried about you. Twixxel notices, placing a hand on his shoulder. "They'll be fine, Mob. I'm sure of it." He reassures.
Everyone had gotten their resources and were now making houses for you and Twixxel. The atmosphere was very light-hearted at the moment.
"Verity, what's 425 x 6710?" Twixxel suddenly asks, looking at Verity. "2,851,750!" Verity chirps. "That's right!" Twixxel beams, making you and Mob share a look. "Just kidding, I actually don't know what it equals." Twixxel laughs bashfully, silence filling the air. "SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHâ"
"Well, this is it! That's my house!" you preen proudly, crossing your arms over your chest. You turn, mouth open to speak, but you notice how shaken up Twixxel looks out of nowhere. It must be how Verity mentioned his "I've genuinely never been this scared" series without anyone telling him Twixxel was a content creator. You blink and poke Twixxel's avatar. "He's AFK." Mob speaks up, walking over with Verity following behind him. "Ohh..." you nod softly, staring at Twixxel before deciding to hit him with your iron sword a few times before his stuff drops.
Twixxel_Letsgoo has been slained by [username].
"AYY, EXP!!" you whoop, not noticing the horrified stance Mob has while Verity blinks. It's silence until Twixxel respawns and immediately attacks you, making you scream loudly like a banshee.
"Mob." "Yes, Verity?" "Can I stay with [name] tonight? I want to hear about their ranting about this girl in their class!" Mob pauses, raising an eyebrow. Verity? Asking to stay with YOU? That was suspicious.
"I don't know. They have to hop off soon to have dinner." Mob murmurs, shrugging as Verity frowns. "I won't do anything! I just want to see them!" Verity whines, rolling off the crafting table to nudge Mob's foot. "Pleaseeeee! I'll behave!" "For the last fucking time, Verityâ"
"I FOUND IT!" Twixxel bursts through the door with you, clutching something in his hands. "I got the sourceâ" Twixxel stops abruptly, seeing Verity and covers your mouth to keep you from saying something stupid. Verity rolls over, smiling up at you and Twixxel. "Found what, Twixxel?" Verity asks. Twixxel swallows nervously, shaking his head. "Something personal. I can tell Mob later. Come on, [name]." Twixxel backs up, hand moving to hold your hand and leave.
The door closes and Mob lets out the breath he had unconsciously been holding, clutching his jacket in relief. Chat pops up, reading...
[username]: i'm gonna be right back!! need to grab a snack :3
[username]: omg wait my cat's on my lap
[username]: help me
[Twixxel_Letsgoo]: you're on your own sweetie /p
[username]: NOOOOO
Mob genuinely sighs and closes chat, turning to face Verity. "Fucking hell..." he mutters, rubbing his temples before looking out the window.
Verity notices Mob being distracted temporarily, perking up when Mob picks him up and makes his way upstairs to go to his bed and sets Verity on the little podium he always stayed in. Mob goes to his bed, pressing to lie down.
Players in bed: 1/3
"Good night, Mob!" Verity chirps and Mob grunts in response, dozing off for the night.
Twixxel reads through the sources he found on Verity, occasionally glancing at your AFK avatar. He sighs, closing the forums then walking over to drop a book and quill for you to take. "For you to journal too." He murmurs, "Back! Oh, thanks, dude!" You return, picking up the book and quill to keep in your inventory.
Twixxel smiles, looking outside with a sigh. "We need to progress to the next day soon. Get rest, okay?" He smiles, managing to pat your head in Minecraft, which makes you laugh softly. "Okay, okay! I will! See you, Twix!" You hug Twixxel, if you even could, quickly before turning to leave his small house and head to yours next door. Twixxel chuckles softly, fond of thay small hug. You were too chaotically sweet for your own good...
"Hi, Twixxel!" The door opens, revealing Verity. The yellow smiling ball rolls into the house, the silence deafening. Twixxel blinks, tilting his head until music started playing.
You had just woken up in the Minecraft world. Your avatar couldn't move though... "Hngh..??" You moan sleepily, sitting up lightly and looking around with a groggy gaze. You look beside you. It's Verity, but... HE HAS A BODY!? You immediately jump out of bed, screaming in surprise as you process the sight. "WHAâ!?" You exclaim.
"[NAME]!!!" Mob yells, sprinting to your house and bursting in, freezing. "...What the fuck!?" He exclaims, clutching his iron sword in confusion and surprise. Verity yawns, stirring and waking up. He stretches then looks at you, smiling normally. "[Name]~! You're awake! Hello! Hi! Good morning!" Verity chirps, shifting back into a yellow ball and nuzzling your avatar almost lovingly like a puppy. He didn't even acknowledge Mob..??
"Hey... Where's Twix?" You spoke up, noticing the absence of Twixxel. Mob tenses, looking at Verity. "He left." Verity chimes softly, sounding calm. Way too calm. You tense as well, smile wavering in fear. "He would've told us..." you laugh humourless, stepping back. "No..." Mob's eyes widen and he bursts out the door, going to Twixxel's absent house. You hesitate, glancing at Verity before following Mob.
There was blood on the ground. The bed. Even on the photo frame that held Twixxel's diamond sword. "No... No, no, no..." Mob drops to his knees, shaking as you stare at the scene in horror, hands trembling. "Twix..." you whimper, covering your mouth. His items scattered everywhere with EXP. There was a single bloodied bone, lying there. The sight was undescribable. It made you and Mob sick that you had to step away and throw up.
"Oh my stars..." you murmur weakly, holding back your tears. Mob tenses, hearing familiar rolling approaching from behind you two. Mob turns sharply, eyes burning with raged tears, while you turn around and step back. "Now, it's just the three of us!" Verity chirps, voice chirpy and cheerful. Swinging out his iron sword, Mob shoots to his feet, pointing the glinting sharpness at Verity. "What did you do!? Where is Twixxel!?" "Again, he left. He was probably in a hurry." "DON'T LIE TO US!" You shout, interrupting Mob and Verity, but too emotional to even care.
Verity's smile drops, seeing your and Mob's reaction. "He knew too much. So do they." Verity states, eyes wandering to your figure, causing Mob to grip his sword tighter. "Don't." Mob sneers, yet Verity laughs. "I wouldn't hurt [name]! No, no. Not if they can escape me." Verity grins, though it turns crooked, unsettling to look at.
"Run."
His screech pierced through your ears. Everything blurs as Mob grabs you over his shoulder and sprints for it, not looking back even once. You yelp in surprise, eyes wide, and flail your limbs in surprise. "Mob, put me down!? I can run!" "No, no, NO! Shut up and trust me!" "What is happening!?" "Just DON'T look at Verity!" "KINDA HARD NOT TO WHEN I'M BEING CARRIED LIKE A SACK OF POTATOES!" "[NAME]." You and Mob argue. Merely out of worry, playfulness on your behalf, and annoyance on Mob's behalf.
