disreputable dog @yunabot - Tumblr Blog

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

this house move has me at my wits fucking end

#the impermanence of everything in my life good or bad just makes me feel like not a person #i haven't lived in the same place for more than a year since i was 17 years old #i was staying with my friend who's had the same apartment for 7 years and it lowkey made me feel so. idk how to describe #i feel like i didnt really understand why it hurt me so much when ppl used to make fun of the lack of Possessions in my apts #until i realized that what actually bothered me was having to to live out of 2 suitcases for 12 years #tbh thats a big part of this whole complete nervous breakdown #i really thought i'd finally be able to settle down for a few years #instead of shuttling from stopgap to stopgap #and now i have no faith that it's ever going to end

hard enough to accept that i'll probably never have a job as good as the one i quit ever again, but much harder to accept that my social life will also never recover

#two times in my life i've ever wanted a thing #both times the universe takes my whole world away from me #nobody but to blame but myself this time though lol

channelslam

For example nothing son or You are something but not nothing daughter

#lsdkjfsdsldkjfs stop

i'm reading a book with an extremely frustrating and annoying stylistic quirk and it's pissing me off even worse because my writing has this exact quirk and ive only just now realized that it is extremely frustrating and annoying

#the book is Thinking how to live by allan gibbard lol #which is admittedly frustrating for other reasons too dsdkfjs

wifegideonnav

gonna be honest i don’t know how many more ‘enter the 6 digit code we sent to your phone’s i got left in me

#me restoring my passwords after accidentally deleting all my firefox data yesterday

spirulin4

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

masochism101

WantingSomethingICantHave.com

aroace-polyshow

truly nothing funnier than having an archive of when you first started getting into a media that has since consumed your entire life

aroace-polyshow

you see an old post of yours thats dated like a month after you got introduced to Media and it says like “huh im kinda liking Blorbo Bingus? but he’s not really my favorite. he seems sillyyy though he’s neat i’m sure he’s nice :)” and you just