[ *Every day I get more and more lost... I forget the words, and apparently I'm starting to forget you too... You know, there's so much I haven't said, I've hidden so much... well, apparently it wasn't meant to be, although is it right to say that? You don't deserve such a fate. Forgive me, I'm confused in my thoughts. Why am I even thinking? WILL you hear this? Do You Think I could have saved you? It's unlikely that I wasevenwho I was to you. Why did you do this to me, you ungrateful bitch. Aftereverything I did, you spat in my FACE!!!! WAS I REALLY WORSE?!! Why didn't anyone hearmethen? Why didn't you hear me? How am I supposed to live now? I didn't need a20nyone except you! I lived09 for you. Youwerethe onl!y one I lOved so !!!Much. Forgive me. I still LOVE you, it's just sohardfor me. My soul seems to have become such a selfishper30son, youknow, IGOTAN29GRY and CRIEDBLOODFORYOURHappiness, yesI'moftenmarriedIhopeIspentMYLASTDAYSHAPPYGODTHAT'Snotswithme *]