࣪ ִֶָ 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝔃𝓮

light of my life, fire of my loins

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I like to talk loudly and talk nonsense, swearing and talking dirty with everybody. I sit with my legs wide open, spit on the floor and flip everyone. I have absolutely no respect for anything or anyone

But I also walk with my back straight, say "thank you" and "good morning," wear dresses and skirts, makeup and ribbons, sweet perfumes and high heels

It's confusing, I know, but I'm who I am and I'm not going to change or "put myself in my place

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Mf fell in love with my feminine side and got super mad with the masculine, but he literally meet me when I I complimented his combat boots. I used to chase after him to hit him and curse at him all over the street and school. I HIT HIS EX GIRLFRIEND IN A FIGHT

WE USED TO DO COKE TOGETHER

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Like, he came to confront me about not treating him "well" in front of others and how he felt like "a little girl or the gay best friend" because of the way I talked to him and bossed him around

He literally said he wanted me to be more feminine and fragile around him and in front of others, to show that he was my man

BROTHER IM LITERALLY NB WTF ARE U TALKING ABT??,

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Is it wrong of me to be dating a man and want someone else? A woman? His cousin specifically?

Like, don't get me wrong, I'm totally cool with my sexuality (I'm pan), it's about this "infidelity" that I'm not. I literally don't think about anything else when I see her, I even dream about her (which is strange, because I don't usually dream)

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We broke up 😃 he called me a manipulator and said I should put me in my place 😃

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Is it wrong of me to be dating a man and want someone else? A woman? His cousin specifically?

Like, don't get me wrong, I'm totally cool with my sexuality (I'm pan), it's about this "infidelity" that I'm not. I literally don't think about anything else when I see her, I even dream about her (which is strange, because I don't usually dream)

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"My father warned me about men and booze, but he never mentioned a word about women and cocaine." — Tallulah Bankhead

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Have I mentioned how much I love sampling movies/quotes?

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If I don't die today, I'm going to change my life.

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I like myself just the way I am: crazy, out of control, chaotic. But it seems like it's never enough. That I'll always need to be less or more.

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Why can't i have fun all the time?? Why everything always gotta be so serious??

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I always carry this feeling that no matter who I am, I will never be enough.

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Me and this f- mirror