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Written for the promt:

Could you do ziall where it was a one night stand and they ignored it and niall didn't tell him he was pregnant and left the tour and everyone was confused. and then like 10 months later when everyone comes home from tour, they go check up on niall and see him with a 3 month old baby girl and everyone was confused but zayn was angry and basically acuses niall of cheating though they weren't really together.

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"Harder Zayn, harder!" Niall was whisper yelling, trying to keep it down as best as he could, because he knew the other guys where close somewhere playing videogames.

It's not like he was embarrassed or anything, it was just that this wasn't supposed to be happening, I mean, Zayn had a girlfriend for crying out loud. But there was nothing he could do.

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He was sleeping comfortably in the bed, just getting some rest in the hotel before they had to leave for their next interview promoting their new tour. He had been sleeping for at least an hour and a half when he heard the door opening. He turned to look up and there was Zayn, shirtless and had a weird expression on his face.

"Oh, hi Zayn. I though you where playing with the rest, I was just trying to catch some sleep before we mff..." Niall didn't even got to finish his sentence, because Zayn had gotten closer with each word he spoke and all of sudden just gave him a really passionate kiss, pushing Niall forcefully back to bed. Niall tried to push him of for just a second, but soon melted into the kiss. He have had a huge crush on Zayn for a whole year, of course he hand't acted upon it for two main reason 1) he didn't knew if Zayn was into boys 2) he had a girlfriend. Besides, even if Zayn did like boys, he was way to perfect and good for someone like Niall. So of course he couldn't resist with the boy of his dreams on top of him kissing him like he had been the only thing in his mind all his life. Zayn separated from Niall for just a second breathing heavy and with his pupil dilated.

"God Niall, you're so beautiful" Zayn said and pecked him softly on the lips, and started making a trail down to his neck.

"Zayn not that I-I-I'm not enjoying this. But what are you doing?" He said stuttering, trying to resist the urge to moan.

"Just trying to make you feel good" Zayn said trying to take Niall's shirt off. Niall raised his hands and let him do it while he put his hand under Zayn's shirt touching his back muscles and his abs. Zayn didn't waisted a secong and took of his shirt. It didn't take long before they both lost their clothes and were doing everything they could to keep themselves from making any sounds.

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And that's how Niall found himself in this situation, bitting his hand to avoid screaming as he reached orgasm. Zayn followed him bitting his lip, showing a face of pure ecstasy. Niall could't keep himself from smiling, this was like a dream come true. Zayn collapsed next to him, breathing heavily from all of their previous activities. Then there was a knock on the door.

"Niall, you okay in there?" It was Harry, who was constantly worried about Niall.

"Shit" Zayn murmured next to him at quickly changed to another bed taking all his clothes with him, got under the covers and pretended to be sleep. Niall only put on his boxers and a cover on just as Harry was getting in.

"Ah, sorry. I didn't knew you were sleeping" He said refering to both Zayn and Niall. "Sorry I woke you up"

"Don't worry about it, it's getting late anyways isn't it?" Niall said yawning a little, despite the nap, he was still very tired, no wonder why.

"No, you can still sleep an hour maybe even an hour and a half. We are leaving in two hours, in case you wanted to shower or something." He said with a little smile "Want me to wake you up?"

"That would be great actually, I'm still exhausted" he said with a yawn that emphasised everything he just said "Come get me in an hour please?"

"Sure thing babes. Get as much rest as you can" He said as he closed the door, Niall's eyes closing with it.

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After the interview they were all dying to sleep. They still had two more moths of that until the tour started. They all headed to sleep to a different room that night, but Niall had other plans. Once he was sure that Louis, Liam and Harry(specially Harry)where sleeping, he slipped into Zayn's room and went to cuddle with him in his bed. As soon as Niall climbed in bed with him, and put his arms around Zayn he jumped getting away from Niall.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?"he whispered yelled, not wanting to wake the others.

"I-I I just wanted to cuddle with you, we didn't get to do it earlier." He said a little scared and confused about Zayn's reaction.

"Why? you though that just because I was horny and we had a good fuck I wanted something with you?" He said laughing sarcastically.

"I-I'm sorry I thought-"Niall said stuttering a little and refraining himself from crying.

"Well you thought wrong. You really think that i like you?" he said looking at Niall up and down.

"I'm just gonna go" He said, his voice cracking up a little as a tear made it's way down his cheek.

Niall made his way out of Zayn's bedroom and went running to the first place he could think of. He open the door and got in.

"Niall, what are you doing here?" said Harry, his voice heavy with sleep. He heard Niall sobbing and woke immediately getting up from bed to hug him. "Hey it's okay, it's okay. Breath in, you're okay"

Harry guided Niall to his bed, hugging him the whole time. They stayed hugging in bed for 20 minutes until Niall stopped crying, while Harry enveloped him completely with his arms, one hand playing with his hair, and Niall's head buried in his chest "Are you better now?" Niall buried deeper and nodded, never looking up. "What happen? Do you want to talk about it?"

"It's nothing, I prefer not to think about it" Niall's muffled voice came from Harry's chest.

