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[ziimeeii]

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|★| about ziimeeii |★|

hiya my name is ziimeeii on the internet. i am also called sam or zim. i have diagnosed bpd, audhd, dyscalculia, and anxiety. instead of hyperfixating on something useful like cleaning, i chose to obsess over aliens beefing with other aliens and / or humans. AND monsters in the underground. YEEEHOOO!!! i like making art, music, collecting beanie babies and invader zim merchandise (currently manhunting for the dvds with the irken subtitles), and making kandi. i am abrosexual, orchidsexual, demisexual, trans (ftm), and i go by he / zi :D

|★| wni / iwc |★|

wni :: i will not interact if you are an anti-zadr, transphobe, homophobe, gooseworx supporter, jax glazer, frisk x monster believer, if you make zatr or zagr (both zim and GIR or zim and gaz) fanfics / artworks, or you're an ai supporter

iwc :: GUMI yumeship doubles, people who have READ AND ENJOYED abusive zadr comics such as Z&M and playing with fire, people who actively support and / or interact with my groomer (discord moots you know who it is), and SOME forsaken / dandys world fans

|★| socials |★|

spacehey || rentry || spotify || ao3

|★| announcement board |★|

july 1st 2026 - my asks are now open for invader zim drawings!!! i will not do gore, nsfw, zatr / datr (sorry guys i don't like that ship), incest, or anything i find icky. I LOVE DRAWING AHHH FLOOD MY ASKS!!!

july 4th 2026 - hello everyone. if you haven't seen my important lil post, check it out here. art requests are currently closed until further notice / anyone with art requests may not receive them until i can guarantee the safety of my partner and regain connection with them. i hope you understand this hiatus. my fanfiction, "He said, 'See you later, boy!'" will also be on an indefinite hiatus. i will still post on tumblr normally. thanks for understanding.

|★| tags you can find me on |★|

#zadr

#tadc critical

#gooseworx critical

#ziimeeii screams and cries

#invader zim

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bro i really want some sesame chicken and white rice right now holy shit

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OH MY GOD SO im moving to a whole other city thats a lot less nicher and more queer friendly in my state and IVE ALWAYS LOVED CITY VIEWS and city LIGHTD ADSOIFUS0DSRNUBJDFDJNRIUFTDEH7FT they make me so happy and so relaxed and now that im moving INTO the city im going to see the CITY LIGHTS................................... WIN..................

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tonight we document the gay..... ooooooooo

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this just in: killer clowns from 2016 got deleted off of roblox :(

ive been playing suburban weather simulator though. first server i ever joined had e-daters in it. this is a game about tornados and you're having sex????

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killer clowns from 2016 opened back up and as soon as i joined batman gave me and my sister backshots 🙁 i hate you guys

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daniel larson just got out of prison bro

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i tried to put my plate in the sink and i touched. ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵒᵍ

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ive been playing pokemon tgc pocket since its release and ive been hunting for the eevee grove sylveon ex for a LONG LONG time now. my sister signed up for an account tonight and pulled THREE OF THEM IN ONE NIGHT. THREE. I CANT EVEN GET A SYLVEON

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didnt get a pic but i just saw a truck with the words ZIMonitor on it. dib has STOLEN trucks in order to FIND his MISSING BOYFRIEND

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i aint no smoker but what the fuck is it like to vape. like. can i try and recreate this by taking a mint, swigging down some water, and then breathing through my mouth or something. i dont want to hurt my lungs ive already had an organ explode

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every time i listen to "we didnt start the fire" i have to CLOSELY listen to make sure i dont accidentally sing the lyrics of "you cant fight the homestuck" and embarrass myself

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ziimeeii vent time and partner update

TW: ziimeeii talks about killing himself!!! please read this with caution!!

(THIS COULD BE THEIR MOM!!!!! I DUNNO!!! THEIR GRAMMAR, AS DESCRIBED, I CANT SHOW SCREENSHOTS FOR THE SAKE OF THEIR PRIVACY, IS VERY SIMILAR TO THE WAY THEY TALK!!!)

ive been messaging the love of my life on pinterest because its a good way to give them a timeline of my life that they'd been missing out on when they had their phone taken away.

i opened my pinterest at around 5:30 or so today, and found a message on there from them. i opened it and found two huge paragraphs talking about how they believed everyone we're best friends with (including me) were bad influences and i had fallen into the "dark path" they had fallen into as well. they told me that their mom, who they had hated for so long and told me about their struggles, was the "most relatable person in their life and they're happy they get to understand how she thinks now (in a conservative, christian, anti-woke type way, which isn't like them at all)".

when i responded saying "i know *name* didn't write this." they responded with "be grateful i didn't block you yet so i could respond to you." i told them that i was worried sick about them and their current situation. i then asked them to tell me something only we would know.

what they told me actually happened. it was something called "nature night" in a club we used to go to all the time, where we stayed in the woods all night around campfires and played manhunt. while we did so, we hid behind the most obvious log ever and nobody found us and we nearly pissed ourselves giggling. this is one of the best memories we shared with each other. they had messaged me reminding me of this situation

obviously this might've been something that their mom had read and remembered from the (imessage) chat logs, considering she has custody (?) over their phone still. i really hope its not the real them.

every single second i've "wasted" with them was all for nothing?? they were the first partner ive ever had in years that has genuinely made me so happy and fulfilled in life, and knowing they don't want to talk to me at all anymore because they "don't agree with my views" (what views are we even talking about?? what did i ever say to them that they didn't agree on?? we were inseparable and we joked and agreed on literally everything imaginable??) really fucks up my brain chemistry. ive been off and on crying my eyeballs out just as much, hell, even more than i have been since i was told i'd never hear from them again originally on july 4th.

tomorrow is when all of my friends from my old school collect their school-issued chromebooks in a huge stampede. this is my chance to finally know if it was the real them behind these messages. three of my greatest friends will be helping me out to see if they can get me the truth.

i want to fucking end it. genuinely. they encouraged me to get my mental health in a better spot, cared for me, reminded me to keep up with my hygiene and its helped me recover more than ever, but without this, i don't know what i can fucking do anymore. am i just too clingy and reliant on others who i know will eventually hurt me one day? what did i ever do to deserve this kind of shit.

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MY PARTNER SENT ME A MESSAGE ON PINTEREST. DUDE. IM SHAKING. I FORGOT TO UPDATE YOU GUYS THA TTHWY GOT THEIR PHONE FOR AN HOUR BUT THEN GOT IT TAKEN AWAY AND I HAVENT TALKED TO THEM IN A LONG TIME. LIKE I REALLY HOPE ITS NOT THEIR MOM. OH MY. GOD. DUDE. UPDATES LATER

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we are chaarraa kiiirrkk we carry the flammee wee fight all the monnsterrss

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i love when people like my nerdy ass posts about like. idk. me yapping about some iz theory i have (though i dont think ive ever posted something like that. maybe i will,,, i have lots of theories) because YES !!!!!!!!! SOMEONE READ IT AND SOMEONE LIKES It !!!!! SOMEONE CAREES!!!!!!!! YEEEEHOOOO!!!!!

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i havent been postijg art because my style is a. LITTTLLEEE different. i will tonight though if im too sleepy to do my gay iz rewatch quest