「 余 温 」

in the dream i don't tell anyone , i'm afraid to wake you up .

[yuuwen]

#𝐘𝐔𝐔𝐖𝐄𝐍 :

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤan oc multimuse written by blaise ( 25+ ) , comprising original lore . themes of crime and violence may occur , as will occasional suggestive / sexual themes ( tagged ＊╱ unsafe ) , which may not be minor-friendly . please go through my guidelines and roster before interacting , they're available at my carrd here ( under co. ) ♡ some other tags below if you're interested 👉👈 :

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ# promptsㅤ ㅤ # wishlistㅤ ㅤ # callsㅤ ㅤ # opensㅤ ㅤ # dash gamesㅤ ㅤ ㅤ

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ＊   very very very minimal / sporadic activity bc i work in a hospital , with only 1 off day per week unless there are other arrangements , but even then activity is not guaranteed depending on my irl demands . thank you for your patience !  ♡

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ＊   queued posts may not be tagged as such , so blog activity might not be an accurate indicator that i'm online . sometimes i'm busy , sometimes i'm overwhelmed , sometimes i'm lurking , sometimes i'm buried in writing / creating / writing but in my brain lmao . don't let it make you think anything along the lines of being ignored / overlooked . 

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤjust hit me up if there's anything on your chest , or if you just wanna chat a lil ooc / ic . take care !  ♡

[yuuwen]

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  this  was  a  morning  that  brought  about  an  entirely  different  mood  about  them  :      well  pressed  suit  and  swept  back  hair  ,  wire-rim  glasses  to  hide  the  ghost  of  dark  circles  that  were  telltale  signs  Eden  hadn’t  been  sleeping  well  —  Yuuki  would  know  —  before  he  had  had  to  join  the  table  ,  idle  pleasantries  opening  up  the  conversation  to  more  important  discussions  ,  about  shares  and  distributions  and  a  possible  helping  hand  to  expand  business  horizons  .  

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  Eden  was  only  here  for  two  reasons  , after all :      his  brother  was  occupied  ,  for  one  ,  and  two  —  to  make  sure  the  Baek’s  would  not  get  a  single  dime  from  the  Song’s  nor  the  Takanashi’s  .  not  when  Darian’s  sweet-tongued  stone-hearted  brother  was  around  ,  smiling  like  he  hadn’t  been  cursing  his  phone  alarm  off  just  two  hours  ago  ,  molten  gold  from  the  opulent  chandelier  overhead  glinting  off  the  moisture  on  his  lips  left  behind  by  the  honeyed  bellini  in  his  champagne  flute  .

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  his  tongue  darting  out  just  a  tiny  bit  as  if  to  savour  the  remnant  on  his  bottom  lip  ,  while  his  gaze  sweeps  a  lazy  trail  from  the  rest  of  the  table  to  the  man  sitting  across  him  ,  hint  of  mirth  creeping  up  into  blue  eyes  as  the  tip  of  his  tongue  tilts  upward  in  an  almost  teasing  ,  almost  inviting  gesture  ,  watching  garnet  hues  follow  —  the  nose  of  his  dress  shoe  doing  the  exact  same  thing  , stroking ever so gently upwards along  the  side  of  Yuuki’s  leg  underneath  the  table  .

@bravehope  ㅤ  :  ㅤ  [  STARE  ]    while  Eden  is  speaking,  Yūki’s  gaze  drifts  to  their  lips.  ㅤ  ﹙  ♡  ﹚

[yuuwen]

embarrassed to say my writing stamina has not improved one bit … or rather … it’s deterioiraurating 🫠

[yuuwen]

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  close  your  eyes  .  Fuyumi’s  gaze  flickers  upwards  to  meet  Seo-jun’s  the  second  the  suggestion  is  made  ,  the  lights’  dim  warm  glow  barely  glinting  off  his  cold  hues  that  seem  to  be  tracing  every  inch  of  the  other  man’s  features  ,  looking  for  sincerity  perhaps  ,  as  if  the  latter  had  ever  given  him  anything  else  .  at  least  he  has  to  make  sure  it's  still  there  ,  for  now  .  

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  despite  everything  ,  shelter  ,  solace  ,  somewhere  to  go  back  to  after  today’s  long  gruel  --  blood  underneath  his  nails  --  he  still  feels  like  he  can’t  afford  to  blink  .  trust  is  a  hard  earned  thing  for  him  ;  does  he  trust  Seo-jun  just  as  much  (  as  little  )  as  Seo-jun  trusts  him  ?  why  would  he  trust  him  ?  

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  Fuyumi  takes  a  deep  breath  in  .  catches  it  in  the  base  of  his  throat  ,  before  he  looks  down  ,  then  to  the  side  ,  anything  but  at  the  man  before  him  ,  whose  hands  are  warm  where  they  wrap  around  his  own  when  they  guided  him  to  the  centre  of  the  room  ,  away  from  the  lingering  chill  at  the  entryway  by  the  door  .  

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  he  looks  at  their  hands  .  he  breathes  out  .