"Okay, it's okay. If you want to talk about it I'm here for you okay?" he said looking down where Niall's blond hair was. He heard a soft thanks and kissed the top of Niall's head. "Hey, I love you okay?"

"I love you too" said Niall a little louder hugging Harry stronger by the waist, Harry only smiled in return and held him tighter, wanting to protect sweet innocent Niall from the world.

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"Fucking shit" Niall cursed as he puked once again. It had been going not stop for the last two weeks. He heard steps approaching to him and the door to the bathroom opening.

"Again?" Harry said concerned, kneeling next to Niall trying rubbing his back. He just heard a little moan in response before Niall went to throw up again. "Niall, this is getting out of control. Please go to the doctor, the tour begins next week, seriously you can't keep going like this"

"Don't worry Harry, I'm fine, I'm sure it'll pass" Niall said getting up to wash his teeth.

"You said that the first time, and it's been a week and a half already"

Niall had been staying with Harry the whole time, not wanting to be alone. Besides, it's not like Harry would let him be alone, knowing that since the day Niall came to his room crying Niall hadn't been at his best. Well, that was an understatement, the boy had been a right down mess. He hadn't been eating well, sleeping well and Harry knew that somedays he cried himself to sleep. That's why Harry told him he needed to cuddle somedays, so that Niall wouldn't be alone.

It had been already a month since the incident, and things had been weird since that day with Niall, and the other were to concentrated in the rehearsals and their own stuff. That, or they were choosing to turn a blind eye on what was happening. It was pretty obvious, starting from the tired face Niall had, and going all over his weight loss. At the end there was no much he could do, since Niall was denying everything and they didn't have enough time to get distracted.

"Okay Niall, let's go. We have to get to rehearsal in 30 minutes tops"

"Yeah, sure. Let's go"

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They had just gotten to the place of the rehearsal and were getting into the building when Niall got a dizzy spell and lose his balance. Fortunately Harry was there to catch him just as he was about to fall.

"Okay, that's it. You are not coming to rehearse today, you're clearly unwell" He said steadying Niall.

"I'm fine Harry, I just lost my balance a little, nothing to worry about. Besides, we can't lose any time, the tour is coming soon" Niall said pretending he was okay, but when he tried to stand again, his legs gave out and Harry had to catch him again.

"You clearly are lying, I'm gonna call someone to take you to the doctor, and you can't get back until you tell me what you have and have medication!" He said raising his voice a little and looking for someone that would take Niall.

"Yeah, you're right, I have been postponing this too much" Niall said as he let Harry help him into a van. "Please tell the other's I'm sorry"

"Take care Niall, and don't worry. I hope to see you resting when I get home" He said jokingly but it turned into a frown when Niall didn't laugh and just rested his head in the back of the seat. Harry closed the door and waited until he couldn't see the car to go with the others.

"Hey Harry!"yelled Louis from the couch where he was laying down and checking twitter.

"Where is Niall, I thought he was with you?" Liam said coming behind Harry

"He wasn't feeling well, I think he's sick" Harry explained

"That or he was just being lazy" Zayn said rudely from the chair he was sitting at

"What's wrong with you? You've been acting really weird latelly" Harry said getting a little mad. Zayn just shrugged and got back to whatever he was doing on his cellphone.

"Buy he seemed fine just yesterday" Liam said suddenly concerned, while Harry glared at Zayn and both Liam and Louis looked at him shocked about Zayn's words.

"No, he didn't. He hasn't been feeling very well for at least a week. Come on guys, I thought you weren't oblivious." Harry said getting mad for the lack of interest the had shown to this moment. "Besides, he wasn't well even before that. He's been really sad for about at least a three weeks, maybe even more. He misses his family, and you guys ignoring him hasn't helped that much either." He said and turned to look the guilt filled expression in all off their faces.

"And what does he have?" Louis asked showing just how concerned he was now.

"We don't know, I just convinced him to go to the doctor a while ago. He almost passed out, and couldn't hold himself. I practically had to carry him back to the van" This time Zayn actually showed that he cared at least a little.

"Can we go with you today? I want to apologize with Niall and maybe take care of him today? Is that okay?" Liam practically begged.

"Yeah, I'm sure he will love it. He has been really sad lately, and I know he feels lonely, he doesn't say it, but I know he does." Harry said feeling thankful for once with the guys. . . .

Niall was in the van crying. He received some shocking news from the doctor. He was pregnant. He was shocked, sure, they hadn't wore a condom, but that didn't change a thing. It wasn't that he didn't wanted a baby. This just wasn't the best situation, the father (of course it was Zayn, he was the only person Niall had been with in a long time) had used him and even treated him badly. Of course he wouldn't want anything to do with the baby.

That wasn't it. The doctor had told him he had low weight for being already 3 month pregnant. He also had high blood pressure. Basically he was having a difficult pregnancy, and adding the stress and overwork of the upcoming tour he would have a lot of problems. Of course, he could still abort and avoid all of his problems, the thing is, he didn't want to. He already love the little thing, it made him feel closer to Zayn, even in a little way. He also knew he couldn't tell Zayn, judging by how he had reacted the last time, this time it was a way bigger thing, and he was sure Zayn would get incredibly mad.