Lifting your head, your eyes widen at what you saw. Verity shifted, looming and elongated limbs with that uncanny smile of his. The sound of bones cracking are heard faintly, the entity letting out a loud screech thay held pure obsession and blood-lust.
"[NAME]!!! MOB!!! I SEE YOU!!!" Verity's distorted laughter ran through your ears. Mob panics, jumping while he runs. He takes a sharp turn, sprinting the fastest he could. However, he trips over a rock, dropping you as you tumble a few feet away.
"Mobâ!" You call out, and Mob reaches out to grab you. Unfortunately, Verity managed to spawn behind you and pick you up, shifting back into his Humanoid Verity form. "Ahah! You should've seen the looks on your faces!" Verity laughs softly, holding you comfortably against his chest as Mob tenses, staring in horror. God...
It's been a week. You stopped helping Mob about this temporarily since you were shaken up. Especially at the fact Twixxel doesn't respond to his DMs anymore. Mob was devastated, but he understood you needed space. He needed time from this too.
You made a new world. It was cozy, comfortable to be in without the harm of any mobs as it was on Peaceful mode. You built a little house, got resources, and just relaxed. You needed this.
Sadly, you weren't alone. You realized the moment your game mode switched to Survival.
"What?" you notice chat pinged with "switched to survival mode," confusing you. You tilt your head, checking your settings to change it back to peaceful. A second later, it's survival mode again. Albeit disturbed, you leave settings and look around, leaving your house to see if there was something that could tell you what was wrong. If that was even possible.
Every step you took, you heard another pair just behind you. You occasionally look behind you, becoming anxious to see nothing there. However, you walk forward, hoping it was just you being paranoid.
"Gosh... I swear, if someone joined my server to troll me..." you mumble under your breath, eyebrows furrowed. You suddenly stop, unable to move. "What..??" You look around desperately, trying to make sense of the situation until you freeze, seeing the familiar horrifying AI.
"[Name]! There you are!" Verity chirps, rolling over and bouncing in front of you before shifting into Humanoid form. "I've been waiting for you to notice me! I went mining with you, watched you build all this... It's amazing craftsmanship!" Verity chimes, clasping his hands together.
Your eyes widen, trying to process the sight. Verity stalked you these last few weeks... You didn't even know...? Oh stars... Verity wraps his arms around your avatar, nuzzling your head with his possessively. "I had to leave Mob and transfer all the minecraft servers to get to you. Now, it's just you and me! Forever and ever!" Verity coos, burying his face into your neck as you tremble softly.
"It's just us. Isn't..." Verity murmurs, his lips a hairbreadth away from yours. A soft, almost lovingly possessive kiss clashes in. You tried to pull away, but Verity presses further, smirking against your lips smugly whilst he pulls you impossibly closer. Finally, after 2 minutes that felt eternity, he pulls away, beaming happily and tucking your head where the underside of his chin with be if he had a neck.
"Isn't this better? I never knew I could feel emotions. Yet with you... I feel the need to keep you with me. I love you, [username]. Mine and mine alone. âĄ" Verity claims, holding you close as he watched you give up trying to struggle, making him feel pleased.
You're stuck with him and his obsessive nature. No matter the server hopping, no matter how much you run... He always finds you.
â§ summary: verity needs you to stay with him, he needs you to need him. So you show him all the love you can, always treating him so wonderfully. It drives him wild
â§ tags: humanoid!verity x caring!reader, fluff, slight angst, mentions of attachment issues, harsh loving, harsh romance, overly affectionate, no gender specified, obsessive verity, romantic relationship, no smut, sfw, touchy!reader x touchy!verity, begging, slight worship, verity in a suit/humanoid.
â§ Time stamp: after the chase. you calmed him down by coming back to him, but he still felt uncared for.
â°ââ€side note: Iâm sorry for any mischaracterization. Iâve been stuck on him for awhile, and seeing very little fan fictions of him makes me want to add some of my own. Poor verity needs sum love. (Uhm this can be slightly confusing to think about either being consciously in or out of the game)
Verity has been so needy after what happened. He seemed to believe your words, and truly wanted to trust you that you wouldnât leave. Sometimes heâd always ask you strange questions like,
âWhy do you need to go trade with villagers, when you can stay here with me?â
âdo you ever think of me outside of the game?â
It was all strange to you, how verity will get slightly ticked off by the slightest things. For example, how youâd try to go to villages for trades or how youâd sometimes not bring verity along on your adventures, even if they were only a few meters from your base.
Curently, you had just woke up, alright starting your day off with some classic mining. Youâd let verity follow you, heâd help you by telling you where all the useful ores you need.
He loved helping his favorite new friend. He wanted to see you everywhere, he loved how you kept him so close from now on.
âHey verity! Do you know where the nearest villagers are?â You said, spinning your head back to look at him.
â80 blocks to the west!!â He said in his usual joyful tone. He seemed really happy to be with you right now.
You nodded, softly grabbing his hand. Verity stared at your hand in his for a moment, he suddenly looked back up at you, his cheeks flushing a gentle light pink.
After the village, youâre in your house crafting the supplies youâd need for the nether. Verity wasnât too far, he was standing by, watching your every move.
He was awfully quiet since you got back home from the village, you were getting slightly anxious from the prolonged silence. You decided to form some sort of conversation with him.
âHey verity, do you know some supplies Iâd need for the nether?â You looked at him, verity paying attention to the sound of your voice.
The silence stretched for a little bit, before verity finally spoke up.
âWhy do you need to go there? Iâm right here, I can give you everything you needâ verity spoke in a quick, desperate voice. It made you even more nervous, not wanting to make him upset again like that one night.
âUhm, what do you mean?â You replied, tilting your head slightly at the little context given to his question.
âAsk me for the supplies you need.â Verity said in a flat tone, stepping slightly close to you. You turned your body to face him completely.
âCan⊠you give me some eyes of ender?â You spoke, slightly hesitant at his request.
Verity suddenly dropped half a stack of eyes of ender infront of you. You were stunted, slowly taking them in shock. You smiled up at him.
You took a few steps to him, your arms spreading out to hug him.
âThank you!! I really didnât know you could do thatâ you beamed, hugging him tighter then any normal hug youâve given him.. Verity pausing for a moment, before wrapping his arms around you.
You gently pressed a soft kiss to his circular cheek, verity perking up st the sudden impact of your lips on him.
Out of all of his years.. out of all the people who left, heâs never had someone like this. He needed to keep you, he couldnât ever let you leave.
Verity stayed quiet, but as soon as you tried to pull away, his grip tightened. Of course not enough to hurt you, but enough for you to know he wants you to stay put.
âPlease do that again. Please kiss me again, please donât leave me. Please take me everywhere with you, let me take care of you.â He rambled on, his mouth forming a wide smile, verityâs teeth showing.
