Jan 19
thinking about my old phases and how i used to like musical.ly stars and remembered that babyariel damaged my self esteem for like 4 years. she went live on younow and i requested to join because i was like 11 and wanted to talk to her. i end up getting picked and start like panicking and forget what I was going to ask. in the like minute of silence of me thinking what to say, the comments are just making fun of my appearance, and she like slightly laughs? but Instead of asking what i was going to, i asked if she was on quotev because someone had said they were her. OBVIOUSLY it wasn't her but instead of being like "No! Sorry!" she laughed again n i left n cried. anyway lol