wilder mind;

i had been blessed with a wilder mind. zachary beecham. twenty four. gas station employee. reincarnation of james hunt. currently at rock bottom. / var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5269294"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

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    『 meet the BEECHAM FAMILY 』

𝖥𝖠𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖱 ) COLIN FIRTH is AMOS BEECHAM; 56 years old; accountant.

𝖬𝖮𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖱 ) GEENA DAVIS is LYDIA BEECHAM nee ROSS; 59 years old; actress-turned-businesswoman

𝖥𝖱𝖨𝖤𝖭𝖣𝖫𝖸 𝖭𝖤𝖨𝖦𝖧𝖡𝖮𝖱𝖧𝖮𝖮𝖣 𝖥𝖠𝖨𝖫𝖴𝖱𝖤 / 𝖥𝖠𝖬𝖨𝖫𝖸 𝖣𝖨𝖲𝖠𝖯𝖯𝖮𝖨𝖭𝖳𝖬𝖤𝖭𝖳 ) TARON EGERTON is ZACHARY BEECHAM; 24 years old; gas station employee.

𝖡𝖱𝖮𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖱 + 𝖠𝖯𝖯𝖫𝖤 𝖳𝖮 𝖧𝖨𝖲 𝖯𝖠𝖱𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖲' 𝖤𝖸𝖤  ) ALEX PETTYFER is EATON BEECHAM; 22 years old; currently attending med school.

Zachary’s relation with his family is what you would call TURBULENT. While his parents never codled nor dooted at any of his achievements, they were proud, and everyone (them, those around, even Zachary) could tell. They knew their kid was going places ever since he first started walking. They’d only be there to make the path easier for him, pretty much fulfilling every request. Eaton never minded, for the siblings’ relation was as tight as they come; they’d be willing to take a bullet for the other.

It was until the night of Zachary’s graduation, the night of the fire, that Zachary met his father’s cold gaze and dry tone as he turned his back on him. He’d no longer be there for his son after what he’d done. All the time and money previously spent on Zachary now seemed like a waste to both of his parents, even though his mother developed a much less stern approached. Their attention is now fully placed on the next of kin, Eaton, who initially had trouble getting used to all the looks and pats on the back. In Zachary’s mind, he deserves all of them, for Eaton’s the most hardworking, loyal man he’s ever had the honor to meet (& feels extremely proud of being his brother.) To this day, Zachary still ‘interacts’ with part of his family in a certain way; he occasionally calls his mother (mostly to congratulate her on her birthday and mother’s day) and hangs out with Eaton every two weekends. When it comes to his father, it’s all been reduced to apologies muttered by his mother over the phone --- “ sorry dear, he’s not feeling well right now ”, “ sorry dear, he’s not home at the moment ”, and so forth.

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( QUESTIONNAIRE -- ! )

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children.  

close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between.

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded  / in between.

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between.

cautious / reckless / in between.

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / unemphatic / in between.

optimistic / pessimistic / in between.

traditional / modern / in between.

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between

loyal / disloyal / in between.

faithful / unfaithful / unknown.

BELIEFS:

monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know (!!!) / don’t care.

belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty  / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.

left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual.

sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes  / frequently / to excess.

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

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“Don’t you just love this weather? I can’t wait for it to get to the point where curling up by a fire is a must have every night”

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“It’s nice, I ain’t complainin’”, Zach shrugged. However, he instinctively scratched his neck in discomfort; curling up by a fire was not something he would enjoy. “Yeah,” he said, faking a smile. “With marshmallows and the whole... deal... right?”

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im-elegantly-wasted: 

“Aww come on man, I have to get some love somehow. “

“Okay that’s fair. Thanks. It was at the thrift shop and I bought it a long time ago. I didn’t even remember why I did at first though”

“Get a dog. That should do it.” 

“Well, I like it. I mean, it’s not the kind of costume you come across that often, so. PLus, I wouldn’t be surprised if there were a real Loch Ness Monster in Norbury, seeing as weird stuff isn’t precisely RARE.” 