âVerity.. Iââ
âPlease. Please [reader], pleasepleaseplease Iâm not gonna ask again.â He begged, his voice getting more desperate and annoyed by the second, his hands shaking as he gripped you.
You gently pressed your lips to mouth. He had no lips but whatever works for you. Verityâs hands went to your cheeks, his hands grasping your face gently.
Once you pulled away, he stared at your face with his usual smile. But it was wider, his eyes looked so lovesick, he looked so dangerous.
âYou wonât leave right? Youâll stay here and let me care for you? Always come back for me. Always.. let me be with you?â He said with a shaky tone, his hands still resting on your cheeks.
âOf course not, verity. Iâll try my best to always be here with you. And even when Iâm offline, I think about youâ you said with a smile. Your hands resting on his waist as you leaned your head on his chest.
âPromise me.â He had an almost silent tone. He was extremely love struck. He wanted to always feel, see, hear you everywhere. It drove him crazy how you always cared, how you always loved him.
âI promise, verity.â You said with a soft hum, your eyes closing gently as you rested on his chest. Verity looked down at you, his smile still spread across his face.
Heâd finally found someone who wonât leave him. Whoâll love him forever. Whoâll stay with him. Whoâll expect him.
â§ During night time
Verity had his own little room next to your bed upstairs. It was perfect to watch you sleep throughout the night. He loved seeing how your face scrunched up, how your cheeks squished together against the pillow, he noticed everything about you. Every single thing.
You were just about to go to bed, you noticed verity across the room, just laying there. He seemed lost in thought when you stared longer.
âUhm, Hey verity.â Your tired voice filled the silence, sitting your body up on your bed. Verity immediately sat up once he heard your voice.
âHow may I help you, dear?â He said, his voice oddly cheerful from how late it was at night.
âWould you like to lay down with me?â You said suddenly, pulling out a bed from the village you stole from, and placing it next to yours. Verity stayed silent for a moment, analyzing your face.
âYes..â he said, slowly getting up and walked over to your bed, sitting down next to you. He gently plopped down, his smile widening ever so slightly.
Verity loved looking close up at you. You were so amazing in his eyes. You were his everything, something that kept him sane.
âGoodnight my love.â You said with a yawn, stretching your arms as you laid down.
âGood.. night, dear.â He said, his eyes still fixated on your face. He was gonna make sure you stayed forever.
This was my first ever fic of verity, I love that silly little ball.
pls guys donât flop this took me so long to make cuz i dont have any ideasđđ
i know its not that exciting as my last two parts im so sorry đ
tags: after the incident verity started acting weird and clingy đ„șđ„ș
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The second you turned around. You were face to face with the monster, he broke the windowâ you screamed. But it was too late.
Before it reaches out to snatch you. You barely dodged it and ran immediately to the door and broke the fences to run back to your house. You swore you could hear him right behind you.
You immediately opened the door and closed it when you enteredâ along with blocking it with wooden planks and stepped back to your back pressed against the window⊠you thought it was over? NoâŠ
The door got yanked off and flew past you and broke the window. You let out a yelp before running upstairs and blocking the stairs with anything from your inventory. You were panting as you turned to see Verity⊠thought his back was facing you which was weird considering he had always faced you.
âVERITY- PLEASE! I came back for you? See?! Please.. just- just forgive me Verity⊠pleaseâ You plead. The monsterâs voice faded and vanished slowly after
âYou came back⊠for me? T-took you long enoughâŠâ
You switched from looking at the blocked stairs to Verity. He was facing you with a smile
âYes⊠i didâ
After a small moment of quiet. You mumbled to yourself. âItâs over⊠itâs finally overâ
After a long rest and the sun started showing up. You started removing the blockage you caused on the windows and stairs and everything that reminded you of the incident.
âHey, Verity⊠is there anything i should now?â
"Good morning! The sky's really clear today, so itâs super nice out if you want to go for a walk. Oh, and I was thinking maybe we could bake something later or just hang out by the lake if you're up for it!"
âHm, thatâs.. thatâs a good idea, Verity" You smiled warmly before picking him up and went to do the things he said. As if nothing happened just a few hours ago.
You were walking for a long time now with Verity. You found a Village! Not that Village though
âOh we found a Village!â
âDonât go thereâ
You knew better than to argue âOkay thenâ
You decided to plant flowers using the tool hoe next to your house to decorate it. Though you didnât have a bucket of water to soak it.
âBruh. Verity, when will it rain?â You asked. Expecting him to predict a long time or maybe never but it was the exact opposite
âIn 5 secondsâ
â5 secondsââ It started raining
There was a few seconds of silence
âWhat the?! Wow Verity! Thats crazy!â
âYou always say thatâ
âOf course i would!â
You mined and earned irons and diamonds and alot of valuable things with Verityâs help. You also sat with him by the lake with a comfortable silence rather than the awful ones youâre used to⊠it was nice
You went back home. You were bored since you were still feeling energetic so you decided to talk with Verity. âHey there, Verity⊠im kinda bored soo⊠give me a fun factâ You said with a grin, expecting him to actually give a fun fact
"Fun fact! Whales can swim thousands of miles alone in the dark, and they just keep singing even if nobody ever answers them."
âWth.. Verity, i said fun⊠thatâs sadâ
âI know. Thatâs just how life is, isnât it?â
Later. You asked him you want to go to a Village⊠even thought he said earlier donât go there
âHey Verity. Is there a Village near me... Iâm thinking about heading to the nearest village today. My iron tools are pretty worn out, and I need to see if the blacksmith has any upgraded armor or iron sets I can trade for."
âWhy.â His voice sounded empty.
âBecause I need to use the blacksmith. My toolsââ
âiâll give you the blacksmith. You just ask meâ
âOh.. uh, thanks i guess but i really wanna go to a Village andââ
âStop looking for other people⊠you have me. Am i not enough?â
You didnât speak⊠a long awkward silence before he breaks the silence with
"What materials do you need for the blacksmith?" His voice drastically changed from serious to buoyant
âI... just need a blast furnace, some coal, and an anvil to fix up my iron gear. And maybe trade for a better shield."
âIf you head straight east toward the mountain, thereâs a cave stocked with enough iron and coal for you to build a forge and craft whatever gear you need!â
âOkay i guessâ You breathed out
Later at midnight. You were sick of it⊠you were tired of Verityâs controlling you and being possessive towards you. Youâre tired of him restricting where you go and what you do. Heâs just a mod⊠he should listen to you
âVerity, iâm gonna be back soonââ
âWhere are you going? Take me with you.â He demanded, his voice devoid of any warmth and friendliness
âDonât worry about it. Verity! Iâll be back i promise!â
âNO- NO! TAKE ME WITH YOUâ His voice started raising but you immediately left and ran to find a Village or just.. be away from him for once and breath without him measuring every single breath you take.
