YUUMORITOBER, DAY 27 - PROPOSAL
Milverton sends his secretary to a pub to get some information for him about one of his former agents who betrayed him. Ruskin comes back drunk - and with holding a cut-down finger and a ring.
THE RING ON THE CUT-DOWN FINGER
Charles Augustus Milverton glanced at his pocket watch. The clock's hand was about to hit ten and under normal conditions, he would have already been in the middle of having a bath. But now, he was still in his study room, sitting at his desk and waiting while only one question echoed in his mind.
Milverton sent out his secretary to get a certain information in one of the London pubs. One of the agents of Milverton's information network ended up betraying him and ever since, Milverton was looking for him to give the man the punishment he deserved. But the man - whose name was Mr. Brian - afraid that Milverton would give him over to his bodyguards to torture him to death, escaped from him and he was currently hiding somewhere. Milverton wanted to find him - that's why Ruskin was now out to collect some information.
However... he should have been back by now.
Milverton slowly stood up from the chair. He didn't try to deny that he was worried for Ruskin whom he grew fond of through the years. He became more and more concerned about where his secretary could be. He could only hope that he didn't get into some trouble. Maybe he should send his bodyguards, Harry and Gosling out to check on him. If Ruskin got hurt...
Milverton tried to chase away the ominous thought and headed to the study door to set his plan to action, but before he could step out, the door suddenly opened.
And in front of him, Ruskin was standing, but his appearance was anything but ordered. His disguise was shattered, it seems he already lost the wig he wore for the mission and he had a strange smile on his face.
"Ruskin. You are finally back." Milverton let out a relieved sigh and watched as his secretary walked in and closed the door. He could see that Ruskin's steps were shaky, he was almost falling over on the floor - and even without that, something was clearly off with his right-hand man. "Is everything alright?" Milverton asked and his worry came back while he took Ruskin's arm and gently led him to the sofa to make him sit down.
"Yes, sir... hic!" Ruskin answered with a hiccup and that was the moment when Milverton's nose got hit by the heavy scent of alcohol which made him realize what happened with his secretary.
But Ruskin never got drunk before.
"The task is... d-done." Ruskin continued while the smile was still at the corner of his mouth. "I f-found Mr. Brian. I got him... hic... drunk... and killed him." He made his report and this made Milverton finally understand everything. Ruskin probably got Mr. Brian drunk by drinking with him, then he killed him for Milverton - but where the murder took place and if Ruskin got rid of his body, Milverton couldn't be sure about that. He decided that he would still send Harry and Gosling out to see the scene, but only after he made sure that Ruskin was well aside from showing the symptoms of the alcohol. Ruskin rarely drank alcohol - Milverton hoped that the current adventure would only end in some headache and nausea tomorrow and nothing more.
"And I got something for you, sir." Ruskin suddenly spoke again and he started to search in his pocket. His voice became braver and he didn't hiccup anymore. "Something I always wanted to ask from you." He stated and Milverton's curiosity grew as he watched what his secretary was doing. He finally took something out of his clothes and Milverton saw that it was a... cut down finger with an expensive ring on it. He could recognize the ring, it used to belong to Mr. Brian. From the cut down finger, he speculated that Ruskin ended up dealing with the corpse after all - but why did he bring a finger back? Milverton would have believed him even without it. "I am not afraid to tell this to you anymore." Ruskin noted while his trembling hands finally managed to slide the ring down from the dead finger. And what happened in the next moment was something Milverton could have never predicted. Ruskin fell to his knees in front of him and raised the ring towards him. "I love you with all my heart, sir. Would you... marry me?"
Milverton blinked. Then he blinked again and just stared at Ruskin's burning red face, his shining brown eyes which were not only bright from the alcohol. Of course, Milverton was aware - or at least, heavily speculated - that his secretary had feelings towards him aside from the devotion and he was actually not bothered by it. He also treasured Ruskin more than he should have - and if their relationship already surpassed the one what was supposed to be between a boss and an employee, it was not an obstacle for his evil plans, rather, fuelled them even more. While he took every chance to ruin his victims, Milverton was personally not disgusted by same-sex relationships and he sometimes wondered if he should make Ruskin his lover. It was something he was sure the other man wouldn't be against either - but what Ruskin just asked never crossed his mind. Marriage? He always found the thought of marriage ridiculous, it was just a facade people pulled in society to purposefully make others envy the perfect life they were able to build - when it was nothing, but empty lies. As the King of Blackmail, it was Milverton's favourite hobby to show the truth behind these lies and humiliate people through it. And Ruskin knew this well - so why was he talking about marriage? He should have known that it was not only ridiculous, but also impossible in the Victorian society for them to get married. Was he so drunk that he completely forgot about it?
"I promise that I will make you happy, Mr. Milverton." Ruskin said and as Milverton looked down at him again, he could see the hope and the love mixed in his secretary's expression which made him sure that no matter how drunk Ruskin was, his question was truly genuine... and he was still handing that ring over to him. What should he say now? Milverton was confused - he didn't want to hurt his secretary by saying him no, but what he asked was truly too much. Maybe... it was better to not give him a straightforward answer now. Tomorrow, when Ruskin is not drunk anymore, they can talk this out - and Milverton could come up with something to compensate his secretary.
He took the ring away and gently brushed the other man's hot face.