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hellqxuen:

           “ Occupation: The family disappointment “

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im-elegantly-wasted:

“Come love me! Loch Ness Monster’s need love too. “ Trent replied as the top of his costume fell and  covered his eyes. “ Loch Ness Monster’s apparently also have poor vision”

“Well, seems like you are the LOVELESS monster after all.” 

“Maybe they’ve got poor vision, but they’re clever enough to avoid being seen.  Nice costume, by the way -- where’d you get it?”

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D É P A Y S E M E N T

╰ SELF-PARA

At this point of the night, Zachary’s legs had lost their sense of self, and so the confident way he usually carried himself in was now a set of awkward, cautiosly-taken steps. He felt as if he were wearing glasses with too much prescription, for it was a hustle to measure the depth and size of things. In fact, he’d lost track of how many time he had had to apologize to someone for shoving them aside too aggresively, or bumping into them. In cases like this one, he’d recur to the pack half-consumed pack of Heineken he kept at the bottom of the fridge, but helf himself back in the end; he’d very much rather go outside, breathe some fresh air and have one too many shots of vodka at Norby Liquor. At the moment, even if it seemed the opposite, the man was completely sober. However, that wasn’t the most bizarre part of the whole thing ------ after putting on his costume, Zachary went to look at himself in the tiny mirror he kept hung on the bathroom door, only to meet an unfamiliar face staring back. A pair of deep blue eyes stared back, the shape of his face had changed into a larger, thinner one, and his hair had become larger by more than a couple inches and was now the color of wheat. The landlord had even come to knock at Zachary’s door moments later, believing someone had broken in. Truth was, that the shock caused him to let out a scream, stumble back, and knock over a few things from a nearby shelf. 

      With shivers still running down his back, Zachary exit the cramped flat and made his way to the pub. Every chance he got, especially while walking past a shop window, he’d have a quick glance at his reflection, surprised that the unknown man was still there. Had someone managed to slip something into his last meal? Was he not getting enough hours of sleep? Perhaps he’d tripped down the stairs and all he was experiencing was just a hallucination before he finally passed. Either way, the odd feeling never left him; in fact, it became stronger, made him more paranoid. He coughed and muttered words to himself to see if his voice was any different, but it endep up sounding the exact same to him. He didn’t want to walk by Screechin’ Owl, even though his mind told him it could be useful to ask the other workers if they were able to recognize him. He shook his head the the though, let out a sigh, and continued his way instead. 

     “Sorry”, he excused himself for almost pushing a far-too-tall man near the door as he headed towards the bar. “The Monster Mash” blasted through the speakers, and some people in the establishment were wearing what Zachary could tell were last minute costumes, which were made up of sloppily-dran cat whiskers, fake blood applied onto random parts of the body or a pair of devil horns. He plopped onto the first empty seat he spotted, rubbing his eyes until seeing those colorful spots. What the hell was wrong with him? He’d been seeing a completely unknown person all throughout the night without knowing why, and even though it’d only been a couple hours since the happening had started, it was already driving him insane. 

     But, he then though, this was Norbury after all. It wasn’t the first time weird shit things happened, or so he’d heard. The town wasn’t a stranger to unusual events or stories, the most famous out of them being the ‘reincarnation theory’. He’d only talked to one person about it -- Tiana --, and she’d said she didn’t believe in it at all. At the time, he hadn’t debunked the theory, and with this happening, then...

     At last, the bartender approached him, asking him what his poison for the night would be. He finally looked up, letting out a sigh and shrugging, before finally replying with a dry: "Give me two of whatever drink you have that’s above 30 in the alcohol scale. I want to wake up tomorrow not remembering a thing.” 

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ZACHARY BEECHAM’S COSTUME FOR HALLOWEEN 2044

→ MARTY MCFLY FROM THE CLASSIC MOVIE “BACK TO THE FUTURE”

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    ❝TO HELL WITH SAFETY.❞ 

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                                    【NORBURY, OREGON】

                          a playlist about the people of the town who feel like they’ve been there before.