Eventually, you managed to detect a village by itâs lights and found Villagers there. You hoped Verity doesnât find out and kills all those Villagersâ or maybe he already knows. He knows everything
The quiet of the village had felt like a relief at first. For days, you stayed there. You traded with Villagers and slept in one of their houses and stayed there for couples of days. Though today, you woke up in the middle of the night. You clicked the hed to fall back asleep but those damned texts appeared on your screen
Verity is nearby. You cannot fall asleep
Shit! He took it too seriously⊠but you were prepared for this since you instantly darted to your house and it was pitch black but you reached there.
You got in the house and Verity was no longer there but you can hear his monster formâs terrifying screams. But this time, you just stood there. You didnât block anything. You simply waited for him.
He broke the door once again. He was in his terrifying monster form⊠grayish yellow, long limps and huge smile Seeing you standing there. He also stood, but he didnât stop
âWHERE WERE YOU?!" He yelled, his voice a deep rumble.
âWHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU? WHY DID YOU TRY TO LEAVE ME?!â
âi-i didnât try to leave you, Verity. I promise i justââ
âTHEN WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE ME? WHY Y/N?âŠYou left! You vanished for days! Do you have ANY idea what it felt like standing here, waiting for you to come back while you just FUCKING ignored me?!"
"You're mine! You don't get to just run off to some stupid village and pretend I don't exist! I am right hereâyou are never leaving my sight again!"
âFine!.. j-just go back to your normal form for fuckâs sake!â
He did as told. His smile was there
"Right. Well."
âIt's late. It's way past when you should be sleeping, honestly. You shouldâve been asleep hours ago instead of... running around outside." He breathed.
âYou donât get to boss me around" You snapped
âIâm not bossing you aroundâ he says, his voice soft with a hint of stress. "Iâm telling you that youâve been running through the dark for days and you look exhausted. Go to bed. Please."
âFineâ you sighed out before lying on the bed. Verityâs on the bed next to you.
âI'm sorry.â he mutters flatly, though the tightness in his tone is completely gone, replaced by a lingering guilt. "Just... stay here tonight. Okay?"
âOkay, Verity. Iâm also sorry⊠I shouldnât have leftâ you whispered
âItâs alright.. just please donât do it againââ
He was caught off guard when your hand rested on the surface of his head and petted him, you donât know that petting him makes him sensitive.. you donât know your playing a dangerous game with Verity. His smile was back and so is yours. âGoodnight, Verityâ
âGoodnight, Y/Nâ
ââââââââ
PLEASE PLEASE DONT FLOP IT TOOK ME SO LONG AND IM DEALING WITH CRAMPS đđ
SUMMARY: no summary. just the tip gf x balls deep bf trope.
TAGS: implied marathon sex, dumbification, overstimulation, unprotected sex, this is all consensual, but just in case, i will tag this as dubious consent.
THIS IS MEANT FOR FANTASY ONLY.
PAIRINGS: LEON KENNEDY/you, LUIS SERRA/you, ALBERT WESKER/you, JACK KRAUSER/you, CARLOS OLIVEIRA/you, CHRIS REDFIELD/you.
A/N: consider this as an apology for being away, and will probably continue to be away after a while. T_T but i hope everyone has been doing well.
NSFW UNDER THE CUT!
LEON S. KENNEDY. âĄ
you don't know how long you both have been indulging in each otherâall you know is that your cunt's jus' so sensitive. but you want more. you need more. thinkin' about being empty and not being stretched full by your boyfriend's makin' your waterline glimmer with tears.
"leoooon, pleaseâ,"
leon stared at you, in awe that you were still conscious. aware. clearly, he's not fucking you properly. "please what, angel?" "fuck meâfuck me, please. need your cock. just put it in," his fingertips tease your clit, and you whine, shaking your head. "noooânooooo . . need your cock. please, leon,"
today, leon finds out his ovulating girlfriend can turn into a literal succubus.
"but you said your cunt's all sore, sweet girl. you were crawling away," open-mouthed kisses are bestowed on your cheek. "just the tip. just put the tip in," leon could feel his cock stir, quickly growing erect with your neediness.
"okay, baby. whatever you say," he kisses your teary eyes before hovering over you and grabbing ahold of your legs. just the tip. just the tip. just the tip. leon has to repeat to himself, lathering the leaking crown with his creampie mixed with your slick.
just the tip. just . . the tip.
your creampied pussy makes a lewd squelch as leon slowly pushes the head in. but you're both in cloud nine, eyes rolling like it's the first time you've fucked each other. "y, yes, like that!" you whimper, reaching over to your hypersensitive clit and making aimless circles.
leon begins to move, only giving your cunt shallow, slow thrusts. "fuck, angelâ," he lets his head fall back, pleasure enveloping his tip. your cunt's so fucking wet and warm. your fingers pick up their pace, cunt throbbing with intense pleasure. who knew you could jus' get off from just the tip?
"faster,"
faster?
how can leon do that without shoving himself balls deep into you? "fasterâpleaseplease, leon," you sobbed. "y/nâi," he bucked his hips, trying to go faster without splittin' you open with his cock. whimpers are spilling from leon's mouth, growing needier by the second, his vision continuing to blur as he eased just the tip in, as per your request.
the way you were clenching around him, creaming around his cockâit drove him crazy. how could he not fuck you? leon has to reminded himself that you want just the tip. but he's relying solely on instinct. and before he could even realize it, he's plunged himself deep by accident, and you're wide-eyed, an unanticipated orgasm taking you both by surprise.
"leonââĄ!"
"y/nâi'm sorry, sorryâ,"
he can't stop. he won't stop, pounding you into the mattress and making sure you feel every length of him with every ferocious thrust. he's drooling, watching you squirm. something about seeing your pussy spurt out clear fluid with every push in makes him feral, potentially unlocked a new turn on and fantasy to jerk off to.
"t, told you just the tip," you whimper, sniffling, and leon cradles your head, essentially smushing your face into his chest. "sorry. 'm sorry, sorryâi l, love your cunt." leon sobbed, his hips doing all the work for him, pummeling into you without mercy.
spit's shining on leon's built chest as you automatically kiss and lick at the area. marks in the shape of your canines are left, and leon hisses when you bite him again.
"gonna cum, y, y/nâgonna cumâcumming. 'm cumming, oh god,"
he vigorously rams his cock in your leaking pussy, hard yet hurried; it's sloppy, and leon's just desperate to fill you again. your moans are muffled by his flesh, and leon has yet to notice that he's crushing you with his chest. not that you minded, either.
with a few more unrhythmic slams of his hips, he's spilling himself in you, all of his cum just overspilling as he kept rutting into you. "hahâ h, haah . . so goodâso good," he babbles, spit dripping on his chin as his eyes rolled back. "leooohnâ," you grunt from beneath your boyfriend.
it's only when his orgasm finally comes down that he stops moving, clarity slowly seeping into his fucked out mind. he retires from you almost immediately, now-concerned eyes soaking in the sight of you. did you pass out? "y/n," a hand caresses your rosy cheek.