As soon as he got home, he started to pack all of his things. He left a note to Harry, put on a hoodie, sunglasses, called a cab and just left.

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As soon as the rehearsal finished all the guys took their stuff and went to a van. Louis and Liam followed Harry, but Zayn went to a different direction.

"Where are you going Zayn? The van is over here" said Liam when he saw Zayn going to a different direction.

"I'm going to go with my girlfriend"

"But you said you were coming with us" said Louis.

"No, you said you were going, I never said anything" He said turning and kept going

"You're so fucking selfish. I though you would at least feel guilty. You think I haven't noticed how you've been ignoring Niall and even treating him badly. God, I thought you were different" said Harry disappointed. Zayn just scoffed and left.

"What's gotten in him?" asked Louis getting a little mad.

"Never minds, let's just go. Niall is probably all lonely" Liam said putting his hand on Harry's waist and guided them to the van.

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"Niall, I'm home! Louis and Liam are with me" Harry yelled as soon as he opened the door. There was no response "He's probably sleeping, I'm gonna check on him" He told Louis and Liam.

"You want us to come with you?"

"No, it's okay. I think it's better if we let him rest" Harry said heading upstairs to check on Niall. He went into the room where Niall was staying and opened the door carefully. "Niall? The guys came to see you." he went into the room and saw that Niall wasn't there "Niall?" he said a little louder, thinking that Niall was maybe in the bathroom. In that moment he realized there was no mess in the room. He opened the closet and saw none of Niall things. He was ready to call for the others when he noticed a piece of paper on the bed. He picked it up and began reading.

**Harry, I'm sorry I had to leave. I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye, but I couldn't stay, I found out about something at the doctor. I'm pregnant, six weeks already, but and apparently it's a high risk pregnancy. I had been stressed enough already, and the tour would only make it worse. I'm going to stay with my parents this time, I can't be alone, the doctor told me that someone had to take care of me and that I had to take it easy. I'm going to turn off my cell phone, but you can still contact me with my parents or on Skype. Please call, because I need you, any of the four, but you've been there for me. **

Please don't tell the others about anything, I don't want anyone finding out. Please keep the secret and I promise I'll keep you informed about everything. There's a copy of the sonogram under the pillow, in case you want to keep a picture of your godson or goddaughter with you.

**We love you **

Niall

By the time he finished, he was a crying mess sobbing and smiling at the same time. He moved the pillow and there it was, a black and white picture of a dot, it wasn't much, but that was baby Horan. He hide the note and put the sonogram in his wallet, hiding it between some other pictures.

He went down stairs and Louis and Liam stopped the conversation they were having as soon as the saw a shaky and pale Harry coming downstairs with tears streaming down his face. They got up from were they were sitting and went to hug him. Harry started sobbing once again into Liam's neck while Louis rubbed his back.

"What's wrong Harry, is Niall okay?" Liam asked concerned, he felt Harry nod into his neck.

"He left. He's not completely fine, but he will be, I hope." He answered between sobs.

"Niall left? Why?" asked Louis feeling sad

"He wouldn't tell. He just said that it was to much stress" He said feeling bad for lying

"I know this is sad, but we have to talk to management as soon as possible" Liam said thinking already in the consequences of Niall leaving, already taking his cellphone out.

"Can we wait until tomorrow, I don't want to be alone. I miss Niall already" Harry said looking at Liam in the eyes like he was a puppy that someone had just kicked. Liam gave him a sad smile and nodded as he put his cell back in his pocket and kissed Harry on the head.

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The next day the guys got to rehearsal and Zayn was already there waiting.

"Management called, they said we have a reunion to talk about something important" Zayn said before they got a chance to speak. He started to look around "Where's Niall, still sick?" he said actually caring for the first time.

"Look he-" Louis began to talk but was interrupted by one of the guys from management

"I need you right now" They all sighed and followed him. It was now that Zayn took in all of their faces. They all looked sad, but Harry looked like he hadn't slept at all and had been crying.

"Okay, I'm here to talk to you about Niall. He called us yesterday, and told us he wouldn't join you on this tour. Something about his health or some shit like that. Look, I don't really care, I just care about the way you're going to handle all this. I know this probably won't be the same, but you have to make it work. Niall told me he just needed sometime off, but that he will be back, and he wouldn't want to see any of you or the fans sad about anything, so just go to the rehearsal and try to make the best out of this tour. That's it for today, you can get back to rehearsal" one of the guys explained, and with that they went out of the room.

Liam was impressed. It's not that he didn't believe Niall was responsible, it's just that he wasn't used to Niall thinking before doing something, usually he just rolled with things and let someone else deal with the aftermath of what he had done. Well, not completely like that, more like someone had to tell him what to do and then he would, but not alone.

Just as they were out

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" yelled Zayn to the air and after a few seconds reflexing while looking to the ground, then it hit him "Oh my god! You guys knew, that's why you were all sad when you got here. Why the fuck didn't you told me?!" he said getting really angry and pushing Harry.

"Well, you would have known if you came with us yesterday!" Liam yelled getting in front of Harry in a protective manner and pushing Zayn back.

