Ganjacologist

☽◯☾ Cricket | 29 | USA | 18+ | Aries ☆@ganjacologistgal☆

[zombiesthatsmile]

Yup. I'm doing an intro over a decade too late.

Call me Cricket.

28 year old, green eyed, leggy, wannabe poly bisexual. Depressed Geeky Cry Baby. Obsessed with Star Wars, Tattoos, Sailor Moon, Video Games, Dinosaurs, and all things spooky. Emo is forever. Essentially and eternally a useless artist. Book enthusiast and wordp*rn fan. Constantly craving attention and human affection. Stoner Goddess. Staring into the void. Goth cowgirl. Expanding existential dread. You know, just the fun stuff.

I consistently ramble and vent my inner workings on this site. And I will not apologize for my feelings, revelations, or my pure nonsense. It's mostly nonsense. But, it is 100% unabashedly me.

This blog is 18+ so don't follow or message me if you can't hang with these vibes. Sooo, No Minors.

I do not reply to nasty shenanigans. You will be blocked for being creepy.

[zombiesthatsmile]

I don't know if I am back yet...

2025 in a nutshell- fucking sucks.

I went through a divorce.

Moved across the country, trying to move back home. Only to get in a massive car wreck because the snow storm hit early.

Set up my new little home and work from home station only to have the company my family built get taken over.

They fired my bonus dad, brother, and myself in March.

Happy birthday, right?

Amazing road trip through Colorado to Arizona with an old friend in April.

Fly back to Oregon for a friend's wedding and get to catch up with family in June.

July is a party.

June and August, time to get back to work.

Get a new job.

Family dog dies.

Neighbor dies.

Try to stay optimistic throughout the fall.

Plan to attend little sister's baby shower.

Getting back on my feet, catching up on bills, and finally figuring out how to be happy alone and self-sufficient.

Go to a show at Red Rocks for one of the last of the season, (for me) walking into the show -get a phone call from babysister.

Tell her I am about to walk into a show and the mushrooms are kicking in.

"There's been an accident."

...

"Dad is dead. A shop accident."

...

The day before his 54th birthday.

The weekend before everyone is coming out to celebrate his first grandchild.

So. We went to a funeral instead.

Come back to work to be told my sadness is a problem. That my father's death is inconvenient for my boss.

I am fucking doing my best. 2025 is fucking bullshit.

[wocina]

[zombiesthatsmile]

Hiiiiii.

Long story short. My life exploded a few months ago and I am finally starting to get it back together and be the human I actually want to be.

For the first time in my life, I love the person in the mirror and that is trippy as hell.

Apologies, dear ones, for my extended absence.

Anyyyyhoootie and the blowfish, what's crackin' yall? 🤭

[pnglove]

[65544432433444454-deactivated20]

it’s funny how desperate i am for genuine human connection despite the lengths i go to avoid it

[glowcowboy]

gonna take a hot shower and put on a big t shirt and my undies and i’m gonna sit on the floor and color at my coffee table like im 6 years old again and then i’ll feel better

[of-earthandlight]

This works btw

[wholesome-animal-images]

Hey, that’s me

[solestella]

[raveezus]

⠀

[rosesanddocs]

I hope you all get laid soon, for your own mental health

[deadnow-deactivated20250507]

"just date yourself! take care of you!"

Great idea, Rachel, but I can't pin and fuck myself into my own mattress can I?

[fuckyeahanarchistposters]

"Bottoms and Tops, We All Hate Cops"

[zombiesthatsmile]

Just leave me alone to dieeeee.

[aess-0x]

[georobby]

Time to sleep

[rounni-deactivated20250514]

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔. 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔.

[zombiesthatsmile]

Well, here I am. Drunk, mildly high and absolutely liberated.

[seabeck]

Floating