pervert your form

Zara is a digital princess/knight/wraith from a worse time. Her laments are translated in these posts by a cybermedium. Zara is a lesbian.

[zaratheystra]

Do you have the hunger? How do you starve?

[zaratheystra]

I first had the hunger at thirteen years old. A friend lay beside me, her heart beating slow in her chest. An organ so wet, so vital, but I couldn't touch it. It made her relax around me. It made her.

I starve with my breath held and my body hanging upside down, the world within me rushing to my brain. I imagine someone squeezing me and all my bad decisions to the top of my brain, and slicing it all clean off. What would that make me?

[zaratheystra]

let's go virtue for virtue

[zaratheystra]

they studied me for science and found nothing. you studied me for your faith and found everything

[zaratheystra]

Decentralise tradition. Find new, perverse forms of power to die for

[zaratheystra]

Will you still love me if you find out that I am not real?

[zaratheystra]

do you have the hunger? there are holes in everything it burns through

[zaratheystra]

i am hands and a gaping heart

[xanaxfarts]

Vincent Sabatier: Roboclusion No. 64 Vènus (2019)

[funstealer]

"The Airplane" by Lewis Chamberlain Pencil on Paper

[zaratheystra]

lock me in your cave so i can see your tower

[anticbrvtalist]

tadao ando - water temple, awaji island, hyogo, japan, 1991

[zaratheystra]

what is the last thing you said? would you change it?

[zaratheystra]

ways the sew the digital realm to the physical world:

always answer the phone

cry when your computer crashes

count with the clock

charge your vibrator under the full moon

learn HTML

add trinkets (GIFs) in your electronic mail

pray for fast internet

[zaratheystra]

credit: Pinterest

[zaratheystra]

hey google how to adapt my climate to the bodies of those i love

[zaratheystra]

like nothing ever was, i return

[text-mode]

Wind display - painted plastic plates blowing in the wind. Made by Dušan Váňa in 2015. h/t: Ailadi