"So you actually saw him. What did he told you" He asked Liam, still angry.

"Why would I tell you, it's not like you care" Liam told Zayn, looking like he was about to hit him. Zayn lose no time and punched him right on the face. Liam stumbled back a little and was about to respond, but Harry got in between them making Liam stop.

"Stop it you two!" Harry said looking at the both of them pleadingly "Fighting won't solve anything. Niall wouldn't want this" Liam looked at him and nodded.

"Whatever" muttered Zayn going to rehearsal.

"Let's just get over with" Said Louis giving both Liam and Harry an encouraging smile.

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It had been five months since the beginning of the tour, five moths since Niall had left. Things have been better between everyone. Zayn had apologized, but everyone could tell there was something wrong with him. Harry had gotten better, but everyone could tell he missed Niall like crazy, he even had been sleeping with Liam because he felt lonely. Louis could see them exchanging some smiles and lingering looks, but he wouldn't make a comment about it.

Zayn's girlfriend was coming for one of the shows, since she had some free time from work, so of course Zayn made all the arrangements for her to travel. He was excited. It had been almost seven months since he had done anything. He was sexually frustrated.

After the show, they went to the hotel and Zayn and his girlfriend were getting impatient, so as soon as they closed the room's door they lost all their clothes. The didn't waste any time. So as Zayn was being ridden by his girlfriend he couldn't help but moan. It had been way too long with just his hand. He was mid orgasm when he yelled something "Oh my god! Niall" as he came in his girlfriend. She just got of him and slapped him strongly.

"What the fuck Zayn"

"I could ask the same. What the fuck came over you?" He said now looking mad.

"You really didn't noticed did you?" she still seemed mad, but there were other emotions floating around "Look, why don't you tell Niall you're in love with him instead of using me for sex"

"What are you talking about?! I'm not a fag!" He said searching for his clothes, as his girlfriend was already getting dressed.

"Don't use that word! And stop lying to yourself, I never actually thought you love me, I knew you were thinking about someone else, I guess I was just lying to myself. But I least I have the decency of admitting it. Please talk to him, I know this makes you miserable, and I want you to be happy. Goodbye Zayn" she said giving him one last kiss, before leaving for good.

"Goodbye" he said quietly watching her leave. He spent all that night thinking about what she said, each second realizing more and more how much he had fucked it up.

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It had been a week since the name incident, and Zayn could not be more sad. He had been thinking about Niall nonstop. He had tried to contact him, of course it always went to voicemail every time. He couldn't really blame Niall for not wanting to talk to him, he had been an asshole.

At the middle of that days concert, while they had a little time to rest Harry received a phone call, and after it he looked really nervous. All through the concert Harry was out of it, always checking his phone and not really putting much of himself into it. After the concert was over Harry basically ran out of the place, not caring about anything, not even saying anything to the boys. He was missing for three days, not giving any news, he wasn't spotted and he never answered his phone, leaving all of his friends worried, after what happened with Niall, they were afraid of losing another member.

When he got back, he looked as happy as ever, maybe even happier. They asked him why, he just said he had visited an aunt he missed like crazy. Harry was a terrible liar, but the others let it pass, thinking he had a reason to hide it , and they didn't want to intrude in something private.

Two weeks after that they were having a game night all together Liam and Louis were tired, so they called it a night and went to bed. Zayn and Harry kept playing for an hour until he got tired.

"I'm going to bed Zayn, I'm exhausted" He said getting up "Night"

"Night" Zayn said also tired turning off all the stuff and going to his bedroom. He was getting up from the couch when he noticed something there, Harry's wallet. He picked it up from the wrong side and everything came out. He sighed, he was too tired and didn't wanted to do it, still he began to pick up everything. Something got his attention, it was a black and white picture of a dot, a sonogram! He heard footsteps approaching

"Hey, did I left my wallet here?" Harry asked, noticing the absence of the wallet when he took of his pants, he saw it in Zayn's hand "Oh, you found it. Thanks man" he said as he went to take it.

"What's this?" said Zayn holding the picture of the sonogram so that Harry could see it.

"That's mine, give it back" Harry asked calmly, Zayn gave it to him, Harry stared at the sonogram fondly for a few seconds "It's a sonogram"

"No, I know that" Zayn said with a chuckle "I mean, whom it belongs to?"

"A friend. That's actually my goddaughter" Harry said proudly with a smile "Night Zayn"

"Night Harry" Zayn couldn't help but smile at Harry's happiness.

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The days went by and the tour was coming to an end. Just as every night they could, Niall and Harry were skyping, Niall missing his friend like crazy, and Harry wanting to watch his goddaughter, and of course Niall.

"How's my favorite baby girl?" said Harry cooing to the screen.

"You know I'm also here right" Niall said faking anger.

"Yeah, whatever" He said doing cooing noises to the baby in Niall's arms, who had began to smile the moment he heard his voice "How is she doing? Did she finally catch up with her weight an height" asked Harry sounding worried now.

"She's still a little small, and is still having some troubles breathing, but she's doing much better. They say it common on premature babies, but she's healthy overall. She's eating better now, sometimes it feels like she's completely drying me up" Niall said chuckling while looking at his daughter with loving eyes.