"You had a long night, Ruskin and you have done a great job." Milverton told him quietly. "You should rest now. Tomorrow, we will discuss this matter."
"The wedding?" He asked, but he let Milverton carefully draw him from the floor back to the sofa and make him lie down there. "You will be really beautiful, sir. But you already are..." He whispered and his eyes slowly closed.
The loud snoring let Milverton know that his secretary just fell asleep. He got him a blanket and sat down next to him, covering Ruskin's cheek with one of his hands. The ring was still in his other palm. Milverton stared at it and shook his head with a smirk.
He knew that his answer would be no, but still... he would probably say something different if he was not born as who he was.
Ruskin woke up to the sensation of a strong headache. He opened his eyes, but the sunlight that came through the window just made his pain grow. He closed his eyes again and he tried to gather himself for the second attempt, but he didn't have enough time for it. He heard the sound of footsteps - then he felt a tender touch on his forehead which forced his eyes to open again.
Mr. Milverton was sitting on his side of the sofa and it was his hand that started caressing his face.
"Good morning, Ruskin. How do you feel?" His employer asked and slightly swept his hair away. Ruskin let out a moan. Mr. Milverton's touch was comforting, but it also increased his guilt regarding his state. He should have paid more attention and shouldn't get drunk.
"I am sorry, sir." He murmured and tried to sit up, but the other man kept him down. "I should have..."
"I am not angry at you, Ruskin." Mr. Milverton cut into his speech. "You were able to dispose of Mr. Brian and I am grateful for it. I only ask you that next time, be more careful... and don't drink more than it is necessary."
Mr. Brian? The yesterday night’s happenings slowly came back to Ruskin's mind. Yes, Mr. Milverton sent him to get information on his traitorous former agent that could help him to finally capture him - but Ruskin grabbed the chance and ended up killing him by getting the other man drunk. But unfortunately, he also got drunk in the process and he must have acted very shamefully ever since, causing problems to Mr. Milverton. He swallowed and he felt that his mouth was bitter from the alcohol while the guilt was burning his cheeks.
"Understood, sir. Next time, it will not happen." He swore and watched as his employer stood up and walked back to the desk.
"There was also another matter I wanted to talk to you about." He noted and took up something from the table. "About this." He returned and raised the object before Ruskin's eyes.
"Do you remember what you asked from me last night?" Mr. Milverton's voice was quiet and intimate, but Ruskin still felt that he would rather fade away into the nothingness than to answer this question. For the sight of the ring, his lagging memories cleared up immediately and the shame ran over him with a new force. Oh, how could he do that?
How could he propose to Mr. Milverton?
After he killed Mr. Brian and tried to dismember the body, the ring on the dead man's finger gave him a sudden idea and he was too drunk to realize that it was crazy. He couldn't recall too much about what happened after that... but he must have come home and after he made his report to his employer, he also asked him to marry him. What was Mr. Milverton thinking about him now? Ruskin wanted to peek up to check his reaction, but he was too scared of what he might see.
"Yes, I remember." He answered and turned his head away. "I apologize for acting inappropriately, sir. If my...if I made you feel uncomfortable, please, fire me."
He held his breath back while he waited for his employer's reply. Then he felt the touch on his face again as Mr. Milverton turned his head towards himself, making him maintain eye contact.
"It is fine. I want to know if your wish was genuine." Ruskin felt that the golden gaze pierced into his eyes, forcing him to answer. But Ruskin didn't want to deny the truth anyway.
He loved Mr. Milverton from all his heart and he will never stop loving him.
"Yes, sir. I... indeed love you." He said miserably. His tone made Mr. Milverton chuckle; the man put down the ring and covered Ruskin's cheek with his palm.
"I cannot give what you dream about, but I can offer you something else." He noted and there was a smile at the corner of his mouth. "Marriage is not for people like us, but I am not against making our evil bond stronger. I let you love me - would you like to do it in the bed as well?" He asked provocatively and first, Ruskin couldn't even believe what he heard.
Instead of firing him for his inappropriate behaviour.... Mr. Milverton wants to make him his lover?
"What...?" The disbelief slipped out of his mouth and seeing his expression made Mr. Milverton laugh.
"Kissing. Sex. Holding me while I asleep. I hope that it fits your liking." He clarified and even mentioning the words were able to turn Ruskin even redder than what he already was. "Of course, only after you fully slept your drunkenness out. We should leave this day for your recovery, you might get nauseous later on. I will order Harry to get you some medicine." Mr. Milverton continued and his voice became serious again. "You told me that you want to make me happy - but I think we both deserve to engage in pleasures other than ruining innocents." He stated and put his finger onto Ruskin's lips. "Now, fall back to sleep. It will ease your headache." He ordered him gently while the joy flooded Ruskin's body. He could now see that Mr. Milverton was not joking. He also wanted something more with him... even if it was not marriage.
"I want to make you happy for the rest of my life." He promised with love and his eyes closed again. The ecstasy he felt tired him up, but he was not afraid to rest. He knew that when he woke up, Mr. Milverton would still be there - and tomorrow, Ruskin would love him. From tomorrow to forever.
"I know, Ruskin." He heard his employer's quiet answer and felt a pair of lips touching his forehead, their first sweet, little kiss before he fell back to sleep.