and then one moment of my boring but happy day i remember, we were sitting at the back seats of the bus and you told me, “ you know that i am really sorry for doing that to you, i had no right to hurt you like that” and then you turned to my bestfriend, held her hand kisses her forehead. You told her that you loved her before turning to me and holding my hand and kissing my forehead and saying the same exact words… “he hit me and he felt like a kiss” i truly hope no one understands what those lyrics truly mean one day. it’s taking me a really long time to heal and everyone around me expects me to wake up one day totally healed from all the trauma that they have caused me. but it’s not the reality, not mine at least. i hope not to see you one day, so i dedicate this song to you, you know who you are… iki yabanci-by teoman & sebnem ferah