"That's good to hear"

"Oh! And she's holding her head up now" Niall said moving the baby to a sitting position where Harry could see the baby holding her head up.

"Oh my god baby girl, that's amazing" Harry said crying.

"No, Harry stop it, don't cry, you're going to make me cry" Niall said tearing up "My hormones are still all over the place, and I don't even know why"

"Yeah, you're right, I'm sorry" Harry said cleaning up his tears. They kept talking for half an hour when the baby fall sleep. Niall went to put her in her crib and came back.

"Hey Harry, are the others close?"

"Yeah, their in their hotel rooms, why?"

"Can you call them, I want to talk to them. I've missed them like crazy, besides, now that the tour is about to finish I want to go back to London, maybe you could all come to visit me and they can meet her and you can see her again"

"Yes! I've missed her, and of course I've missed you too. I'm gonna go get them" Harry said jumping of joy getting out of his room. When he got back with all of them, there was Niall checking twitter.

"Hey Niall, look who I brought"

And there they were, Louis and Liam smiling like crazy asking rapidly questions, stopping after Harry told them to chill out; Zayn was also there looking nervous but happy at the same time. He had missed them all, even Zayn, though he still felt really sad about the situation with him.

"Hi guys"

"God Niall, you can't just disappear like that, Harry here was crying for at least a week" Louis said while Harry was blushing and muttered 'It wasn't a week' "Yeah, okay. A week and a half" he said as everyone chuckled.

"Don't do that again please. Everything was weird without you, it just isn't the same, you brought all the joy here." Liam said rushing the words out.

"I've missed you" Zayn's comment was short, but it held a lot of meaning. At least he had thought about him, Niall thought. After right up ignoring him for a month after what happened he didn't expected much.

"Yeah, I'm sorry guys. I had a bit of a situation and I didn't knew how to handle it. My health was at risk, besides it would have been to much trouble, and I wouldn't want you all to deal with it" Niall said scratching his neck.

"Oh my god Niall are you okay?" Louis yelled into the screen.

"I'm fine now, there's no need to worry" Niall assured them, and he could see the relief crossing their faces, especially Zayn's "Actually, I think I'm better than I've ever been. In fact as soon as you finish the tour, please come to visit. I'm heading back to my house in London in a few days and it would mean a lot to me if you could come" Niall said looking down

"Of course we will come, you really think I can spend almost a year without you" Harry practically yelled into the screen.

"All of you?" Niall asked looking at everyone, his eyes lingering on Zayn for a moment"

"We'll be there" assured Liam, as they all nodded.

"Thanks guys, I really appreciate it. Besides, I have a surprise for all of you. I'm going to sleep now, I'm exhausted. Good night" He said with a smile and loged off.

After that they stayed to chat for a little while, and after that each of them went to sleep. Zayn was too exited about seeing Niall again, but could sense how Niall felt insecure with him after what he had done. So he did one little thing. Just as Niall was about to fall sleep he checked his phone, wich he had turned on again only two days ago, with a simple text from Zayn 'I promise'.

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"Oh god, I'm so exhausted I just want to sleep" Louis said as they carried their bags to Niall's front door.

"I'm not" said Harry almost jumping next to him.

"I think you're just excited to see Niall, but I bet you'll be knocked out in an hour" Liam said looking at Harry fondly

"Yeah yeah, whatever, someone knock now please" Harry said not calming even a little bit.

"Hold on your horses love" Zayn said chucking as he knocked on the door.

It wasn't even a minute later that Niall came and open the door. He was kind of surprised when he saw Zayn, even with the text, he still didn't knew what to expect. "Hi"

"Niall" Zayn said like he still didn't believe that Niall was in front of him. Just seen him made him realize of how much he actually liked Niall, how stupid he had been treating him that way.

"Niall!" Harry yelled moving Zayn out of the way and nearly knocking him down with the hug he gave him "I've missed you so much!" He said still hugging him.

"Ok Harry, that's enough, let the guy breath" Louis said going for a hug himself, followed by Liam. Finally Zayn went for his own hug, letting it linger for a little longer.

"I've missed you" he whispered into Niall's ear, as he hugged him a little tighter before letting him go. Niall didn't answered but gave him a tight smile.

"So, we're going to stay here chatting all day, or are you letting us come in. I'm tired you know." Louis said jokingly.

"Yeah, come in. I'm sorry" Niall said moving to the side as he blushed.

"Oh, look. I made him blush. How sweet"

They went to seat in the living room, catching up with some stuff, Niall wanting to know everything about the tour and things in general. Niall didn't mentioned his reasons for leaving, eventually Louis got desperate and asked him.

"Okay, I was kind of waiting until you mention it, but you obviously are not thinking about telling us anytime soon. Where were you?"

"I'm sorry, you're right, I should have told you right away" he said scratching the back of his neck "I was staying with my parents. I got back here just a little time ago"

"But you were never papped or anything." Liam intervened

"I didn't went out much, and I was really careful when I did"

"But that doesn't answer why" Zayn said softly. For a moment in the tour he really had blame himself for Niall leaving, knowing he had hurt him. But Niall wouldn't leave the fans hanging if it wasn't extremely important, and Niall never thought his sentiments were that important.