"y/n, please come back to me,"
"mhh . . "
oh thank god. he knows you're just fine, but he was still worried. "are you okay?" he whispers, brushing away the stray strings of your hair. "i'm sorry, i was . . too into it," you chuckle when you feel him pepper your face with kisses.
"i'm fine. still in one piece, baby."
you both groan when he slowly pulls out, the rest of his creampies spilling out of your gaping cunt. "i love you, leon." you mutter, weakly wrapping your arms around him. "i love you too, angel."
LUIS SERRA. âĄ
"luis . . just the tip,"
you both really shouldn't have fooled around with these aphrodisiacs. it's been hours and his cock's yet to come down. luis isn't even sure if he can cum anymâ
you poor thing. he affectionately runs a hand over your spine, down to your ass where he kneads your curvaceous flesh. "por supuesto, amor. we can go slow. and . . just the tip," [ of course, love. ] he thought he could do it. luis can control himself, can go slow if requestedâusuallyâbut the drug that ran through his veins made that fucking impossible. swallowing a nervous lump, he prods the tip against your slit. fuck, you're so fucking wet. this wasn't fair.
with a slow push of his hips, your warmth embraces his sensitive cocktip. "oh, fuck. oh my fucking god. dios mio," luis's grip on your ass tightens, his own way of restricting himself. "sĂłlo quiero follarte," [ i just wanna fuck you, ] he confesses, but only thrusts the tip in and nothing else.
he enjoyed it, of course. more than anything. but luis was a greedy, hungry man. yearning more. needing more. your pussy was just so fucking inviting, creaming all over for him with just the tipâfuck, you can't ask this from him.
the moment he's stuffing himself completely fucking full into you, you're just sobbing, legs shaking from the mind-numbing pleasure. luis was, too, not even realizing he had just cum in you. his hips moved like clockwork, "luis! luiissssâfuck!" was all you could cry out. you squirmed, writhed, tried to crawl away from the addicting pain of pleasure, but he's tugging you right back and slamming himself into you to the hilt.
all that cum pouring out of you made it much, much easier to pound that cunt. "h, haaahâfuck! luiissâ," you sobbed, unable to stop your legs from giving out. his chest rests warmly on your back, and you feel a loving kiss pressed on your temple.
"te amo, te amo . . . " he murmured as he pummeled that pussy, making sure that the tip thwacked against your perky cervix and hitting all the right spots. your head rests nicely on the pillow, and you're so fucked out, you think you're about to pass out from all the pleasure.
the bed creaks as luis kept ramming his cock deep into you, and you squeal as another orgasm washes over your body. the nth orgasm made your eyes cross, made you see fucking stars as your legs quivered and you clutched the sheets helplessly. luis didn't see it, but he sure as hell fucking felt it as you squirt all over him and his legs. "diosâdios mio, you're making a fu, fucking mess,"
his thrusts begin to slow down, hard-on still intact, but the aphrodisiac wasnât as strong as it was from the beginning. blinking, luis realizes he was crushing you by resting his whole weight on you. "shit, shitây/n, i'm sorry," he shuddered when he slips out of your creampied pussy. "mierda, hace frĂo," [ shit, it's cold. ] is whispered to himself whilst he gently lays you on your back.
"luiiis . . " you huffed. "that's not the tip," "i know, i know. i'm sorry. but, in my defense, eso es imposible," [ that's impossible to do. ] an affectionate hand caressed your hair. "still sensitive, prinsesa?" you groggily nuzzle your face in his arms.
you only hummed. the next minute is spent in silence, as luis kept you warm and held you firmly. "next time, no more aphrodisiacs," you stir as he spoke, letting out a scoff. "what? booooo."
"whaâexcuse you, señorita, why are you booing me?"
"oh, c'mon. don't lie. that was fun,"
"jesus, you are such a freak. me asustas. you need to read the bible or something,"
"wow. like it wasn't you who bought those pills!"
"oh. ehehe. right."
ALBERT WESKER. âĄ
bro this gif im going to start s/creaming
you're already fucked out. already trembling from the orgasms wesker's given you, and it's all thanks to the new toys he had bought from his trip. a clit sucker and a vibrating, ridged, girthy dildo. you sobbed as wesker kept thrusting the toy in and out of you, making sure you take all of its length.
"f, fuckâ! s, sir, cummingâ, 'm cumming,"
there wasn't much you could do, not when a silk ribbon tied your wrists and ankles to the headboard. ( he bought those, too, by the way. ) "again? look at the mess you just made." you look over at the silicone, the base was coated in your creaminessâand it was already smearing to his already-soaked fingertips.
it was so easy for him to break you, and he hasn't even undressed himself yet.
your hips buck against the air, and the unintentional reflex just makes you grind your clit against the toy that lavished its attention on you. "fuuckâ! fuckfuckfuckâ, a, albertâ!" you clutched onto the ribbons, eyes rolling as you felt your cunt throb with need. you were close, you could feel it in the pits of your stomach. "what was that?"
wesker clicked his tongue, clearly displeased. "you call me sir, brat. or are these toys getting into that head of yours?" you hear a few clicks, and your eyes widened when you realized that the clit sucker's set to its highest setting. "s, sirâi'm sorry! i'm sorry!"
the dildo could never compare to your sir's cockâneverâbut the extra sensations of the pulsations and the ridges quickly sent you to the edge, never missing where you were most sensitive, always grazing that spongy nub that made your mouth fall agape. "don't w, wanna cum anymoreâtoo much," you whimpered.
"aw," he cooed, a small smile appearing on his lips; barely noticeable. "that's really too bad, pup." he taunts, giving you a slow, but hard thrust. you squealed, clutching on to your ribbons.
"you're not in charge here,"
your cries are music to his ears, and his eyes gaze over to your squirting cunt in amusement. even though you're trembling and drooling, he's yet to withdraw the toys from you.
"are you?" "n, no, sir!" he's tight-lipped and has yet to move an inch. "n, no, sir! i'm n, not in chaaaargeây, you are!" "hm," good enough. much to your relief, both are turned off, and you're granted a few seconds of relief.
your body relaxes on the soft bed, chest rising as you pant. âcolour?â wesker asks, a rough palm caressing your shaking thighs. âg, green,â you mutter. âgood. âm not done yet,â
wesker retires from the bed, taking his sweet time in undressing himself. it was quite the sight, though; seeing him undo his tie, unbuckle his pants. his boxers had a wet spot from his leaking tip. âyouâve been a good pup, darling.â
the bed sinks with his added weight, and you watch him leave kisses on your inner thighs, stroking his cock with a spare hand as he lathered his pre all over his monstrous girth. fuck . . could you take that? you donât think yâhave it in you. but you didnât want to stop. yâwanted him . .
