Yunabat

I draw all kinds of pictures. The content appears more often in my telegram

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A little bit of the process of drawing one important picture for me

It will be a gift to my very good friends.

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I didn't expect my picture to be so beautiful on a large format at all.

I can hardly believe that this is my job.

More of my work and creativity in my telegram

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Have I finished drawing? Did I really finish this picture?

somehow, very suddenly, the work on the picture ended.

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Just a little more, just a little more, and I'll finish the picture!

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Well, I keep painting. It's difficult, but I Well, I keep painting. It's difficult, but I'm trying.

The psychiatrist prescribed antidepressants again, it's not very pleasant to start taking drugs again, but now I clearly need them.

It's still difficult to draw, and in general it's difficult to do anything. But I'm trying.

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Well, the piece of work is ready, now I need to continue drawing.

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For the most part, I'm drawing now to calm down. It's been very difficult mentally lately. The psychiatrist says it will get easier later, I hope so, but deep down I am very afraid that it may not. How could it be easier without my Erica?

But I have to finish this picture, I just have to, and that's it.

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Yennefer's hair will have to be worked on longer

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She's gone

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Unfortunately, I won't be able to finish it the way I would like. I just don't have the strength. My precious kitty didn't make it out. The doctor gave us two days for a last chance to grab onto life. My Erica is going out.

The song from the game "the power" and "I Want to live" keeps playing in my head.

And the picture. In my opinion, it was obviously unsuccessful for the digital format, but I drew it, pulled it as far as I could to the result, so that at least it would be acceptable to watch

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My kitty and I are back at the clinic. IVs, so that they can somehow improve the condition, there is no dynamics, according to the analyzes, it's a nightmare.

while the cat is being treated, I continue to draw. There's nothing else to do.

I'm scared

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and the sponsor of this sketch is my ruined mental health.

However, I'm not taking it all out anymore. My cat, whom I named after Eric, is seriously ill. He is very seriously ill. I'm on some kind of hellish emotional swing that's swinging with insane amplitude. I cry every night. Because I'm afraid for her. All I can do now is give her pills, try to feed her by the hour from a syringe, and hope she doesn't fall off.

I understand perfectly well that no one is interested in my problems, but it's already very difficult for me to keep it to myself. All that remains for me now is to draw, trying to distract myself from heavy thoughts.

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‎- I can't understand why you follow me, why do you always try to be there for me? Don't you have anything to do?

‎- maybe someone painted me specifically for you and that's the only thing I exist for?

‎- doesn't that seem cruel to you?

‎- No, it doesn't. That's cruelty. But, for some reason, I don't mind.

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I'm slowly coming to life. It turned out to be a very difficult week, my Kitten was very ill and there was no time for creativity.

In the coming year, it is generally unclear what will happen and how it will be now. But I'm slowly returning to the brush and the stylus.

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I hope my phone won't die from the weight of the file when I start rendering)

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While I was in the vet clinic, I managed to take out a piece of the picture. I spent five hours in one place in wild stress, fortunately I took the stylus, at least I calmed down a little.

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I hated having to go through the game all over again, but I also found the advantages. I can look at the beginning of the history of these unique ones again) well, I love this pair! Even though their relationship is full of red flags