THE "ALMA" OF JIRAIBLR @yumemirui - Tumblr Blog

♱♱ㅤㅤㅤ夢を見てる、ルイちゃん。 ♥︎

follow count : 330 ( updates when i sleep ! )

already kind of obvious, but going on hiatus might come back to vent a shit ton ❤️

im so tired to the point i cant open up Tumblr

dont worry if i plan on dying ill at least write a message here before going

dont even get me started on him asking me to get a drivers license

sir my fucking leg still hurts

i know where the sharp knives are, i know where the medicine cabinet is, bros playing so hard

im already stressed enough as it is

wake up and get the fuck out of bed at 9 am he says

eat with the family he says

oh? you can slightly walk without crutches now? do chores now.

im gonna take my pills

i think my dad just wants me to kill myself

almost frew up cause i tried to take more pills than needed 🤤

i cant sleep i have to wake up in 2 hours.

i dont know how to be good, good in peoples eyes are all so different and complex

haha, it seems ive lost over 10 followers, im sorry for disappointing you, ill be better

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the unexplainable urge to take all my meds at once is actually fucking growing by the minute

no one in person would care. i know,

i feel so weird, not empty , i dont think. just useless

i really thought i was

i thought,i was doing better.

will jiraiblr still accept me if im acting normal and stupid ☹️

THE "ALMA" OF JIRAIBLR