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still here still queer

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[daffodilmornings]

💐 words blooming off the pages 💐

- daffodil🌼

[zhoediackiller]

maybe you don’t need to love yourself to love someone else. it’s really not a matter of if you can or not. I know. I’ve loved others when I was neck deep in my depression and thought my best course of action was taking every horrible thing happening out on myself, but I also know the difference in the love I’ve been able to give others once I figured out what it truly meant to love myself. so maybe you don’t need to love yourself to love someone else, but I won’t waste my time hoping my love will be reciprocated in someone who doesn’t.

[zhoediackiller]

red wine for when youre sad, a red wine for when you start to talk politics at the dinner table, a red wine to help soften the feelings you dont want to unbox, and a red wine to make those big feelings a little less overwhelming 

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Hausu (Nobuhiko Ôbayashi, 1977) - Constructing a Psychedelic Haunted House Horror Film (Behind the Scenes) Criterion Collection Blu-ray Extras

[quotefeeling]

I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.

Melissa Cox (via quotefeeling)

[zhoediackiller]

ahh to be at a picnic with a pretty girl on the water in the middle of spring after you spent your morning drinking coffee and visiting a book store only to end your day with a bottle of wine and watching the sunset over the beach

[paperandsong]

[lionfloss]

source

[zhoediackiller]

I was supposed to go look at cars today but I realized my title is at my parents house and it wouldn’t actually do me any good to go look teehee

[zhoediackiller]

A lil hike for breakfast

[zhoediackiller]

More France pictures !

[zhoediackiller]

[zhoediackiller]

Sweet little Beaune

[zhoediackiller]

Escaping and traveling and seeing different parts of the world. And I’m starting to feel less disconnected from everything. Just getting to watch people in their everyday lives. It’s a breath of fresh air after growing so tired of the people around me constantly on vacation. You can’t build a community out of constantly rotating tourists. For a second I started to forget that I was real and that I was deserving of the same life I’m witnessing here in this coffee shop. 5° of separation and a latte later. I should’ve brought a journal with me

[zhoediackiller]

A lil sunset photo shoot

[zhoediackiller]

views from the balcony :)

[zhoediackiller]

I’m absolutely terrified of what’s going to happen next. I’m terrified that I’ll never get to fully come out of the closet before I’m forced back in one and I feel like I’m already grieving a part of me that I’ve never gotten to fully experience because my first girlfriend ended up being a traumatizing experience for me and I’ve never had a serious long term relationship. I’m terrified to be gay in this country even with people around me that love and support me I know so many people don’t. It’s so hard to be excited for the future that I know I could have with all of this happening around me. I have such big dreams and so many things I want to do but what do I do other than try to pretend it doesn’t feel like the world is collapsing around me