"Look, it's complicated. I wasn't okay, nor physically or mentally. I was really sick for a while there"

"But you're okay now right?" Liam asked concerned.

" I'm just fine, don't worry" Niall said smiling reassuringly at all of them, watching the worry in their faces, except for Harry, who already knew everything "Had a couple of difficult times, but I'm okay now, I'm happy" He said with a huge smile coming to his face, brighter than any of them had even seen, he looked happier than ever. That brought a smile to their faces.

"We're happy for you Niall" Zayn said for all of them "Can we know why?" Niall's face expression suddenly changed, he look nervous, they instantly worried "Are you okay?" He said going to touch Niall's shoulder, but Niall stand up and start pacing in front of them. "Niall-"

"Look, there's a big reason for it. Before I tell you, I want you to know that I didn't tell you because it would make thing complicated, and truth be told, I was also scared about what you would say. I don't know, I just wasn't thinking straight, I guess I though that you wouldn't understand, but I should have known better, you are my friends and you wou-"

"Oh my God Niall! Stop rambling and just tell us what is it" Louis yelled trying to make Niall calm.

"Yes, sorry sorry. I was-" Niall was interrupted by a crying coming from his cellphone "Shit, Give me just a second" Niall said taking out his cell and going upstairs.

"That's a funny ringtone" Liam commented. After 15 minutes Niall was still upstairs.

"I'm gonna check on him" Harry said going upstairs. Niall came back 5 minutes later.

"What took you so long?" asked Louis

"Look, the reason I left may be a little shocking, but please let me explain before making your own assumptions" all the guys had a frown in their faces "Harry please come!" Niall yelled. Harry made his way downstairs carefully carrying something wrapped in a mint blanket. Nobody knew what to think, then a sound came from the blanket and a little hand came out to pull on Harry's hair. There where three surprised gasp "Guys, I'd like you to meet my daughter" Niall said as Harry made the little girl drop the strand of hair he had been pulling and taking the baby's little hand and waving it at them whispering a little 'Hi'

"What the fuck!?" Louis yelled a little shocked "You knocked someone up?"

"Not exactly. I was actually the one pregnant. Look, I know it's shocking and I should have told you. Well, I told Harry, but because i still needed some contact with you guys. It's not that I don't trust you, but I sort of got scared of what would you think, and what could happen with tour and all of that and I thought it was better to keep it all to myself" Niall finished his rambling. Everybody started to make their own assumptions, every word Niall had said swimming in their head. Louis stared at the baby that Harry was now carrying her in a sitting position, noticing all her features. He then remember everything happening around the time Niall maybe had gotten pregnant and everything clicked.

"Oh God! She's-" He was in the middle of screaming when he was interrupted by someone screaming louder.

"You fucking cheater!" Zayn's loudness scared the baby girl in Harry's arms who started crying and making grabby hands at Niall who quickly took her into his arms but his attempts at soothing her were not doing much

"What's wrong with you?!" Niall yelled whispered.

"What, you feel bad about someone yelling the truth, that you're a fucking slut!"

"Zayn stop it, why do you keep doing this?" Liam asked getting frustrated at Zayn's attitude around Niall for quite sometime now. It seems that even him being away couldn't keep Zayn from treating him badly.

"Aren't you mad Liam? I mean, Niall whoring around with Harry and now he has his daughter" Zayn was beyond jealous, he had finally admitted his feelings to himself, and now that he was ready to admit it to the boy he loved he finds out that he had been with someone else. Not that he could blame him, he had been, well he was still acting like a dickhead, but he was so mad that he couldn't even let them explain.

And as for Liam, who was slowly falling in love with Harry, sharing secret (obviously they weren't really good at it) looks and kisses, he believed what Zayn said immediately. It made sense, Harry had been broken when Niall left with his child. He had just been using Liam to forget Niall, but he was sure that now that he was together with his family he would leave him in no time.

The three persons that already knew what was going on were staring at Zayn like he had grown another head. Liam was looking between Niall, Harry and the baby before tears began to fall from his eyes and he ran out of Niall's house crying.

"Liam wait!" Harry lose no time following him.

"He doesn't even care about you fucking cheater. Look, he ran out for his other boy instead of you, isn't that sad?" Zayn smirked as he said that.

"Fuck you Zayn! You're the only cheater in this room!" Niall ran upstairs really carefully with his daughter in his arms, who was still crying. Zayn just scoffed and went outside.

Louis stayed there trying to process everything that had just happened. He wanted to check on Niall, but he was sure he needed sometime alone while he calmed his daughter and himself. Instead he went after Zayn. He found him smoking in the yard.

"Little harsh aren't we?" Louis said approaching, Zayn just scoffed and kept smoking staring into distance. "I'm not gonna excuse what you did or anything, because that was low, and you had no right, but I understand. Look, if you love Niall that much, believe me, insulting him won't help your case" Louis said lighting a cigar himself.

"I don't love him" Zayn said facing Louis.

