zeitweise Regen

'97|ger|he/him

[hurenkrieg]

Stellt mal entweder oder Fragen und seid gerne kreativ

[pokemon]

Larvitar is waving at you! wave back (◣_◢)

[charitydingle]

もののけ姫 / Princess Mononoke 1997, dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[ashstfu]

i love pasta and bread and ignoring responsibilities

[demonicwords-inactive]

[zeitweiseregen]

Is this what the end feels like?

[kittykik-deactivated20210919]

I hope yall find someone who never gets enough of you.

[adrenaline]

[bliss--luxury-deactivated201604]

I just want to be someone’s “wow”

[zeitweiseregen]

I need:

- three weeks in a cabin in the woods with no internet

- a good coffee

- a extra large pizza

- a hug so long I start feeling like myself again

[emptiness-statue]

[zeitweiseregen]

Es ist nicht die Tatsache, dass es weiter geht. Es ist die Tatsache, dass die Person die ich war sich noch immer diese Frage stellt.

Und die Person die ich jetzt bin noch nicht alleine existieren kann.

Ich weiß nicht wer mich im Spiegel anschaut wenn ich hinein sehe, denn ich sehe weder die Person aus der Vergangenheit noch die Person die ich jetzt bin.

Ich bin nicht mehr vollständig und noch nicht neu zusammen gesetzt.

[my-gloomy-thoughts]

Intro

This blog might features NSFW content, please be aware of that.

Minors DNI

Any intolerant people i.e. terfs, nazis etc. DNI

This is my main blog going forward.

You might know me as @dom-thoughts , @let-m3-be-yours or @zeitweiseregen and you will still find more focused content, reblogs and text on these blogs. But this one will be a little more timid.

You are welcome to reach out, ask and dm me, just keep it respectful.

I will block without hesitation if you can't behave yourself.

[ruhaniya]

worst part about finding out that someone lied to you is wondering what else they lied about

[zeitweiseregen]

And now I stare at the screen, tears running all over my face.

I start questioning myself should I book that train next week?

Just like I did a year ago?

Would you be there?

Would I be all alone?

Or would I see you like the first time we met?

Would you smell like the last time I saw you?

Would my heart drop again like the first time?

Would our hug be as tight as it was back then?

Could we be happy again? Just one more time?

[m-zdnmh-deactivated20260327]

I was so sure … and I was so wrong

[zeitweiseregen]

Every time I think I finally found it, it gets ripped out of my hands.

As if the universe says not yet, not yours to keep.

Every time this happens I feel like it's my fault.

Why didn't I try harder, why didn't I love better, why can't I be better.

But my progress is there.

Yet it is too small to keep a good thing.

Too small to find piece.

I always end up alone and crying.

Even if someone is there I feel like I'm alone.

And I don't know how many times I can start over again.

Why can't I find my peace?

Why can't I find my forever home, my forever person, my forever?