hi you can call me elo! i'm an adult, she/her, & am a self shipper.
anakin skywalker (referred to as annie, to avoid tagging.) is my only f/o. 🩵 since june 15, 2025.
please don't follow unless you are ok with canon x oc, and self shipping in general. all fics, and art are made for my own enjoyment! DNI pr*ship (no ob*kin please.), & general dni criteria. i don't interact with minors & don't follow back ageless blogs.
BYF:
- not a dark ship. i do not self ship with darth vader. my anakin is a, troubled(?), republic hero, not a villain. & he never will be. there is no fall to the dark side, in my self ship.
- this is not a star wars blog. i may mention star wars a lot since my f/o is from the franchise, and you're free to follow for star wars content if you'd like, but this space is strictly a personal blog & about self ship.
- sharing my f/o is usually ok with me! unless you ship a sith anakin/d*rkship.
- i'm very shy, and introverted. it takes a lot out of me to interact, it doesn't mean i don't want to, i reply slowly sometimes, but still appreciate any interaction! i love to make new mutuals!
- i also run a star wars, anidala & prequel concentrated blog. this blog won't have any anidala. my selfship is a separate au to anidala. i won't ever discuss the ship here.
tpm novelization hurts extra because the author makes it a point to constantly have annie dream and wish for exactly the opposite of what he gets in the end. to escape slavery, and save his mother, then live a happy, free future with her. my heart hurts
f/o who holds your ice cold hands or feet, trying to warm them. or f/o who flinches when you put your cold hands on them by surprise, trying to steal their body heat, but they let you keep them there anyway. ♡
comfort thought: elo and o.biwan sitting and drinking tea together, but no discussion. just sitting in silence. that's how they connect. – until annie shows up, then there's no silence.
R2-D2's favoritism towards Anakin is so funny like, he's canonically the most foul-mouthed, ill-tempered, grump old cat-coded droid. The cute appearance is only an illusion to lure you in just so he can tase you, and maybe also kick you from behind just because he wants to. Even the disney princess Obi-Wan loved by all animals on first sight doesn't get along with R2. But he just. likes. Anakin. He's the wingman, he's emotional support, he's a good helper in battle. He carries snacks and checks if Anakin is hungry. He looks at this also ill-tempered angsty goth kid and said, yep that's my bff. Meanwhile Anakin goes around saying things R2 is a sweetheart 😌he's a little angel he's literally the best buddy anyone could ask for and I will risk my life to save him. Everyone else just looks like the demon droid and be like what the fuck are you talking about.
also anyone else get so excited when they watch media with their f/o, that they get the jitters? sometimes watching my favorite content feels like a lot because my brain short circuits when i see him, idek. so i'll literally need to put off new content, or prepare myself.
i've avoided watching the a.hsoka series, purely because i just don't know if i'm ready. or ready to watch more vaderism content, and be sad, because i'm really at that point. but hayden christensen just confirmed he'll be returning for season 2 at a con, so now i have to! and i need to see more republic annie memory flashbacks. i've seen a lot of clips of course, and already know what happens in the series, but i've never officially sat and watched it through.