Uh.
Hi I guess?
Idk what is happening I've been dragged on here by a friend and my curiousity... good thing I'm not a cat. lmao.
Ain't no one gonna see this but my friend has an intro on his page so I thought I'd mimic him. That's how we learn anyways.
I am Zilium. I will respond to any variant of the name Lily readable in english but prefer Lilith, Sonar or Zilium. So take your pick.
I am she/they, fluctuating a lot and softly enough that I honestly don't care what you call me at any given time, but I am assuredly not a male.
I am an otherpaw, and find much comfort in considering myself a largely unidentifiable creature. So I will not elaborate on what I consider myself to be because honestly... I don't even know. Nor do I want to.
I am socially anxious, possess a slight sense of misanthropy for the general populus but I don't care what you do or who you are, so long as you don't hurt people. I am willing to listen to your interests. You can ask me to talk about mine, but I will ramble a lot. Tangents are well known around here.
Highly likely to be audhd, as-of-now undiagnosed.
I love writing- I'll probably post both art and poetry on here- and cope with existing by writing (and occasionally drawing) self-insert stories involving my favorite characters.
I am in the following fandoms, in no particular order:
Genshin Impact, Hollow Knight, HSR (Honkai Star Rail), PHM (Project Hail Mary), TFC (I will tell this one if asked, but it is stranger than the others) and several other small ones that are less significant in my mind at the moment of this being written.
I do fanart sometimes, and requests can be taken!! Just lmk!!
I also adore cryptids and eldritch, bring up specifically King in Yellow around me and.. yea you're mine now. In the sack. Utter a word even akin to Carcosa and I'm taking you there. No you cannot stop me. The obsession lies dormant until a codeword is said. Be wary, this goes for all my listed fandoms.
My art's been described as soft before. I have little description for myself, however; I ask and all I get are vague things like "creative" "artistic" "strange" "cryptid" which I of course adore but to be unable to describe myself accurately makes stuff like this hard.
I hope to thoroughly enjoy this site, sorry if my descriptive writing seems harsh/bland, I'm much more lighthearted and animated when just talking, lol.
Oh and do beware, I unconciously mimic speech patterns, so if you roleplay with me I may unintentionally start talking like you/your character, I try my best to resist it but it's harder than you'd think. And I'm a rambler when I'm comfortable. If you haven't figured that out yet... yeah.
This is my one social account free from any familial judgement, so there will be things here no one but tumblr and I will know of. That's weirdly comforting. ...I've never felt this free.
Ack. If I don't stop typing now, I never will.
I hope to make friends here, and ad astra abyssosque!!
