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Hi, this is my Intro post that I'll be updating every so often! I have a side acount dedicated to my opinions about the different medias I consume (medias-boy). I also have a Letterboxd, so follow me there if you want to :]

I don't feel comfortable sharing my real name, but y'all can call me Zxiqk pronounced like "sick" but with a Z at the beginning

I'm a trans guy and as of spring 2026 I've started my college journey by completing some of my general ed classes at my local community College. In the fall of 2026 I begin attending Cal Poly Humboldt to get my Bachelor's in Film. I hope one day to go to DePaul University for their wonderful film program. Feel free to read more about me under the cut off ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა

DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IF YOU OR OTHERS WOULD APPLY ONE OR MORE OF THESE LABELS TO YOU:

- Zionist, Xenophobes, Antisemites - Racists, MAGA, Trump Supporters - Pedophiles, Proshippers, Zoophiles - Transphobes, homophobes - Generative AI users

I'm free

Just found out that i might be homeless by the end of August, so if anyone has any advice on how to get a job extremely quick please dm or explain in the notes! I also dabble in graphic design and photography so please reach out if you want to commission me

#pls help #advice #graphic design #jobsearch #california #ftm

the-cheshire-cat-grin

Lil nas x coming back during pride month to tell us hes been taking care of his physical and mental health, finishing rehab and getting treatment for bipolar disorder, and telling us that he is excited to not only make new music but also just to live his life???? And during mens mental health awareness month????? Oh i missed him bad

vigilskept

really i think the most insidious part of white supremacy is the way it will convince white people everything is actually About Them. being called out isn’t about you. poc expressing frustration at your behaviour isn’t about you. it’s about how you are affecting others. step one is literally just de-centre yourself from the conversation. anyone who’s not white has already had to learn this lesson the hard way and it gets tiring waiting for the rest of you to catch up

cutecipher

basketball players fight over the basketball because they are hypnotized before each game to believe it is their egg

#can confirm this is true

cloevr

how it feels to add ingredients to your cup ramen

#how it feels making poop

lavenderpr1nce

I think this pride month we should all get normal about trans men/mascs with long hair

I hate feeling sick

coldstream

i love having friends who can communicate like adults it's so cool

coldstream

imagine being like "hey this made me feel bad" and they're like "oh sorry i'll try to be better about that" and that's all it is

#oh it's a wonderful feeling indeed

2percentsugar

the fact that "eco" and "ethical" are two separate concerns in the global north, and that "eco" is a much more popular concern, with many "eco" products being made in actual sweatshops, is a big part of why i am The Joker

2percentsugar

if you think this is an exaggeration or splitting hairs where it doesn't matter:

i used to work at a Local Organic Produce store that's popular with the lefties in my city who are interested in food justice. i quit for a lot of reasons, mostly the boss, but something i will always remember is one of our suppliers coming in to drop off produce, being told her check wasn't ready, and her laughing and responding it didn't matter -- even a low bank account was more than enough to pay the migrants who picked her produce. i am not filling in any blanks here. she said this.

after quitting, this was a common story i told people about my time there. some then became annoyed at me, acting like i was a wokescold trying to undermine the store's "eco" mission with unrelated "ethical" concerns. but, like -- if food justice isn't for the people making food, who the fuck is it for?

like, don't get me wrong. my contention here is that the things go hand in hand, and that something which is unethical isn't actually eco. after all, humans are a part of the fucking ecosystem, and if a product can only be made by unsustainably exploiting humans, then it's unsustainable. doesn't matter which chemicals were used in making it, or whether or not animals were factory farmed.

falseficus

they *cannot* be separated. a product cannot be either eco or ethical — it must be both. a product that is made through human suffering cannot be eco for the reasons you said; a product that causes human suffering by contributing to the destruction of the ecosystem cannot be ethical. it must be both and we must insist on both

deanwinchesterapologist

finding a new doctor. applying for jobs. searching for apartments. messaging used car dealers. getting your health insurance to do their job. getting a pharmacy to do their job. getting the dmv to accept the documents they told you to bring. just listing things they probably make you do in hell

whineosaur

There is no greater bond on this earth than when you all despise and carry untold righteous anger about one person and then when you’re all together someone is like “so about that dead horse” and everyone starts sounding like Michael Jackson with the way they’re chanting beat it

#oh it's a wonderful feeling indeed

When i was a kid there was a vending machine at my local laundry mat that was broken and would dispense like 3 sodas at a time and I've been chasing that high ever since

starryhoundbloo

Shout out to my mom who explains my transition as "Having a daughterpillar turn into a Boyterfly". It doesn't erase the fact I was an adorable little girl, and also affirms my gender now. I love my mother.

closet-keys

when thinking about how oppression works, on a structural level, my guiding principle is that I must spend at least as much time looking down as I do looking up.

what do I mean by this? here's an example. when my surgery is delayed multiple times, I spend a little time looking up (there is only one surgeon in the entire area who will perform this surgery on trans people, so every trans person's surgical timeline is bottle-necked and delayed by months every time he goes to a conference or takes a vacation or experiences an injury. in other words, if I was cis, I would not encounter this difficulty in accessing surgery). and then I spend time looking down (due to nonstop harassment and legal threats, this practice now only treats adults and will no longer perform surgeries on minors. in other words, my access to surgery is predicated on adult privilege I have at the direct expense of trans youth's lack of access).

if you do not build a habit around thinking in this way, you will become the person Audre Lorde describes as "so enamored of her own oppression that she cannot see her heelprint upon another woman's face." If we are seeking to dismantle structures of oppression, rather than to simply use and climb them, then we absolutely must make a practice of looking in both directions, especially when we feel like we're on the bottom.

shetheyslain

Dahling you simply must read this book! It’s all about this devious little caterpillar who simply gorges himself on all manner of divine things

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