*super ultron lame*

just some cranky genderless ice monster in a flyover state. ~a e s t h e t i c~ stuff and other assorted minty frosty goodness I guess. Art | Instagram | Commission Info

[zodiepls]

Hey

Yeah, it’s me, again. Been a year. Y’all still gonna tell me my identity as an agender trans person isn’t valid and harass me for no reason or can I post without people telling me to kill myself? Ball’s in your court.

[zodiepls]

I wanted to offer up an apology to everyone that’s following my blog wondering where I am. The short answer to that is I just haven’t been terribly interested in this site lately.

I don’t feel safe here anymore.  I’m  getting death threats because I have a gender identity some people don’t agree with. Ironically, this is coming from a site that is supposedly “inclusive” and “LGBTQA+ friendly”. Apparently agender people don’t count under this umbrella. I get a lot of bullshit thrown my way for no reason anyway. This would make sense if I was an awful person, but I can’t think of anything I’ve done that would warrant this sort of behaviour. I do/ship all my commissions on time, I make it a point and a priority to do quality work, and I try to stay out of unnecessary drama. So am I coming back? Nah. Not interested. If you wanted to, you could follow me on:

Facebook FurAffinity

[obscvred]

Source | Photographer

[masklayer]

[tzarvolver]

I raise you

[guitarbeard]

Ante up

[iguanamouth]

hey

[zodiepls]

Tumblr wants to post all about "oh ur beautiful" and "who u are is perfect" and preach acceptance, but I'm not taking it seriously because it's all nonsense. Before you jump down my throat and tell me how awful I am, hear me out. Ive been disabled for a number of years, and I've always had an issue with this line of thinking. Making it look good on the outside isn't really doing anything or helping anyone. Some people aren't or can't be beautiful. Firsthand experience here. I'm never going to be pretty. That's the way it works sometimes. It's an unfortunate part of life we need to deal with and stop covering up just so people will pay attention. We need to have serious chat about this. It's not all flower crowns and sparkles. There's nothing pretty about going bald because you're dealing with chemo or gaining weight because you can't move like you used to anymore. It's not "cute" or "fun" dealing with chronic pain or depression. Being so tired you can't live your life is not something to be trivialised. So how about this. Instead of covering all this up with some saccharine, sparkly veneer, we look at the reality: While we may not be beautiful, it doesn't make us any less important. We shouldn't have to hide all this just to get people to see that we exist, and our experiences matter. It's not fair or right that some people are disgusted by some of this, but we aren't helping by painting over this. After all, how can we expect people to respect us and listen when we're not even being honest by covering all this up?

[zodiepls]

In jr high we had this dumb made up cheer for when we went to basketball games and other lame school sports It went: It starts with an 'S' And it ends with a 'T' It comes out of you And it comes out of me And I thought it was "shit" because even in 7th grade I was a sarcastic icy sumbitch But apparently it was "Spirit" and not "shit " Damn it Anyway we all made fun of the cheer and used a different one because fuck that, it's not a proper cheer, not like this one. It went: Rah Rah ree Kick em in the knee Rah Rah rass Kick em in the.. other knee So much better. But later on when I went to high school and also got into George Carlin and found out about his cheer: Rat shit Bat shit Dirty old twat 69 assholes tied in a knot Hooray! Lizard shit Fuck! That's the best cheer ngl That sumbitch knew what he was talking about. Rip Mr. Carlin

[soapmummy]

[captainpissoffkenway]

@loveforthemoon

[ponderation]

Amazing Night In Porkkala by johnsson 

[zodiepls]

I can't not be suicidal The feeling of wanting to die just gets stronger every day And I know I'm getting worse and I'm getting sicker And I know I don't have very much time left Last year was really about learning to accept my lot in life. Now it's time for me to wind down, close up shop, and get ready to go.

[lsleofskye]

Highland Dawn

[zodiepls]

Please let chronic fatigue be a sign I'm dying Let it end here

[zodiepls]

kinda really hate my life

[pleatedjeans]

This cat is trying to tell us something [x]

[10poundchamp]

Somebody edit a champion’s belt into it’s paws

[thethemefrom90210-deactivated20]

[thewritershandbook]

[vanilla-beens]

@lotsandlotsofbirds

[disabilityhealth]

The default should be to trust disabled people when they say they need accommodations. Overwhelmingly, people are not faking their disabilities, and it’s so aggravating that we’re doubted first and only believed when we ‘prove’ ourselves.

[disabilityhealth]

When I’m trying to make progress with my illness

[Gif of a cat running full-tilt in a cat-sized hamster wheel.]