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I know you probably don't want to hear this. But I miss you. A lot. Yet I want you to know. We will be okay. I want to tell you all of this, but I cannot. Not right now, at least. Whether it be lack of courage or indecisiveness, perhaps a tad bit of wisdom? Either way, I bite my tongue and look to horizon. I have faith.

#miss #faith #you #okay

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Confession

I miss you. Maybe I am messed up, or clinging on to a hope for something that may never be. Yet I cannot deny it - that I miss you and your smile and your laugh and your essence.

But. I will not look back. No, I have my eyes set on the future. A future which I am proud of and happy to achieve. So, I shall cherish these memories. I shall gaze upon them as though they are diamonds upon the night's veil. I am happy, I am well, and I am proud of who I am evolving into. I like to think you would be proud, also. Sometimes, I wish things could have been different, that you could still be here with me, and that we could actually be in each other's arms. But, I don't let that desire hinder my progress or cause me to revert back to my old self. That individual is gone. So, single life it is - which is good, at least it seems so. Because it seems that is what I needed; time to focus on myself and get to where I needed to be. Life is majestic and grand, I always believed that when I was a youngling. Recently, I have to say I've found my inner child again - and taken that innocence and added it to the mold. I'm becoming the man I always wanted to be. Now I'm going to stop with this mindless rambling. /end/

#self #rambling confession imissyou