burning down, not burning alive

Zak, 21, 🚹, GoT, comic books, all music. coffee, rum, star wars, pizza. father of K (3) and A (1)

[zz-akmetroid]

I used to like my quiet life, but it wasn't enough.

I used to like the city lights, but now they're too much.

I used to like reading until I couldn't any more, but now the pages are blank.

I used to like myself, but now...

[zz-akmetroid]

a LOT has changed since I've been on this site last. Maybe it's time to start fresh?

[lisa-shin]

“If it doesn’t challenge you it doesn’t change you.”

—

Fred DeVito (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

@APPEs 

[1000drawings]

[flowercrowns-and-catastrophe]

No matter how hard I try,

I can never get drunk enough,

Never get high enough,

Never do anything enough to get where I'm trying to go.

And now I'm not so sure whether the goal is to obtain happiness or death.

Excerpts from a book I'll never write// When polar opposites start to seem like that same thing

[valentina-poem]

[empress-empire]

[rainekeiko]

Currently going through a weird transition in my life where, I don’t know what the fuck is going on, who I am, what I want, or where my life’s taking me, but somehow I’m super calm, and surprisingly more present than I’ve ever been.

[8-bitfiction]

[sixpenceee]

Dots moving along different shaped paths. (Source)

[polystromboli]

Mesmerizing

[ry-denim-deactivated20240921]

Thank

[sixpenceee]

Welc

[flavewlous]

Wow…this is so mystical.

[diaryofabryncess]

credit: morganharpernichols

[disasterbisexual-moved]

if you’re ever scared you’re not a good person, remember that bad people don’t care about being better 

[north-ofthesun]

I actually needed to read this

[uvparadise]

[wordsnquotes]

“I never wish to be easily defined.”

— Franz Kafka (via fy-perspectives)

[quotemadness]

“I was prepared, but it still hurt.”

— Hiro Fujiwara

[eternalyouthco]

[astrolocherry]

i know that its said aquarius is detached, at times sterile, so intellectualised they can seem cold even no aquarian hands have ever been cold, ones i have held anyway. i know god left aquarians an umbrella when they were born. it’s as invisible as their ingenious thoughts but it reflects into the night sky. it’s sort of a protection from the spiritual rain aquarius is so sensitive. the earthy substance is weak or non formed. they would absolutely absorb every feeling and, therefore every pain so severely it would grate like razorblades. they hold up this umbrella over their minds to stop absorbing the thoughts of others, often bound with worries and anxieties … aquarians were already made to think too much they hold up this umbrella over their hearts as a shield from heartbreak. that humanitarian love is love exaggerated and enlarged, it’s too big for a single person, aquarius heartbreak is the cause of lightning storms

they hold this umbrella up over their body, just to guard the only parts of themselves they have left as their own, the sun is in detriment in aquarius, the ego is not inherent but floating in and out of other realities. aquarians are holding an umbrella of protection, a blessed gift from the heavens, without it earthly air would be too toxic

cherry