"Then why did you got so mad?" Zayn just scoffed once more "Look, all I'm saying is that Niall has been alone for more than a year, so there's no one he could have cheated on anyone. Besides, that girls skin is too dark to be Harry's and Niall's daughter. Just think about it" Zayn looked confused, like he was in deep thought until it finally downed on him.

"Shit-" was all he said before dropping his cigar and running inside.

"Oi" Louis said as quickly stepping on it before there was an accident. "God, they're all a mess"

Zayn ran upstairs when he heard a soft voice and the most beautiful laugh he had ever heard. He followed the sound until he found where the voice was coming from. He carefully opened the door and there they were. Niall's back was facing him and he could see his daughter lying on his tummy trying to hold her head up. Niall didn't notice him, too concentrated in his baby, and he could also hear him sobbing.

"That's right baby, we don't need him. We were fine this whole time. You're the only one I need to be happy" the baby send a toothless smile at Niall, that brought a smile to Zayn's face "Right baby? Well, you and grandma, grandpa, uncle Greg and your cousin Theo. And of course Harry, your Godfather would kill me if we don't include him" Zayn smiled remembering the ultrasound. Now he knew who it belonged to. He hadn't noticed the tears coming out of his eyes until he let out a sob, alerting Niall of his presence. Niall took his got up without a second thought, taking his daughter in his arms, shielding her away from Zayn, making Zayn feel as if someone had crushed his heart.

"What are you doing here?!" Niall whispered yelled with venom in his voice.

"Niall-" Zayn walked to him, but Niall just stepped further away from him

"Don't get near her, I won't allow you" Niall said still whispering, not wanting to scare his daughter.

"Niall, please, you can't do that, she's mine to"

"Oh, now I'm Niall, I thought I was a fucking cheater. No, wait, a slut right?" Niall was glaring at Zayn holding his daughter closer

"Please, I want to see her" Zayn was not moving, afraid that if he approached Niall would leave.

"Why would you care? She's Harry's daughter right?"

"Niall please let me explain"

"You know, I wasn't going to keep her from you, I wasn't even mad about the other time anymore. I wanted to believe you only felt bad about cheating, or that you weren't that comfortable about being with a man. But today you just proved that you're just an asshole"

"I'm sorry" He said, his tears now a constant flow. They stayed in silence for a long time, Niall playing with the baby in his arms and Zayn there just watching and crying. After a moment he could see Niall relaxing thanks to his daughter cooing and smiling in his arms. He gather all his courage and finally spoke again "How old is she?"

"Four months" he said, not wanting to get mad, since his daughter was very happy in his arms. Zayn started to do the math, and if she was his daughter she would just have two months.

"She's not mine is she?" he felt disappointed, but it didn't mattered, he still loved Niall, and he could learn to love the girl as his.

"Why do you think that?" Niall looked at him for the first time.

"Well, if she was mine, she would only have two months. I mean, we had sex like eleven months ago"

"She's yours"

"How's that possible? Unless there was a drunken one night stand before that i don't remember or she was premature" His changed as he said the sentence, chuckling at the beginning and changing to worry as he discovered the other possibility.

"I had her at 7 months. She was tiny, couldn't really breath, she seemed dead when she was born, she didn't even cry, I was so scared. They told me to be prepared, because there was a possibility she wouldn't make it through the night" Niall was crying while telling the story, and Zayn looking disturbed about this new information. "But she did, she started eating by the second day, a hungry little thing, just like his papa" he said smiling fondly at her.

"Why?" was the only thing Zayn could say, still feeling distraught.

"They said it was stress, made me go into early labor. That's were Harry was when he disappeared, he came as he could, I called him the moment I saw I was bleeding. He couldn't make it to the birth, it was an emergency C-section, couldn't exactly wait. But he was there when I woke up, I was about to freak out, but he was there the whole time, until he had to leave. He even cried when she was feed for the first time"

"She's okay now, right?" Zayn sounded really worried, Niall could see the frown he had.

"She's healthy" Zayn's face relaxed "But a little low on weight and height "his worried face got back "there's nothing to worry about, it's gonna take some time for her to catch up. She'll be okay, I promise" he send Zayn a reassuring smile.

"Look Niall, I know i fucked it up bad, I'm sorry. I know sorry is not enough, but please let me speak. I've liked you for a long time, was having a hard time coming to terms with it. I've never liked a boy, and it's not that I think it's wrong, it's just that I was scared. I really wanted you the day that happened, I was so happy. But when it finally downed on me what I had done I freaked out, and I guess I thought pretending that I had just used you and driving you away would help me get rid of these feelings. It obviously didn't help, since I told your name when I shouldn't and my girlfriend broke up with me.This obviously doesn't justify everything I did, and how I reacted earlier obviously doesn't help, but please please forgive me and let me be in her life." Zayn was full on sobbing by the end of the speech, Niall's tears wouldn't stop coming and the baby had just fall sleep.

"I had forgave you for everything you had done. I'm still a little angry about what happened earlier, but I'm gonna let it pass. About her, don't worry, I wouldn't keep her away from you, it wouldn't be fair on her."

