whoa

live the life you want to tell.

[zepheera]

what's wrong with me

[zepheera]

i'm sorry i’m a piece of shit, i really am.

i destroy everything in my path.

i don't know why.

sometimes, i feel like i've had this coming.

never being able to find true peace.

wholesome love.

i don't deserve you, and that's the fucking truth.

i just wish i knew how to make it up to you.

all the time you've wasted on me.

you're the best thing i ever had.

i owe you that much.

i really wish i had the strength.

to walk like Beatrice.

you know what i mean.

[zepheera]

time

it's weird how things work out. I'm free one day, and shut in the next. I was so ready to free myself, and yet, you appeared and ruined it all. you ain't shit, and it's so clear to see, but you seem to be a huge part of me. I ask them why, and ask them to help me get by. fuck, I just can't get you out of my mind. but I feel it now, I feel myself moving along. just like all of the rest, I will get you off my chest.

[zepheera]

I'm so sorry you're heart broken. From personal advice I'd recommend you to go out into the world discover yourself again! Being in a relationship great but your life starts to wanting to improve that relationship. Go have fun at concerts! Fill the void with stuff that made you happy before the relationship! Good luck! 💕 Believe in yourself! ✨

hey, there. i’m not sure when you sent this. but thank you. i was in a really rough place, and you’re great for reaching out. looking back at my posts, i see how much of a mess i was, and how much i’ve gotten better since then. time, and immersing yourself with dope people and vibes is all one can really do. much love to you. <3

[zepheera]

sick

it wasn’t until my mom kept pointing it out,

“you’ve gotten skinny”,

that i realized i wasted a lot of myself. 

suffered so much for a boy who only knew how to suffer for himself.

he broke me, and his absence fuels me. 

i’m okay.. 

but i’m cursed yet again to a state of apathy. 

even after laying several days with another,

i couldn’t help but say, “maybe i’m depressed”.

i wanted to take it back, but it was too late.

he simply replies, “i hope not”

i hope not either. he’s a nice guy.

i have another, but can’t seem to shake off this one other..

this one other that i can’t have.

a vicious cycle that i’ve been dying to see break.

i’m constantly looking for something,

never wanting to keep it.

i’m starting to think i deserved it all,

that maybe this misery is a proper fit. 

in the end, i always realize i don’t give a shit..

[zepheera]

okay

[zepheera]

you broke my heart.

[zepheera]

I can't sleep and all I've got are these pictures. I'm tearing myself apart.

[zepheera]

I'm sorry

[zepheera]

it's scary knowing you'll fall out of love with me. it's scary knowing I'm going to see you with someone else. it's scary knowing one day you're not going to think about me anymore. it hurts right now, but you're already on your way to forgetting about me.

[zepheera]

I miss how it used to be. how in love we were. it's so different now.

[zepheera]

part of me wants to hold you and kiss you, and the other part is telling me to stay away.

[ethersmoon]

[fancybroom]

Damn what eyeliner does she use

[zepheera]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[pokec0re]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[thelovewhisperer]

I’m not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me. Sometimes I just want a hug. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me - when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn’t do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh. I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart. And my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.

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