cold hands

julian, int*, sarcastic grumpy cat 

[minyardy]

Hello, lovely people.

I hate that I have to do this, but at the moment I don't see any other options and I thought I will give it a chance. I need your help.

Me and my fiance are unable to pay our rent this month. We're both struggling with our mental health. I'm bipolar and my depressive episode (which lasts two years now) is getting worse. My anxiety isn't helping in this situation. I tried to find a job and failed, mostly because whenever I thought I found something that I would be capable of doing, they told me they don't want to hire me because I'm physically not a man (I'm trans). So there's that.

My fiance technically have a job, but due to his depression he has to go to the hospital. He started his therapy and it will last for the next two months. Because of that he had to take sick leave, which means he's getting much less money. And our medications are expensive.

We have to collect 1400PLN (313EUR) by June 20. I'm hoping my family will help us a little, but at this moment even 1EUR would be a lot. I would be so grateful if you could help us in any way, even just by reblogging it.

Here's our PayPal: paypal.me/juliancaraxi

I hope you have a nice day 🖤

[minyardy]

Also, I've seen posts saying that there are specific threads or whatever on Reddit for donations and that those are more helpful than Tumblr so keep that in mind if the post loses traction! Good luck!

Thank you so much for your first message!

I never had Reddit so, following your advice, I made an account. Turns out in most of these donation groups you need to be active for at least 30 days and have "karma" (I don't even know what it is). So maybe someone here have an account there and wants to help? It would mean the world to me.

[naturaekos]

“You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.”

— Chuck Palahniuk, Diary

[p-essimist-blog]

[watchoutforintellect]

“It took many years of vomiting up all the filth I’d been taught about myself, and half-believed, before I was able to walk on the earth as though I had a right to be here.”

— James Baldwin, from “They Can’t Turn Back”

[ooevilynoo]

[luthienne]

“Her suffering was her armour. Gradually it became her skin. Then she could not take it off.”

— Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?

[c-isnenegro]

[n-o-c-t-a-m-b-u-l-i-s-m]

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[likelydestiny]

sometimes I think I’m better than everyone else but then I remember I am

[semioticapocalypse]

Ony Islam. Urban chaos. 2016

[::SemAp FB || SemAp::]

[bemylova]

stop FUCKING telling people that no one will love them untill they love themselves. stop shoving this idea down everyone’s throat that they are unworthy of love because of their own struggle.

[lechagriin-deactivated20210209]

"Acı, insanın birlikte ölmesi gereken şeydi. Kollarda, başta en ufak güç bırakmayan, yastıkta kafayı bir yandan öbür yana çevirme cesaretini bile yok eden şeydi."

José Mauro de Vasconcelo, şeker portakalı.

[writing-prompt-s]

You’re a serial killer who hunts other serial killers, not out of nobility, but because you love the thrill of outsmarting them.

[visionnaires]

[showings]

“Why did you make me want to live? Why did you do that to me?”

— Jean Rhys | Wide Sargasso Sea

[restlessland]

[wordsnquotes]

eleutheromania

(noun) An obsolete word, eleutheromania is defined as an intense and irresistible desire for freedom. (via wordsnquotes)