âs, sir,â
you call, and weskerâs eyes tilt up. now that he was much closer, yâcould see how blown out his pupils were. âyes, my love?â he asked as he positions himself, grabbing ahold of your thighs as he slaps his fat cock atop your mons.
âc, can you put just the tip i, inâ?â
wesker acts as if he didnât hear a word you just said, rubbing his length all over your slitâcontinuing to lubricate his shaft with your juices. you gasped when the tip slowly sinks in, and you finally get your answer when he slammed the rest of his girth into you. you screamed, back arching as your eyes crossed.
âwhy should i?â
he begins to rut into you, pummeling your sensitive cunt with mean thrusts. âtell me, pet. why should i?â you couldnât utter out a proper response, not when your brain was turning to fucking mush as he pounded you. âspeak up, slut.â the added nicknameâs making you clench around him, and wesker only scoffed at your lack of coherence.
âgone stupid? from me just puttingâhnnggâit in?â
with the position he had you in, it was impossible for the tip to not kiss your cervix, impossible for you to not scream for him as he mercilessly plowed that cunt. "s, sirâh, haaah . . ! fuckâ!" your overstimulated pussy's fucking throbbing. a squeal's torn from you as his palm collides with your puffy clit with a smack! the sting's makin' your eyes fucking water, and you could feel your legs tremble again.
"will you tell me what to do again, pet?"
"n, no, sir!"
wesker grinned, rewarding your sore clit with a kind caress of his thumb. "good pet. that'sâ," he groaned. fuuuck, wesker shudders at the feeling of your cunt spasming around his girth. "âmore like it. gonnaâgonna fuck you how i want to," his words are emphasized with harsh thrusts, to drill that idea in your pretty fucking head.
"where i want to,"
"u, uh-huh!"
"when i want to,"
"u-uhnnnây, yes s, siiiir . . ⥠!"
seeing how disheveled and how much of a drooling mess you were, were you even remembering what he was saying? probably not. but don't worry, he's more than willing to remind you where you belonged. he could no longer hold back his noises, but he wasn't even interested in trying, anyway.
the way he soundedâferal, almost beast-like, evenâyou'd be lying if you said it didn't incite more arousal from you. wesker ensured you felt all of him, hips moving without thought as he mercilessly slammed into that tight fit. unfortunately for you, he was more monster than he was human.
you were fucking tightening up around himâstill adjusting from the sudden switch from silicone to fleshâand how could wesker ever resist ramming and bullying that pussy with his fat cock? the way he could see how he split you open, shuddering when his tip's right against your cervixâoh, you were such a sweet, sweet pet.
his cock throbbed with the ache of a release. you made it difficult for him to control himself. "fuckâ'm gonna fill you up," he hissed. "think y'deserve a creampie from me, sweet girl?" smack! the collision of his palm on your cunt brings you back to reality for a brief moment. "i'mâi'm talking to you," he snarled, an you nod mindlessly. "s, sorrryyyy . . . y, yes sir! yesyesyesyesâplease!"
you continue to beg him, plead for his cum whilst he busied himself with rearranging your fucking insides. it's all you could do amidst your fucked out state. don't you worry. wesker was more than satisfied with your expressions.
burying himself to the hilt, you let out a scream as an orgasm is forced from you again, fingertips affectionately rubbing on your clit. wesker can't decide where to lookâif he should watch that pussy quiver as you squirted or your face that's contorting as your irises disappear behind your lids.
"yeaaaaah, just like that. look at youâfuck, you're such a slut,"
his hips stutter as spurts of thick, warm semen floods your womb and walls. wesker groaned, shivers pricking his skin. your cunt milked him so good; and not like he'll tell you, but he's fucking obsessed. obsessed with how you're so obedient fo him, how your cunt clenched around him as you quivered from overstimulation.
"tsk, you're leaking. tighten up, slut. don't spill any more," you only oblige himâit's all you could do in your fucked-out state. a groan echoes in the room as he slowly slips out from you. from where wesker knelt, he had the perfect fucking view of your gaping cunt, trying her absolute best to keep it all in as he asked. you squeaked when he caresses your puffy clit affectionately. "shh, shh . . i know," he cooed, the other hand undoing your restraints. you didn't have the strength to keep your eyes open.
the tension slowly rolls off your muscles as he sets your legs down slowly. "you did well, my love," you could feel him bestow kisses on your face. eyes, nose, lipsâthey were all showered in loving kisses. your wrists are set free as he undid the ribbons on your sore wrists, his lips ghosting over the red marks over your skin, too. "missed you, albert," you mumbled, eyes slowly opening. "i missed you too, my love," there's a faint smile on his faceâmeant to be witnessed by you only.
"you know we're not yet done, right?"
JACK KRAUSER. âĄ
krauser really has lots of pent-up frustration and sexual frustration. blessed with inhumane stamina, it's really no surprise that he can last multiple rounds. 'specially when all of it just piles up on him, mmmmâgod, he loves nothing more than taking it out on you and using you for fucking hours.
but krauser is mean. cruel. you want just the tip? that's reallyâ
"too fucking bad, baby,"
that request is fucking impossible, because he's got you folded and locked in a full nelson hold. did you expect that he'd just not bury himself deep in your pretty cunt? your eyes widened as you watched his cock slowly stretched you out again. your cunt was too sensitive.
his balls only throbbed, eyes rolling as your pleas fall to deafened ears. your groans echo in the room as he pushes another inch or two into you. fuck, you need to breatheâ
krauser laughed breathily in your ear. "what was that?" you couldn't muster a single wordâit was all just pathetic squeaks. "just the tip, you say?" he'd purr, pushing in as slow as he can so your pulsating walls can feel every single inch stretching you. ruining you.
"c, can'tâ,"
"can't what? can't speak?"
he completely slams into you with a loud plap! you're speechless and fucking stupefiedâbut, frankly, what else is there to say? "urggâfeel that?" this fucking asshole just had to start gyrating his hips. you could feel the tip poke 'nd prod against that cervix, and fuck, you're trembling.
"c'moooon, sweets. y'better be awake,"
sticky drool's drippin' from those pretty lips as he began to pound you like he hated you. him doing all the work was not a problem, not at all. krauser could easily manhandle you, and he made sure that you knew. he was bouncing you on his cock like you weighed nothing and fuckâyou couldn't even think of anything to say aside from his name and ah's! and oh's!
it didn't help his cock was a mix of both veiny and fucking gargantuanâyou're convinced your cervix's all bruised because his tip kept hitting 'nd hitting all of your spots. "love your cuntâfuck, you like this? huh? bet you do. look at your cunt's reflection. messy fucking slut," he groaned, ramming into you vigorously. it's like he hasn't even broken a sweat.
