Oh.. Its you.
Susan let him pull her over his lap and listened to him silent looking her hands or down but never meeting his eyes, she just couldn’t. She chukled with his bad joke ” Any day, no question?” she asked him looking at her fingers move. Susan knew she didn’t deserve him she felt inside everyday everyone said ‘oh how cute’ but it wasn’t cute to think the love of your life should be with someone better because you weren’t nearly enough. Susan covered her face and laid on his chest crying ” I don’t deserve you… You deserve someone far better” she said sobbing terribly sad. ” I am so sorry, it’s not that I don’t trust you or Bry… It’s just that I’m scared someday you’ll see you wasted you life on me… ” Susan cried more. ” I want you to have something better… “
" I know I can be a bitch sometimes, I know I’m an awful person, I’ve heard my family say it thousands of times, why wouldn’t you think it too?"
Zak chuckled and held her close, stroking her hair. "C'mon, don't cry. If you cry, I'll cry, and that'll be the lowest rated scene of the TV special." He smiled, and turned his head to look into her eyes. "I don't want anyone else. And both of us feel that way about each other. We want each other to have the best, and our self-deprecating attitudes won't allow us to believe it's us." He shrugged. "You're not an awful person at all. You're a wonderful person. Don't listen to your family. If I listened to mine, I wouldn't be in charge of a music empire. My family told me I'd end up a janitor." He smirked. "What other people say doesn't matter. Ignore them... and ignore me. Well, not right now. But, when I say stupid things to Bryony. It doesn't mean anything. I swear."