@vcnefiica  ㅤ  :  ㅤ  close  your  eyes,  take  a  deep  breath  in.  (  seo-jun  /  fuyumi  )  ㅤ  ﹙  ♡  ﹚

[yuuwen]

back on my shenanigans on giving my muses ✨ animal vibes ✨ : cherie lin , delinquent / sukeban cutie pie all in one ? 🙌🦦

[yuuwen]

@vcnefiica ㅤ : ㅤ i’m starting to think sanity’s overrated. ( danya / cassius ) ㅤ ﹙ ♡ ﹚ 

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  ❝ㅤ  oh  ,  cherry  pop  .ㅤ  ❞ㅤ  poor  thing  !  Cassius  tuts  ,  silk  cloak  billowing  over  his  shoulder  as  he  plops  down  next  to  the  dhampir  ,  spinning  the  other  around  and  placing  both  hands  on  his  shoulders  .  he  gives  the  tense  muscles  a  gentle  knead  as  heads-up  ,  before  manicured  claws  sink  into  them  and  get  to  work  ,  working  the  knots  free  .  ㅤ  ❝ㅤ  you’ve  got  to  live  a  little  !  it’s  impossible  to  please  everyone  --ㅤ  ❞ㅤ  

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  oh  ,  there’s  the  spot  .  he  folds  a  knuckle  and  digs  it  in  .

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  ❝ㅤ  --  unless  you’re  me  ,  of  course  ,  so  here’s  some advice  from  one  pretty  monster  to  another  :  always  be  yourself  first  ,  hm  ?  

ㅤ  ㅤ  ㅤ  in  this  economy  ,  i’d  be  surprised  if  anyone’s  not  mad  one  way  or  another  .  they’re  selling  an  ultra  passion  berry  bliss  crimson  smoothie  for  twenty  bucks  !  ㅤ  ❞ㅤ  thank  gods  his  “  crimson  smoothies  ”    come  for  free  ,  although  some  of  them  do  end  up  screaming  quite  a  lot  .  still  ,  it’s  a  pretty  fair  give  and  take  ,  no  ?  

[yuuwen]

vibes i’m forever looking for to write Ruo’xi with 🥺💕

been seeing screencaps of this particular cdrama around on xhs & i'm slowly getting tempted to watch it ... but knowing i don't have the patience for full length dramas , it'll probably have to wait another 10 years lol

but basically i'm a fan of the cliche opposites attract ok Ruo'xi's equally wild & pure at heart despite the age old rumours of fox spirits , i just think it'll be fun if she can pester someone who supposedly has & wants their life in order , be it for their family name / honour / influence / power ... 👉👈

[yuuwen]

ok i confess i've been trying to do my drafts all evening but while i know the gist of what i wanna write for most of them idk how to start them & it's intimidating meeee (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

[yuuwen]

been dead again bc i've been working for more than 1 week straight !! wtf !! but just wanted it to be known that cassius is always a dominant bottom & proud of it idk why i say that bc i feel like it's already a known fact i just have been having him & vamp lore on my mind whenever i'm trying to write

[yuuwen]

by " sterile " i don't just mean he can't give you babies , it also means he can't turn you into a vampire / demon / whatever he is called , so other than the fact that he can kill you or eat you alive you've got nothing to worry about 😇💖

[yuuwen]

fighting with at least one of my muses will be like dancing the tango of death ☠️ 🕺🐦‍🔥💃 ❤️‍🔥 but it’s bc they’re trying to trip your muse

[yuuwen]

been dead again bc i've been working for more than 1 week straight !! wtf !! but just wanted it to be known that cassius is always a dominant bottom & proud of it idk why i say that bc i feel like it's already a known fact i just have been having him & vamp lore on my mind whenever i'm trying to write

[yuuwen]

someone spotting a scorpion or centipede " tattoo " on Xuan Yang but before they can ask about it the motif moves around like a real thing the exact moment Xuan Yang's eyes lock on them

[yuuwen]

also by centipede i mean it as something other people initially see as silvery / greyish bluish stripelike markings on the exposed part of his limbs / covering the expanse of his body , only when they see the whole thing or it moves in a coiling pattern that they realise it’s actually a giant centipede wrapped around him , manifested from cursed energy ;)

[yuuwen]

in the same breath i would like to apologise that while i talk a lot my replies are slow bc sometimes i'm the narrator than the character(s) , so ooc / lore building > ic writing , & i would be sad if i tried to churn something out " on time " & it ended up being a disappointment :(

[yuuwen]

someone spotting a scorpion or centipede " tattoo " on Xuan Yang but before they can ask about it the motif moves around like a real thing the exact moment Xuan Yang's eyes lock on them

[yuuwen]

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ❝ㅤ with my hand on your heart and your blood on my tongue , we belong to each other . i'm all yours , and you're mine , mine , mine . ㅤ ❞ㅤ — ㅤcassius & salvatore , @hopeharmed

[yuuwen]

apathetic , painfully blunt & sharp tongued Xuan Yang now vs scared , crybaby , cowering Xuan Yang back then … i guess that’s puberty folks

[yuuwen]

thoughts today include (1) the long scar going down the midline of Xuan Yang’s chest & belly from when he was gutted on the sacrificial altar , him as a ghost that keeps coming back , (2) cassius & someone just as off-the-rails trying to overpower & devour each other both as lovers & as monsters , the bloodied grin , the wild yet enamoured look in his eyes , ❤️‍🔥✨