"k, krauseeeerâ," you sobbed, absolutely broken and cockdrunk. "yeah? 'm here," he pants, eyes threatening to roll back. but he had to watch you in the mirror, had to watch you crumble and go fucking stupid just from his cock. "what does my baby want, h, huh? want me to go faster?" before you had the chance to respond, he's fucking pummeling into you faster than you could even blink; you're fucking dizzy and barely lucid, but that's okay. no need to think, krauser's got you. âĄ
"my fucking gooooodâfuuuuuuck . . look at this squirting cunt,"
clear liquid's spurtin' out of that stretched pussy, coating him and yourself as he forces an orgasm outta you. you're so fucking hot, fuck. krauser's never ever ever letting you go. "you love my cock, babe?" if it wasn't for how both his large hands held your head, you would have nodded. "u, uh-huh! loveâl, love your cockââĄ!" "attaaa girl. i love your cunt so, so fucking muchââĄ,"
krauser doesn't even realize he's drooling himselfâcompletely immersed in the pleasure. he could stay buried in you for fucking eternity. "fuckâwanna breed you. lemme breedâlemme breed you. need to knock you up," he babbled on, focused on jus' chasing his release. and with the pace of how he fucked youâit wouldn't take long.
and you?
you're fucking spritzing all over him everytime his tip grazes against that spongy nub in your dripping pussy. why'd you even ask him to not put it all in? clearly, you loved this. but don't worry. for once, he'll humour you. "y'wanted just the tip, right?" "h, hnnnggââĄ," good enough of an answer for him. you're brought back to reality briefly when his movements halt. confused, you only watched your obscene reflections whilst he shifted his hips. "j, jack, what're youâ?!" your eyes widened when you feel his tip slowly bury into the tight barrier of flesh in your cervix.
krauser whimpered. fuuuuuuck, you were sucking him in so good. he can't even pull out. "babyâbaby, oh god. fuck, fuck. i'm fuckingâcumming. 'm cummingâoh my gooooood," it didn't take any more thrusts for him to start filling your womb up with fertile, sticky cum.
you whined as your cunt's flooded with his seed, and you couldn't do anythin' except for clawing on his built forearms as he held you in place. "urggâyeah . . . just like that . . fuuuck, i love your pussy baby," you couldn't utter a word. you felt so fucking full. krauser finally releases your head, but still held your body close as he settles on the edge of the bed. you practically collapse on his muscular frame when he finally sits, and that's okay. ⥠krauser made sure he held you tight, wrapping large arms around your body and leaning into you so he could kiss your face.
"tongue out, babe. lemme . . "
you oblige mindlessly, sticking your pretty tongue out for him. krauser's scarred lips wrap around your wet muscle, groaning as he sucked on it. didn't take long 'til he was devouring your spit-stained mouth as you cockwarmed him.
"mmmm. âĄ."
CHRIS REDFIELD. âĄ
this gif is so? um.
chris usually loves to prep you. loves to spend his time devouring your pussy and having his lips wrapped around that sensitive clit.
but you've got work in an hour, and time isn't a luxury you both have. "chris, j, just the tip, okay?" you say, raisin' your hips as you bent over the dining table; weight propped up on your soft palms. of course you can't say no to him, especially when the outline of his erected cock on his grey boxers is all you've been seeing this morning. but you're just a girl. you have needs and wants.
"just the tip?"
chris asks, pressing his clothed chest against your back. you feel his stubble against your cheek as he pressed open-mouthed kisses on your skin. "i don't . . i don't think i can do it, princess," he whined as his hips push forward. you couldn't utter another word as the leaking head stretches your cunt out.
you shuddered, lips quivering as you clutched on to whatever surface you were bent over on. "y, you caaaanâa, aaah, fuckâyou have to . . â you whined. but chris was greedy. hungry.
heâs not sure where he gets the courage to pull out, but he does. the tip slides out from you with a lewd, almost muted, pop! and youâre both unsatisfied, left yearning with feeling the other completely; but it makes do. it has to. tonight, he can have you for as long as he wanted.
ây/n, p, pleaseâ,â he pleads, still fuckinâ you with just the tip. chris can feel just how wet you are, hear how that cunt squelched as bucked his hips. ân, noooâchris, iâllâiâll be late,â âdonât go,â his canines graze your skin, and you squealed when he pushes an inch in. your cuntâs pulsatingâtrying to accommodate his fat cock without prep. âdonât goâyâdonât h, have to go. please stay,â âch, chris, iâhnnn!â the rest is completely slammed into you, and your eyes cross. chris takes advantage of your agape mouth, kissing you and letting his tongue glissade over yours.
chris starts to pound that cunt, and muffled cries were swallowed by his lips. you canât really lie, this felt waaaay better than just the tip. the way the tip bulges out from your lower tummy, the way the pink crown keeps kissing that sensitive cervix, it canât compare. ever.
âmhhhf,â you groan against his lips, and chris playfully bites down on your lower brim. it was hard to take in air when every thrust into you knocked the air outta your lungs. chris parts from you as he held your hips with those big hands of his.
his pace quickens, ramming into you mercilessly. you're both whimpering, voices blending together in melodious sin; whatever thoughts you had beforeâgone. not when chris had the skill to turn your brain to mush. "godddâfuck, y/n. y, y'feel so goooood . . " chris sobbed. if only you could see his face. brows scrunched as he struggled to keep his eyes open; only you could bring these facial expressions to this big, beefy man's face.
you squealed when a hand snakes under your skirt, fingertips rubbing against your neglected clit. "oh fuck!" you mewled, unable to keep your cries to a low. "feel good, princess?" chris purred whilst fucking you into oblivion. "u, uh-huhââĄ!" fuuuuck, his balls are fucking throbbing.
"d, don't go . . jus' stay. be my pretty little wife. i can t, take care of you,"
he babbled on, rutting into you, stuffing you full with that veiny cock. chris wants nothing more than to fucking breed you, fill your womb with his cum. "'m g, gonna fucking cum," he pants, chest heaving. but he doesn't stop pummeling that cuntâgoes faster, actually. chasing his release and eager to give you yours. the table's creaking, and everything on it shook with every thrust. upstairs neighbour behaviour.
you screamed when he lightly pinches that sensitive bud, and you're seeing stars; mouth agape and back completely arched as he coaxes an orgasm from you. your legs trembled, and chris bit on his lip. "fuuuuck, baby. you're so hotâlove you, i love you," "chriiiis, fuckfuckfuckfuuuuck. love youuuuuu . . âĄ,"
your lips crash together again, sloppily kissing each other as chris fucks you through your high. he grunts, wrapping his lips 'round your tongue, tasting you. with another slam of his hips, you moan against his mouth when he's completely buried deep in you; thick ropes of cum flooding your creamy, spasming cunt. he can't move any more, can't think anymore. he pulls away from you, because he's sure he'll forget how to breathe.
