Normal Girl

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I’m in and out of a depressive episode right now and my only motivation to be energetic is to have the energy to satisfy my woman.

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Can anyone else relate

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I feel like a fucking monster bro…

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I love subtopping

I love subbottoming

I love subswitching

I love not leading absolutely anything and letting my girlfriend tell me what to do.

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Getting a girlfriend after having a lifetime of reoccurring limerence for people is so insane because I don’t have to find out about you, I can just ask.

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Based on the design made by @googoogaga733!

You can now purchase the vector file for this drawing on my ko-fi!

Thank you all for the support :D

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Fuck ugh I miss my girl but I also want space but I miss my girl.

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Yo I’m reading a serious yaoi for the first time in like 4 years and dude this is fucking awesome.

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I was happier when I consumed smut media at an alarming rate.

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An ex-situationship of mine randomly followed me on TikTok recently… Why do people do this?

They haven’t seen or heard from me for like two years…

I totally ghosted and I unfollowed them on everything…unblocked them on insta…

They’re the one that didn’t want me and moved on quick…

So I’m not sure why they would be interested in interjecting with me like ever…

This tends to happen to me a lot… Almost every person I’ve dated/ hooked up with will literally do me dirty as fuck… But then when I don’t react and I just leave… All of a sudden they’re stalking page for the rest of my life… like please lady gents and in-betweens… Tell people the truth and don’t lead them on please.

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Love this Miku so much... here is my take - googoogaga733

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Since my gf has BPD, sometimes she’ll wake up a bit sad…

So every morning I send her a picture of my boobs every morning.

Girls supporting girls.

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Sometimes I tend to wait so patiently for people I can’t tell when the party ends or when to leave.

So when I’m with my family slowly leaves abruptly I can’t tell whether they’re coming back or not. I just patiently wait. Because they don’t see me often anyways.

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Sometimes I kind of miss how depressed I was at 15, that hopelessness I thought I’d never escape.

That was a time I documented every single day in quarantine.

When I didn’t go outside for several weeks at a time an I was extremely lighter than I ever was…

I can feel myself moving back to that same feeling… and I don’t see it as a bad thing because I’m tired of people having access to me.

When I was 15 I did a lot of stuff and then I shut down completely I ghosted everyone I knew and everyone thought I died…

After I turned 15 i never had faith in my life ever again… like I’ve spent my life just learning, Ive never attempted to take my own life but due to my constant curiosity about the way humanity works… makes that thought cycle around and there I am having an identity crisis in the heart of San Francisco.

When I’m off my medication, any sentence that’s related to “where do you see yourself in 5 years” I instantly start crying… and then I get violently depressed.

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I’m a little scared of everyone so I ghosted everyone an locked myself in my room..: