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to nic, this one is dedicated to you

the mods do want you kicked, or at least, carly told me, on more than one occasion but i think this one sums it up best.

this one is also how much the mods manipulate what is and isn't evidence depending on what suits them best. they let things go depending on who is the one on the chopping block. i guess, you're protected?

you're still here.

i dont know what they told you, but i felt at least you should know. as carly did feel that my friends needed to know.

and yes, ani, if you're reading. i probably have more for you here buried in my +3,000 screen shots. carly spoke badly of you more than once to me and how she wanted you removed as well. in her role as mod, and at mod capacity.

its good to know who your friends are. i wouldnt believe her apologies or reasons either anymore ;;;

here's a mod, flat out lying to me about accusations of me being someone else. very explicitly saying they had no evidence and that they were essentially using something from 4yrs ago as weight in my trial.

they clearly had evidence as they gave it to my friends. and they were so nosy to stalk things from 4yrs ago.

"pretty sure" i was "kicked" with "no evidence" .

but they were quick to hand it to my friends.

i wasnt kicked. i left. like lots of people in rk do. but this is the rk mod team. considering how much they wont do due to a lack of evidence. their rules change for me.

so i have a question: did they have evidence and flat out lied to me? or did they go find it after i left and for what purpose?

you are being manipulative and vindictive. stop trying to drag good people down with you

good people? carly?

she lied on a number of occassions. i wouldnt be surprised if she lied to you. she obviously really "cares" enough to go to people who aren't in her roleplay and involve herself in issues she have nothing to do with her or her roleplay.

she truly "cares".

but yes, person from georgia. im the "manipulative" and "vindictive" one. i was out of rookies, at her behest. why continue to follow anything i do? why approach my friends with information that would hurt them and me? it doesn't make sense besides to cause harm and chaos. she obviously enjoyed doing it too.

just read how she speaks in the other messages compared to here. she enjoyed it.

can rk mods stay out of issues not in rk?

i really dont understand why an rk mod is involved in a situation outside of rk. besides to be vindictive and hateful.

this is prob how carly talks about everyone behind their backs.

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Fyi yes that’s correct mei is both rome (now mason) and yixing, and was only forced to drop one of them from convex

👌 not my problem anymore, not in rk. good luck to everyone

just a heads up that nic is the one stalking and harassing mc on her seungyoun muse. its because nic and ani had a ship where nic was using seungyoun. they were upset that mc started to use it when literally nic’s muse isn’t even in the rp and therefore, doesn’t have any claim to the fc at all.

still, nic felt it her duty to send an anon and now goes onto seungyoun’s blog over and over and over again. i don’t know why. she’s got serious problems and is obsessional, maybe? so the next time you get an anon and nic is hurriedly trying to comfort you, i’d take a second to wonder if she’s the one sending it in the first place -- because she might be. she is a bit of a sociopath who needs to seem like the ‘good guy’, when she’s the source of problems.

and ani, is a hypocrite. she’s posting starters and harassing my friends. she can’t come into my dms, calling me names and saying she “never writes about anyones muse unless she plots with them”, but then does that same shit to my friends and plays it off as ‘ic’. stop with the bullshit ani and leave my friends alone. they don’t want to be your friend. they don’t. you already called them toxic for being around me, so what do you think you’re accomplishing by this shady ass behaviour?

just fuck off.

you two need to back off and take a hint when people don’t want to be around you, jfc. and leave them alone when they’ve made it clear. the mods won’t do shit, but i can do and say whatever tf i want bc you got what you wanted. i’m kicked. i also have nothing to fucking fear anymore. if you do shit, i will call you out on it. leave my friends alone.

nic, you didn’t get the welcome you wanted, because you bully everyone you interact with. people don’t want to be harassed, called names and have you up their ass, demanding apologies every time they don’t do what you want them to get. get the damn news flash.

no one wanted you in trc but ani.

no one wants to debut with you.

it’s not a secret and it’s not a lie, and i wish you’d leave, so everyone else in rk can breathe easier. same with ani. leave everyone alone. quit. go find something better to do, than lording over everyone in this rp since the mods can’t be honest with you.

they do think you’re toxic. they do think you’re bullies.

they’re just terrified if they say anything or do anything, you’ll be upset.

so it’s easier to get rid of the people who you’re bullying and hope they disappear, and leave, and then blame them for it bc they couldn’t “handle” it. that’s what rk does. it’s always the answer.

“leave”

that’s the solution.

i’m not a learning curve. i’m not the one who should have been kicked. and i definitely should not be the one who is the person to prompt the mods to actually do something about how toxic and disgusting some of the shit going on in rk is. for a rp that’s existed as long as this one had....

what were you doing why everyone was being bullied in secret?

oh, and lets not forget mei! or rkrome, or rkromeo, or rkmason, or whatever theyre hiding under now. they lied to everyone for 5-6 years, even the mods. that was why they were kicked from convex, since the mods had to do “something” and tbh, its a weak ass punishment for someone who lied and had a weak excuse.

if you wanted to see who would plot with you, you don’t wait years to be caught? and you only rp’d with the same 3 people anyway. but ofc, she’s friends with the mods, she’s got a ship with a mod. she gets away with this weird ass thing. i don’t even know the point of it, and she blocks me bc she plans to “reveal” herself, but lbh.

how many people actually knew?

she didn’t reveal herself, she moved twitters and hid, and the mods just let her continue to be in the rp. she likely broke numerous rules during her time, she probably had more than 3 muses at some point. and she’s been rewarded more than she should have been for her behaviour. because she knows we dont get along, but she followed my twt acct, to do what?

see what i twt and write threads, pretending to be a saint and pretending she cares about problems. you don’t do that. if you know we don’t get along, you stay away from me. like a normal damn person.

in trc, there is half a dozen people who are uncomfortable with nic. i know for a fact, i know their stories, they have come to me on numerous occasions, and since the mods were just, “well, she deserves the contract” and nic has this delusion that i’m the only one who doesn’t like, she forced her way in and i had to buffer between those involved so they wouldn’t be, outed to nic and suffer, and save them from being cornered in chats by her. why?

guilt tripping behaviour, 101. emotional abuse, 101. gaslighting, 101.

i was doing it because the mods did nothing, and i actually gave a shit about other people enough to take the hit. if nic was actually capable of not harassing people when she finds out they don’t get along, maybe i wouldn’t have had to. since, she would have left them alone.

and if i really gave her panic attacks, lbh. she wouldn’t have signed to trc or kt. but she did.

don’t even get me started on her twisting it as, “someone blocked me from chat to start drama”. i blocked from chat bc i panicked, and wanted to talk to the mods, to hopefully convince them not to put nic in trc, where she wouldn’t be welcomed. and within a couple weeks, what happened?

she was complaining bc she was not welcome. it had nothing to do with me.

my friends went to the mods about issues with ani and the mods couldn’t protect them, at all, from being trashed by ani. i can’t imagine why people don’t want to talk about what is happening and how ani and nic treat them. the mods dont do anything, and throw you under the bus

i ask nic nicely not to mention my muses, she loses her shit. this also shows the blatant way she makes herself the victim in every situation

hello! we know you were probably expecting this message, but it’s one we send with heavy hearts. we’ve decided to give you your third and final strike, and as such, you’ll be removed from the roleplay. this was not an easy decision for us, nor how we wanted things to end, but we feel it’s necessary because of the toll the this situation has taken on the roleplay as a whole since thursday. this is not because you were bullied, and we promise we are taking action against that as well. this is not just to get rid of you, because we’ve appreciated everything you’ve put into rookies. this is because you choosing to publicly post the thread you did has gotten nearly everyone in rookies involved in this situation in one way or another, and has caused some of the most drama we’ve ever seen. we understand bullying drove you to this point, but you received multiple warnings before this where others might have received a strike because we wanted to keep you with us that much. the community as a whole wants us to do more to protect them, and we believe that starts here with your removal. it won’t end here, and we hope you can find peace knowing you’ve helped us become better, more proactive mods. we don’t expect you to forgive us for this decision, but we hope you find new happiness and fulfillment in your life, and we hope being out of rookies is healthier for you than staying in it in the end, too. we never wanted you to suffer so much here, and we’re sorry that you did.

honestly, you don’t have heavy hearts. if you actually cared about anyone in this rp, you would have taken the time to deal with nic and ani years ago. even you guys admit, you weren’t proactive and didn’t do enough. but you decided to blame me, because i wouldn’t take it. you kicked me, because i wouldn’t shut up and let people bully me or my friends. you allowed that behaviour to grow and you even excused it as “personality”, you can reason “ani is an asshole” but only on incidence of bullying. you dont even excuse nic’s behaviour, all you do is coddle her and her mental issues tbh.

she can write a whole letter, calling everyone out and what did you do?

gave her what she wanted.

when ani threatens not to debut her muse if she’s not leader, what do you do?

give her the leadership position despite knowing she has a history of intimidation and causing discord.

i was never the source of the rumour that the mods do nothing. that was already in place when i arrived. there were already numerous people who said not to bother, just ignore it, that it isn’t worth it.

and they’re right.

it isn’t worth being degraded as a person, it isn’t worth being labelled as the villain and the toxic one, and to have the mods throw me under the bus when it’s not even a secret that ani and nic are the two most manipulative people here. just because you mods are scared. you’ve admitted it to me, you’ve admitted it to my friends. you don’t even want to go tell them and scold them, you tell my friends to go do it bc they’re not “talking” to you right now. how can you call yourself mods?

i’m not a warning not to cause drama. i’m a warning to take the bullying and to shut up about it, or you’ll be kicked. that’s what the mods have made me into. as if i want to be some bullshit martyr. you let people lie for five years, and think its a funny joke. you let them bully you and other muns, you let them destroy and scare people off. YOU let them. and you kicked me, for not wanting to. you wanted to hide this was going on, pretend it wasn’t happening, because it’s easier for you to pretend rookies is a “welcoming” community.

it’s not. it’s never been. it was tolerable.

it’s the people like me, who made this a welcoming community, who helped out anyone, who offered to plot with everyone, who went out of their way when it looked like someone was struggling. and you leave us to suffer at the hands of two bullies. if you’d done your job before, this wouldn’t have been how it went – but you all failed. you can carry that around. because i’m not carrying around that i was some bad guy here. i wasn’t.

no matter how many times you tried to tell me i was, especially at the end.