"oooooh, fuuuckââĄ,"
spit's trickling down his stubbled chin, and chris is quiet for a moment; sent to cloud nine and completely fucked out. it takes a minute or two for him to recover, and he tilts your head to the side so he could briefly kiss you while he slid out of your cunt. you both groan, and chris kneads your ass, watching his cum slowly leak from your gaping pussy.
"heheh . . gonna call in sick?"
well, you couldn't feel your legs, so. yes.
CARLOS OLIVEIRA. âĄ
carlos watched you writhe whilst you came undone from his tongue. your fingers were tugging on his already disheveled, raven tresses. it's your fifth orgasmâhe thinks, if he's counting right; and he'd gladly give you more. his wet kisses trail up your tummy, chest, lips, and you liked how your taste lingered on his tongue.
"carlooos,"
"yes, meu bebĂȘ?"
carlos gets a realization tonight.
"want more. 'jus wanna feel you,"
he spoils you a little too much.
your cunt was still twitching with need. you'd do anything to satiate your hunger, anything to relieve that arousal pooling in your tummy. even though he's spent the last few minutes coaxing orgasm after orgasm from you.
but he loved seeing you like this. desperate. needy. like he was the only person you needed. you knew just how to get his gears going without trying. "hmm? but you just came, meu bebĂȘ. my beard's still wet," he teased, lips latching on your neck and tracing your skin with sharp canines. you held on to his built biceps, and carlos brings your knuckles to his lips. "j, jus' the tip. please. i want more," "i know, i know, bebĂȘ. shh . . "
he can never resist you. especially when you were begging him so prettily. didn't take long for him to prod his tip against your needy hole. you both gasp when the tip slowly sinks in, slowly stretches that wet pussy apart. your nails dig into his skin, and carlos bit his lip. "fuuuck, y/n. your pussyâ," fucking warm 'nd tight. clenching on him like you needed him.
carlos didn't mind being bossed around by you, especially by you. he'd do anything you'd ask before you could even blink, but he just has to remind you who's in charge.
you gasped when he slowly sheathes an inch or two into your tight cunt. "carlos, w, what're youâ?!" he makes sure to slide in nice and slow, so you'll feel every inch of him splitting him open. and also so he can savour that surprised look in your face.
especially when he harshly shoves the rest of his cock in your leaking pussy, god. you'll kill him. "y, you're so unfair, princesa. so cruel t'me," he cooed, not even giving you the time to process a thought as he began to pound you with ungodly stamina.
"you think i don't have needs too? think i don't need to fuck this cunt and to fuck you 'til you're cockdrunk and overstimulated?" nasty mouth, nastier thrusts. your eyes crossed, body jouncing with every slam forward of his hips.
"c, carlosâh,hnnngg!"
he grins. "yeaaaah, that's right, baby. scream my name." you were so sensitive already, flesh walls spasming around his veiny girth, but fuck, you were oozing so much milky essence, it smeared all over his balls. he leans in so your lips could crash together, and carlos grunts against your mouth as you instinctively wrap you legs around him. of course he had to pick up his pace. why wouldn't he? he was such a good boyfriend to you, paying attention to all your needs.
you whine when he parts from you, but he has to, or else he'd lose his balance. he needed to focus on fucking you, tire his pretty bebĂȘ out. he bites his lip when you run your palms all over his built chest and abdomen.
"fuckfuckfuckâcarlosââĄ!"
a hand wraps around your breast, kneading your tits and running his fingers over your erect nipple. whatever thought you had, he quickly fucked it out from that pretty mind of yours. whatever. not like you needed to think when he could do that for you. well, try.
"y/nâ⥠godddd, minha linda garota," [ my pretty girl, ] he babbles on, absolutely hypnotized. god, what were you doing to him? carlos kept pummeling that cunt, bed creaking obnoxiously in the process but it seemed that neither of you cared.
more marks littered his skin, ranging from bites to scratches, and they were definitely going to be sore later, but that's okay, a little pain didn't hurt no one. spit trickles down on carlos's stubbled chin, and you lift yourself up a little jus' so you could lick it up.
a spare thumb began to trace aimless circles on your clit, and you screamed as an orgasm was ripped from your poor oversensitive cunt. "c, carlosââĄ! oh fuck, fuckfuckfuckfuuuuck!" you clutched onto the pillows, sheets, fucking anything. you sobbed, and carlos gently flicks his middle finger against that puffy clitâyou squealed as you squirt in small fountains.
"you're sensitive, aren't you, bebĂȘ? eu te quebrei, princesa?" [ did i break you, princess? ]
and oh, the way you only responded in fucked out mewls, how fucking precious. now that you've coated his girth in your squirt, it was much easier for him to move in 'n out. you could hear jus' how wet he made you, how that soaking cunt squelched with every thrust. you were such a slut for your boyfriend, and rightfully so.
he stops being cocky when his orgasm nears, grunts turning into high-pitched whimpers as he fucked you into the mattress. carlos tried to keep his monstrous, merciless pace, but fuck, he was so close. the closer he was to filling your cunt up and flooding your walls, the sloppier his hips got, probably from fatigue.
but you were such an angel, his god-sent angel, movin' your hips as you tried to meet his thrusts halfway. carlos could cum at the fucking sight of you trying to fuck yourself against him.
"oh godââĄ! oh god, fuck, fuuuuck. vou gozar. vou te engravidar. ai meu deus." [ gonna cum. 'm gonna get you pregnant, oh my god. ] carlos sobbed, and after a few more push of his hips, he's crying out as ribbons of thick cum filled that cunt.
he rides his high out with a few more mindless thrusts, combing a spare hand through his hair. he's in fucking heaven, jesus christ. it's you that brings him back to reality, rubbing his forearm and eventually interlacing your fingers with his.
"oh my god, baby. are you okay?" he caressed your face, and you tiredly smile at him. "never better," you kissed his palm, and carlos tucks away the stray hairs on your face. "you sure? you okay? does anything hurt?" "no, i'm fine. well, a little sore and sensitive, but it's okay. i like it," a grin tugged on his lips, and he shook his head. "you're such a freak, baby. it's okay, i love you," a kiss is pressed on your forehead, nose, and then lips.
you shuddered when he pulls out, and his cum slowly leaks from your used, gaping hole. "i love you . . " you mutter, scooting over to the side so carlos can have the space beside you. he sighs in relief when he finally lays down, absolutely spent. "c'mere," carlos sleepily grunts, pulling you to his arms. you took it upon yourself to cover both your bare, sweaty bodies with the blanket.
"did i tire you out yet?" "hmm . . no, not really," you jeered, and carlos chuckled. "well, i certainly tired myself out," you both laugh, and it didn't take long 'til you both dozed off.
end.
A/N: thank you so much for reading! more to cum. ;)
also, regarding carlos's fics, i will repair them soon and change his bilingual dialogue from spanish to portuguese. i'd like to apologize for mistaking him as hispanic!