✧ ░  PAST LIFE | BØRNS  ✧ ░   SEND THEM OFF! | bastille ✧ ░   BELONGINGS | bear hands  ✧ ░   SLIGHT NIGHT SHIVER | m83 ✧ ░  MYTH | beach house ✧ ░ THE SUBURBS | mr. little jeans ✧ ░  ATLANTIS | seafret  ✧ ░  RUNAWAY | aurora ✧ ░  GRAVEL TO TEMPO | haley kiyoko ✧ ░  STRANGE THINGS WILL HAPPEN | the radio depth ✧ ░  OBLIVION | indians ✧ ░  HOLOCENE | bon iver ✧ ░  SUBURBIA | troye sivan ✧ ░  GLORY | bastille ✧ ░ NEW WORLD COMING | benjamin wallfisch & disa. 

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“Okay, first rule, infants, kids, teenagers, basically humans of any kind?  They need to stay hydrated in this heat, okay? Just take the water bottle and say thanks, you don’t have to stare at me like you think I’m creepy for caring.”

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“If you put it in that context, then I don’t think it’s weird. I mean, you’re watching out for the kids, and that’s actually very kind. However, I do get where the creepy vibe stems from. It COULD be like when people give out candies with arsenic inside them on Halloween night.”

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“It’s a nice color to wear, I’ll give you that. Nice to wear at work Aura’s though? Not so much “

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“Jeez. So have you ever met someone with a black aura?”

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“ That is smart! But wouldn’t they be mad about the fact that there is no free booze?”

“Soft Shell Crab. Not as clever as Free Booze, but still hard to forget”

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“It was pretty much a riot, man.”

“Clever... and catchy. You’re right. Now, out of curiosity, how did you come up with Soft Shell Crab?”

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“Of course not, I never implied that you were.” Maverick followed the man’s motion, spotting the other men in uniform. ”Yes, I know.” He found it strange that Zachary was pointing out the obvious to him, not realizing that he often did the same to others. "My life is not pitiful, rather this town is boring.“ It had the potential to not be, he thought, but so far Maverick felt as though his birth year had caused him to narrowly miss out on some of the town’s most historical moments. “Ye–” his response was cut off by the way Zachary quickly followed up his rhetorical question, “I would like to know the truth, if you don’t mind.” Maverick heard a honk coming from his sister’s car and Maverick let out a sigh, frustrated with her urgency, “I’m sorry, but we have to wrap this up soon.” He followed Zachary to the gas dispenser, his stride big enough to keep up with the other man’s stomping, “I’m being serious, yes.” Shaking his head no at the last part of Zachary’s question, “I am not doing this out of fun.”

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All Zachary did was roll his eyes at the other’s comment. Every now and then, his lips would twist into a clearly fake smile. Some people loved arguing back, but Norbury’s ex- golden boy had a short fuse since he was born, leading to this chat not being what you’d call ‘pleasant’ to him. Maverick reminded him of the reporters that had attempted to ‘interview’ him those years ago. Then, as if a switch inside Zachary’s head had been turned on, it clicked. Little Miss Gossip Girl, Jeanned had called him. Absolutely none of the people he’d met throughout his life had turned out to be as INQUISITIVE -- just not to say NOSY -- as the dude before him, and Zachary had been in Norbury long enough to get to meet most of its folk. “The truth?”, he snapped. If his supervisor saw / heard him, he’d probably get fired in a heartbeat. Was defending himself and get so upset worth it? Probably not. People had already started staring. “The truth is that the fire was an accident. I wasn’t the only one responsible for it, yet it still got me sent to jail. Fucked up, right? Are you pleased, Wilcox?” 

“You’re messed up, man. More than me,” Zachary shook his head, eyeing Maverick up and down, a heavy frown weighing down his eyebrows. “Next time you need gas, have Jeanne come -- after all, she’s way more pleasant to be around than you. And just because I held myself back from breaking your nose doesn’t mean it’ll always be like that,” he finally said, handing the gallon to Maverick in such an agressive demeanor, it’d been pretty much shoving it against his chest. His insides were boiling, and for a moment, he didn’t care getting fired --- he simply hoped never interacting with Maverick Wilcox again. 

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                            ZACHARY BEECHAM AESTHETIC (1/?)

 ❝   all we do is drive, all we do is think about the feelings that we hide.   ❞

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