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still recovering from travel/hand injury but I have folks asking for advice on expressions a lot so here’s an old patreon early xmas present for you folks! (I make things like this for the 20 dollar tier by request, so if you’d like more…)

as ever this is just stuff I do/have observed and there’s no real right or wrong way of doing things! just get out there and observe, draw, make mistakes, learn from them and do it again! and again, and again…

So im back from the ether o.o A whole lot has changed and for the better. Art has improved and no more shitty pictures of my stuff for i now have a scanner. Can only get better from here. ^U^

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ferris-fields

This makes me so happy and I don’t even know why.

I worked so hard to pick myself back up and its like all my effort just evaporated within a few hours.....Im so tired of being stuck in this cycle.....Im so fucking tired of feeling like shit....

#im so sorry for lack of art #im a mess #i am trying for you guys though #sorry for this #felt like maybe posting it would help #art sometime soon #i promise

keybladesoras

The Golden Age of Children’s TV, the 90’s.

kyleehenke

Idk yall, like. I’m 29 years old and single, and I have had people tell me that my breast reduction will “hurt my chances” and that my “clock is ticking” etc which is. Actually the biggest bunch of bullshit I’ve ever heard. I’d rather be alone and healthy than physically crippled in a relationship I rushed into out of desperation, and it breaks my heart when I receive asks like the last one where an anon feels as though they’re a worthless failure for being single.

I feel horrible for all the people out there, girls and women especially, who were raised to internalize the idea that their value as a person hinges on their ability to find life partners and/or have babies. I would really rather just be happy and healthy and love myself rather than measure my personal worth against other women my age who have hit all the milestones of the Ideal Domestic Life™ in a timely manner.

Did you know? Being single is a valid option in this life, and there are other ways to fulfill the need for long-lasting human companionship. It’s a shame that the stigma around it is still so strong, because we as a society have a evolved beyond the point where popping out as many children as possible is crucial to the survival of our species. We now HAVE the luxury of pursuing our own fulfillment and our own reason for being, whether it involves marriage & children or not.

Idk about you guys, but I’ve only got one life, and I’m living it for myself. I’m going to prioritize my health, happiness and my own aspirations, and if I happen to stumble upon romance on the way then that’s just a sweet bonus.

Have some doodles of Delirious and a little ohm Its so nice to finally be over art block! More soon! <3

#my art #h2o delirious #ohmwrecker #doodles

vihyura

Delirious doodle turned into a time consuming thing....tried some new stuff coloring wise...Enjoy?

#my art #actually a little proud of this one #bbs #h2o delirious

Anyone interested in some garbage art today?

Yeah... me either..... -sighs-

#im having the worst time #literally i hate all of my art #worst art block i've ever experienced #sorry for not posting more #im finishing so youtuber doodles now #sorry for the rant

writtenly

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

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You stupid motherfuckers, don’t you dare not reblog this. Because this deserves 100K notes more than pictures of your favourite gay couple or cute cats, and yet it has 243 notes. 243 fucking notes? Fuck that. Fucking signal boost this.

thatpositivelife

I wish she had seen this.

mashtonpotatoes

You could save a life tonight with just one reblog

sad-butsassy

oh god I wish he had seen this that night

destined4nirvana

guys you could save a life tonight I dont care if your a colour blog or whatever reblog this now

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There will never be a time when I don’t reblog this

miss-sad-marshmallow

Forever reblog. Please, please reblog this

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Always reblog always

notthinenough-blog

This is what keeps me alive. For every one in my life.

teaskinny

I struggle a lot with depression and suicidal thoughts. Even though most of this isn’t true for me (only real family connection is my mom, but that is enough) this story is so powerful and it helps. I saved the post to come back to next time I have a hard night. This is really important for everyone to read. If you feel like you don’t have anyone, friends, family, pets, coworkers, teachers, fellow students, you have me. I will care even if we have never talked or interacted at all.