zombie puppy

rant + vent blog, please block if u dont like it!! iruazz, madohomu, desert duo, twipie 4life ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

hi if anyone wants free art please dm I haven't had much motivation to draw since artfight ended and I also want some like practice cuz I wana start doing commissions when I get more comfortable with my skills

i draw people, furries, and chibis (,,• ᴗ •,,)

I don't draw men but I can definitely try !! , I don't draw background (but I can do simple backgrounds or use pictures) HOWEVER if u really want me to draw a specific background I can try but only if im okay with trying and if ur okay with a shitty background

i also don't do nsfw, I'm a minor I can technically do some kind of nsfw but u gotta pay for that /hj

also I'm okay with mild gore and drawing sh, I love drawing sh scars

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

please ik I'm being very impatient but I beg I wana draw

[hpdamechan]

i wonder how so many people ARENT intimidated by school

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

hi if anyone wants free art please dm I haven't had much motivation to draw since artfight ended and I also want some like practice cuz I wana start doing commissions when I get more comfortable with my skills

i draw people, furries, and chibis (,,• ᴗ •,,)

I don't draw men but I can definitely try !! , I don't draw background (but I can do simple backgrounds or use pictures) HOWEVER if u really want me to draw a specific background I can try but only if im okay with trying and if ur okay with a shitty background

i also don't do nsfw, I'm a minor I can technically do some kind of nsfw but u gotta pay for that /hj

also I'm okay with mild gore and drawing sh, I love drawing sh scars

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

LOOK HOW CUTE MY KIG MASK IS I'm almost done with it I just have to add stuff to the inside so it sits on my face comfortably, I didn't get a helmet for it and I kinda regret it but also don't at the same time ? idk

after I do the mask all that's left is making the paws (which I've been avoiding cuz I'm scared of messing up) andd getting a black wig and styling it, I'm tryna get one off of vinted to save money but they're all ridiculously expensive, not what I'm looking for, or in terrible condition

[hpdamechan]

i wish i could be a house pet so i could have people take care of me and call me adorable all day

[cosmiccomrade]

I don’t care but I also do

[shinlikesink]

Call me crazy but i think one of the reasons Lied clicked with Soi so well is that he also didn’t really ever feel seen. Like we’ve never seen his parents, his interactions with shakky is in border patrol aka demon world version of the police (a very busy job) and also constantly on the search for a romantic partner, and he’s kind of a loser: when he won the harvest festival with Iruma, Iruma was absolutely surrounded by azz and Clara, but he was just kinda there. And during the harvest festival, he was so excited that he might have a chance with Elizabetta, but then had his hopes absolutely dashed. He also generally considers himself unpopular with girls despite hte fact he’s in teh misfit class. Idk i might just be a little delusional lowkey.

Edit: let’s pretend im not being delusional for a second. This is why he is so into games. He is escaping into them, into worlds where he is the main character.

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

gang I have an autism assessment in 2 days

my mum didn't see the email until literally 2 minutes ago so now I basically have no time to prepare mentally or emotionally I'm shitting myself I'm so scared

I'm super worried that I'll be told that I'm.not autistic or neurodivergent and I'm just a lazy weirdo who can't do anything

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

only 2 of my posts actually get a get good amount of notes and they're both over a year old

i am nawt getting back to my people on here kinda know me era

[hpdamechan]

i love being analyzed and interrogated by other people..

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

i think I'm better alone

not begging for someone's attention, not getting attached to people I shouldn't, not worrying if they like me, no being disappointed by someone

Just existing alone, barely talking to anyone, letting the days blur together not knowing if something happened yesterday a week ago

There's less too worry about, and less doubt

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

why am I like this I don't understand I don't even know what's good for me anymore and I feel so alone and stupid and naive maybe I am truly just an idiot

[frail-jirai-princess-whisperain]

you either die a burnt out gifted kid or live long enough to realize you have a praise kink

[wippdeeznuts]

I got a dream where my parents tried to drown me so here’s an alt way Iruma ended up in demon world

[needygirlsymptoms]

There should be a way to kill yourself and then see peoples reaction like in a spectator mode

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

i made the fur leg warmers !! ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა

I'm working on a pattern for like paw gloves but I feel like I just can't figure it out but maybe I should just give it a go but I also don't have like a shit ton of fur I can just use so now idk what to do and for the tail I still haven't checked how well hot glue works on the eva foam and for the ears it shouldn't be too hard but like I'm wondering if i should connect the ears to the mask or hair or smthn but tbf I'm leaning more towards head band so I can also use the ears for kemonomimi purposes (even tho I'm too scared to go out in public with them and my friends think it's embarrassing unless they're cosplaying) IM REALLY EXCITED TO MAKE EVERYTHING BUT IM SO SCARED OF FUCKING UP OR IT LOOKING REALLY ASS

[z0mb1e-puppyy]

guys I'm officially making a fursuit!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

i did get like the cheapest and minimal amount of materials cuz I'm broke BUT ITS HAPPENING it's only gona be partial kigurumi suit, soo head tail paws and instead of leg paws I decided to just make those fur leg warmers so I can also use them in general!!

I already have foam (I went for eva foam), eye mesh, anddd fur !! the kig mask is ordered but won't come for like 2 weeks cries andd I also gotta get a black wig

I already have the other stuff I need, I have a white material similar to mochi fabric elastic for the leg warms + mask (since I didn't want a helmet) and anything else

For the eva foam ik contact cement is best but I'll try using hot glue and see how well it works before I bother getting some

I'm not entirely sure how I want to make the paws since I preferably don't want to use foam but I'll figure it out when I get to it !!

I actually don't have the fursona drawn yet but I do have a vision AND THATS ENOUGH FOR NOW TRUST