"Oh my god thank you" Zayn ran to hug Niall and gave him a strong kiss on the lips. Niall wanted to push him, but he couldn't without dropping the baby in his arms. He really didn't wanted to fight either, and melted into the kiss. They separated when the baby gurgled sounding annoyed that someone had disturbed her in her sleep. Zayn was smiling like crazy, and could see Niall was blushing, but didn't looked exactly happy.

"Look Zayn. Me forgiving you doesn't mean we are going to jump into a relationship. You hurt me, and you hurt me really bad, to the point of stressing so badly I almost lost her." Zayn's smile dropped "Don't be sad, I'm not holding it against you, but please understand that I can't trust you that easily either. I'm sorry"

"Don't apologize, it was all my fault. You forgave me easily and you're going to let me be in her life. That's more of what I deserve" He said smiling, looking longingly at his daughter, wanting to have some contact with her now.

"You want to carry her?" Niall said, almost like he was reading his thoughts.

"Can I?" Zayn asked sounding genuinely surprised. Niall didn't say anything, he just put her in Zayn's waiting arms, letting her go when he felt he was holding her properly. Zayn started crying once again. It seems like it was the only thing he would be doing today. "Hi baby girl, I'm your dad. God, you're gorgeous, just like your papa" Niall blushed at that statement "I'm sorry I wasn't there at the beginning, but I promise I'm never leaving." Zayn kept rocking the little baby, just moving a little, not wanting to disturb his sleeping daughter. He had a look of pure love in his eyes, Niall simply couldn't let that moment go. Zayn was so concentrated in his daughter, he didn't noticed Niall taking out his cell and a second later a picture. The sound made Zayn look up and Niall blush at being discovered.

"Sorry, it was just to cute to pass" Niall said putting his cell back in his pocket "let's go downstairs, I bet the boys are wandering what's going on. Besides, I'm kind of worried about Liam and Harry. Harry told me how much he liked Liam and I bet him believing it's Harry's baby won't help in that relationship" Niall made his way to the door.

"You never told me her name" Zayn said approaching Niall, never taking his eyes away from his daughter.

"Aishah Michelle Horan"

"It's perfect. Just like her"

Downstairs Louis was kind of worried about Zayn and Niall. They had been upstairs long enough. He was checking twitter on his cellphone, until he finally heard steps approaching him. Niall appeared, his eyes and cheeks still red from crying, but he looked happy. Behind him, at a much lower pace, came Zayn, with baby Aishah in his arms.

"Guess you two are good now?"

"We'll work on it" Niall said smiling at Louis "Where are Harry and Liam?"

"Last time I saw them they were talking outside" Louis said trying to get a better look at the baby in Zayn's arms. Niall went to the window and saw that now they weren't just talking.

"Doesn't seem like much talking to me" he opened the window watching the perfect opportunity to embarrass them. "Oi, there's plenty of rooms inside, no need to fuck in public." They stopped kissing, but didn't separated, just started laughing and press their foreheads together.

"God, those two are way to sweet together. Probably going to be one of those annoying sweet couples"

"Zayn, please let me carry her" Louis begged as he tried to take the baby from Zayn's arms.

"No, I've miss to much time, I don't want to lose more"

"Please, you've had her all this time. I'm leaving in three days to my mothers house, I want her to have some quality time with his favorite uncle" in that moment the lovebird came back inside.

"Oi, I'm his favorite uncle" Harry interrupted the fight

"That's not fair love, you can't be favorite uncle and godparent" Liam said pinching one of Harry's cheek.

"She loves me more" Harry said sticking his tong at Liam, who only laughed and kissed him.

"Hey! Not in front of my daughter" yelled Zayn

"Your daughter?! Why didn't you told me Niall?"

"How did you not noticed Harry, that child is a copy of Zayn?" Louis said surprised.

"Well, I didn't though that. I just guessed my best friend would tell me if he had been sleeping with one of my band mates."

"See, you don't deserve to be his favorite uncle"

"You're right Louis I do" Liam intervened.

"Who cares, she still loves me more" Niall said smiling smugly.

"Of course she does, you're her momma"

"I'm her papa!" Niall glared at Louis.

"I don't know, if she breastfeeds of you, I think you should be considered the mom" Harry said trying to get Niall mad

"Oh no you didn't Harold"

Zayn zoomed out of their fight, trying to enjoy her daughter as long as possible before she had to be fed or one of the other guys would want to steal her. Here he was, with his baby girl in his arms, the guy he loved in front of him, fighting with his brothers about who loved his daughter more and who was the mom. Yeah, it was crazy, but he wouldn't have it any other way.

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So, here's the first filled prompt. I hope you like it.

I'm sorry about not filling it as soon as I got it. I know it's been too long, but I've been having a hard time. I'll try to make more, but I can't promise much.

I was working on this one for a long time, tried to make it as long as possible. I know it could be longer, but I just didn't knew what to do anymore.

Please comment, it would make my day. You can also leave a prompt, and I'll try to fill it as good and fast as possible.

I'll also be updating my story soon.

I'm really sorry about taking this long, please forgive me.

Have a nice day :)

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