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rkxsicheng‌:

Sicheng takes satisfaction in Yuta’s pained response, as put on as it seems, wishing he’d slugged him with just a little more gusto, even though he knows be afraid to genuinely hurt someone, even the boy who made it his duty to pester him. There’s somewhere deep inside Sicheng, tucked behind some dishes in a cupboard somewhere in the depths of his mind, perhaps, where he’s managed to set aside just the tiniest bit of fondness for Yuta.

“Yeah, I’m mean.” he declares with a soft smile, almost as though him and Yuta were doing some personal growth exercise and he was saying it to convince himself.

He nods, though, in agreement with Yuta’s next claim, “Well yeah…there’d be nothing left if you took ‘freak’ out of the equation, hyung, so of course…” he says with a nonchalant shrug, pretending to check out his cuticles in a show of disinterest.

But Yuta’s not done leaning into unsubtle innuendo, which prompts Sicheng’s eyes to nearly roll from their sockets, “When I think of you in private, I just vomit.”

The tip of Yuta’s tongue peeks past his lips, sticking it out at Sicheng in response to how he owns being mean. He might have been a little disappointed that the younger didn’t cutely protest and insist that he wasn’t mean. A few creases forming across his nose, and then flattening out as he turned his head away for a second, trying shrug of his annoyance. He truly did wish that Sicheng would protest cutely.

“Ya...” comes from his lips, exhaled slowly as he tried to work out if Sicheng had just insulted him or not. It was a 50/50, he was certain of it. Yuta deciding that he must have, and impulsively reaching out to shove Sicheng lightly. “You still like it though!”

Laughter bubbles up loudly, boisterous and causing a few people to look over at them. Not that that was going to stop him, slumping back and clutching at his side. “Do I get you that worked up?” Yuta asks, jokingly, because he knew that was the opposite to what Sicheng was saying. He knew what Sicheng was saying -- and he was choosing to play dumb about it.

Slowly he reaches out, gently tugging on the hem of Sicheng’s sleeve and resting his cheek against his own arm. His finger twisting around the fabric. “You can always just ask if you need my help with your problems, Chengie. I am your soulmate!”

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rkseungjoon‌:

he hears some mumbling coming from his side and, at first, seungjoon is a bit scared to discover what it is. it feels like one of those horror movies where a ghost child was right behind your shoulder and all that was left for you to do was look at her before you died. he still looks back anyway because what was there really for him to lose?

instead of a child ghost, it’s simply another man. he stares at him and he stares back, and by now seungjoon is confused who is who, but it isn’t like the situation he was in was clear at any point of the story. the other doesn’t appear to be dancing, but it’s also not like he isn’t dancing. when seungjoon looks forward again, a coach is staring right back at him and suddenly he thinks to stare at the ghost wasn’t that bad of an idea after all.

so seungjoon looks at the other trainee, arms automatically copying whatever he was doing. “what am i?” it sounds rather profound, but it’s an honest question about the lyrics he should be singing. “a handle?” he had missed the first few lines by wondering why exactly he was there, and now he regrets his decision. not that it’d be the first time something like that happened to him. his arms keep following what the other does, wondering where exactly this would lead him to.

More than once he felt eyes on him, a familiar prickling sensation up his nape that he tried to ignore as he continued with his song and dance. He’d performed it more than once with Eunmi, teaching his niece the lyrics and dance as way to play with her (and check her level of balance and coordination). The longer he feels the twinge at the back of his neck, the more desperate he is to look up and see if he was about to be caught by a coach, messing around.

The movement in the periphery of his gaze is what causes his resilience to crack, peering past the point on the floor that he was staring intently into and landing on the fragmented movements of the strange trainee. Strange, only because he seemed to be trying to copy what Yuta was doing and struggling with the simplest of the steps. Yuta’s nose crinkled, running his eyes over the other. He’d heard someone speak, but ignored it. It was better to ignore everyone else around him. But-- was the strange trainee talking to him?

“Here is my handle, here is my spout?” He repeated what he’d said before, this time filling in the motions, resting one hand on his side and the other twisting to form the spout. As if this would offer more instruction--although he didn’t know why he was giving instruction to the other yet. “When I get all steam up, hear me shout. Tip me over and pour me out,” Yuta continued, and finished up by leaning over at the waist, pouring out the imaginary hot water and straightening up. His gaze fixated on the other, trying to see if he was going to copy him more.

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