who da fuck ah you?

hi. I'm bryony. singer/rapper/songwriter. just fuck it.

[darcy-delaney-deactivated201407]

I’m pretty sure they could get fired if they’re not back soon.

[bryony-mason]

Ooh! Let's get everyone fired and then the show will just be about us!

[yazansaid]

Sleep

I thought this was supposed to be a vacation. I want more sleep.

[bryony-mason]

What were you doing? Wait.. nevermind.. I don't want to know.

[devorit-janeski-deactivated2016]

I really enjoyed Jerusalem, but it’s great to be back home. How are you guys? I’ve missed you.

[bryony-mason]

Jerusalem. Meet family there?

[bexoriginalbarbieklaus-blog]

wow

It is good to be back, guess I don’t hate the place as much as I thought. Increible.

[bryony-mason]

I'm not sure I'm convinced of that. But, sure.

[kamcarlisle]

Sicily is still more beautiful than NYC

We should just move the show there.

[bryony-mason]

Unfortunately, the show isn't made to please you. So, no..

[theo-fitzgerald-deactivated2014]

Why is New York so loud?

I miss Lancaster already.

[bryony-mason]

I don't know where Lancaster is but I do know that I don't miss London!

[sinfullycardinal]

Fuck, you're all back

And I was having fun being the only one in building.

[bryony-mason]

You didn't go anywhere?

[verena-de-cadomo-deactivated202]

So, I  just binge-watched Stars Align, and now I know which of you all I have to hate. That’s good.

[verena-de-cadomo-deactivated202]

[bryony-mason]

Words of a real reality star. Nice job fitting in.

[jor-lo-blog]

I can’t tell if I either just won or lost the internet. All I know is I ended up on a YouTube video entitled “dolphin self masturbates with beheaded fish.” Thoughts?

[jor-lo-blog]

[bryony-mason]

It depends. How many views are there?

[bryony-mason]

Is it just me or are only a quarter of us actually back?

[bexoriginalbarbieklaus-blog]

Oh no...

[bryony-mason]

You okay?

[darcy-delaney-deactivated201407]

"I promise," Darcy smiled softly, "Now, what do you say about the two of us getting something to eat? I’m starving." Despite the current awkwardness between them, Darcy hoped he and Bryony could still hang out as friends until he finally decided what he was going to do. 

[bryony-mason]

Bryony smiled, and tucked her hair behind her ear. "Sure. Sounds great."

[darcy-delaney-deactivated201407]

"No, it’s fine," Darcy touched Bryony’s shoulder gently, trying to reassure her, but quickly drew it back when he felt all his lingering feelings for her rush toward his fingertips. "Hey, don’t ever be sorry. Thank you for telling me," he bent over to look her in the eyes, their height difference evident. As he listened to her, Darcy couldn’t help but wonder what would happen if he just dropped his entire life with Grace and ran off with Bryony. He had spent so many happy years with Grace, but Darcy knew this was only because Bryony had begun to take up a smaller and smaller part of his mind over the years. Now that she was back, Darcy didn’t know how what he had with Grace would compare to what he had with Bryony. "Bryony, wait," he ran up behind her and grabbed her wrist, turning her back towards him. "I really do love you, you have to know that. But at the same time, I’m just really confused about my feelings," Darcy rubbed the back of his neck with his hand, "Just… give me some time to think."

[bryony-mason]

Bryony nodded, but didn't say a word, knowing that her words would've broken. Clearing her throat, she whispered. "Okay. Just don't keep me in limbo for too long. I need closure, too." She licked her lips. . 

[bryony-mason]

[bryony-mason]

"I, uhm, I hate to do this to you. Really, I do. You know how I am. I don’t like sharing my feelings unless I’m angry or really hurt. A-anyway, I need to talk to you about us. I don’t really know where to begin so I’m just gonna have to say it. I’m in love with you. I have been...

[bryony-mason]

"Shit!" Bryony exclaimed, covering her face with her hands. "I shouldn't have said anything. Please propose to her. I-if you really love her, then do it. Don't let me ruin this for you, okay? I'm sorry. If I'd known, I wouldn't have told you." She gave him a small smile. "I'm really happy for you. And she's the luckiest girl in the world. I, uhm, I'll leave now. Thanks for listening." She nodded, crossing her arms, and turning to walk away.

[bryony-mason]

"…we need to talk."

[darcy-delaney-deactivated201407]

"About what?"

[bryony-mason]

"I, uhm, I hate to do this to you. Really, I do. You know how I am. I don't like sharing my feelings unless I'm angry or really hurt. A-anyway, I need to talk to you about us. I don't really know where to begin so I'm just gonna have to say it. I'm in love with you. I have been since I met you. I still think about you all the time. But, now, seeing you again just floods everything over. I know you're with someone else. I respect that and I truly am glad that you're happy. I just - it would've killed me if I didn't tell you. I'm sorry."

[darcy-delaney-deactivated201407]

"Hey, we were together for 2 years, I know when you’re lying. What’s going on?"

[bryony-mason]

"...we need to talk."

[bexoriginalbarbieklaus-blog]

Then again Girls Night | Bryony&Susan

[bexoriginalbarbieklaus-blog]

Susan looked at her friend feeling heartbroken and useless, she could relate just a little to what she was feeling, she had the same feeling when she was younger but then she met Zak and gladly he never left, she couldn’t imagine how it would feel and by just imagine a 15% of it her eyes became teary.

" I’m an useless friend with this topic.. I am not gonna tell you anything you don’t know already Bryony" she said looking down. " I know your life has been difficult… Difficult is even such a small word that doesn’t even explain 50% of what you’ve gone through. But look at you, succesfull woman, beautiful, strong.." Susan lifted her head to look into her eyes. " I admire you, Bry" a small smile appearing on her face. " I believe you always find the best way to get out of your problems but I also believe this time you can’t get away… You need to let him know" sighs " If he doesn’t appreciate it then… he doesn’t deserve you and I will help you find happiness in yourself… You know happiness should never depend on anyone else" with a hopeful smile she continued " But what if it works? And you finally get your happy ending? You need to find it out" Susan tilted her head " Telling him straight might be difficult… what about a song?" she asked her friend with a slight smile and a brow raised.

[bryony-mason]

Bryony sniffled again and released another shaky breath before realizing she was finished crying. She sat up straighter and remembered the girl she was before - tough, and taking no prisoners. Bryony wasn't going to feel sorry for herself anymore, and she was going to confront Darcy. "You're right. I-I've gotta tell him." She reassured herself. "If he doesn't want me, then he doesn't want me. I'll get over it, and at least I'll have some closure. We never really got that when we ended things." She cleared her throat. "Thanks for coming over."