zeel

nsfw | mdni | rosekiller + rarepairs

[z-eel]

not me accidentally deleting the og post lol

zeel | 22 | they/them

nsfw post : constantly = mdni

z_eel on ao3

i also like to bind fics into physical books, lmk of you want one

[z-eel]

"it's pathetic to think that my romantic endeavors are out on display, expressed in declarations of love that i cant even remember. written with feelings i do not understand and praised by those who i care nothing about"

"but its not. look closely and you'll see the bits of you that you lost. you just have to be willing to see them."

"i am not that man anymore, no matter how much you wish it, no matter how often you pray for it. i will not remember, and it is you has you who has to willing to see that."

but it's Sirius trying to remind Remus that he loves him after the prank resulted in Remus losing a lot of his memories... (or any ship really)

[ecklekecle]

barty refers to evan as his rose toy

[z-eel]

blind date with a book, but actually its just a random fic i binded when I go bored

(could I do that? or could I get in trouble for it?)

[z-eel]

Barty who works in retail and closes alone, sneaking his partner in to fuck them in the backroom / dressing room

[rosekillerbigbang]

REVEALS WEEK #3

to you who i've damned by @z-eel art by @juksuart

Rating: Mature Word count: 20k+ Tags: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Blood and Gore, Medical Malpractice, Murder, Cannibalism Evan's on a hunt for the man that killed the only person he's ever loved, he was also unfortunate enough to find Barty along the way. Barty’s always hungry, and he's fighting the urge to eat the man who's reluctently decided to help him. Both of them monsters who find the remains of their humanity within the other.

Silver lining by @sadiekaneismysister art by @keksikart and @missaisdepressed

Rating: Teen Word count: 36k Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Canon Divergence, 5+1 Things, Asexual Evan, Pandora Lovegood and Evan Rosier are Twins, Moral Ambiguity, Secret Messages After their seventh year, Barty runs away to the US. A decade after the First War has ended, Evan gets his freedom back and decides there’s nothing he’d rather do with it than find Barty again. 5 times Evan reminisces about the past as he tries to find Barty and fails + 1 time he doesn't (Mostly from Evan’s POV until the last chapter)

[z-eel]

I love the concept of Barty being a polyglot, and either not knowing French, even though his boyfriend and best friend speak it, or learning all the other languages just to spite them

[ajthecrayon]

Talking shit with Emmeline in Tagalog, or Hindi with James. Literally any other language.

[z-eel]

hear me out,,,

Emmeline and Barty = Perlah and Princess

[z-eel]

I love the concept of Barty being a polyglot, and either not knowing French, even though his boyfriend and best friend speak it, or learning all the other languages just to spite them

[z-eel]

im about to lock in chat...

[z-eel]

trans fem Barty x Lily my beloved

[z-eel]

why yall finding shit from a year ago?

that aint me no more

ive changed yall

dont pull me back to the dark side

[stardefiled]

Barty would get cancelled online for fetishising omegas and end up being forced to tell everyone that he is an omega

[z-eel]

tbh i forgot i was binding fics for @misc-marauders-fests Marauders Spring Bind Exchange so ended up not taking many pictures lol

but i was still extra and made two binds for the lovely @luxalupinlvr, one of my favorite rosekiller fic, I'm Not Gonna Teach Him How to Dance with You by greensenne and the other one my favorite wolfstar fic, Things Worth Searching For by GhostInTheClawMachine

both types set were made by me but i dont got any pictures lol

this whole project reminded me why even fell in love with the hobby and hope to be able to make more binding for other people

(mistakes were made people)

[z-eel]

Lily would have been a hippie in 1960s America

James would also be a hippie but more as a way to support his girlfriend

[z-eel]

doing your taxes last minute because your partner is scared of the legal ramifications is very bartylily

Barty is squinting at his computer in the middle of the night asking Lily what's he supposed to put for his income and Lily is tired of telling him to just write exactly what it says on his w2

[z-eel]

WAIT!!! I also bought a mannequin for $10 recently! That’s so funny!

I actually had a reason to buy a second one tho… you’re just wasting your money…

-✨

yes

I really just love to swipe my card and face the consequences later 🙃

[z-eel]

It’s me ✨ btw.

I refuse to dm you. Asks are more fun :)

ykw I agree